2004 年 1 月 21 日 星期三 【晴】

諗左好耐~~

有冇必要寫今日既日記,因為真係10000個無聊
年初一成2點幾先訓醒...醒唔夠3個鐘又訓~~
到11點幾先起番身,而家成四點仲飲緊咖啡~~做緊咩??

不過...好enjoy...本楊千嬅封面的milk已經睇到書頁都飛出黎咁滯~~
咩icq既人都傾過...咁樣的年初一都幾特別~~
塊面上面仲留面Biotherm的餘香~~唉~~訓覺吧啦~~

<絮語>...

同樣的話題...不同的感覺
幸福一度被否定,一度被確認...
看到自己所擁有,然後...感到愉悅(pleasure)...
感到幸福很短暫,快樂亦很短暫...甚至悲觀地說,人生的快樂連三分一也沒有...

但我熱愛著生命,不斷的快樂與不快樂間的衝突...充滿戲劇性...
人生像是一套戲...不是所有喜劇才是好看,反而悲劇也會是不俗...
快樂可以是空洞的,同樣不快樂亦可以是充實...

我要活出充實的人生,儘管它可能並不快樂!
但至少...我會在臨終前一刻感到幸福...

>>January 22, 2004 at 8:04:19 PM GMT+8

2004 年 1 月 21 日 星期三 【晴】

上午~~8時~~
回到家,很好的年三十晚...

十點幾出左門口,去到銅鑼灣hEA...
一班莊員睇最後武士幾好睇...一班人扮武士,出到黎四點幾...

行花市,今年無上年咁多野睇,買左激少野!
見到King be同虹be...唔通佢兩個...嘻~~
好似過農曆新年好feel過新曆, 點解呢?可能個時太忙啦~~
hEAing......到底幾點會起身呢?

P.S:杯檸啡D味幾odd下~~
好似檸茶加苦的after taste~~100個提神!

>>January 22, 2004 at 12:14:15 AM GMT+8

2004 年 1 月 19 日 星期一 【晴】

狂~~

昨晚心情不太好,同阿King同虹虹玩左一晚...
1:30到天人合一亭的湖邊坐了一段時間...
100日...離開的有King,虹虹~~仲有阿麟,青,燊仔,曾sir...Benny...留下的只有思念...

最幸福的...是我...

到了晚一點,到游泳池玩,諗起Jay...回憶佔據著身體...暗深地走進校友園
後來到百萬大道,行烽火台...合著眼...由百萬大道的一端向另一面走~~行到醫學大樓前停下來...
"盲人不曾作夢...因為他們未看過世界" King
看不見不一定不幸福...黑暗唔一定唔開心...我都相信...

最幸福的...是我...

回到天涯海角...最幸福的...是我...
幸福...因為擁有的多, 還有兩年多...

>>January 21, 2004 at 8:30:19 AM GMT+8

2004 年 1 月 19 日 星期一 【晴】

20號~
年廿九,一樣要o係中大過~~

年廿九,快d走~~係諮詢時一仔講的對白~~
諮詢一次又一次extend...好累好累
LipLip話:"積極d!"
心織好野! 過左諮詢仲食宵, 食完宵飲左支酒(死啦...好似應承過人唔飲ga wo)

番到屋企已經3點幾, 同Eling icq左一陣~~(都有兩個鐘)...
你咁叻好抵讚! 咩都抵咖啦...最緊要唔好喊呀!

>>January 21, 2004 at 8:02:11 AM GMT+8

2004 年 1 月 18 日 星期日 【晴】

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好少做錯野o既我今日真係做錯左野tim...Hurt左一個靚靚的小妹妹~~
對唔住,我真係唔知你做得咁辛苦,見到你想喊o個一下,我知我做錯左野啦~~

好多時做野做唔好,但係好少會做錯~~錯左...
好似打左一口釘落樹咁,拔番出黎都會好hurt...

對唔住Eling...我知你做得好辛苦, 一直都知~~
我一直都支持你咖~~對唔住~~呢句野好無meaning...好無power...
但係希望你至少原諒都我一次!

對唔住呀Eling~~
原諒我啦~~拎緊耳仔啦~~

>>January 19, 2004 at 4:04:04 PM GMT+8

2004 年 1 月 17 日 星期六 【晴】

做做做做～～

走左堂Fine art的oil painting去攞衫，仲要比差人查身份證～～
一百個黑仔，
不過都開心今日上movie...睇下d怪戲～～

仲有希治閣電影Psycho,佢既plot真係幾好～～
自古story好似好難有咩突破，反而plot的突破好重要，緊張大師果然好勁～～
氣氛及感覺都是一流，聲音的控制，非戲劇原素的互為影響令節奏的快慢很好！

今日好開心係有Master的頸巾，佢好好呀～人又靚女，心地善良！
Katherine加油啦～～
又有Jennifer的吹水，同Jennifer接觸的多，知道好多佢o既野，好開心有個咁好的VP...
再有Tiffany的頸巾，未領取咖～～不過．．．嘻，今個冬天好似好暖！

>>January 19, 2004 at 4:15:36 PM GMT+8

2004 年 1 月 17 日 星期六 【晴】

桃紅色FF8ED8

FF8ED8,是我的桃紅色...
一種新年的氣氛,在不自覺下在街頭呈現。

我對新年一向沒什麼大的好感, 因為由小時開始,
已經覺得新年好悶, 沒什麼好幹...商店也沒開...
大個了~~開始知道...新年,好頹都會係一種快樂!

每年行一次年宵是我最愛的習慣, 很好很好~~今年看來亦不例外。

新年應該是紅色的, 但好像缺少了什麼美感似的, 桃紅比它美了一點。
Miss Ma話水彩唔好咁多primary color,而桃紅色的tertiary color睇黎真係好吸引!

期待新年, 還有兩天!

>>January 18, 2004 at 8:34:46 PM GMT+8

2004 年 1 月 15 日 星期四 【晴】

好累但係好開心的一日~~

走左堂去reg月會, 然後組聚, 勁耐無見仔仔女女, 好開心呀^^
Leon仔好型呀~~無間feel...成班男仔即係頹晒!

然後開會, 花花講左句:"記得分d野比我地做喎!" 勁touch...仲有橙橙, 異形, 幾個人開會~~然後做野!
做好個classfile, 問卷同埋利是! 跟住Promotion要勁行去CC, 有埋cakecake同烽~~
我唔係好識點叫人做野, 但係你地既關心...真係...感動到我好多~~
呢種感覺除左多謝,仲有好多其他野, 令我好想為呢班莊員付出!

好多人一齊宣傳, 開心爆! year3佢地知道我地關心送舊, 一百個開心~~

夜晚勁勁勁開大系會, 到夜晚3點幾~~
好累, 但係都值得!

>>January 16, 2004 at 9:11:00 PM GMT+8

2004 年 1 月 14 日 星期三 【晴】

相信今日o既灰~~
只有自己去體會...

我唔係一個好o既P...好彩o既係呢一刻我會去知,去改~~

今日宣傳...無做到, 對唔住每一個UCSWK year2...同埋~~自己!
我好在意呢d野, 無做到就係無做...唔理咩原因...

上understanding movie好頹~~雖然Vivian好好~~但係...
好累好累~~唔想再動一下...

多謝Karin的support..

交職~~
一個終結...

P.S:誰是灰姑娘??哈~~可唔可講黎聽下??唔通係肥姐~

>>January 16, 2004 at 9:09:52 PM GMT+8

2004 年 1 月 13 日 星期二 【晴】

累累~~
真係好累累~~要到星期六日先有得抖返下...

我知大家都辛苦咖啦, 異形, Jennifer, Sara...
無左你地, 我d宣傳既野真係會做死咖~~ 異形好好野, Jennifer都係...你地咁幫我感動死啦!
極多謝你地!
不過我條頸巾仲係唔識織tim... 死啦,我係咪傻咖?

嘩~~好累好累, 上堂, 去整衫...
返黎學織頸巾, 上堂... 再上堂...補習, 搞莊務~~

又一日啦~~

>>January 14, 2004 at 6:38:23 PM GMT+8