2005 年 5 月 2 日 星期一 【雨】

Today I got up @ 5am as needed go to work at 7am, the opening~
It was not bad though, felt fresh when I went outside to catch the Dynamic bus. I really enjoy the cool early morning! Arrived EPCOT @ 6sth and I just can't help but lean on the sofa of MS breakroom.

It was the first time I opened the bay on my own after trainning, you know those full-time casts can pick the early shift so they can fully use the rest of the day. Well, it is so harsh to open the bay as I picked the naughty one (Green). Ride stop not at home, intellvideo problem... all happened to me. I just finished opening @ 8.40am. GOSH!! Time flies as I am with those I'd love to be with. Millie, Ines, David... All Spanish speaking folks~ See! I mean it, they are better than those "native" American.

Most of the time I was in the outside rotations, I don't care though. It is always great to interact with guest in the outside position. All depends on how you work out your own position. 1530... my bump off! I have one hour before meeting in RR office @ 1630! Hehe no doubt I visited The Land... Met Aven in MS merch. & Kelvin in Sunshine Garden as greeter(?!) Dan was in the Kidcot, having fun LOL! After that, I dared to rush to the breakroom~ found Rob, Briana & another RR inside. We did have a great chat~~~ WOW!!!! I ignored David (sorry) but I have never thought of chatting with fellow cast members in such a way. Really looking forward to coming back to work! But I know, things are gonna change when I come back, one day.

OK, back to the Arabian night... we had no idea what was going on... US$8 for dinner & show, GOOD DEAL~ we went all together in the WDW van (again!) with some more CP RRs. I can't stop chatting with Hilda, don't know why but this is it. We ordered the two different dish of steak and shared. I drank two glasses of beer and she did the wine. The show was great and hardly thought of having so many horses in the show. If we need to pay the original price US$50, we definately wanna get out! The dessert sucked btw. When we got out @ 20:00 it started rainning.... ARGH!!!! Horrible downpour on our way home... Thx Lynn & Bob drove us back to Chatham and stopped in front of our Apt. YEAH~~~

>>May 5, 2005 at 12:01:33 AM GMT+8

2005 年 5 月 1 日 星期日 【酷熱】

今日朝早同jupiter & 霞清潔屋企, 之後當然就係返去mission SPACE開工.

Candy整左個oreo cheese cake畀我, 呀~ 有個G字o係中間, 一睇就知道係for我belated bday啦~~ 最衰無帶相機, 唔係一定同佢&個cake影相, 好在佢有dc, 多謝!!!
成日都不停轉positions, 唔悶之餘仲可以周圍同一傾計&玩, 好鐘意咁o既生活!

但... 我... 一面唔想走就係人都知, 但一面又好想同hk o既 family 同 friends分享我而家o既一切, 唔知將來會點... 不過擔心都無用啦~ 我知道 things can only get better~~ yeah!

>>May 6, 2005 at 2:22:44 AM GMT+8

2005 年 4 月 30 日 星期六 【陰】

YEAH!!!! GREAT TO KNOW YOU'VE SIGNED THE CONTRACT WITH 4 SEASONS~~ QQ!
You know I really wanna send you sms last night but it's Sunday in HK... if you haven't signed you'd gonna be mad ^w^ Anyway congradulations and let's celebrate in BKK!

And to Wellcome: nope, but I'm sure you'd love it as much as the S Club 7 CD, bulky one though.... ^^

Today I worked two shifts, one starting 1000-1345 in Mission SPACE Merchandise...
It was cool to work near my "home", we I walked into breakroom I can still chat with my fellow, and those merch. co-works also recognized I work in attraction. I met another extra hr girl who is usually working in fantasyland, and lucky her husband is working in Soarin'! It's been a good time working with her~ after the short shift I had my lunch with Bob, Brian & others in breakroom, I'm home~

ARGH!!! I hate working in International Gateway Merch! When I figured out I'd work there later on... I was so upset and lost my temper again. Ppl there are nonsense and hardly teach you anything!
My schedule was until midnight and I asked Lynn to give me ER to 2230, but frankly I don't really wanna work!! Another half is that I didn't have my white shoes which suit the costume. I hate being messy! Before work I visited the Land again, even I know Andrew is dayoff~

Yeah!!!! After working in stroller support for few hours I got the break and tasking... at last 2000 BUMP OUT!!! Thanks god I can leave ASAP and go to House of Blues for free drinks~ After contacting Amy & Hilda, I went to Downtown Disney on my own and spent the whole night in Virgin reading comics~ I read CLAMP - X/1999 Duet, Tomoko - Aquarium & a horror manga called Living Corpse. I love horror manga as I wanna learn what drives ppl frightened. Most of the horror stuff has the messgae behind~

Well, I visited the House of Blues but sadly there was function and I didn't have mood to wait! Finally I gave up and bought Kid meal (for the cat plush) instead... Oops... a dog...
Ha was the only one awaken when I came home, then I enjoyed my meal and hoped to watch Kylie's VCD before sleep... but I cannot handle Zero's DVD player... gave up and read the book Andrew gave me in return... 1am...

>>May 2, 2005 at 2:37:02 PM GMT+8

2005 年 4 月 29 日 星期五 【酷熱】

Today we all RRs were scheduled to dayoff since Lynn arranged a trip to Fish Camp, a swarmpy area for elegator.
Lynn & Bob drove us from Chatham Sq, how nice they are~ We gathered @ 1100, all RRs except Aven & Emily were all set!
It took an hour to drive and we arrvied at noon time. It was kinda funny that we crowded in a WDW van, kept chatting nonsense stuff and horse playing.
We couldn't stop taking pictures once we got off, and I tried pinenut corada for the first time. The boat ride cost US$16 and the cocktail was US$4. Money flew away so rapidly today~
It wasn't a good idea to drink before going on boat ride, I was not feeling well at first, but then the breeze blew my pain away and it was so relax to race through the swarmp. You could see cow crossing the waterway! Nonetheless few elegator could be found. They were all shy and either their eyes or tails can be seen at one time LOL!
After the ride we sat together and ordered some deep fried food. Onion rings, shrimps, gator, cheese fingers, chicken drummers & so on. We paid for Bob's meal and we joked around by asking Bob to sing the chinese songs.
Before we left, we walked along the camp and luckily we saw another gator. Some of us got sunburnt and we somehow got bored.

We decided to go back to Orlando & went on our 2nd destination - Animal Kingdom's Lodge. Jupiter booked the buffee dinner for us this morning and altogether we 8 RRs went there!!! There are tons of food, but many of them are spicy and sweet~ I tried to get each of the dishes and... WOW tofu & green peas curry!!!! Finally i took in fruit and dessert~~~ YUMMY!!! Unfortunately the service sucked... we had great time sharing housemate matter and so on. It would be neat if we can still keep this relationship after going back to HK~

Pics are uploaded so plz feel free to share my happiness!

>>May 2, 2005 at 2:35:12 PM GMT+8

2005 年 4 月 28 日 星期四 【酷熱】

好變態... 明明人地個schedule係0830, 等我仲一早0630起身趕車返去... 點知一clock-in, 吓... 唔係呀... 1200 先返工!

成個日無曬心機+精神, 都要返去mission space 畀返d野candy. hea 吓恰吓又到九點, 等佢地去曬做野我就出park玩, 當然我目的地只有一個, the land. 我好想好想話畀andrew知我唔係想困住佢, 只係想畀佢知佢有幾特別~ 一入到去見到久違的 warren 同 sheri, 更o係上船o既時候見到andrew! 當然順勢我就坐佢架船, 佢把聲好特別, 好柔又帶點口音. 我落船之後同佢講話我有野要make it clear, 咁我返正都hea, 就等佢11點放break. 一路睇佢本書一路等, 但等到11點幾我有dd肚餓, 見佢仲未放break就走去odessy買subway. 點知返到去發覺好似換曬d人, 我立即爆入breakroom, haha~ 畀我見到andrew 同 sheri, lucky~ andrew 問我係咪有d野要講, 我again又捉左佢出去走廊傾, 佢一d都無提尋晚o既事, 好彩~ 佢不斷話會打畀我約出去, 聽住先啦~ 不過我真係feel到佢見到我探班係係開心o既~~!

雖然起左身咁耐, 但都唔算好累... deploy左我去universe of energy. 我第一次去做greeter呢~ bill 教左我一d brief information. 雖然佢係多野講d, 但佢有心教我做野, thx~~ 其實一直怒曬都幾辛苦, 不過好多時都可以同d客玩下傾下計, 好充實!! 本來放break之前我都想er (因為有人tasking) 但做做下又到1930... 無人bump我走, 自己走人~~

>>May 2, 2005 at 3:22:08 PM GMT+8

2005 年 4 月 27 日 星期三 【晴】

四月二十八日果然多事發生~~ 當然所有都是好的~~ yeah!

amy從premium outlet回家時, 我還未打好日記... 失敗~
我只好極速收拾好便和她去property control, 這次是amy第一次於美國駕車載客呢~ thx!!! it's my pleasure!! 駕駛的樂趣, 我可能沒辦法感受到 (我不愛的), 但兩個人放假一起出去走走的確寫意~ 我們不久便到達mk境內, 我先去shop逛逛, amy泊好車隨後趕到. argh~~~ 我又買了很多東西給大家呢... 終於買到我最想送給wellcome的東西 (你一定"買"的, hahaha~), 還有各樣的手信... 跌了三十多塊呢... 變態呀~~~~ 我沒於隔鄰的cast connection買東西, 而amy則買了slipper socks給小朋友們.
感謝amy車我返epcot, 因為andrew說今天是他們話劇的最後一場, 反正amy太累要回家, 我便到the living seas 撐場. 先到imag找不到他... (因為我不清楚details), 卻遇到一大班RR~ 到 guest relations 問不到一丁點線索後, 我便在seas門口等... hahaha~ 八時正大批人進場, 反正有即場購票的~ yeah!!!

The play "psycho beach party" is re-arranged from the movie, that's what Kenneth (the one sat next to me and started the conversation) told me all about. He's a nice person, though I'm not in mood to ask for his contact... I don't think I really have much time to keep contact with ALL people I met in WDW...
Anyways, the play was GREAT, I wanna try everything in this western world and it was a really excellent chance for me! There were tons of "blue jokes", which we are so used to in HK movies or conversations. Frankly, it was kinda shocked... stupid me!

During the break, I was driven into deep thinking about refreshing me memories in MST. We almost had the talent show annually, or the music contest... those bittersweet memories were all coming back... Scenes of the English drama, horrible dancings in the music contests... were all swimming in my head.
I really wanna share these to you guyz, and to Andrew also. It was him making me there today.

The most shocking shot was Yoyo (Andrew) kissed another beach boy... I was so mad about that!! Of corrs I know it's a stage kiss, but... I was shocked. (Thanks Kenneth told me they liked each other before the kiss, or I'll go faint) When they did it once again in the end of show, I really screamed "OH" loudly. LOL~~~

After the show I waited at the corridor (I don't mind waiting someone special, at least I have someone to wait for... taken the idea from MONSTER). He was so glad to see me around supporting his last show. He's so excited to introduce all the friends from the stage and backstage, nonetheless his roommate the director of the play as well. I gave him the bracelet I made last night till 1am, and he was so happy to tell me that it is the first bracelet he's ever had! We kept chatting & chatting about the play, what brainstormed me and all kinds of things. You know what, I really LOVE him, not the way of relationship but sort of "soul mate". We have so many same ideas and concepts about life, human beings and the earth. I'm intended to do sth wild tonight, so I can break through sth bound me for ages.

When we mentioned the happiest celebration on earth, I did say "what the fucking celebration on earth". You know all these campaign are for promotion only, nth matter to the whole world or what. Andrew was surprised that I claimed such a speech, of corrs we agreed this point. I know he's single, and he said he likes to be single because he doesn't wanna be tied up, and he never wanna hurt me. Well, I don't know why I truly want him know he's so special, I'm just like finding another me on the other side of the world! I kissed him, twice before I left, but be frank again... I felt nth special... strange... that's because I don't want him so bad... he's just like part of myself!
He needed to go back and help them tidy up the stage, I left and rushed back home as I need to work early tomorrow!!

一天很特別的日子... THAT'S THE WAY I LIKE IT!

>>May 1, 2005 at 1:28:04 PM GMT+8

2005 年 4 月 27 日 星期三 【晴】

想不到我還會他的一個msg弄哭... 明明...

"幸好, 這星期有事令我醒覺, 發覺到自己正慢慢流失, 希望捉得切
本來, 我性格自我, 也不打算問你收不收到, 隨緣
但越來越發覺, 主動也不是差的. 有辣有唔辣, 至少, 今次係做得應該"
"其實, 主動也令我失去不少
但人同人相處, 係應該要的, 雙向的. 對你, 不知怎的, 我願意
有時就是不願意去花數分鐘去維持關係, 心底裡一些習慣或堅持
幸好, 你有免疫"
"到現在還有這種能力嗎....我從不刻意去擁有這種能力...相互的感覺...可遇不可求, 隨緣"

>>April 28, 2005 at 6:44:01 PM GMT+8

2005 年 4 月 27 日 星期三 【炎熱】

thx QQ for calling me~~~ mutually supportive!
sherida's msn is good enough to be my belated bday gift~
once again i thank catherine, paven, boot, joanne & wellcome kept chatting with me this morning~

last but not least, happy birthday catherine!

>>April 28, 2005 at 4:39:32 PM GMT+8

2005 年 4 月 26 日 星期二 【乍暖還寒】

(milly 要求的書面言日記, 希望大家看得舒服 ^^)

話說我凌晨剛寫完日記, 便收到milly的留言, 經過一輪與apt接線留言的激烈奮戰, 我的電話終於響起了~ 謝謝milly讓我發洩一下對同屋們不滿的情緒, 不知不覺又將近三時了~ 要去睡囉!
朝早起床聽見同屋們趕緊準備出門, 我便在賴床聽著destiny's child 的 birthday 和 orange pekoe 的 birthday song, 我很喜歡的兩首另類生日曲~ 八時許起身看到amy送的生日, 弄早餐+amy的小午餐, jac 也在上網, 但... 一句話也沒說... who cares~

10時出門去publix買了四大盒cake mix, 可能會攜些回港, haha!
良久沒到premium outlet, 還不是一個模樣, 已不會瘋狂地到papaya買衫, 亦遇不到一些特別的tee給bro, 但竟然在disney outlet 買了數件衫給QQ和親戚們... 看到chococat 沙灘人字拖, 要us$12.95... 太貴了, 不買!
剛好有車到epcot, 正盤算著找誰去吃午飯... 回到rr office, 收到jupiter和hilda的留字, thx!!! 多謝leeana的cheerful greeting, 還有manager lynn的合照... 1pm 臨走被lynn叫住, 她送我sunshine seasons 的 invitation card, 感動!!!!!! 神會有安排的~~~

(拿~~~ 唔係我想去the land先架, 反正要去食野 ^^) 先要guest relations取 birthday button 才到the land... sunshine seasons 是一個open food court (第一位cast member 自動祝我happy bday yeah!!) , 有多款不同的食物, 看到有asian food.. 一看之下... 哦~ 好像我早前自己煮的沒兩樣, 最後選了grilled steak... 還有 iced tea + lemonade... 獨個兒吃大餐好像有點怪怪, 但可以慢慢品嚐也是好事~ 突然看到andrew的身影略過, haha~ 不知何解我就是認出那是他. 接著看到david, 我輕輕地揮手打個招呼, 聰明的我沒說今天是我的生日, 否則天大的惡夢會降臨我身... 他走後不久. 離遠看到stan, julia, josh 等一班space5-6 & lynn 和幾位assistants, 我臨走去space group打過招呼之餘, 更與lynn他們攀談一下...

豐富午餐過後當然是到living with the land與眾人談天 (進而"迫"他們祝我生日快樂haha~), 遇到 briana, charles, david, 留守於exit的我, 經過多次的揮手過後andrew才看到我在, 可惜我趕不及上船 >.<" 再者, 我也撞不到在soarin' 的 kirk & stephen... 一問之下知道kirk會收3pm, 幸運的是那個bump-out他的同事竟然主動提出帶我進去見他... 有點odd, 但我喜歡~

kirk 帶我去了backstage, 聽過他對我說的生日快樂之後, 他以為我想玩soarin'... 不是呢~ 我只想見一見而已... 而且, 他再度做了一樣我不甚喜歡的動作 - "scanning". 我最初以為上一次因為我們很久沒見他才掃視我, 但我覺得不自在. 加上跟隨他回大門口的對話, 發覺他根本一點也沒有將我的事記住, 我不是迫其他人對我如我對他們一樣, 只是很清晰的知道他心裡沒有我, 不是男女關係那些, 而是達不到朋友的層面. 雖然他仍然堅持過了soarin' grad opening約會我, 但... 我的心態已完全不同, thx god 時間能証明一切! (生日的得著一)

三時了, 我要回mission space看看candy放工沒, thx candy, charlies, laurie & scott for taking pics with me! 我知道scott是對我有一點點意思的, 我很想去令這個封閉的人開放一點, 但這樣做會另他... 算吧~ 我到test track找jupiter, 相約她5:15放工後去the land玩~ 之後我還是回到the land...

oh~ andrew上了kidcot, 我也坐著畫畫~ 之後

再一次感謝香港好友們的icq msg 和 留言
Joanne (milly來電的時候...), QQ (sorry 我出左去wet啦~), 牛, 品, arta (looking forward to kylie concert!), holie, wellcome (你唔好遲d呀! 雲南米線 yeah!), 當然弟弟的一句 "生日快樂呀衰女" 和母親百忙抽空的短談把我的生辰畫上了完滿的句號.


p.s. 品話我對香港人有discrimination, 但我o既principle係我只係想同最最最鐘意o既人慶祝我生日, 如果呢個人仲未進入我生命o既時候, 我唔會畀其他人滲入我呢一日, that's why 我今日過得好開心, 因為我唔覺得今日係我生日, 所以當有d人唔做一d野我唔會唔開心, 相反另外有d人對我做一d意想不到o既野, 我會好appreciate... 唔好意思, 好似andrew話齋, 你喜歡我因為呢個係我, 唔好要我點樣改變... 如果我自己自覺或不自覺地變, 一定唔會係強迫出來o既... ok?

>>April 28, 2005 at 6:38:07 PM GMT+8

2005 年 4 月 26 日 星期二 【晴】

YEAH 十二點正~ gabe 生日快樂!! 自己同自己講happy bday... 好似痴線咁...
又係啦~ 畀同屋o個d人激死啦... 唉~ 係自己對佢地有期望先會失望...
邊有人好似我咁記得人地o既野多過自己架...
事關我地一開始來orlando每逢有人生日都會整蛋糕, 凌晨hea下吹下水咁, 先排jupiter都話爭住整叫我唔好整, haha~ 返來咪又係乜都無... 好在我1645 o係mission space 臨走karen畀左一小件chocolate cake 我.. 因為細路唔食cream, 我諗係自從無o係學校過生日 (form4以前) 就無o係生日正日食蛋糕啦~ 今年? haha~ 夜晚有dessert buffee 畀 hk cast members 嘛, 梗有得食啦!

本來放完lunch勁想er, 但short人... 無計啦~ 仲發左josh少少脾氣, 因為我真係無心機&精神同佢講笑, sorry 呢, 咁難得hea到1638 spanish david bump 我... 返到去見到candy, laurie & karen 排排坐放break 真係開心, 但我要走直鞭尾雞咁腳走, 唔可能坐低傾下... sor, 不過都多謝karen o既一口chococake, 所以有時好多野話唔埋, 又畀我同呢度d american 做到好朋友~
趕緊去IG搭船, 瞓左十幾分鐘醒神曬~ 點知d-mgm costume 收五點, pk 啦~ 好在有個cast指我去backdoor, 仲有d 呀姐好好人畀我借埋~ thx! 去breakroom買左支lemonade充電先...
ok啦~ 怒做photo edit~ 之後仲畀人調左去tower of terror 做 photos, 同d guest 一邊講笑一邊賣相真係好好玩, that's the way i like it!
今晚好累... 好在有得ER... 話說臨收park落大雨, 本來我收2200, 但真係唔得啦... 好很攰...
上車遇到kristy 黎左咁耐都係第一次撞到... 無緣~ hahahaha~~ (因為佢係我最唔like o既o個種女仔, 但無端端又會畀我同佢識到, 可能就係要我接受下啦)
返到屋企... 呻夠唔講啦~


多謝細kel, boot (最強的大後方!), karen (shooting star), ryan (rebel_heart) 同我講生日快樂~ appreciate all your effort!

>>April 27, 2005 at 5:21:55 AM GMT+8