2004 年 3 月 27 日 星期六 【微雨】

我在那個應該轉彎的地方... 直著走......
看我還在跌多少次才到達我要到的地方......一一"

迷失在那最明亮的一角... 沉醉在黑暗的一面......沒有你的日子.................
我想..................... 我們的路都不好走吧.......對嗎???對嗎~~~對嗎.............
漫天緋紅的藍天.... 卻亂得一團糟............................

>>>"...我愛得起... 便不枉一試....... "...歌聲在沉靜的宿舍...飄著.....飄著.................
我的腦卻一片的空白...............空白...................................................................

>>March 28, 2004 at 4:47:14 PM GMT+8

2004 年 3 月 26 日 星期五 【微雨】

好凍.... 今日0既天氣出奇咁差.... 個天係紅色0家....一一"
好想做功課.........但係.......research左少少.......
頭痛得.... 想嘔..... 手軟...腳軟.....打發冷............
八點鐘...終於忍無可忍.....走左去訓左個几鐘........
起床好似好少少........ 但係仍然覺得好凍....好凍...............
飯未食.....淨係知道好凍....出面落緊雨.....個頭仍然好重.....一一"

>>March 27, 2004 at 2:38:57 PM GMT+8

2004 年 3 月 25 日 星期四 【乍寒還暖】

煩到嘔0既天氣........... 又落雨....又大霧......一一"唔好咁啦.....我真係兩個星期未見過個太陽啦......
個死人SHANG MING....cheap到死.........每一日d霧都淹沒左個台北.... 乜都睇唔到.... 仲要落雨添..真係唔得過佢死呀......一一"
d人好似d celestial 咁.... 0係d霧果度走出來... 其實係大霧過頭...見唔到前面條路咋......日日因為d咁0既霧... 煙到我頭都暈埋.....
唉.....咩清明時節雨紛紛丫... 陽明大霧煙死人...落雨淋到無聲出就真呀...... 一一"朝早出門就好似夜晚...5..6點咁.... 又凍又大霧又落雨......
不過講真呀... 大霧其實就無乜大影響... 衰就係衰在落雨咋嗎...因為每一次落雨...溫度至少降三至五度.....
高尚住宅區喎.... 真係有錢都唔住呀.... 見到咁已經無眼睇啦... 我諗住得高d果d有錢人呀..日日同d雲同霧訓教就真......
見到只係灰色0既天..... 你都咪話唔愁.... 有車都無用啦...........一一"

要訓啦... 上左一日堂.....上到傻傻下咁...................
hope to see ye in my dream tonight...................................^^"

>>March 26, 2004 at 5:37:58 PM GMT+8

2004 年 3 月 24 日 星期三 【微雨】

the weather here is mist and rain.......our mytholo prof told us that it shouldn't be said heavy fog in shang ming mountain anyway.....
that's right.....'tis mist! ok....she is a famous mytholo. scholar. Her thinking is prefect and truth working together.....she is so fun...
She often encouraged us to fall in love..... she said everyone need to feel and try what love goes by. otherwise, 'tis wasting time....
and then the laughing was raising in our class......................... hahaha.........

'tis so fightening in shang ming mountain today... not only weather but also mood i am going crazy.....
the one reason is for my lovely roommate... the other one is that i sleep so less............my god.........
she flings the door open EVERY MORNING,even everytime... what a noise.........
right.... i wake up early everyday because of the flinging noise........一一"
at that time, we often listen music and can not to hear her sound anymore...SPARE IT!!!
the computer sound, playing game noise and her rest time of all also are going crazy....
she did not go to bed at 4:00am around and played computer game with her laughing....
"hey, gal.... 'tis 4:00 am!!! nothing to do, can ye keep in silence plz??!!" carrie complained of me.......
how a terrible~~~ i think she has good looks,but....... Also, her major is UCGJL.......
anyway, let me feel tired of my assignment and sleep deeper, and then i don't hear anymore.....^^"
having my own sleeping!!! carrie said that she waits or desire per Friday coming in a week~~~ she can sleep so silent and deeply......
maybe, 'tis a truth b/c my roommate for sometimes is really noisy ........hahahahah..............^^"

the weathe is also cool and disgusting outdoor.............
hope the sun shinging weather is coming no soon..................................^^"

>>March 25, 2004 at 8:37:24 AM GMT+8

2004 年 3 月 22 日 星期一 【寒冷】

今日得果13度半...唉.......做乜好似覺得比起3度果時仲凍.... d風可唔可以吹少陣...
人都死啦...日日颳大風.... 風速一日比一日勁...||"....都唔知點搞........

natelie....又話咁快會考啦喎....哈...哈... 唔經唔覺又畢業啦...... 好似仍然停留0係細細個果時...哈...哈.... 計下計下.... 都好耐無見過佢啦~~~
最近好似記性唔多好....表妹生日...唔記得...媽咪生日過左又唔記得...果隻妹丁生日唔記得...全部都唔記得....一一"
媽咪要我去做0既野....死人啦...真係唔記得~~~我都唔知記得D乜....一一"趕住交...趕住寫0既野...又唔記得做....
一日又一日咁過去啦...乜都唔記得....最近唔知係咪患左臨時失憶症...
有時有無食飯都唔記得.....尋晚Carrie上返山之後...問我食左野未.... "我未食丫..你幫我買啦.."一一"
之後掛左個電話.... 嗯嗯嗯....好似唔係喎.... 我放學果時咪食左囉..........好采唔係叫佢買飯返來咋...如果唔係真係望住盒飯0係度笑啦.....^^"

我記得d乜???真係乜都唔記得~~~最近...連note book對於我來講.... 都無乜用.... 就係唔記得...乜都唔記得.....

外面落好大雨.... 聽日0既天氣又會好凍... 一一"暖丁少得唔得丫... 又大風...又凍....搞到坐又唔係..行又唔係..
我個叮噹指甲嵌又要報銷啦... 又無用力.... 無啦啦斷左.... 都唔知係咪路0家..................

希望雨後真的會天晴...明天一早太陽花開花.......................^^"............希望好天啦............
0係陰暗0既日子住左好多日啦... 再唔比我見下陽光就唔得了0家啦.....

>>March 23, 2004 at 4:18:11 PM GMT+8

2004 年 3 月 21 日 星期日 【暴雨】

人的最大幸福是甚麼?有否想過呢?
依我所想啊......人的一生最大的幸福莫過於是......
兩鬢斑白的時候,兩人挽著對方的手在閒逛著,卻不理會別人的眼光......
我相信,這世界上是有這樣的一種幸福......每個人都會擁有......
但並不是每一個人都可以發現這細微的變化...或許正因這樣,而讓這幸福溜走去了...
這樣的一天,真的來得不容易......誰能細數這兩人經歷過多少...失去的..得到的........

我相信的,我會擁有這麼的一天......
在許多年許多年的以後....................................
我正在排著隊,等著...........等著..........................................^^"

>>March 22, 2004 at 11:52:18 AM GMT+8

2004 年 3 月 20 日 星期六 【暴雨】

>>>>>>對不起我愛你<<<<<<

沒別的，只想說對不起。對不起，我真的愛你。
不管你會怎麼想，你怎麼說。也不會改變我的決定。
你知道，有時候感情事很難說。很難說，愛人或朋友？
從前到現在我真的感覺要，一想你，我的心就發燒。

想給你聽我的心跳，想你知道我睡的不好。
喝水想著你，搭車想著你。瞌眼閉眼間，出現的全是你。
我猜不到你的表情，我等不到你的回應。
不想難為你，又不想放棄你。
決定告訴你，對不起對不起，我愛你。

沒別的，只想說對不起。怎麼樣，我都會珍惜。
不管你會怎麼講，你怎麼做，也不會影響我的心情。
你知道，有時候男孩更難捉摸。難捉摸，愛人或朋友？
現在到永遠我真會感覺要，一想你，我的心就狂跳。

我的模樣記不記得牢？情人卡有沒有收到？
讀書想著你，聽歌想著你，大地和藍天，出現的全是你。
我纔不管你的表情，我纔不理你回不回應。
不想難為你，又不想放棄你。
決定告訴你，對不起對不起，我愛你。

你聽一聽我的心跳，你看一看我睡的不好。
喝水想著你，搭車想著你。瞌眼閉眼間，出現的全是你。
我猜不到你的表情，我等不到你的回應。
不想難為你，又不想放棄你。
決定告訴你，對不起對不起，我愛你

copyright^^"

>>March 21, 2004 at 3:59:44 PM GMT+8

2004 年 3 月 19 日 星期五 【陰晴不定】

訓唔著................. 煩死人........................... 做乜鬼會咁樣...........................一一"
之前果晚還好.....訓左差唔多一圈......好似又有少少過份..但係訓咁多都無啦...成晚都發夢...都未停過...比我點訓都係咁...唉..
嗯嗯...send就係send email比你"申"左一輪.....我只係講左比你聽... 我呢几日訓得唔好........但係..重點我就無講到比你聽...哈...
i dreamt of ye....哈...哈.....可能係因為成晚都發夢0既原因...所以成日已經個頭都隱隱作痛咁...唉...搞乜鬼丫......
同前一晚差唔多0既時間爬上床訓教.... 因為真係眼訓到頂唔順啦...再唔訓就要訓0係張desk度啦...
爬左上去...用書催眠左自己差唔多半個鐘......放好本書就訓啦...點知............唉.........點知惡夢就開始.....一典就典左成個鐘頭都訓唔著.....
唉....唔好咁啦...我想訓教啊.......到最終就係忍無可忍爬落來send mail for ye..... 我又只係講左一半...只係講比你聽.....
我頭痛同埋肚餓........it is truth suddly i miz ye so much that i can't bear,but i haven't told ye anymore abt it......一一"
落來send完個email之後...又爬上去努力咁訓過...... 但係成晚都肚痛......wo.......wo.........都唔知做乜...
所以就變成訓下又醒下...醒果時咪覺得隱隱作痛囉......訓著果時咪無乜感覺...成晚就係咁過....
真正醒過來果陣時..............已經係中午十二點几啦..................一一"

>>March 21, 2004 at 4:29:07 PM GMT+8

2004 年 3 月 18 日 星期四 【颳風】

mummy..打電話來叫我今個星期做乜都唔好落山... 我當然知道佢用意..........仲要得登打電話來...又未免太誇張啦吧...
仲講左成個鐘頭....真係唔駛錢咩... 唔好去趁熱鬧丫嗎... 咁多人...請我都唔去...仲話叫我自動自發去喎.....
傾下傾下..... 思想都唔知彈左去邊...有一句沒一句咁.... 一一"個死仔就掛住搶電話來聽...哈....仲唔比我趁機潤下佢咩...
等佢成日都鬼咁懶....白痴丫...仲話去書法比賽...笑死我... 果個老師都唔知點搞...哈...哈...哈..好啦好啦...去啦....哈...
由細到大佢d字就真係........哈...哈.... 不過都好0既.... 等佢去下見下d場面...咪等時出到來成個傻仔咁就真係唔知點算好...^^"
係丫... 同mummy傾傾下... 佢都知我難處...或者可能就係佢口中一直擔心果樣野啦...有會有几多個人幫到我呢......
我都唔知....的而且確...我講比mummy聽都無用... 不過我多口講下咋嗎...又無乜話點丫....到最終咪又係要自己死掂佢......
果個八婆就唔訓教...掛住睇電視.... 得閒到鬼咁....叫佢記得溫習丫...溫左囉咪.....死人頭丫....真係比佢激鬼屎.....

離開左屋企... 嗯嗯........ 可能係另一種體驗.......唔再係以前果個返到屋企等食飯果個我啦...未嘗唔係一件好事0既...我諗....
因為我一直都認為18yr之後0既生活係執返來0既....0係法律角度去睇...18yrs之後..做爸媽0既責任都盡完...
但係一般人都會0係果個時候先升大...機本上仲係depend on parents啦..包括自己在內...一一" 咁無可能再將問題往佢地0既身上搬ga ma...
全部都要自己搞掂ga la...... 所以講比mummy....純瘁都係講下咋........

>>March 21, 2004 at 2:47:26 PM GMT+8

2004 年 3 月 15 日 星期一 【微冷】

今日丫...... 本來諗住返宿舍坐0家啦......之不過但係又餓喎....因為前一晚神七咁就食左野....所以咪餓到鬼咁囉.........
唔知做乜鬼最近...一得閒就想食雞扒同埋薯條....一一" 咁食落去...想唔肥都几難啦.......
算啦....食埋今次啦....況且丫...食又肥...唔食又肥.....總之唔超過120磅....就唔減肥.....^^"......等到真係超過啦喎...就會好大決心減0家啦...
哈....哈...唔緊要啦.... 條腰粗左兩..三寸咋嗎...唔係好肥0者......一一"(自我催眠中.....)比我食埋今次....平時就唔會咁好興緻去買來食0家啦....
本來正0係度猶豫緊要唔要上山睇花去....但係.......唉....今日又好似几大風咁呢...算啦都係.....
又佳因.............. 我放0係dorm 果d野比我飲哂啦.... 又要爬出去買...一一" 算數.... 行咪行囉........車...
carrie返工就返工....我就得閒到鬼咁....好啦..唔上山就行出去出面影公車經過果時見到果d花花草草啦........好過無.......哈.........
嗯嗯嗯.......... d花呢....我諗再過遲几日來0既話就會開始落嚕.....還好...仲睇得到...算唔錯...哈....
哈...........比我無意間發現左一間植物試驗場....... 而且係free view.....yeah~~~之後唔駛講就走左入去啦.....
因為佢0係門口就有lavender n chrysanthemum... 先探下環境先...... 不過入左門口之後...睇到果d都算唔錯...見佢個指示板都有几多花睇...
姑且走入去睇下啦................哈..............哈.....................之後仲駛問咩....梗係比我影左唔少花花啦...哈....哈...
見到有一遍lavender0既地....嗯嗯...原來lavender係要一遍咁睇先靚......哈...不過可能佢係草本科啦...所以呢.....
睇落去就細細長長.... 隨風咁飄.......哈........哈........嗯嗯嗯...睇就好睇死...難為我果時飲果杯"lavender milk tea"...難飲到嘔....以後都唔敢試...一一"

花花世界.......... 少不免0既咪就係爭妍鬥麗囉........仲有第二樣咩.....^^"
一個人白白痴痴咁行左兩個几鐘先返宿舍...神經病....一一"不過都算唔錯0既gain..........真係影左好靚0既花花...哈.....哈.....

>>March 20, 2004 at 5:41:58 PM GMT+8