第８堂JUPAS講座，好懷念李犬把聲 T_T 發覺逢physics攞A既人全部都係3A之人，不過得一兩個中化有credit，可悲也…但係個list都冇ｄ我想睇既科，too bad
夜晚補英文，感到暴風雨即將來臨
>>September 28, 2004 at 7:57:44 AM GMT+8
2004 年 9 月 25 日 星期六 【晴】
Waked at 11am then started doing homework alone in Central library till 7:30pm......
After that had a walk in Victoria Park. It's the Mid-Autumn Garden Party here.....so brilliant and hopeful. Will my future be like that? God knows......
Very annoyed last night. I should have kept my secret about my short sighteness from my families. What turned out is that they blamed me for playing computer every day and NO ONE play as much as me and lots of other unrelated things. Totally useless and time-wasting to 'discuss' with them. I care about myself more than everyone in the world. I have to balance anything. I'm not short-sighted in my mind. I AM NOT A FOOL.
Chatted with Mr Yung after the physics lessons and he said he expects me to get A in physics. Actually MSM's physics' logic is much better than me but he's much more careless on calculations......
And he answered me I don't have to do pastpapers on our own, just follow the instructions of teachers then everything is ok. (only for 3 ALs) Good......I start trying to ignore my position in academics now. What I should target to are my AL and my future, not my position on academics in school. It will no longer be bright in most of the subsequent parts of my life............
And I also discussed about my judgement ability with classmates......I thought I wasn't a bookish and indeed I'm not of coz...but all others thought me I was a bookish becoz of my thick glasses and bad performance of basketball and football. It seems that I was not special at all......I am just a typical HK science student with good calculation power and is an exam slave.......
I want to tell everyone I'm not......my short-sight is due to heredity. I perform badly in basketball and football because I don't like them but not becoz I hate sports. I seldom read compared to those real bookishes.
The only point that I confess is my judging power bcoz I have been used to be neutral at anything (so that I can have a universal true explanation to anything, a little bit like buddhism). I don't BELIEVE in or stand for many things (except for those I enjoy) . That's why my mind is always empty after Ms Lo asked any questions......and that's made me empty in responding or giving personal comments and suck in CLC......This is what I mostly want to change......for the sake of the exam. I don't want to be an exam slave by heart.
Everything in the world is cycling......and should I withdraw from this cycle? Is it necessary for me to do so? I still have no answer......
>>September 24, 2004 at 2:30:29 PM GMT+8
2004 年 9 月 22 日 星期三 【晴】
Rushed Probability in the applied math lesson. All questions Mr.Tsui offered to me are not difficult but I always get wrong in the first time.......I didn't expect I'll lose in paper 2......
Slept so early at 12am last night. Wa ! Had a totally different mode during the lessons ! I've been back, please be alerted wahaha......
At night read a lot of articles about the eyes health. Read as well a lot of data about the LASIK operation, contact lens, double curved glasses.......I just want to have a detail eyes check right now...or how can I have a PE lesson tomorrow......
祝FION十八無疆
>>September 24, 2004 at 10:30:23 AM GMT+8
2004 年 9 月 21 日 星期二 【晴】
I cannot keep on being mild for so long time......I must sleep earlier tonight. But I couldn't give up sleeping after school. zzz......
Today I would rather study instead of doing homework...
>>September 22, 2004 at 12:46:03 PM GMT+8
2004 年 9 月 20 日 星期一 【晴】
Today I lived between the reality and dreams.......dozing and dozing and dozing......
In appmath lessons Mr.Tsui suddenly blamed that someone's sleeping again......but it couldn't be me because I don't have similar history, so time-wasting...sigh...
I'm in the mode same as that of 2 months just before CE......at that time I dozed in Amath lessons and Chinese lessons because of diving overnight. I wonder how'll be my life 2 months before AL......
It's heavily raining outside......the feeling of being inside a shelter is excellent.
>>September 21, 2004 at 1:07:30 PM GMT+8
2004 年 9 月 18 日 星期六 【晴】
Whole day donated to my homework.
Last night I dreamed my cousin was cycling between the two trails of Kowloon Tong KCR station, and suddenly 2 trains came from both directions......I can't heard any screams, but could see the deadpin of passengers in the opposite platform. Then I saw my aunt standing aside me, nothing special......how come? After the trains had left, I saw she was still riding on a bike at the place she was hided by the train......
Studied physics and CLC notes at night. I started to imagine what will happen if I fail to achieve my target in AL. Should I do so? I don't think so......
It should be a happy day today coz there's no CLC and only 1 UE lesson. But the UE lesson was a shit. A waste of time. A waste of money. A waste of our cells......not because of the subject, but the attitude of teacher towards students. Everytime just pour a large amount of bullshits into our ears. Those bullshits may not be wrong at all, but awful and disgustful with that kind of tones.
MSM got 30/32 in appmath test. Both informal test just scored the second highest......it's alarming to me...
Played shuttlecock for 1 hour ignoring the muscle-fatique. Wanna sleep now......
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