2008 年 9 月 20 日 星期六 【晴】

Gordan: 'He's the hero gotham deserves, but not the one it needs right now.So we'll hunt him because he can take it. Because he's not our hero, he is a silent guardian, a watchful protector...a dark knight.'

>>September 21, 2008 at 12:24:34 PM GMT+8

2008 年 9 月 18 日 星期四 【晴】

文初呀文初, 你係咪戇撚尻嫁, 都唔知你做緊咩, 咁樣叫做為君好好咩? 我絕對唔認同囉。係, 司徒禮信可能真係條件好好, 又有學識, 又有事業, 但係幸福和物資生活係不掛鉤嫁!! 真正0既幸福係同自己鐘意0既人一齊, 咁就會有幸福, 唔好成日懶偉大啦。如果君好真係鐘意司徒禮信, 咁你就緊係咪撚攪尻人啦, 但係個問題係君好鐘意你麻, 你逃避0的咩0者, 我都唔撚明, 金勝屌你唔夠我屌撚醒你啦。開頭你講唔到0野咁我都覺得選司徒禮信合理, 但係而家都講番野, 有手有腳, 我都唔明白點解佢覺得自己俾唔到幸福人, 火都理埋!~

今日去學拯溺, 我好撚型咁帶左兩個patient去, 首先我發力拖lugi, 游頭50米時唔撚知點解件恤衫甩左, 延誤左我, 不過加上lugi的體重, 我用左3'40, 同3"15仲有距離。之後阿sir話過時的要拖多次.....我真係想死, 之後拖阿樂, 佢唔再怕水, 但我發晒軟蹄, 件恤衫又甩, 最後要4'10............跟住練其他廢野, 最後我爆多一次, 今次拖阿樂, 3'38, 所以我覺得考試當日應該會可以3'15內, 因為我咁累都可以拖到3'38...........不過都係好危.......唉........算啦, 我住上水, 但同水其實冇咩關係, 水都係唔適合我, 我往空中發展嫁麻, 玩繩網, 游繩下降, 攀石, 但係操左個幾月水都係好事, 個人fit番0的, 有番少少心肺, 入班都勁0的~ 雖然銅章對我離講係意義不大, 但係唔知點解好討厭失敗的感覺, shit!!

28/9 - 2/10 冇啦啦編到5日假期, 所以我會先去一個短trip作為歐州流浪的warm up, 我決定係我入班受訓之前將我所有錢全部用晒, 由零開始, yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!! CANNON 450D, 我要帶你到歐州!!!!!!!!!!!!!



今個月份糧應該好和味, 先係加左人工$17, 820, 跟住有BACK PAY 六個月
($17,820-$16,910) X 6 = $5460, 然後我有15.5日大假, $17,820 / 30 X 15.5 = $ 9207
TOTAL= $17,820+$5460+$9207= $32,487 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 應該可以用晒四萬蚊, 買G-SHOCK, 買CANNON 450D, 去埋個歐州, 應該差不多~~~風吹雞蛋殼 財散人安樂~~~

>>September 19, 2008 at 4:57:25 PM GMT+8

2008 年 9 月 17 日 星期三 【晴】

下星期三就係考拯溺的日子, 經過我永不放棄的堅毅精神, 我終於掌握到側泳的真締。真係要多謝0個位救生員。話說星期二0個晚, 我自己走左去練習, 之後去左訓練池, 入面冇咩人, 但又有救生員, 好尷尬, 於是撩個救生員講左兩句, 之後佢就指點番我兩句........結果.........我猶如猛虎出閘, 側泳已經對我離講冇問題, 原本諗住可以一展雄風, 誰不知奶左野........

琴日我搵左阿樂做我patient, 咁我地上堂模擬考試...............樂少佢竟然怕水.......拖左幾步佢就掙扎, 於是原本要3'15內完成, 用左4'30........又係全班最尾.........shit.....今次真係奶野........我唔可以肥佬嫁!!!!!!今日十點半起身, 跟住出發去灣仔政府大樓, 上左去23樓懲教署招募組簽conditional contract, 我赫然發現點解人工會係$30,280, 原來加左人工...........等我一路都以為係$28,760, 我十分開心, 唔係因為多左千幾蚊, 而係因為我發覺我真係想做police, 而唔係因為police多錢0的~~

之後再由灣仔去機場驗身, 先驗尿, 照肺, 度高, 磅重, 抽血, 驗眼, 見醫生, 然後佢同我講話要再去旺角驗多次眼, 因為office係要驗清楚0的, 頂, 麻鬼煩, 又要浪費多一日。我發覺原來27/10入班, 5/10last day, 我係冇咩時間去旅行, 最麻煩係中間應該會有個茶會的物體, 不過我今日都講左可能出席唔到, 因為可能唔係香港。我決定左去西歐流浪, 打算去london--> paris --> roma --> 但係要好好咁plan下先, 自己一條友去一定別有一番體會。

夜晚又自己去游水, 今次我真真正學識側泳, 冇問題!!!明天我叫左lugi和阿樂一齊來做patient, 其實lugi係好好的選擇, 佢0岩0岩先學完銅章, 但係衰在佢重我7磅, 阿樂輕我20磅, 但係佢又怕水...實在太難取捨。

>>September 18, 2008 at 4:46:33 PM GMT+8

2008 年 9 月 13 日 星期六 【晴】

七月尾收到懲教署的電話, 知道自己終於考到個紀律部隊主任真係好開心, 好興奮, 我諗住要好認真咁入去train, 入去學, 然後下年再去考督察, 增加自己的成數。成個人都係好正面, 好興奮, 好樂觀, 好有理想。但之後八月尾, 我又收到警察招募組打電話來, recall我attend final-interview, 咁我就更加開心啦, 可以唔洗兜圈, 又有機會可以做督察, 有好幾次我點差0的加入左紀律部隊0既員佐級, 但永遠都有0的新機遇令我最後都係冇入到, 所以我成日都覺得我第一次入的紀律部隊, 真係有可能係做警務督察。

不過星期四0個日IN完之後, 我自己都唔係太滿意自己的表現, 說實在真係有0的失望, 唉......即刻DOWN晒, 原本係開心咁可以做懲教主任, 而家都係要做懲教主任, 但係就不是味兒。

「冇所謂啦, 懲教都係幫辦, $28,760喎, 差兩千幾0者, 咪一樣!」

有所謂嫁, 唔一樣的, 我寧願再少兩千幾都想做督察..........個感覺就好似明明你好想做心臟科醫生, 但最後只係考到做牙醫, 0的人都會覺得, 有咩所謂呀, 咪又係醫生, 咪又係咁撚多錢~~ $28,760對我一個尻尻下的剛畢業生的而且確係好吸引0既, 但係, 我始終都係想做打擊罪惡RATHER THAN, 更生服務........anyway, 我明白掃地都係觀眾呢個道理, 心情真係好浪蕩, 開心和不開心都唔識得分, 原本我真係好開心...........recall呢件事冇發生的話, 我都一樣好有幹勁。

不過, 我知道其實我已經好勁!!!! 如果我今次真係再收皮, 我已經有兩次督察final-interview收皮的經驗, 試問.........有邊個勁得過我!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




等多一個星期, 無論點都好, 永不放棄!

>>September 14, 2008 at 3:02:14 PM GMT+8

2008 年 9 月 10 日 星期三 【清涼】

1. Have you evaluate yourself after the first final interview?
2. Why you didn’t get your report after failing the first final interview?
3. Can you convince me why you didn’t keep on asking for the report after requested but get nothing?
4. I tell you now the report didn’t mention anything about your own evaluation and your question is “artificial delivery”, do you know what does it mean?
5. You won’t sit or speak like this in your own life, why you perform like this during the interview, why you don’t show me yourself?
6. Did you apply for other jobs?
7. What will you do? (after telling them about the offer from CSD)
8. Do you think that the prisoner contained the right of election last week?
9. Do you support that there is a fitness test to some police officers who are graduated from the police college for a long time?
10. 在你的工作上, 你怎樣應付一些反叛青年?
11. 假如你要率領公務員, 佢地係低士氣和動機, 你有咩方法?
12. 如果你班下屬有一半要求係office的角落設立吸煙區, 一半反對, 你會點做?
13. (一條關於泰國的問題)

>>September 11, 2008 at 4:13:38 PM GMT+8

2008 年 9 月 9 日 星期二 【晴】

...........明天.......... 最後一次.........由運氣決定我生死.........

>>September 10, 2008 at 2:22:54 PM GMT+8

2008 年 9 月 4 日 星期四 【雨】

今日放假, 琴日和女友番琛圳massage, 東方夏威夷重開, 諗住去睇下。入到去真係靚過以前好多, 豪裝來形容, 唔錯唔錯, 好似皇宮咁。睇番收費, 同以前差唔多, 中式$118, 但係原來有陷阱。一向骨場都係按摩送洗腳等, 但係而家就要另俾錢, 獨立收費, $39洗腳。之後貼士最少都要你圈$20。跟住massage完畢又要俾貼士, 今次唔撚理尻佢, 自己寫$10, 佢都戇撚尻。最後一個人都要 118+39+20+10 = $187, 仲要係人仔, 轉埋港幣都成兩舊水, 唔抵屌!

今日起身之後就執野出發, 先去大快活食左個咩尻鴛鴦扒飯, 都係大家樂厚切焗豬扒飯正0的。食完之後去健美, 唉.....自從學左拯溺, 逢一三五都要去練水, 都算喇, 最慘係練都我瘦晒, 減左成五六磅, 仆街, 我都唔明白0的女點解成日講到減肥咁難, 我真係唔撚明。gym又做少左, 又不斷做帶氧, 唔瘦都唔正常, 所以今日要去爆一爆肌。先推胸, 跟住見到lugi, 又可以一齊健美, 有人陪係唔同0的, 今日港股跌穿兩萬點, 我真係好開心, 如果可以落埋萬七點就真係可以燒爆竹慶祝, 希望所有靠股市為生的人全部跳樓死, 輸到陷家產就好了, 抵撚死~不過我都差唔多可以學人投資, 再過多幾個月, 跌多0的, 到時我又有錢, 咁就可以買籃籌, yeah!!!!!!

做完gym之後去左做facial, 嘩, 你老味今日條女真係好似想攞我條命咁, 針針都到肉, 痛到我仆街, 我幾想一個鞭鎚打埋去, 痴撚線, 都唔明白點解0的女人成日都做facail, 針到我成塊面好似豬頭咁, 不過我知道越豬頭就越好呢個道理, 因為自己摸落去都覺得冇晒0的粒粒野, 係好事的, 所以我下次都會搵番呢條女!! 做完facial之後去左沙田starbuck對面0個間0野食漢堡包, 痴撚線, $66一個餐, 實在太瘋狂, 不過都幾好味, 算, 一次好了。

食完之後又去學拯溺, 簡直想死, 做完gym都冇咩力, 仲要游, 又要拖人, 唉......次次都係我最慢, 呢個女仔都勁過我, 頂, 游水都係唔屬於我嫁喇, 算把啦........合格就可以了。不過咁樣操左差唔多半個月, 都覺得自己fit左, 唔錯唔錯, keep完入班。





如果冇收到RECALL個電話, 我諗我而家一定會好開心咁等入班, 但係畢竟真正屬於我的地方唔應該係赤柱, 而係黃竹坑。加油!!!!

>>September 5, 2008 at 4:16:39 PM GMT+8

2008 年 9 月 3 日 星期三 【晴】

Dear Evita,

Based on my employment handbook, I hereby give a month notice of my intention to leave the Scout Association of Hong Kong and the last day will be on 5th October, 2008.

I want to thank you for all that you have done for me in my employment here. Its been a pleasure working with you and representing the association. It is now time for me to move on and this decision was not an easy one and took a lot of consideration. However, I am confident that this new role represents a positive move towards fulfilling my career aims.

I apologize to leave during the difficult moment of LTI and wish the institute continued success and once again, I would like to thank
you for allowing me to be a part of your team.

If there is anything I can do in aiding a smooth transition of responsibilities, please let me know.

Yours sincerely

Terence





11/09/2008 Re-Final interview Board of police inspector

18/09/2008 Body Check of CSD officer
27/10/2008 CSD officer training

>>September 4, 2008 at 3:26:35 PM GMT+8

2008 年 8 月 31 日 星期日 【晴】

唔覺唔覺, 好快就到911, 真係又驚又喜, 個感覺就好似係一場比賽中, 上半場獲得一個十二碼, 結果宴客, 以為自己輸緊, 誰不知完場前又有機會再射一次, 0個一刻當然係喜出望外, 但當你埋到十二碼點企定定, 準備起腳0個一下就知道咩叫做壓力。

上年大約呢個時候, 係我最沮喪的, 但係而家諗番起, 其實都不外如是。我用左一年時間, 今日都總算叫做對得住自己, 騎住懲教主任呢隻赤兔馬去考PI, 個天都算對我不薄, 我幾時都相信, 只要我唔死, 機會一定有, 既然奇蹟一次又一次降臨, 就讓我創造屬於自己的歷史

今日帶病學拯溺, 學完之後唔知點解好似冇咁病, 運動真係能醫百病。今日下午睇都市閒晴又見到雷博士。

>>September 1, 2008 at 3:28:44 PM GMT+8

2008 年 8 月 30 日 星期六 【晴】

忽然重病...........發燒+感冒+傷風+四肢無力

>>August 31, 2008 at 8:33:54 AM GMT+8