New Arrived : Joel Turner - These Kids & Evermore - It's Too Late
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Joel Turner - These Kids
These kids trapped in a struggle and
Don't know where they're heading, no
A head full of trouble is all they're getting
And nobody knows the suffering they go through
And you wouldn't believe 'em if they told you
These kids trapped in a struggle and
Don't know where they're heading, no
A head full of trouble is all they're getting
And nobody knows the suffering they go through
And you wouldn't believe 'em if they told you
So many songs, so many times
The world had to hear so many rhymes
About how life is for strugglers
Minority groups, kids with single mothers
Young homies turn hustlers, stealing for money
It's kinda funny how the crime rate is so high
In suburbs where family ties are low, 'n suicides on the rise
Oh why, so many die coz in their eyes
The mistake they made, cant be erased the only way out is to take their life
And if they dont do it sudden then they'll do it slowly
Polluting themselves with drugs, because they on this world lonely
So we as a nation just class 'em as a waste of space
And if they don't help the economy then strip 'em naked
Put 'em on the streets 'n make sure the police hate 'em
And feed the public phony information on the evening news
Kids may bomb police stations, to get at the boys in blue
This song goes out to the whole justice system
Instead of listening to the kids with the problems
They just tick them off more
Until these kids in prison or dead before they twenty four
These kids trapped in a struggle and
Don't know where they're heading, no
A head full of trouble is all they're getting
And nobody knows the suffering they go through
And you wouldn't believe 'em if they told you
You probably heard the news about the 14 year old kid
Who went to Woodridge to get a stick but got his neck slit
What you'll expect in, the situation that he was facing
With all of these expectations he just wanted to get wasted
But the mistake he made was fatal
What about my mate who put a rope around his neck
But he choked to death instead coz the fall never broke his neck
See both of them, were trapped in a struggle none of us could comprehend
The younger was in need of weed, the other had problems with his head
Now they're both dead, and the same thing happens time 'n time again
Kids dying all the time 'n leave us asking why my friend
And then there is those who run away from home
Live on the streets 'n chrome
Can't deal with tha pain of the world so they get stoned
Sit in a zone, become known as the local drones
With low vocal tones, they communicate with hopeless groans
And nobody knows they came from broken homes
Plus to us they're just emotionless clones
And the pain plagues their brains they can't maintain healthy lives
Change is all but easy, a life of crime is all but nice
Plus life isnt worth living unless ya given the chance to fight
Drugs might not be the answer, but who knows wrong from right
When ya parents drinks 2 whole bottles
Of wine, 'n puts the hose in the coke bottle,
A lot of the time, kids dont know any different
It's like they losing their minds, cant get a hold of their visions
Think they're doing just fine, but they still in the struggle
Yeah the kids of this time, in a whole lotta trouble
If you in trouble, jump over that puddle
Some where out there someone really loves you
Loves you like you never been loved, yeah
Loves you like you've never been loved
These kids trapped in a struggle and
Don't know where they're heading, no
A head full of trouble is all they're getting
And nobody knows
Nobody knows
These kids trapped in a struggle and
Don't know where they're heading, no
A head full of trouble is all they're getting
And nobody knows the suffering they go through
And you wouldn't believe 'em if they told you
These kids trapped in a struggle and
Don't know where they're heading, no
A head full of trouble is all they're getting
And nobody knows the suffering they go through
And you wouldn't believe 'em if they told you
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Evermore - It's Too Late
Monday morning, hesitate
I can’t get out of bed
I’d rather go back to the dreams
I’m living in my head
Yeah… yeah yeah yeah
Tuesday evening, pack my bags
I’m heading out the door
I left a box of memories
lying on the floor
Yeah… yeah yeah yeah
Ride on… ride ‘til early morning turn
Ride on… like the dawning of the day
It’s too late
to let all your feelings show
Go on ‘til the night is swept away
Running from the city lights
Running from this empty life
I’m running out of time tonight
Screaming out for help! Help!
Slow down you’re moving too fast
Go home you’ll feel better for it
Oh boy you better stop dreaming it’s all in your head
‘Cause it’s too late now
Ride on… ride ‘til early morning turn
Ride on… like the dawning of the day
It’s too late
to let all your feelings show
Go on ‘til the night is swept away
Ride on… run ‘til early morning sun
Ride on… like the morning of the day
It’s too late
To let every feeling show
Ride on… ‘til the night is swept away
>>November 22, 2004 at 1:22:48 PM GMT+8
2004 年 11 月 19 日 星期五 【颳風】
在星期四舟車勞累,有感無力而不能及時寫下日記,一大遺憾也。所有照片過幾天發表...
話說星期四為一年一度的旅行日,前一天晚上,與坤爺這個莫逆之交在icq上聊天,談談明
天吃什麼。最後達成共識,明天一早到老麥吃個早餐,吃得飽飽的才去。又遇著上一年、前一
年的情況,真是太陽底下無新事,就是什麼都沒有準備就旅行去。
清晨七時十五分,不用坤爺的morning call便起床。奇怪,定是神經過敏。梳洗
好後,已是七時三十五分,比約坤爺的時間還有十分鐘,忙著穿衣服。知道己沒有時間,趕忙
帶了點錢就下樓了。在老麥的坤爺在買吃的,幹,我也不差,胡亂買了豬柳蛋漢堡餐和熱奶茶
。吃畢,到了7-11買喝的。
到了學校,僻一靜地,找個坐位,看見神秘人便上前罵他。
排隊的時候到了,接著便是等待那些遲到的人辦手續。及後想不到我們是中五最早出發的。上
車後,與老紀坤爺同坐。不知是否少乘車的關係,有感不適,只見老紀不斷偷拍,硬是拍不到
ck。笑。立b與芷同坐,被人拍下拖手照一張。在途中,看見B班的旅遊車爬頭,可惡。將
要嘔吐的我,及時走出了車廂,嚥下口水。
蝴蝶灣。
各人都在找爐而老紀則在與立b他們談判可不可以一起燒烤。還未得到確實的回應,老紀、坤
爺與我三人便走到沙灘,找找廁所在哪。原來廁所就在澡堂樓上。找到了樓梯,亦找到了廁所
。回到了立b他們的爐,他們應該是答應了吧,正在忙著起爐。老紀二話不說上前幫手,然後
做盡一切用火機的危險動作,可見他對用火機的技巧是多麼的純熟(..汗)。終至火光熊熊
,人人拿起放上了食物的燒烤叉,懸放在烈火上,讓烈火把它們烤熟。
我與坤爺不斷地吃,直至人影散亂。有些都到了沙灘玩耍,而我就懶惰至不想活動。
與坤爺到了瑞狗、太監等人那兒,他們正在澡堂外憑欄遠觀別人玩樂的情景。而我也跟他們一
起看吧。剛好看見妹夫坐欄杆上,手中一盒蜜瓜奶,背後有一大棵樹而正是萬里無雲如此難得
的天空。我抬頭看見如此美景,忍不住搶走瑞狗的照相機,由下而上替妹夫拍下照片。
回到了爐旁,一堆人正想在桌子上玩「唔係嘛,咁鬼易」,突然朱達說的「小黃(蜂)」飛過
,把女的嚇個不停而又不斷地纏繞著,只好換張桌子作罷。然後SunnySir又來到教我
們玩一個類似的遊戲,旁觀者都看得哭笑不得,當然我也不例外。然後芝麻又玩了另外一個遊
戲,將自己套上一種東西的名稱,由天樂派撲克,如果兩張牌的數字一樣的話,就要叫對方所
套上的名字,先叫者勝。看著他們急得發慌的樣子,甚惹笑。
最後也得要回程。在車上拍了幾幀照片。
回到學校,拍了幾幅班照,又換了老師拍照。然後剩下一些人在停車場呆站,老紀早就走了,
坤爺等得不耐煩亦走了。
一行十二個(一打)不愛家的人就這樣便自成一閣,再次一堆人浩浩蕩蕩到中央公園玩耍。瑞
狗、daniel朱、朱達、太監、M仔、立b、士丁、芝麻、阿芷、suyan、臭子,還
有我,到了一個公園後,有一班小朋友正在玩耍,但我們亦不顧年紀、不顧儀態地在那裡玩有
「何」的捉迷藏--當剩下一個人時才可以「解」。我雖然不精於跑跳,但曾在某地方訓練過
技巧後,純熟了不少;跑得沒有氣「何」了好幾次。
然後,太家都很累,便到粉嶺圍的商店買點喝的。休息了一會,有一班太約是小學生年紀的小
孩子進駐場地,剛好有一足球,便玩起「數字球」來。「報數」後,我發現我忘了怎麼玩,叫
了我的數字,我只拿著足球而沒有叫停,還要聽旁邊的小朋友指點一二,真是...糗事。輸
三次的人要「被人用足球向屁股射擊(省屎忽)」,幸好我沒有...最後那些小朋友要拿走
足球,但剛好朱達要被「射擊」,朱達不斷叫他們走,但最後都是有一個肥仔拿足球回來給我
們「射擊」。得知那肥仔叫黃家豪(譯音)。然後M仔與他們玩足球,用足球佯作丟向他們,
及後又把足球在手指上轉動表演。M仔又自己一個人在公園帶著足球與小朋友玩耍,最後都敗
在立b身上,給小朋友搶去了。
然後我們又玩killer,應該無人不曉,偏偏我不曉,又要活學活用。
開始入黑,我們玩「打劫」。當然不是真的,是一個人做賊,其他普通人與警察要閉著眼睛,
賊可以睜開眼睛,要拍別人的肩膀,這就算是打劫了,然後被打劫的要大叫「打劫呀!」,待
全部人都睜開眼睛後,警察就要問被打劫的人三個問題,再猜出誰是賊。
最後,我們再玩一次捉迷藏,這次是以「傳染病」作藍本,加入「何」「解」的要素結合而成
。一開始有兩個人抓人,當抓到了人而他沒有「何」的話,就要加入抓人的隊伍,變成三個人
抓,如此類推。
每個人都玩得樂極忘形,我則疲累得差點暈倒,沒有人發覺。到了海港吃晚飯,遇到了江老師
,但我不認識他..。瑞狗在叫菜時睡著,到醒來的時候我們已經在吃了。daniel朱一
開始要了兩瓶藍妹。那「藍妹妹」頗漂的說。菜還沒有來,daniel朱與suyan鬥酒
,什麼菜也沒有下肚的情況下,一次過喝了一整杯,然而還不夠suyan喝得快。然後又再
要了兩瓶,菜來了。差不多吃飽,就把眼前那杯酒一股腦兒的喝下了,才一杯而己,哪來得醉
?立b與阿芷甚纏綿,兩個人的酒杯已空,還有芝麻那杯。芝麻說要立b親阿芷,不然那杯酒
要立b喝下。眼見立b與阿芷親咀,容許一句「骨痺呀大佬..」,那芝麻便自己喝下那一杯
,再等瑞狗朱達等人回頭,兩人嘆道遺憾看不到。江老師還到來替我們拍照。
最後,daniel朱與suyan又再次鬥酒,最後suyan也勝了,只見suyan兩
邊面頰泛起紅紅的,已經知道她開始有點醉。而我靠著些少酒的威力亦說了些話。
到賣帳的時候,每人六十元,我不夠錢,先欠著朱達。
臨別寒風送,在上水中心與M仔、太監、瑞狗、立b、阿芷分手;
在天平村的外圍與daniel朱分手;
在天平村內與其餘的人分手,就只剩下我一人獨自踏上歸家的征途。心中北風吹狂草,已然狂
草已狂。萬般寂寞縈迴,依附著心中的火炬,雖還未熄滅,油盡燈必枯。
俞秀蓮:
別動氣,提升這口氣,練神還虛,圓寂永恒,
這不是武當派一直想要追求的境界, 不要把這口氣浪費在我身上!
李慕白:
我已經浪費一生了。我要用這口氣對妳說:
我一直深愛著你;我寧願做七天的野鬼,遊盪在妳身邊,
也不願落到最深的黑暗裡。我的愛,不會教我成為永遠的孤魂! 《臥虎藏龍》
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
New Arrived : Out Of The Blue - Delta Goodrem & Welcome To My Life - Simple Plan
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Out Of The Blue - Delta Goodrem
A new beginning
A new chapter of my life
Started the day
When I thought
It could be my last
My eyes were wide shut but I, I hadn't given up
Just thought I'd be walking the world alone
Out of the blue
There I met you
Showed me a life I can't see without you
And there's just no way
That I can fight these emotions
Your energy running through me
Nobody can renew me like you
Out of the blue
Can this be true
Family and friends they were my life
I wasn't one for butterflies
But you gave me love that I can't disguise
And there will be times when we're apart
I want you to know you're in my heart
Growing into a beautiful garden
No emotions
My whole body felt like ice
Needed to feel that the sun would shine my way
My world had turned to dust
But I had my faith and trust
Just thought I'd be walking the world alone
Family and friends they were my life
I wasn't one for butterflies
But you gave me love that I can't disguise
And there will be times when we're apart
I want you to know you're in my heart
Growing into a beautiful garden
Out of the blue
There I met you
I can't believe that this happened so soon
There's just no way that I can fight these emotions
Your energy running through me......ohhh
(Out of the blue...
There I met you...
Showed me a life I can't see without you...
Out of the blue...
There I met you...
Showed me a life I can't see without you...)
There will be times that we're apart
I want you to know you're in my heart
Growing into a beautiful garden
Out of the blue.....(fades away)
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Welcome To My Life - Simple Plan
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like