2004 年 1 月 12 日 星期一 【晴】

今日強強買左糖糖俾我食ar~~
好開心ar~~
有好多我鐘意既棉花糖ar~~
聽日考math ar~~
我好驚ar~~
我好驚唔識係唔番c組ar~~
我知老公仔唔想我唔係c組ga~~
但係我真係好驚ar~~
我見到d math就好想喊la~~
真係好想喊ar~~
諗番下個禮拜三就要走la~~
真係好想喊ar~~
我好唔想走ar~~
我會好掛住你ga~~
我迫你講你想我走~~
係你咁講我會開心D咁走ga~~
因為係你叫~~
我會聽你話ga~~
我都知你唔想我走ga~~
但係唔好係我面前講la~~
我會更加想喊ga~~
我真係好掛住你ar~~
依幾日你食飯~~
我都好似有D唔開心咁~~
我好想你永遠陪住我ar~~
講講下又好想喊la~~
仲有ar~~
我真係唔想你再講盈盈la~~
我聽到真係好唔開心ar~~
我仲未放得低ar~~
有時都仲會諗你地ga~~
唔好再提la~~
好嗎??

>>January 12, 2004 at 10:07:54 PM GMT+8

2004 年 1 月 11 日 星期日 【晴】

今日係強強既生日~~
我都唔想今日唔開心ga~~
但係當我每次諗番我個心都係好痛好痛~~
點解喎~~
我見唔到咪冇事law~~
點解見到喎~~
真係好心痛ar~~
不過我諗清楚ga la~~
佢都話唔會再有下次~~
我應該信佢~~
再有下次先算la~~
強強~~你記住你應承左我咩ar~~有下次我真係唔會心軟ga~~知唔知ar~~你話過要做我老公仔ga~~咁就唔好有下次la~~我都好愛你ga~~我都想做你老婆仔ga~~

>>January 11, 2004 at 10:04:18 PM GMT+8

2004 年 1 月 10 日 星期六 【晴】

尋晚成晚冇訓過~~
喊左好耐好耐~~
喊完都訓唔著~~
真係好辛苦ar~~
我寫左一封信俾佢~~
諗住唔用口同佢講我就可以唔喊~~
但係我見到佢我就喊la~~
係車上面我都係咁喊~~
真係好辛苦ar~~
喊個陣個心好痛ar~~
你知唔知ar~~
我真係唔想喊ar~~
但係我忍唔到ar~
我放唔低ar~~
我好愛你ar~~
我唔想散ar~~
你應承我唔會有下次ga~~
再有下一次就算我幾鐘意你~~
我都會同你講散ga~~

>>January 10, 2004 at 10:43:20 PM GMT+8

2004 年 1 月 9 日 星期五 【晴】

今日第一日考試~~
好辛苦~~
尋晚好似肚痾~~
今朝起身想嘔~~
但係書就溫唔晒~~
好彩今日都識識地~~
唔係都唔知點死~~
我同自己講今次考唔番第四唔緊要~~
但一定要頭十~~
所以我好俾心機咁去溫書~~
今日我同強強又鬧la~~
佢話我唔理佢~~
嬲我同一班男仔傾計~~
冇理到佢~~
對唔住ar~~
搞到你唔開心~~
不過你一定要應承我~~
就算你點發脾氣~~
都唔好話唔考試ar~~
你一話唔考試就好似我個死穴咁~~
D眼淚就會流ga la~~

>>January 9, 2004 at 9:33:12 PM GMT+8

2004 年 1 月 8 日 星期四 【晴】

今日我同crazy girl一齊食飯~~
食團年飯~~
今次係我第一次同佢地食飯~~
不過唔係咁開心~~
因為我同柵柵都唔開心~~
不過我知柵柵比我更唔開心~~
如果我係柵柵我諗我唔可以咁冷靜咁喊~~
一定會喊到好大聲~~
我覺得我今日既唔開心係好無聊~~
係自己拎黎ge~~
係自己衰先~~
不過我真係好想強強唔再咁惡唔再咁大聲同我講野ar~~
你咁樣我真係好唔開心ar~~
每次聽到你咁我都想喊ga~~
應承我改下~~
我都應承你~~
改下唔再亂講野~~
今日見到柵柵咁~~
個心好唔舒服~~
佢話想自己一個人~~
但係我知我唔可以俾佢自己一個人~~
要陪住佢~~
係我唔開心個陣佢都陪住我~~
好錫我~~
依家你唔開心我都會陪住你~~
一樣咁錫你ga~~
柵柵有咩事真係要同我講ar~~
唔好自己收埋ar~~
你咁樣唔係得我一個唔開心ga~~
係我地成班crany girl都會唔開心ga~~
我地唔會俾你自己一個人ga~~
聽日考試la~~
咩都唔好諗住~~
俾心機考好個試~~
美儀支持柵柵ga~~

>>January 8, 2004 at 9:58:20 PM GMT+8

2004 年 1 月 7 日 星期三 【颳風】

今日我冇喊~~
但係個心好痛好痛~~
今日我同豉油傾計~~
講緊散既問題~~
我係度講唔記得係咩I......
點知佢講左I FLY YOU~~
即係我飛你~~
個陣我好冷靜~~
佢同我講我係認真ga~~
我俾番仔仔佢~~
佢有接番仔仔~~
佢話等我喊~~
但係我喊唔出~~
就算有幾想喊都唔重要~~
因為我真係喊唔出~~
只係個心好痛~~
佢有叫我但係我冇應佢~~
因為我想靜下~~
個陣時我諗~~
就算真係要散都冇所謂~~
因為我地曾經有一段開心既日子~~
有一段好美麗既回憶~~
結果係點唔再重要~~
我同自己講~~
到時真係要散~~
都唔可以喊~~
令佢擔心同埋佢令我D FD擔心~~
仍然要俾心機讀書~~
因為應承過佢會俾心機~~
就算佢真係唔會再同番我一齊~~
我都會等~~
等到幾時我唔會知~~
等唔等到我唔知~~
但係我都會等~~
因為我愛個個係你~~

>>January 7, 2004 at 10:56:28 PM GMT+8

2004 年 1 月 6 日 星期二 【晴】

今日我又喊黎la~~
好辛苦ar~~
我真係知ga~~
我應承過你d野我會做ga~~
點解你唔可以信我喎~~
可能我真係唔值得你信~~
我每次都知喊完之後氣管會好辛苦~~
但係我忍唔到ar~~
我每次喊都好心痛ar~~
我真係唔知la~~
我唔知我幾時先再唔喊~~
幾時先會諗得通law~~
依排真係好唔開心ar~~
我真係唔想再喊la~~
我好倦好倦ar~~
我都知我依掛係成日發脾氣~~
係我既問題~~
我知所有野都係我既錯~~
而令到大家都唔開心~~
不過我地重新開始過la~~
互相體諒大家更多~~
唔再咁易發脾氣~~
以前既野就當係我錯la~~
今日我好多謝我一班既朋友仔~~
排名不分先後,因為你地個個都咁鍚我~~
柵柵★豉油★YAN YAN★海豚★勛勛★黃寶★盈盈★阿斯★阿娟★雪儀★
我會堅強d~~
多謝你地今日我喊既時候安慰我ar~~

>>January 6, 2004 at 10:03:14 PM GMT+8

2004 年 1 月 5 日 星期一 【晴】

今日好唔開心ar~~
喊左唔知幾多次~~
每次喊少少個種feel真係好難受~~
想喊但係唔敢大喊~~
我開始好憎自己la~~
點解會咁唔爭氣~~
D MATH 成日都唔識~~
點教都唔識~~
上堂又唔聽書~~
成日話自己唔得~~
但係我唔識點去講點去解釋ar~~
可能柵柵講得o岩~~
女仔就係犯賤~~
我好想我會爭氣ar~~
搞根自己D MATH ar~~
到依家我終於明~~
係我選科時~~
MISS WONG同我講既可能會有心冇力~~
我好想搞好我D MATH~~
但係我冇力ar~~
我好驚MATH ar~~
我開始驚番數學la~~
當初徐sir令我鐘意math ga~~
我好掛住2B,3B ar~~
好掛住係個班上堂既氣氛ar~~
更加掛住徐sir教既math堂ar~~

>>January 5, 2004 at 9:02:52 PM GMT+8

2004 年 1 月 4 日 星期日 【晴】

由尋晚開始~~
我又開始唔開心又開始情緒化la~~
連我自己都唔知點解~~
佢有問我點解~~
但係我只係答冇~~
佢問到唔想問~~
有D唔耐煩la~~
個陣時我聽見~~
個心只係更加亂,更加燥~~
結果只係成晚唔開心咁去傾電話~~
喊下咁去訓覺~~
今日原本應承左去佢屋企~~
佢教我math~~
點知我婆婆入左醫院~~
我要去探去~~
我應承佢就算幾夜我都會去~~
我搭既bu bu經佢樓下~~
但係我唔記得帶番隻game碟俾佢~~
要我番屋企拎~~]
個陣時好唔開心~~~~~~
又要我番去拎~只不過係game碟姐~~
跟住我去佢屋企~~
叫佢去佢樓下接我佢又話唔落~~
個陣時又唔開心la~~
我不嬲對於自己一個上佢屋企都係好抗拒~~
只有一次佢好餓我買野俾佢食自己一個上去就冇試過自己上去la~~
係我自己去佢屋企既時候我打俾佢~~
我話同係傾陣得唔得佢話唔得~~
我就收左線~~
個陣時真係好唔開心~~
已經好倦ga la~~
原本可以直到佢屋企又要番屋企先去得~~
隻腳仔真係好痛ar~~
我知我今日咁對你係唔o岩ga~~
但係我都唔想ga~~
對唔住ar~~

>>January 4, 2004 at 10:06:26 PM GMT+8

2004 年 1 月 3 日 星期六 【晴】

今日冇出街街ar~~
好掛住佢ar~~
我隻腳仔又軟軟地痛痛地ar~~
好慘慘ar~~
今日我溫書書ar~~
都唔識ge~~
有d想喊ar~~
我又頭痛la~~
食左藥好眼訓ar~~
我唔係想發你脾氣ar~~
但係我真係倦ar~~
有D辛苦ar~~
間中又痛幾下~~
我唔係想唔同你講ar~~
我係冇咩心情ar~~
我唔敢同你講ar~~
頭先我話搵唔番仔仔唔溫書~~
你知我性格ga~~
我口係咁講~~
但係你知我唔會ga~~
點解你咁惡喎~~
你應承過我唔會咁惡ga~~
我知你我錯ar~~
但係........
我唔想喊ar~~
但係我個心好痛ar~~
我唔知我點我先會令自己個心唔再痛ar~~
我真係唔知ar~~
我唔係想答你唔知ar~~
但係我真係唔知ar~~

>>January 3, 2004 at 10:29:03 PM GMT+8