2004 年 8 月 7 日 星期六 【晴】

今日一早....冇返教會.....
but一早出門口....已經聽到d人問"就放榜lok wor...驚唔驚呀?"咁~~
好憎人咁問~~講真......邊個會唔驚呀~~你明知人驚你仲問~
咁即係問黎都廢......><好憎人咁問~~~明知故問!!!><

今日lunch前~~好angry!!!!><"
有兩個細路女!!!!very野蠻~係我返咁多日工~~
見到最野蠻的細路!!!!佢地兩個~仲整cry一個好細個ge細路女!!!><"
仲有呀~~~d人打乞次又唔x住個口wor~~
整到 d野係晒口水><我仲唔知~~拎住佢tim~~><
拎拎下~see下點解咁濕~~先知係佢地d口水!!!><
crazy ga~~冇病都病la~~~乞次完先x口~~把鬼呀!!><

今日好冇心情~~~真係ga~~一早見到橙已經咁同佢講....
唔知點解....maybe一早比人問驚唔驚.....
so好冇心情....又可以話係好angry~~
今日搭車又見到d廣告~~又想cry~~唉...................

今日都見到hitom 呀~~^^呢樣野係今日算最開心ga喇~~
今日先發覺~~原來佢係hitom~~唔係hiton= ="
連佢個名都串左tim><~~真係丫....><"
but今日係完全冇機會同佢講野~~因為今日d細路係咁玩~
咁我冇理由係d細路面前識佢ga嘛= ="真係教壞細路^^
"教壊細路"~~>beyond首歌黎ga!!^^"kee.....
今日d細路冇停過咁黎玩~~到夜左....7點幾到~
開始少d人~~but hitom已經放左工= =唔見左佢~~
到我出去簽走時~~哈~~見到佢著便服呀^^第一次見^3^~

聽日要出去公司~~換過張簽到紙~~佢會比過d new ge泥膠我~
so又要去玩具反斗城....but去公司之前~~哈~~
我會去做少少野先^^唔唔....^^"希望成功lalala^^~~
唔係希望~~係一定要成功!!!!^^哈哈~~

今日放左工搭車時.....冇訓過....真係估唔到...= =''
都唔係好眼訓...而且係訓唔著......
好多好多野諗.....><好冇心情呀!!!好冇心情呀!!><

>>August 8, 2004 at 4:07:46 PM GMT+8

2004 年 8 月 6 日 星期五 【晴】

今日又返工lu~~~^^:哈~~
一早已經諗定點去識hiton~~but講唔出口= =
今日見到佢好多次ga~~~佢係咁係我前面行黎行去~
今日好多機會ga!!!but我錯過晒!!><唉.....
點解我點都唔夠勇氣!!!???點解會咁ga?!?!><"
唔得呀~聽日一定要識到佢呀!!!!!!一定要呀!!!!!!唔係冇機會喇~~><
我今日又諗到另一個方法去識佢~哈哈!!!我諗得太多喇^^"
but今日算唔錯喇~~因為我同佢有望住~同埋笑呀!!!哈哈哈~~wakaka!!^3^

唔.....今日搭車出去時~~~差d cry~~= =''
搭車~~see到個tv~~係講會考d野~~~
有d人寫d野上去~~~then比我see到~~
隻眼就紅晒= ="~~差d cry左出黎~~
隔離個女人望住我= =''好似好驚咁~~~= =''
去食早餐時~隔離o個兩個女人又講會考放榜wor~~
到放lunch出去食野~~個大tv又播放榜d野~~><"
其實d壓力都唔係黎自自己~~多數係黎自人地~~~
佢地比我地會考生d壓力先係最大!!!

其實今日唔知點解好多野諗......
多數都算係為放榜.....我真係唔知點....
都唔想再有人問我諗住點......
我真係唔知......

今日一返工冇耐~~uncle就黎左~~^^"
佢好低能= =係咁同d細路講野~~~
嚇走人地~~><"傻ga佢......
同佢傾左一陣~~~佢又話要燒晒d書佢~~~
以後都唔讀~~哈哈~~~如果可以我都想~~哈哈~~^^"

唔......今日都幾累下.......眼訓多d........
but要抖足精神~~聽日同hiton 傾偈呀!!!!^3^!!!!wakakakaka!!!>3<

>>August 7, 2004 at 3:41:47 PM GMT+8

2004 年 8 月 5 日 星期四 【晴】

今日起左身~~就去左同justice食野~~^^"
唔.....同佢都傾左一陣偈~~^^
唔知點解都幾like傾偈~~~kee....^^

then之後行左一陣~~就返home~~
點知搭左車返去~~岩岩返到去落左車~
mum就打比我話出去食dinner= =''
返左home~~又要出過去~~~

哈~~~buy左一件衫~~一件口水堅~同一條帶比billy呀^^
好得意呀~^^^^^同佢著晒上身~~真係超級得意呀!!!!^3^~~

哈~~聽日返工喇^^可以見hiton喇^^
哈~~~聽日真係要識佢呀!!!一定要呀!!!!
我要勇氣~~~我要勇氣!!!我需要勇氣!!!!
哈哈~~~同佢講d咩我都諗定喇~~~kakakakaka^3^

唔......今日仲係諗住o個個問題~~~~
我仲未決定到~~~唔.......可能真係要到11日先決定得到~~
真係好驚11日~~好驚......好驚接受唔到~~
之前真係好有信心~~而家真係dd都冇~~咩都冇晒~~><"
唉.........

>>August 6, 2004 at 3:08:01 PM GMT+8

2004 年 8 月 4 日 星期三 【晴】

尋日返左大陸一日~~唔......都幾開心ga......
唔......仲知道左一樣野^^煩緊一樣野~~

我真係好想要呢一個夢想~~~~
係我一直都想ga~~~但係.....幾年呀.......
幾年之後~~就會咩都唔同晒......
咩都變晒.......最放唔低就係billy~~~
當然~~~我真係好想好想~~~以前想~而家都想~
but......咁耐.....好多野都放唔低.......

原來有時d劇情真係做得冇錯ga~~~
去到呢個時候~~~就會好多野諗.....
好多野都放唔低.......唔捨得......係真ga!!!

當然我知咁會對自己好好~~~為自己ge將來~~
真係可能好好~~或者係最好ge選擇~~
但係要自己放低晒一切~~~billy~朋友~家人~
真係好難做到.......

>>August 5, 2004 at 3:45:54 PM GMT+8

2004 年 8 月 2 日 星期一 【晴】

今日好頭痛呀.......><"
一早起身就已經痛痛地.....之後仲痛><"
最憎頭痛~~~可能尋晚訓得唔好~~
成晚係咁發夢......雖然o個d夢真係一d幾好ge夢.....
可以話係好開心.....但係都可以話係好恐怖~~~
唔知點...^^"~~~but一個夢就係有我之前鐘意ge人~~
一個夢就有我而家鐘意ge人~~but唔係hiton wor^^"哈~~

唔.....then起左身~~個頭好痛~~咁去左煮野食la~~~
嘩~~~今日一生人第一次煮餃子食呀!!!^^唔錯咁la~~哈哈!!!

then......又要送billy走lu~~~聽日走lu~~
but好快返......^^哈~~~後日就返~~~kee......

then出左去食dinner~~~唔.....but個頭仲係好痛~~
今日又知道左d野lu~~^^but今次真係已經冇咩感覺......
可能真係為左hiton~~癲得濟~~~對其他人都冇晒感覺^^哈哈~~
我可以為左佢~~~唔要晒3個老公~~^^哈~~~!!!

原來隔離home個男仔都有返教會ga~~but佢返大埔= =''
佢岩岩走左過黎叫我地同佢返~~哈哈!!!!^^"好開心tim^^

>>August 3, 2004 at 3:41:24 PM GMT+8

2004 年 8 月 1 日 星期日 【晴】

唔......經過尋日同taki chat 之後....
我知我真係要變得主動d~~我真係需要主動d~~~
如果唔係我就識唔到hiton喇^^"哈~~~~
but我諗呢一種真係迷戀~~~~係!!!!
可能佢真係似~~又可能我唔係因為覺得佢似先覺得佢靚~~
各人都有各人ge特質ge~~~hiton都有佢ge特質~~令我迷戀佢^^~哈!!

今日一早就收到一個sell保險ge人ge電話~~~
11點幾打黎~~crazy><"咁我就好惡好不滿咁同佢講"你遲d先打黎la"
佢問我幾點= =我話5點幾到la~~~then佢打左幾次黎我都已經唔聽~
點知佢仲係咁打黎~~唔聽都唔得~~then聽左la~~~講咩就唔講喇~~
but我係咁話佢~~係咁串佢~~~因為佢係d大6人黎ga~~講野好多鄉音~
有時仲聽唔到佢up乜tim= =''~~佢話約我去見佢~~sell保險比我~~
我話~~>我諗無咁ge必要low~我未到18yrs~!!!佢就話~未到18yrs都有野做ga咩= =''
then我咪係咁串佢話~~>而家h.k未到18yrs都做得野ga la~~!!then3佢話~>乜改左咩?!= =
咁我咪話~~>不嬲都係咁ga wor"~~唉.......佢仲未尖沙咀都唔識~就話約我係o個度= =''
唉.........

愜4日羊羊又過左黎玩^^"~~~唔....而家同隔離個男仔真係熟左~~佢真係幾玩得ga~~
咁今日佢過左黎幫我地整個電腦la~~整完之後佢就留係度eat dinner~~
一路eat~~我就問佢地o個d變態問題~~佢超勁呀~~~題題佢都答得岩= =
我就係咁話~~>你好變態~~佢仲話"係呀~~唔好得罪我呀!哈哈哈"~咁= =''
佢真係好勁= =其實佢舍人真係幾好ga~~佢仲好整齊~好乾淨ga~~~!!^^

好想快d返工呀!!!!好想見到hiton 呀!!!^^^^^^

>>August 2, 2004 at 3:09:17 PM GMT+8

2004 年 7 月 31 日 星期六 【晴】

返工搵到寄託喇~~~終於搵到喇~~^^^^我得左喇~~~
首先我要多謝啊da啊mum生我出黎~~^^
then thx志介紹呢份工比我~~哈~~好癲呀^^"

今日一早起身返左教會~~唔.....今日已經唔算好遲喇~~
上兩次返早堂~~仲遲= =''無計啦~~~好累嘛...

then同wyman~taki兩個食野.....唔~~~估o個d問題~~= =
我一題都估唔到~~~真係要d變變地態ge人先估到~~哈!!!^^"

今日返工~~上半場個時間過得好慢......慢到我發癲~~
very悶~~~勁悶~~就逢黎玩ge人都係得10個左右~~~~><"
真係呆左好耐~= =呢一段時間真係好慢.......就咁呆左幾個鐘= =唉...

then出去食野~~~問番橙今日o個d問題la~~佢竟然估到一題呀~~~~
我真係唔敢再講話佢係"duck"~and好蠢~~白痴仔喇!!!我唔敢喇~~哈!!!
我驚佢kill左我呀~~~^^"哈!!!then就返去開工~~~下半場ge時間好快~
我唔想走tim呀!!!最衰橙la~~~走左過黎~~如果唔係可以同"hiton"一齊得耐d嘛~~><"
咁快過黎叫人走.......><佢真係好靚仔~~好型呀!!!!!
今日知道左佢個名~~唔好似d人咁~~唔識eng話佢係"chicken"><~~
好似leo都唔輸~~~叫DUCK JA^^呵呵......蠢duck!!!

今日真係同hiton好近呀~~~今日知道左佢個名已經好好^^好開心ga喇~~^^^^
今日真係同佢好近~~佢係我身邊經過~~同佢勁近~~同佢面對面差5cm到咋!!!超近呀^^"
o個時佢係我後面執野~~上半場見得佢一面~~諗住今日都冇見唔到佢ga喇~~
點知下半場佢就係我後面執野^^佢仲行黎行去tim~^^好正呀佢真係^^
but如果佢真係高番少少~~就好lu~^^咁就perfect~^^
佢真係好正~~又有愛心la~~又有安全感la~^^又有禮貌wor~~仲有好多好多....
而家未識佢已經知呢d~~~下次識左佢咪仲好^^"哈~~~佢今日同我講"唔該呀"
very勁有禮貌low^^而家d年青人好少有佢咁有禮貌ga喇~~^^哈~~~

今日真係好唔捨得走ga~^^唔知佢知唔知我話佢靚仔呢......尋日好樣衰呀~
橙去break~~我話佢好靚仔~~then有個女仔see住我~~><~好樣衰~~
but算la~^^咁佢真係靚仔丫嘛~~~冇計la~^^哈!!!!!
唔好意思....我而家要拋棄晒所有老公^^一心一意喇~哈!!!!!!
今日放工時仲同橙一齊諗點識佢地~~如果我敢ge話~~我會同佢影相^^~~"
but敢先算~~^^^^^^^^^^

今日羊羊仲過左黎~~^^"今日好感恩~~~真係好感恩~~~今日再一次經歷到神喇^^
好想快d再返工呀!!!!我要見hiton呀!^^哈~~~好癲呀~~><好白痴呀~><"

>>August 1, 2004 at 4:26:11 PM GMT+8

2004 年 7 月 30 日 星期五 【晴】

臭肥薯~~今日無咩氣力同你講野!!!放你一馬....

今日又返工喇.....今日時間過得特別慢.......特別長....
好似唔似8個鐘~~係似80個鐘~><"
因為今日同橙轉左~~我sell隻熊~~><
呢隻熊我真係覺得幾搵笨....因為一支咩都冇ge熊要$69.9~~
要佢套衫就要$59.9~~仲要埋d行李箱o個d就要$49.9~~加加埋埋~~
仲邊度有人buy~~= =''so今日.....食左蛋><太過份~~
就係連黎玩ge人都唔多......我諗今日得20個人度黎玩~><
平時sell泥膠~~一日都有幾十人黎玩~~一日都sell到十幾盒....唉.......好失望呀~><

今日仲要有個講英文ge人問我路~~咁我真係唔識玩具反斗城ge路丫嘛~~
佢唔睇下我個牌~~寫住~>"promoter"ga咋!!!!!!佢係咁問~我就係咁say"i don't know"
then佢d語氣好差.......好€似想鬧我咁~~咁我唔知就係唔知ga la~~~crazy ga而家d人><
勁野蠻~~~><><><"哼~~~~我原諒佢!!!哈~~~

出糧o個日我要去~~>trendy toon town度食"十二星座雪糕ge山羊座^^"
上次trendy land寄本野黎~~比我見到~~就好想食...哈~~好靚ga^^
係人都知我like eat雪糕ga la~^^唔理呀~~一定要食^^冇人陪我都要食!!!!!^^
o個度仲有好多野食ga~~~仲好靚tim~~^^"哈~~~!!!!食呀~~~食呀~~~~食呀~~~~

今日放工時~~~終於可以再食"朱古力芭芙"喇~~^^哈~~
but唔知點解今次d朱古力唔同上次= =''but都幾好味^^"

then去buy左少少野~~crazy ga d人~~~係咁望住人buy野~><"好憎呀~!!!!

then返home~~~塞車= =''一上車就好想訓.......因為好累....點舍sit我前面個啊婆~
勁煩~><佢係咁好大聲咁講野~~又係咁企係度唔知做乜~~~
見到有人拍film~~佢又企係度指住say"嘩嘩嘩.........@*($^&%!#%$^"咁wor~~勁煩~
then all人d眼都see晒過去~~~then係另一邊唔知佢see到d乜~又大大聲咁"嘩嘩嘩....#u&$&*^@"
真係好煩~~~我唔知點解好憎d人搭車時企係度~~好似博出位~想d人望住佢咁~~
佢仲要企係度好大聲咁"嘩嘩嘩....#&$*%@^&*(" up一輪廢話先sit番低~~><好煩好煩~~~~
then佢無啦啦另個頭過黎~~我就好惡咁啤住佢~~~抵死!!!!><當然真係好angry><
佢搭一程車~~起碼最少企左3-4次~~~crazy~~成個自由行咁~~><><><"妖~~~~

then返到home~~唔知點解見到d野食~~無啦啦發脾氣~= =''
我諗又係真係太累~~so先會咁易發脾氣~~~呢一排成日都係咁~~~><"
總之好"蚊"~~~><><><

but都有一樣開心野wor^^係玩具反斗城做ge一個男仔~~我覺得佢好靚仔同好型ga^^
佢都係金色hair ga^^好型ga佢個頭~~雖然佢真係矮左d= =''
but佢真係好型~^^好靚仔ga~~^^哈~~~返工佢係我ge動力之柱呀~~^^
望住佢就得喇~~哈哈哈哈哈~~~^^^^^^^^maybe因為佢好似一個人~~^^"so先會feel佢型~靚...^^
but都好ga喇~~哈~~因為返工就唔駛真係返工等lunch~~lunch等放工咁la~^^
起碼有個動力係度~~見佢好努力咁做野~我都會好努力咁做野ga~^^哈哈!!!好傻呀覺得自己= =

>>July 31, 2004 at 4:09:51 PM GMT+8

2004 年 7 月 29 日 星期四 【晴】

唔........尋晚比隻臭薯發神經= =
3點打比人~~好低能~~算la~~知佢miss我ga喇~~呵呵.........
如果唔係多得我send野比你~~taki而家濕晒喇.......

正室~~當然記得你la~~~wakaka~~~係你養我ar~~
我等你養ga喇^^~

今日睇左烈火雄心~~好好睇~~睇到我cry~~
真係好感動~~~

唔...........真係好唔鐘意d人好無聊咁......知又點ja~~~
係~~jimmy真係講得岩~~呢排我都覺得自己真係好易發脾氣~~
我都唔明點解自己脾氣會差左.....好憎d人咁......
好無聊.........同埋~~~好憎呀..........好憎呀.,.....><"
知道左又點wor~~~呢d野一早就已經定左ga la~~!!!!><"
好無聊low.....................><><><"

我好想比全世界都知道.......知道佢的一切.......><"

>>July 30, 2004 at 12:41:59 PM GMT+8

2004 年 7 月 28 日 星期三 【晴】

最臭的薯~
呵.....當然有種~~因為你只是假野~and臭的薯~~
我咁對你.......已經好好......我比你用根行番黎仲收留左你條臭薯~
咁樣已經仁至義盡~~~你仲想我點~~~

唔好冒認係我4公呀下!!!!我冇你呢個咁臭ge4公~~
去搵你個臭william la~~~唔好意思....我係話william hung wor~~哈哈~
雖然2,3公都唔香得去邊~~哈~~但都香過你~~因為你太臭了......
我唔要你d怪物wor......唔好意思....佢地比我踢走晒..........一隻都冇得留低....
佢地仲同我唱~~>"我的主人係最臭.....佢最臭....佢最臭.....我的主人係最臭....佢係最臭"
唉......好心你檢討下la~~~連自己d怪物都咁唱你.......唉...........

唔.........今日睇左天作之盒~~~好好睇~~真係好好睇~~
but睇完之後好傷心......好慘.....
唔.....今日仲cut左hair~~^^哈哈!!!!

>>July 29, 2004 at 1:01:18 PM GMT+8