2003 年 11 月 8 日 星期六 【雷雨】

睇到你地既留言~果一剎那好感動~hee
feel到你地真係好好呀~^^thx你地呀~hee^^
好開心~神賜比我有你地一班咁好既fd~^^
本來今日都有dd sad架~but睇完你地既留言真係好感動!!
綸~你有d咩想同我講呀??heeee~好緊張tim~^^about 佢既?????heee
yan~真係thx你呀~^^你真係了解我~hee~but~同樣地~我都好了解你~哈~
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今日~好涷呀!!我諗而家係冬天lu....
呢d咁既天氣真係會整到個人都down down地~
5...今日一早去左去學琴~miss say我有改善~hee
當時覺得~原來都唔係好難姐~係我自己成日都唔放心機去練~又成日話難...
5....之後同mum去行左一陣街....
之後我有諗過~打唔打比綸~同佢講生日快樂好呢....
but到最後都冇...bcs....好似唔知點咁...打完去~會好似冇野講咁...
heeee~綸~~而家係度同你講聲""生日快樂"先~hee^^
5...之後溫左一陣書...
之後就play左一陣電腦....
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Today~when i reviewed, i am thinking a lots of things
i can't pay attention on the books !!
I thougth a lots of things about you talk to her the message....
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今日成日都think起呢幾句歌詞~
明明身心經已重傷 扮皮外傷 笑著博他去鼓掌
愛需要合唱 太過剛強 他不會留低欣賞
明明所得不太理想 為人著想 傷心都顧全漂亮


>>November 9, 2003 at 10:42:46 AM GMT+8

2003 年 11 月 7 日 星期五 【晴】

Today~I am so sad too...I chat a lot of things with yan...
and i know many things now!! when i know that,i really want to cry!!
"i don't realize" this is make me so sad~~~ago~you will ans"no"
but~now~you ans "i don't realize" ~i know you ...................

yan said"you must copy with this fact"it is so right!!
and you said "don't tell lie with yourself!" i am very remaember that!!
yan~i promise you. I will not tell lie with myself again!!
And,when i have annoy,i must say to you!! These is my promise!!

then~i know you organized somthing now~
but ago ~you will not doing this!!
Now you want her happy~so.......
but i want her happy too....only she happy~just ok!!
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i use eng~because i dont want someone to see!!!!!
Ah... i know these diary have many mistake...
but i believe you are understand what i say...
and use eng ~i can write more my feeling in my diary!!

>>November 8, 2003 at 3:06:14 PM GMT+8

2003 年 11 月 6 日 星期四 【晴】

Today I am very sad!!!!!!!!!Because I'm listening something!!!!!
In the morning(after eng lesson)~my mood is ok....but is not happy!!
Today~I was by LRT with ting~then i was so surprised~she said something~
These things are long long ago~but still remember....
and I took so big present to go to school~It is so heavy!!>because is lun birthday~heeee^^
i called ho to draw the picture to give lun~because he draw the picture is better then me~
if i draw the birthday cake~i will draw it so ugly....hee~
then at eng lesson~i give the present to lun with sam and fish~
lun~Do you surprised at this monment???????heeeee
then....after eng lesson~i am so sad....i understand something again!!
I think that he tell lots of lie to me....i am so sad...and he maybe think me is her replacement all along....
but i am not her replacement ~Do you konw??Do you mean business with me before???
then~in the history lesson~i cry....but is not much people know ~it is so luncky~hee
in this monment~i am really really sad~but i still put on the happy look~
it is so hard!!!!!after cring~i was better~and i sure somthing!!!
find.....now i don't care this!!^^
i must be happy everyday!!! i know that is too difficult~but i must do it!!
I believe this is the god give me some test !!!^^
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hee~lun see my diary~ i am so haapy~^^
yan~say will^3^ to me~everyday~if i want~
heee~ too haapy.....^^









>>November 7, 2003 at 10:50:13 AM GMT+8

2003 年 11 月 5 日 星期三 【晴】

其實心情都唔係咁好....
但都有小小意外驚喜既~~就係原來yan yan有黎睇我既日記~哈
surprised!!^^我冇同你講~~你都自動自覺黎see~~~~心情有ddd好轉~hee^^
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唉~~~呢排又係咁....算啦~~~"唔想"就算啦~~
好多時~~大家既觀點都會好唔同~我都唔知點講好...
5...今日夾左髮夾返學~~~d人已經有好多反應....~
有d say我詩文左~~靚左~~哈哈~^^thx"阿芯""fans"咁講^^~
ho都say夾左好d~~heeeee
但有d人又say好似"師奶"~~~算了....我think可能有d人都think唔好架~
but佢地冇講出口之ma~算了~~~~^^
5.....今日返到黎就做功課~~~~一陣先溫書~^^
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呢排都好累,,,,,,
發現左一樣野~~或者一開始就知道....都係扮冇野算lu~
有時有d野~有d人係會好care~~但有d人就.......
呢d就係觀點與角度既問題......唉............
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愈來愈近.......我諗佢都係會唔知架喇....有晒心理準備~
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始終都係搵唔到~冇緣tim....

>>November 6, 2003 at 10:45:10 AM GMT+8

2003 年 11 月 4 日 星期二 【晴】

pe堂"碌 ling"......
之後就去buy野....
heee~之後竟然見到一個同我好fd好fd既小學同學~
當時都幾意外...^^當時我仲要好狼狽~~拎住好多野...
比佢見到tim~~but好彩同佢好fd.....so都唔算好疼姐~哈
見到佢~~好開心~^^
記得~~小學果時同佢真係好好好fd~~~fd到不得了~
(不過而家都fd~hee)諗番起果時~其實真係幾開心~~
佢對我真係好好~~不過我對佢都好好~哈~
果時我地乜都會講一餐~~~真係好開心....^^
好懷念tim......
希望同你永遠都可以友誼永固!!!^^

>>November 6, 2003 at 10:52:58 AM GMT+8

2003 年 11 月 3 日 星期一 【晴】

又係好累~~好似唔夠訓咁....
呢排成日都係咁.....
我相信11月~12月都會sad sad地......
寧靜........可以諗到好多野~
慢慢會享受~~~
呢排搵緊一d野...真係好希望會搵到....^^
最近明白到一樣野......
呢排down down地咁~~~~~
think到好多野...
maybe呢d係神比我既考驗....

>>November 4, 2003 at 11:06:26 AM GMT+8

2003 年 11 月 2 日 星期日 【晴】

今日冇同sam食lunch~佢同左fans去食....
我發現2個人食lunch同3個人食~既感覺都會係有d唔同...
今日放早......
5........一番到home落下~見到mum~
之後就同佢去左阿e home~
到4點幾先走~~之後一番到home~連涼都未沖~就即sleep~
因為真係眼訓死~~~~!!!!!!我諗住訓一陣咋~
點知訓到5點幾~差唔多6點~
之後起身做hw~~~沖涼,,,,,,,^^
之後see tv~之後溫書~~
溫中史時~~係度諗~溫唔溫埋前面果幾課....
之後都溫埋....果時已經係好眼訓~but都死頂.....
成日都唔夠訓..............>真係溫唔切書........好辛苦!!!!!!!



>>November 4, 2003 at 10:46:01 AM GMT+8

2003 年 11 月 1 日 星期六 【晴】

今日一早起身去學琴~~~
我而家個miss真係好嚴~~我成日都say好難~唔識彈~
佢say~"你咁大個人~你係識解決~~我相信你絕對有能力去解決~"
我又成日彈到錯晒d拍子~~佢又係咁say"錯呀~彈過..."
到最後~佢要我同佢一齊開聲數埋拍子~我初時唔肯~
but佢一定要我咁做....>佢say要用半年時間~要我考3級試~~@@唉~~太難喇~對我黎講~
我覺得每次學完之後~~~個人都會好累....>之後番左home doｈｗ～果時已經係好累～好眼訓～
到３點半～諗住訓一陣～點知～訓到６點幾．．．＞＜！
好想去溫書～ｂｕｔ真係好累～
一陣先溫ｈｉｓｔｏｒｙ～
唉～～我覺得自己一定會唔夠ｔｉｍｅ去溫得切ｄ書．．．＞＜！

>>November 2, 2003 at 12:49:04 PM GMT+8

2003 年 10 月 31 日 星期五 【晴】

今日表姐結婚~我一早去左佢home lu...
之後我mum佢地就去左婆打麻雀...
之後我就去左補習~~~補完之後就直接去左飲~
5....我覺得佢老公唔靚既~~
未食野之前~新娘同新郎要講d野~
5...其實我feel好肉麻~搞到我起晒"雞皮"=.=
我表姐講到cry~場面都幾感動~~
我覺得佢今日其實都幾靚~~~^^hee
我表姐個阿爸好好笑囉~上台講野時~出貓紙~^^hee
我e媽佢著裙~~仲要係紅色~仲要化埋裝~^^
heee~我從未見個佢係咁~~哈~^^
我諗佢一定係好開心~^^
唔知幾時又會有表姐結婚呢....



>>November 2, 2003 at 12:38:44 PM GMT+8

2003 年 10 月 30 日 星期四 【晴】

今日夜晚去玩~^^之前其實都幾期待~
but到左今日就冇咩野......
唉~~呢一日其實我好唔like!!!!唔like31號!!i hate it!!!
5....其實都唔係咁好玩我又體會左一樣野係果晚~
唉~~算了~唔應該比較!!!
玩完之後我地去左食糖水...~
之後就番home....^^
之後on左一陣~~
之後就sleep~
sleep時think左好多野....


>>November 2, 2003 at 12:28:03 PM GMT+8