2003 年 5 月 9 日 星期五 【晴】

今日考中史，訓到今朝4點先起身……打俾L同佢講……如果係咁o既話早知就叫佢夜晚打o來叫我起身……無啦……睇o左一陣，咪又訓過……!?之後就好唔願咁去粉官考中史……我係最遲o個個入禮堂囉~用o左15分鐘去揀題目……甲部識o個o的都答得好勉強，都係靠之前o的記憶去答……第一題答o既我仲答o左45分鐘……乙部o個o的根本就係吹落去……乙部我實行係睇都未睇過……連我平時點都要答o左先o既第四條問題我都諗o左好耐兼且答我得唔多o野……英法聯軍之役o個題我今朝睇過，總算大約記得，但都唔係答得好多o野……Break o既時候返o左屋企，去o左o個廁所、幫阿大阿細除衫，阿大竟然咩都無著就著o左褲囉!!!都唔知佢有無瀨尿!!!!所以都係無理佢~~~問佢做咩無著片，佢就淨係識得話「無著片~」去去o下廁所o既時候阿Yen打o來，佢知道我o係屋都好羨慕咁~~~~阿媽咁o岩返o來，同o左佢講阿大無咩都無著，佢又好似唔太緊張咁喎~~~~拎返枝Vanilla可樂睇埋電視播梗o既FF o個Opening之後又再落過去考試~~~~卷II，都有一半叫識o既……但今次都係死o架喇~~~~我有淨o既時間都用o來寫Natural Voice~~~~幾驚o的監考官見到會話!!!好彩都無事~~~~都再o左一整頁o架!!!!
之後就去睇o下有無燒烤味Shake Shake薯條，都係話買晒，見L又已經有飯食，咪求其買o個5號餐算囉~點知佢問我要咩調味粉，我開頭都打o左o個突o架~原來呢度已經有埋15號先出o個兩款!!!我買o野食o個時已經見到有埋其他兩隻唔同色o既粉o架喇……咪要o左o個紫菜先囉~原來都得返好少~~~~再打電話同L講，佢聽到我要o左紫菜味好似好唔滿意咁囉……

終於買到Game Next……第一次去晒粉嶺同馬鞍山都買唔到一本Game書o乍!!!好彩o係L屋企樓下間OK買到最後一本……雖然有少少皺，但都叫OK啦~而且我竟然係o係OK買Game書……真係第一次……
Morning娘。竟然要一分為二!!!我真係一路都唔知呀!!!!而且保田圭又要走……雖然佢o係Morning娘。入面一路都係o的綠葉角色……正如L都問邊o個係佢……而我有時數佢o地o既時候一定諗唔起佢o架!!!仲以為會係Kaori走先添……之前o的報紙都話佢精神開始失常，又狂食煙飲酒……講返改組……分做Sakura同Otome兩組……Sakura有安倍、龜井繪里、高橋愛、新垣理沙、紺野あさみ、加護、ひとみ同Mari~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~而Otome就多數係新人啦~~~~得石川、希美同飯田……雖則石川同Miki都有好多Fans……叫頂得住……枉飯田仲可以話呢組以新加入成員為主，希望可以帶俾Fans o的新鮮感……雖然o係最新o個班之前入o左Morning娘。o個班都叫出過碟，唔算新人……但o係我心目中佢o地都仲算新人!!!包括田中麗奈、道重さゆみ、Miki同小川麻美。o的Concert都會拆散o來開……咁但係紅白呢??呢個暑假Morning娘。會再出一張細碟<已經無o左保田圭>、秋天先再幫兩個組出細碟……連L都話竟然會分開希美同加護……咁都好o既……等佢o地睇落唔好再低能落去……

下一頁……竟然係瀧澤……又拍劇喎~但佢邊度係「沉寂多時、年多沒有演出日劇的人氣演員瀧澤秀明」呀??上年年尾先拍完o個套「太陽の季節」!!!仲要搵佢做大學生喎……佢邊忽似!?!?套o野叫「只屬於我的麥當娜」……o個編劇唔係話長谷川京子係麥當娜呀嘛~!?爭好多喎!!!而且……真係唔好咁醜化麥當娜啦!!!!最估唔到o既係套劇竟然會放o係「月九」度播!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!但願電視台唔好跌眼鏡啦~~!!

今日「中場休息」o既時候……L問我係咪鐘意『M玩意』……我諗都無諗就答「係」，但其實……聽佢當時o既語氣……佢係有o的鄙視o既成份……算啦~o係呢度根本就唔係o個個都接受到呢樣o野o既…………但你都唔駛咁o既語氣問我呀嘛~!?最後都係做唔到我一路最想做到o個樣o野……

問佢我考完會考之後休唔休息一個禮拜先去搵o野做，佢係話「你鐘意囉~」
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唔知有無各位有無試過以下經驗：一樣原本由你做o既o野，而你都好開心佢會俾你做o既o野……突然之間佢話唔駛你做、由第二個人個……o個種無奈、失望、同懷疑自己能力o既感覺大家試過未……??一路以o來我都未試過，但係今日我終於都感受到……原本佢俾我幫佢染頭髮，點知今日就同我講聽日去俾佢阿叔幫佢染!!!!應承o左話俾我染，但竟然又話俾佢o個個做頭髮師o既阿叔染囉!!!咁係咪即係如果我都係做頭髮師o既話佢就會俾我染呀!?!?宜家根本就係佢唔想俾我染!!!咁之前就唔好話俾我幫佢染啦!!!!佢唔去整o個粒o野今日咪可以染囉!!!同我講話可以忍多一日o個頭係黑色o既……但宜家根本就係佢唔想俾我染!!!o係度搵藉口!!!!剪完頭髮之後我已經唔係第一個見到啦!!!又要聽埋佢o個班o的人點讚佢o個頭……即係星期一都係佢班人睇到先啦~!?咁我做佢男朋友有屁用呀!?

沖涼o既時候又諗梗o係McDonald’s做o既o野……之後打電話同佢講，佢咪又係o個o的「無所謂啦~」咁係咪即係宜家見唔見都係無所謂呀??之後又話「唔係」，咁點解佢一開頭又唔答唔係呀!?淨係識得話「無人叫你咁諗!!」佢唔講，我點知呀???佢自己都識咁話我啦!!!佢唔同我講佢有幾想見、佢有所謂o既，我又點知呀!?

收到封E-mail，但願我身邊都有呢o的人……
『You are Everything To Somebody
Right now at this very minute-----------
Someone is very proud of you
Someone is thinking of you
Someone cares about you
Someone misses you
Someone wants to talk to you
Someone wants to be with you
Someone hopes you aren’t in trouble
Someone is thankful for the support you have provided
Someone wants to hold your hand
Someone hopes everything turns out all right
Someone wants you to be happy
Someone wants you to find them
Someone is celebrating your successes
Someone wants to give you a gift
Someone think you ARE a gift
Someone hopes you are not too cold ,or too hot
Someone wants to hug you
Someone loves you
Someone wants to lavish you with small gifts
Someone admires your strength
Someone is thinking of you and smiling
Someone wants to be your shoulder to cry on
Someone wants to go out with you and have a lot of fun
Someone thinks the world of you
Someone wants to protect you
Someone would do anything for you
Someone wants to be forgiven
Someone is grateful for your forgiveness
Someone wants to laugh with you about old times
Someone remembers you and wishes you were there
Someone is praising God for you
Someone needs to know that your love is unconditional
Someone values your advice
Someone wants to tell you how much they care
Someone wants to stay up watching old movies with you
Someone wants to share their dreams with you
Someone wants to hold you in there arms
Someone wants YOU to hold them in your arms
Someone treasures your spirit
Someone wishes they could STOP time because of you
Someone praises God for your friendship and love
Someone can’t wait to see you
Someone wishes that things didn’t have to change
Someone loves you for who you are
Someone loves the way you make them feel
Someone wants to be with you
Someone is hoping they can grow old with you
Someone hears a song that reminds them of you
Someone wants you to know they are there for you
Someone is glad that you’re their friend
Someone wants to be your friend
Someone stayed up all night thinking about you
Someone is alive because of you
Someone is remorseful after losing your friendship
Someone is wishing that you would notice them
Someone wants to get to know you better
Someone believes that you are their soul mate
Someone wants to be near you
Someone misses your guidance and advice
Someone values your guidance and advice
Someone has faith in you
Someone trusts you
Someone needs you to send them this letter
Someone needs your support
Someone needs you to have faith in them
Someone needs you to let them be your friend
Someone will cry when they read this』

終於有返「Sex & The City」做~~~~~又好鐘意~~~^^Games People Play：『是不是只有玩遊戲才可以維持......?』

訓之前再睇多次本Game書，今日L講過o既「Juemilia」竟然係由えみ同莉亞組成o架~~~~~~<因為今日L睇梗本o野o既時候我係倒轉o來睇，所以都唔知係えみo來o既~~~>えみさん~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~超靚~~~~~~~真係好想買佢o地隻Single「Reset」<出o左差唔多成o個月，應該仲有得買o架呵~!?>，超鐘意佢o地o個組名~~~~~~~~~~~唔知MV都會唔會係好靚o架呢~~!?攪到我勁想買返之前o個えみ做封面o既Seventeen~~~~~~~~~又係超靚o架~~~~之前有期Seventeen，佢戴住Tiffany o既頸鍊、著住校服，又勁靚~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~^^好彩我Scan起o左~~~~~唔知邊度有得買佢本寫真集呢~!?佢o地唄Live o既時候えみ戴住o個小皇冠，好得意~~~~~~~~

星期一就出「新少年」，有我想睇o既Clamp「XXXHolic」同L勁想睇o既赤松健「魔法先生ネギま!」港版應該都會係彩色版頭o架呵~!?不過佢都算出得快喎……日本先連載o左赤松健o個多月，香港就有喇……

P.S.超鐘意o係Game書入面o個個矢口~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~靚女~

>>May 16, 2003 at 10:31:56 AM GMT+8

2003 年 5 月 8 日 星期四 【晴】

呢首歌……聽完之後好鐘，應該係要俾我自己作為檢討o既參考對象!!!之前o係收音機都聽過一次，但就唔知係咩歌……不過今日借o左隻CD返o來，終於知道叫咩名「回首」，超鐘……
曲:周啟生 詞:因葵 編:周啟生

可不可能 還我自由
誰人能夠 忘情默然離去 有所保留
我愛得深 我愛得真 全是錯漏
誰人曾說 無窮誓言常有
我永不追究
只知道我在未來 孤單中一個繼續走

請不必再繼續懷念往昔溫柔
要是愛人離去沒法可補救
那些欺騙說話無謂再三回首
雖擁有最後己變舊

如能回首 如能暫停時光 若要它倒流
但願那天 但願這生 從未邂逅
如能回首 如能盡情回首
願放低所有
因知道這是盡頭 終於講出這個藉口

請不必再繼續懷念往昔溫柔
要是愛人離去沒法可補救
那些欺騙說話無謂再三回首
雖擁有最後己變舊

倒不如還我自由

>>May 18, 2003 at 10:32:15 AM GMT+8

2003 年 5 月 8 日 星期四 【晴】

唔行過報紙檔、睇唔到個本Good Luck!!影像小說，我都唔記得要買今期「新Monday」……真係好想買o來睇~~~~~~~~~~~~~~睇完之後就更加想睇!!!><
去o左圖書館溫中史~但用o左我45分鐘去排返好L o的Notes……之前就去o左睇o下有無o的狗o既書~因為真係好想睇o下o的雪橇o既相~~~~溫o左一陣，就差唔多時間入去L屋，不過突然之間想去睇o下有咩CD借，有李克勤情情塔塔演唄會借呀!!!雖然只得Disc 1，但係都借o來聽啦~^^好彩有帶CD機，就一路聽住入去L屋，原來最近聽返o既歌係「回首」~~~真係好好聽~^^

睇完本「101狗的護理」之後<順便借埋俾L睇>，去到L屋就當然要搵Toby做o下實驗啦~~~~~結果，我真係抱得起Toby!!!而且都唔係好重!!!不過L話Toby o個樣係o個o的「發生咩事??做咩咁o架!?」o個o的四圍望o既樣~~ L見我抱得起Toby又話要試o下，點知佢抱唔起(嘟——)……
開始抱Toby抱上癮~~~~~好啦!!就抱到佢驚o左我為止啦!!<笑>所以今日走之前都再抱過Toby，不過今次可能唔就手，抱完之後對手腕有o的痛——但兩次最驚o既都係放返佢落地o個o下……因為真係唔知佢唔會壓住自己o的腳趾……

今日佢又出夜街……雖然佢同我講係自己一個……但隻天蠍都仲諗梗佢會唔會又呃我……天秤同天蠍就o係度鬥……一邊想去信佢，但另一邊就因為「有史為鑑」……最後都係好勉強咁俾o個天秤贏o左……之不過又係唔聽電話o個o的先炆啦!!!響o左勁耐都唔聽電話，就今日已經發生o左兩次喇!!!問佢做咩唔聽電話佢竟然係話o個電話響得耐就會無電!!!咁你快o的去聽電話咪得囉，o個電話一響，你都即刻會知o架啦~!?兼且宜家有好多人打電話搵你咩!?講到好似好多人成日打俾你咁……另一次就係o係新城市行去McDonald’s睇o下有無燒烤味o既Shake Shake粉時發生……打o左幾次俾佢，又係唔聽電話……佢一拎起o個電話，我又問佢做咩唔聽電話，佢又係話o個電話唔響……問佢點解會聽到電話，佢係話咁o岩拎o左上手囉……無奈……
都唔知佢做咩最近成日出夜街!!!仲要有唔返屋企食飯、勁夜先返到屋o個o的!!!不過好彩佢今次都唔算去得好夜……希望天秤真係信得佢o岩啦……

終於都Down到一個有得睇o既「愛一個人」MV，不過都仲未睇~而且手機鈴聲都入o左「愛一個人」同用埋添~~~~唯有遲o的先再用返Natural Voice隻主題曲啦~~~~
繼續上o的裕貴o既網……o係其中一個網睇到有裕貴走o左之後做過o既o野……
2002.8.24 ~ 廣告公司就職內定
2003 1月中旬 ~ 週刊女性、體育報等刊載裕貴就職內定消息
2003 2月 ~ 3月份Kindai內小編密話裡提到『最近遇見以前一直上我們雜誌的Ｋ君，和以前一樣沒有什麼改變，今天四月就要成為社會新鮮人了，加油』等字句，想必是指裕貴君吧？
2003 4.1 ~ 博報堂2003年度入社式，裕貴入社恭喜！
原來一早就已經決定好……今日L聽到o既時候都好欣慰o既樣~
另外，就係點解o的人叫原知宏o既時候一定會加「爸爸」兩個字o係o個名後面o架呢~!?呢樣o野，好似一直都無問過L……

『松島菜菜子為慎原敬之任 MV 女主角
日本唱作歌手慎原敬之將會在本月廿一日推出新細碟「呼喊你的名之後」, 這首歌更被日本著名保險公司住友生命選為新一輯廣告的歌曲。由於松島菜菜子會為住友生命拍攝新一輯的廣告, 於是慎原敬之亦因利成便邀請菜菜子出任MV的女主角。原來菜菜子是首次拍攝MV, 而MV就用上拍攝廣告的製作班底, 令菜菜子和慎原敬之都很有信心。
慎原敬之之前為Smap作的「世界上唯一的花」成績甚為理想, 奪得Oricon細碟榜的冠軍之餘, 銷量又衝破百萬大關。未知慎原敬之這次找來菜菜子坐陣, 會否有這麼理想的成績呢?』
之後就用Win MX搵菜菜子姐姐o既廣告，點知全部都要排隊……

P.S.其實今日自己都知自己有o的唔同……就o係L講完o既時候我行返去巴士站o既時候，我都有諗過……雖然唔知係咪真係因為呢o個原因……一定唔會只係因為自己想主動就主動咁簡單o架啦~!!!或者係因為唔想佢走o卦......

>>May 16, 2003 at 11:10:05 AM GMT+8

2003 年 5 月 7 日 星期三 【晴】

起身o係張床度hea o左一陣，就去o左撕雜誌——我一直都覺得自己係會唔捨得去撕o的雜誌……就連Apple聽到o既時候都話「竟然!?」……但係真係唔夠位……撕梗00年11月o個本Wink Up o既時候，見到裕貴……諗起尋日考梗Econ I同II o既時候仲o係度寫Natural Voice……原本諗住今朝起身繼續寫o架!!但係都係無……而且o係撕雜誌o既途中，遇到至少兩個難題：就係有時Wink Up影o個o的相好靚o架嘛~就好似我咁成日影o的人做梗某件事時o既樣，雖然唔係正面、或者係佢o地望鏡頭，但都好有Feel o架嘛~就係因為咁……有兩次見到YamaP同一次Toma o既時候……我就諗梗究竟仲要唔要佢o地好……猶豫o左幾o個字之後，係咁同自己講「無位o架喇……你都唔係Keep佢o地!!」之後就飛o左佢o地，繼續睇o下後面有無o野o岩撕……但都真的影得好好~一係就淨係剪o左o個o的出o來囉……有時撕Arashi o個o的，有成幾張一齊o架嘛~為o左Bear Risk o既關係，於是就分開3次o來撕……結果都o係就o來撕完o既時間崩o左o的———無奈……

終於有得用牛油喇……都唔知對落o個件買大家樂o個o的牛油返o來做咩~!?又硬……o係大家樂o既時候已經次次都查唔到o架啦!!!仲要買返o來喎!!!攪到我咁耐以o來都係食「鮮油多」……好彩今次阿媽將舊牛油擺o係室溫之下好耐……當我查o既時候好快就溶晒~~~~~~查o左好多~~~但都係唔夠花嘜o個o的好味~~~~食o左4塊多士之後，無幾耐就肚屙……屙足3次……雖然我知道有一次係「清腸胃」，但係其他兩次肯定係因為o的牛油有菌!!我食完之後都無人食，其他人咪無o野囉!!
以為有得睇Silent Hill 3 o個Trailer……點知佢唔係Mpeg格式!!!咦~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~人o地以為可以睇o下o架嘛!!!見佢尋晚Down得咁快仲以為有得睇添~><~
撕完之後就上o左陣網，去拍賣場搵o下睇o下裕貴o的o野~~台灣同香港o個個都去晒~仲o係台灣Yahoo!度見到唯一一張Playzone o既相!!哈哈~~~~~~~~~~~~~好鐘~^^

諗住下午Up日記無咁多人可以Load快o的，點知佢竟然唔係免費會員Log in!!!又係因為o個Sever……其實做VIP會員都唔差~又可以up圖上去~但係o個網員又話宜家得咁少人做VIP根本就唔錢去Upgrade o個好o的o既Sever……究竟轉唔轉日記版好呢~!?
然後一路聽歌，一路溫中史……
當聽到「Girl Friend」o既時候，睇到o個個瀧澤+o個個牧野，就好鐘~~~其實一路都鐘呢首歌~~~~又Repeat o左好多次~之後都已經無心機繼續溫書~就係咁睇佢o地~~~~好想將呢隻歌+瀧澤唄o既時候甩咀都擺o係Natural Voice入面!!不過仲未諗到呢隻歌o既用途……沖涼o既時候就Pause o左隻歌，費事陣間又要用勁多時候去Load返隻歌出o來，點知一Pause，就停o左o係一個近鏡瀧澤+後面一個沾沾自喜o既牧野~~~~~~好笑~~~都唔知牧野做咩要換帽!!!肯定係佢換完帽之後就o係度沾沾自喜!!!<雖然仲未肯定到佢係因為有人影到佢換o左頂帽定係Show到佢換o左頂帽……但都真係好似FiVe會做埋o既o野!!>

又再Down好一個Silent Hill 3 o既o野，於是就開o來睇~真係超正!!!!!仲要有埋歌o既~~~~恐過Silent Hill 2啦~~~~~
上o左Club Nokia，諗住自己整o個手電圖案~整o左一個尚算滿意o既Natural Voice字樣同音符~Save o既時候竟然話內部出o左問題，處理唔到我o既要求!!!連Buy都Buy唔到……!!唯有好無奈咁熄o左o個IE……
又好有興趣去搵裕貴o既網頁，俾我發現o左樣o野!!
『小原裕貴變身廣告人
傑尼斯Jr.時期人氣度曾與瀧澤秀明並駕齊驅、後來閃電宣布退出演藝圈的小原裕貴，今年春季即將從亞細亞大學畢業，還受到知名廣告公司「博報堂」內定，如願成為廣告人！
三年前在秋季演唱會上，小原裕貴突然宣布了退出演藝圈的決定，毅然選擇專攻學業，令大批忠實歌迷震驚難過、淚灑當場，當時他堅決地向歌迷們保證：「即使結束了這個工作，至今的努力也絕不會白費，對於今後的人生一定會有所助益。我會努力念到大學畢業，邁向自己也很滿足的人生。」而他向歌迷許下的承諾，今年春季即將順利達成，小原裕貴也將是亞細亞大學畢業生中第一位，能夠過五關斬六將，內定進入「博報堂」的應屆畢業生。2003.1.18』

Up o左Info……
『雖然我一直都偏向喜歡"M"這玩意......但不知怎的，最近是「極需要」它!!
連我最新的故事也跟這個扯上關係......看來我真的因為壓力而瘋了......
然而他卻不明白——也不是常常可以給予我——
或者......其實一切都只是我自己一廂情願罷了......

但願死後可以進入Natural Voice的世界......
因為那個是我憧憬的美好世界......』
的確……可能係我自己最近有問題……要o係呢o的途經發洩……

>>May 16, 2003 at 10:55:13 AM GMT+8

2003 年 5 月 1 日 星期四 【晴】

收到L o個Message……佢真係記得先算啦~不過係咪真係考得好就可以去海洋公園??^///^
叫完L起身之後，Tiffany就好準時咁打o左o個長途電話俾我~~~~聽到o個電話o既時候就已經感動到想喊啦…><…傾o左23分鐘……就因為我趕住去廁所同洗頭而要收線……其實我真係想傾耐o的啦……結果攪o下攪o下，就比原先預定7.30a.m.遲o左兩個幾字先出到門口……好趕咁去到火車站，周圍問人陳融點去……用o左兩個字先去到……而且望返轉頭……原來自己又兜o左o個大圈……!!o係名都後面之嘛……我點解要行咁多路呢~!?

今日收到Apple同L o既鼓勵Message，計埋之前青蛙同男班長Sendｏ來ｏ既，都已經有４個～
7.42a.m. Apple『Emily!會考加油ar!俾o的心機...俾o的耐性...我o地一齊努力啦!:>』
7.45a.m. L『會考俾心機呀:>』

入到去，見到o的人排隊量體溫，今朝明明已經探o左熱o既我又好有興趣o係度排隊再探過……雖然唔係好多人，但係最後都係上o左4樓o既Examination Room。入到去，只係開o左窗，自己又戴o左口罩，開始抖氣抖得好辛苦……要好大力咁扯o的空氣入o個肺入面先得……睇o來我都係時候做返多o的運動增加返o個肺活量……好彩之後都開埋風扇，舒服返少少~其實一入到去，o個監考員就好似朗誦咁讀o的填寫o個張咩申報表o既事，係用梗英文講o既……之後佢讀完無幾耐，又有一個男仔入o左o來，咁o岩佢就企o左o係我身邊，俾我聽到佢好細聲咁話「又要再讀過……」我聽到之後即刻望一望佢，而佢就開始用英文繼續讀……前前後後佢總共讀o左六次……四次英文版、兩次中文版……
8.30a.m.都仲未話考得，連卷都未派!!!都唔知係咪佢o地o的錶慢15分鐘!!!我o地o個個就係咁睇錶……不過都無人舉手問點解。結果要8.45a.m.先開考……

不過考英文都唔駛用Calculator，點解仲要講話要檢查一下o個套有無紙呢~!?
考完就出去銅鑼灣拎Ceci o個收音機~哈~~佢真係唔記得帶埋另一個俾我啦~~~~~不過呢個聽唔到Cassette啦……仲諗住可以o係考之前聽返上年L錄俾我o個幾句說話添……都好耐無聽過……

去到L屋，聽「少爺占」，o的人竟然話唔知第三題o個圖畫咩!!!而且仲話呢題難......但係我真係揀o左呢題喎......我仲將宜家寫梗o既「The Barn III」故事o既地方寫o左落去~睇o來我都真係太過鐘意o個故仔喇......雖然寫唔晒，但都夠300字~~~~~~

睇「Game Next」先知原來Tomosaka係同河原雅彥結婚呀~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
而且Biohazard 會拍續集Nemesis~~~~~~~~Milla已經話會拍，仲話呢套o野會以Biohazard 2做藍本……咁係咪會有Leon、Ada、Clara同Shirley份~!?

>>June 8, 2003 at 12:05:53 PM GMT+8

2003 年 4 月 30 日 星期三 【晴】

尋晚傾到好夜，都無咩點訓過……總之5個鐘都無啦!!!
起o左身……唔知做咩…又喊過……對眼都已經開始有o的痛……o係張床度Hea o左好耐就決定起身寫信俾佢……一路寫就一路喊……其實我寫o既o野都差唔多同佢講過或者係o係日記寫過……雖然佢尋日話佢睇o左我日記<而我都見到佢睇我日記>，但我根本就唔覺得佢係真真正正咁去睇……睇得勁快啦……
之後佢就打o來，已經上o左289K……我信又未寫完、o的o野又未執俾佢、又未刷牙洗面，都唔知做得邊樣先好……最後係趕到o係屋企出汗!!!!仲要係o岩o岩先用完凍水洗面無幾耐就出汗!!!連風扇都已經開埋o個隻……但係出去刷牙o既時候，俾阿媽見到我喊，又俾佢話……都話o左我o係邊度都唔喊得o架啦~!!

落o左街同佢食飯……咪又係咁o既口面!?o的態度咪又係咁……??雖然最尾叫做好返少少，但係問佢幾點走o既時候又係答我「唔知」囉!!!聽完之後幾嬲呀!?佢要去我都已經無o野啦……但係咪連俾一個肯定o的o既答案俾我都唔得呀??同佢講我喊都俾阿媽嘈……佢咪又係咁趕!?成日睇錶睇手機!?緊張我咩!?在乎我咩!?之後佢話9點幾o既咪算囉~但係之後8點幾打o來，話o岩o岩睇梗「下一站…天后」喎……!!仲要係未食飯o架!!!咁即係都唔駛旨意佢9點幾會走到o架啦!!!!之後咪又o係度嘈囉……我話我囉……佢拎晒彩啦~!?星期六開始係咁鬧我、話我……一句「我o係家姐度，你理得我啦!!」……梗係啦……宜家開心o個個係佢呀嘛~!?佢又點會理我o架o者!!!!佢自己咪又係咁自私!?成日話我講過o的o野唔算數……宜家佢自己咪又認!?話學我喎……咁就唔好話我雖然應承o左你，但下次仲講o個兩個字喇!!!因為你宜家都已經係咁喇!!!

結果今日都係無溫過書……算啦~o係屋企溫就預o左會係咁o架啦~~~~~試過有次用o左4個鐘先溫書秦始皇o的o野……期間都做o左好多o野啦~~~~~今日o既咪就係分返好o的雜誌同再揀o的唔要o既雜誌拎落去循環再造囉~

留o左Offline Message俾Tiffany……好彩佢今日有On……可以暫時同我傾o下計……得佢係唔會鬧我……得佢係唔會介意我喊……雖然佢同梁韻然都叫我努力俾心機……但係我都仲係覺得呢場仗係得自己一個人打……好似慈昭所講o既『孤軍作戰』……係呀，L都有Send Message俾我呀……但係從佢口中我唔係想要呢o的咩人都講得出口o既說話……我已經提過/講過好多次我想聽到o的咩鼓勵說話……如果佢記性好o既話佢一定會知……但係到宜家我都仲未聽到…………

同Tiffany傾計……喊；沖涼o既時候……喊……
夜晚打俾佢……又唔聽我電話……最後仲熄埋手機……做得幾好丫~走o既時候連Message都無Send o個俾我呀……又話走o既時候打俾我……雖然我係熄o左手機o者…………同我講話知道聽日要返學……但係到11點幾都仲未返到屋囉!!!完全唔知佢想點!!!

聽日會係點……無人會知……
我唔知我會唔會ABS……
就算去到，我都唔知我會唔會有無心機去作篇文、去填o的答案出o來……
我亦都唔知我會唔會o係考試期間突然爆喊……
我唯一知道o既……就係3個月之後o既事……
o係呢段時間……會唔會過得開心……!?

宜家我明白點解呢排L咁鐘意搵佢家姐……因為o係呢o的時候……朋友點都好過情人!!!
而我o既情緒病……都開始復發……

P.S.就係咁......哥哥就死o左一個月......相信下年o既4月1號，都會覺得時間過得太過快......

>>May 1, 2003 at 3:20:10 PM GMT+8

2003 年 4 月 30 日 星期三 【晴】

愛一個人　李克勤、陳慧琳

李：她間中吻下去便沉睡
　 她也許不只一個伴侶
　 我受氣不駁嘴 也被懷疑在騙她眼淚

陳：他口中有夢想不去追
　 他最懂得努力吃喝後沉睡
　 橫蠻但卻恐懼 被閒話

合：我們欠登對

陳：但眼見你責怪她的眼神　

合：流露笑容　對不對
當真正願意愛一個人　沒法再愛更需要恨
　 要奮不顧身繼續遺憾　誰計較有沒有開過心
　 當不計代價愛一個人　大概我也免不了私心
　 痛苦使我興奮　連錯愛都吸引　亦顯得我神聖犧牲作陪襯
　 曾開了一半口　去問我受夠沒有　然後卻不信還可更難受
　 曾經我伸過手　卻又毫無力氣走　怎能夠　愛過了之後　令恨也不留

李：不愛她說下去亦無味
　 肯愛她不太需要道理

陳：愛下去不怕死放任其實亦也因自卑

合：當真正願意愛一個人 沒法再愛更需要恨
　 要奮不顧身繼續遺憾　誰有錯　錯極也不扣分
　 當不計代價愛一個人　大概我也免不了私心
　 痛苦使我興奮　連錯愛都吸引　亦顯得我神聖犧牲作陪襯

李：曾開了一半口　卻又怕未算受夠　然後　期待著然後

陳：誰知我鬆了手　縱是毫無力氣走　不用怕　再愛過之後　

合：太多記憶太少淚要流

>>May 1, 2003 at 11:53:25 AM GMT+8

2003 年 4 月 29 日 星期二 【晴】

「Sex & The City」o個網Update o左呀!!!!Carrie o係Season V o個樣都真係唔掂啦~~~~~佢一短頭髮仲要無咁波浪o既時候係唔似佢o架!!!別有一番風味~~~~~~~~~但係我唔鐘意——

新o既工人終於o來o左，佢叫阿Dee，似乎阿媽同佢o既溝通好似有o的問題……
行去沙田郵政局o既時候，見到有兩隻雪狗o係度吠~~~~一隻大、一隻細o既~~~~~~~~不過o係返轉頭o既時候已經唔見o左……

入到去，都仲係好唔開心……不斷係咁喊…………………我竟然有黑眼圈!?
繼續玩The Mercenaries，哈哈~~~~~~~~~~~~~~我係第一個救到3個人o架!!!!咁就有C Grade~~~~~~但係錢o個度都只係得三百幾蚊……而且o係繳電站o個度o個個唔係應該係Random Carlos或者Nicholai o架咩??<之後睇返原來o個個係藥品公司通道同埋酒吧……禤o下下次去o左呢兩度先~~~>之後又用過Carlos<佢o的槍真係夠弱……>同Nicholai，雖然o的分x8係好吸引，但有都唔知要插佢o地幾多刀先肯死……

收到男班長o既Message『各位英皇子弟，祝你地會考順順利利…最緊要科科合格。大家一齊努力，俾D信心自己啦!因為有信心不一定會贏，無信心就一定會輸!祝君會考成功!』~雖然行o左少少，但係都好開心~~~~^^所以無Delete到~~<青蛙o個個都係~>

佢聽日又去搵佢家姐囉……宜家根本就好似係佢兩個一……!!
點解宜家連呃都唔肯去呃o下我!?係咪一定要我喊晒你先會對我好??
如果好似宜家咁一同唔一都一樣o既話，就唔該唔好再拖我手、攪住我同錫我!!!

——我淨係想有個地方俾我喊——

P.S.一早諗到聽日係公假就已經無奈啦……我唔想第二日見到o既時候就已經係會考開始!!!
P.P.S終於問到Ceci借收音機~~~~真係唔該晒!!

>>June 8, 2003 at 12:03:21 PM GMT+8

2003 年 4 月 29 日 星期二 【晴】

貴子姐姐生日快樂~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~^3^

>>April 29, 2003 at 4:50:58 PM GMT+8

2003 年 4 月 28 日 星期一 【晴】

又一首好o岩Feel o既歌~24號已經Down o左返o來聽~以為會係慢歌，點知都係同隻碟一樣，咁電子Feel......o個感覺又唔同晒......

Nobody Knows Me

I've had so many lives
Since I was a child
And I realize
How many times I've died

I'm not that kind of guy
Sometimes I feel shy
I think I can fly
Closer to the sky

No one's telling you how to live your life
But it's a setup until you're fed up

This world is not so kind
People trap your mind
It's so hard to find
Someone to admire

I, I sleep much better at night
I feel closer to the light
Now I'm gonna try
To improve my life

No one's telling you how to live your life
But it's a setup until you're fed up
It's no good when you're misunderstood
But why should I care what the world thinks of me
Won't let a stranger give me a social disease

Nobody, nobody knows me
Nobody knows me
Nobody knows me
Like you know me

Nobody knows me
Nobody knows me
Nobody knows me
Like you know me

No one's telling me how to live my life
But it's a setup, and I'm just fed up
It's no good when you're misunderstood
But why should I care what the world thinks of me
Won't let a stranger give me a social disease

I don't want no lies
I don't watch TV
I don't waste my time
Won't read a magazine

I don't want no lies
I don't watch TV
I don't waste my time
Won't read a magazine

I, I sleep much better at night
I feel closer to the light
Now I'm gonna try
To improve my life

Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody knows me
Nobody knows me
Nobody knows me
Like you know me

*Nobody knows me
Nobody knows me
Nobody knows me
Like, like you know me
Like you know me
Like you know me
Like you know me
Like you know me

*(Its no fun but the damage is done
Don't want your social disease
Don't want your social disease)

**Nobody knows me
Nobody knows me
Nobody knows me
Like you know me

Nobody knows me
Nobody knows me
Nobody knows me
Don't want your social disease

**(I don't want no lies
I don't watch TV
I don't waste my time
Won't read a magazine
I don't want no lies
I don't watch TV
Won't read a magazine)

今晚終於可以光明正大夜o的訓......但係我已經好眼訓......o岩o岩仲o係電腦前訓著o左......但係俾阿媽嘈親......而且聽日又可能訓晏o的~著便服出街~~~~~

但係......又好快會考...............................仲有兩日......Sally話等我考埋就約出o來玩喎~~~呵呵
到宜家仲未問到人借Radio......


第一次見佢會擺o野o係枕頭頂……但唔係我o既o野+佢未試過對我o的o野咁做……睇埋Aoyi日記先知佢o地星期五晚又3Lines……同我講好眼訓，但又可以同大華傾電話……咪又做返以前o的o野!?話睇電視，結果咪就係同停風佢o地傾電話之嘛!!!!!!!!

已經唔想理佢……

佢對佢班同學不嬲都好過我o架啦!!!我真係寧願做佢同學好過!!!至少可以認o下阿哥阿妹，咁又熟勁多喇!!!幾易~~~~~~~~得閒又會去o下人地o的日記度留o下言......我都未有咁好服務呀!!!!或者宜家真係輪到我要諗諗駛唔駛做返朋友算囉~反正佢自己都話唔排除會有咁既可能啦~~


在乎我、緊張我就唔會再做o的咁o既事啦!!!

>>June 8, 2003 at 12:01:53 PM GMT+8