2004 年 8 月 22 日 星期日 【晴】

同妳去南丫島.......
超級開心~~

可以一齊行沙灘, 一齊行街, 一齊睇奧運, 一齊訓覺........
好開心呀~~

如果可以去3日2夜就更好了~~

不過比人話我行沙灘時冇咩情趣.............

>>September 15, 2004 at 1:56:02 PM GMT+8

2004 年 8 月 18 日 星期三 【晴】

過了溫馨的一個晚上........
多謝妳~~

>>September 15, 2004 at 1:53:21 PM GMT+8

2004 年 8 月 14 日 星期六 【陰】

由多倫多飛返香港要成廿個鐘頭, 所以今日全日都o係飛機上面..........

多倫多時間凌晨十二點十五分起飛..........

因為自己係做旅行社, 成日聽見我d client搭飛機時要request特別餐(例如食齋餐, 低糖餐, etc.), 所以就貪得意, 叫左個印度齋餐比自己食. 第一餐又真係唔錯, 有咖喱食. 不過之後D野食就真係不敢恭維, o個份番茄生菜三文治食到我想嘔, 早餐又係唔係好掂, 人地食雞粥或者西餐, 我就食青豆同菜. 原來食齋係咁痛苦架...........

不過飛機餐通常都會有剩, 所以都問左空姐拎其他野食, 佢地仲話我好大食tim~~

o係溫哥華轉機時收到阿達電話, 但冇聽到.(漫遊電話費太貴了!!)

飛機o係溫哥華起飛冇耐, 我就訓著左了. 今次好叻呀, 訓左成3, 4個鐘. 不過當然唔係一氣呵成啦. 始終坐經濟客位, 真係好難有覺好訓.........

香港時間八月十六日朝早六點四十五分到香港, 比原定時間快左個幾鐘..........

>>August 21, 2004 at 7:09:35 AM GMT+8

2004 年 8 月 13 日 星期五 【微冷】

最後一日o係多倫多..............

原本打算8點幾起身, 同Ronnie一齊去Bonnie屋企隔離o既球場打波.
結果因為自己較鬧鐘較錯左時間, 十一點先醒.
仲比Ronnie串到爆................ >___________<

自己煮左d野食, 跟住就陪betty傾下計, 順便自己上下網.
兩點幾陪ronnie出左去, 五點幾返尼.
跟住就開始執行李, 準備走人.........

夜晚同Winston佢地一齊食飯, 有海鮮食, 好開心!
可惜betty唔舒服要休息, 唔可以同佢一齊食.........
Winston同Luk姨丈傾到一個很有趣o既話題(但而家唔記得o係咩了), 自己也很想加入討論
不過時間已經差唔多, 無奈!!

收到車倫包o既電途電話, 同佢傾左一陣, 很開心同surprise~~

臨走前同各位講byebye, 依依不捨! 尤其係betty, 因為今次極有可能係最後一次見到佢. 當然, 我唔希望會係咁樣. 其實自己心裡面很難受, 但為左唔想攪到氣氛咁唔開心, 所以我還是帶點故意地嬉皮笑臉去同各位道別........

寫左一張卡比betty, 希望能夠比佢一d鼓勵.
其實自己可以做o既, 真係唔多........

九點鐘同Ronnie, Marco出發去機場. 由Glendy送我地走.........

o係機場免稅店買左成廿蚊加幣o既朱古力, 好耐都冇試過咁豪........

十一點半上飛機, 8日o既旅程就咁結束...........

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記得最初走o既時候, 真係千萬個不願意, 因為覺得呢個trip令我miss左好多野.............
但係而家回想起, 我又冇後悔o既感覺..........
尤其係o係信仰方面, 有左很多o既得著........
好多謝Winston同我講左好多神o既訊息(當然, 其實係神透過佢工作)
比左我好多提醒~
其實我地離開左神, 真係好多野都唔能夠做...........
其實神真係好愛我地..........
Winston o既一番話, 令我有左很大決心去重新改變自己, 重新親近神.........

希望o係神o既幫助下, 能夠有一個全新o既我..........

>>August 21, 2004 at 6:49:47 AM GMT+8

2004 年 8 月 12 日 星期四 【晴】

因為前晚失眠, 今日訓到下晝3點先起身, 一共訓左13個鐘頭, 中間完全冇醒過.......
醒來之後, 我自己都嚇左一跳..........

夜晚同Bonnie, Leslie (Bonnie's boyfriend), Ronnie同Marco去左打保齡
then就去左一間西餐廳食野, 尼左多倫多咁耐, 終於有機會食西餐了...........
不過就仲未食過呢度o既熱狗, 唔知聽日有冇機會開齋呢??

十一點幾返到home, 同Winston, Catherine佢地一齊陪左Betty一陣.........
一點幾返房, 睇下書靈下修, 仲有寫左一張card比Betty, 希望佢唔好灰心, 同埋可以康復過來.......

四點幾訓.......
今日過得好快. 冇計啦, 鬼叫自己咁爛訓!!!!!

聽日就走啦, 有d唔捨得o既感覺.............


多倫多時間8月14日下午1時50分

>>August 14, 2004 at 5:49:42 PM GMT+8

2004 年 8 月 11 日 星期三 【微冷】

Yesterday nite I can't sleep well, I went to bed at 4:30am but woke up at 6:00am, just slept one and half hours, oh dear!!!! I kept on thinking what Winston said yesterday nite, coz I really wanna change myself, I don't wanna hurt peoples around me.......

Lastly I went out at 11am to have lunch with Glendy, Ronnie and Marco. After lunch I played ballgames with Ronnie and Marco..........until 5 something. Then we go to Bonnie's working place to have a look (a shop selling cards). I bought one card for Betty, I hope that through writing something, I can encourage Betty to keep on fighting with her cancer and believing in God........

Dinner in Glendy's home............

Betty is not feeling well tonite, she felt hard to breath and she lost temper. Catherine, Winston and me stayed with her and prayed for her until 12am. Luckily Betty felt better when she had a walk in the house (thank's God!).

We all eat something together and chat, quite happy!!

02:15 of 13th August (Toronto Time)

>>August 13, 2004 at 6:15:13 AM GMT+8

2004 年 8 月 10 日 星期二 【微冷】

Today also stayed at home for the whole day, Actually I want to have a talk in the downtown in the afternoon, but I feel super tired and slept for around 2-3 hours. Lastly, I did nothing today but just stayin with Betty and Cathy again.........

I have talked a lot of things regarding Jesus Christ with Winston, his talk reminded me a lot, really appreciate him.
It's time for me to "wake up" and stop being a shit.........
May God bless me!

03:33 of 12th August (Toronto time)

>>August 13, 2004 at 6:15:50 AM GMT+8

2004 年 8 月 9 日 星期一 【溫暖】

Nothing special to do in these two days, just stay with Betty...........

Eva got a fever, but she did not go to see doctor, how come? >_<
A little bit worried.........

And have some argue with her, and make her unhappy.
I am so sorry! Please forgive me!

Tonight on the phone with Helen till 4am, talked a lot of things...........

16:03 of 11th August (Toronto time)

>>August 11, 2004 at 8:03:08 PM GMT+8

2004 年 8 月 7 日 星期六 【晴】

Since I have slept too much at Friday nite, so yesterday I just slept two hours, I woke up at 4am and could not sleep again. Lastly I ate a cup noodle at 6 and read books until 8 something, then I went to church with Catherine and Winston...........

I haven't gone to church for such a long time (around 6 weeks already). Honestly to say, I chose to go church just because I can't sleep and I have nothing to do in the morning (Jesus Christ, I know I am shit! Forgive me!). Yet, it was quite pleasant to go there since the ppl are nice and I gain something from the clergy's talking......

After going to church I had lunch with Glendy's family, then we go to CN tower. Actually I have been to there 4 years ago when I came to here, but Glenday ask me to travel together and I was free, so I went to there again.

In addition to CN tower, we also have a talk in some shopping centre, but I bought nothing since I was quite tired already and did not have mood to have a look at the shops..........

Back to home at around 10pm..........

A little bit regret of coming here, although I know that Betty want to see me..........
I found that I am not really glad for coming here..........
If I can make my choice again, I will choose to stay in Hong Kong.........

22:20 of 10th August (Toronto time)

>>August 11, 2004 at 2:19:27 AM GMT+8

2004 年 8 月 6 日 星期五 【微冷】

Can't type Chinese in Canada, so I type English............

I've arrived Toronto for one day...........
yesterday nite I was super tired since I just slept about 3-4 hours in the plane.
Lastly I slept around 14 hours until today 3pm.

I've done nothing special today, just have dinner with Ronnie, Marco, and play basketball with Ronnie....
and tomorrow will go church and CN tower with Glendy's family...........
but from Monday to Wednesday I will be quite boring since Glendy's family have joined tour, and only me in Toronto. But I can use the time to stay with Betty more. I can talk with her more and try to make her happier..............

Actually I don't want to come here in August since I have missed a lot of things. Such as the chance to work in Bond's for longer time, gathering with my best friends in HSSC, watching the Asian Cup (China vs. Japan), watching "GOOD LUCK", staying with my lovely Eva...........etc. But I know Betty is very weak now and later I may not be able to see her. Hope that through coming to Toronto, I can help her to be stronger.............

now my relative have slept already, and only me using computer in the basement....... >.<
I miss HK ar...........

00:10 of 8th August (Toronto time)

>>August 8, 2004 at 4:10:32 AM GMT+8