實在非常之討厭
我識很多人都喜歡說些...
總之有玄外之意的話
揣摩些甚麼似的
最可恨的是
我常常都聽得明
even they don't want me to know about their aim.
在我面前
只有老實
否則你越說得多
我越反感
i'm very sensitive to ppl's words
so plz don't challenge me.
坦白會得到讚許
臨近鬼節
i don't want to be an evil
好幾年前我曾經有一些好怪的思想
on the exact day
不是撞鬼
但是anyway v. strange.
give me some silence
應該可以避免走火入魔
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u just said some words
and i lost my mood for the whole morning
i just wander to and fro near the salon.
if i would like u to disappear in the world,
i would have a cruel death.
don't understand y u've become like that in recent yrs.
i know what u think.
it's the worst that i know what u think !
It's really annoying
I'm afraid that i can't control myself and shout to u in one day
just depends how much tolerance i still have.
sometimes u walk close......
and just observe.
for that manner
i can't bear.
everyone has gone crazy
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女人真是很討厭的
包括我
but in reality,in daily life
我與她們都是不可分割的
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走入salon 後
又是求其叫他幫我修修便算
反正分別不大
我特登叫他削掉劉海多兩次
費事block my eyesight
娘娘醜醜的
跟F6 開學時差不多
不過這也好
像個好學生.
記得以前小學時候d男同學次次剪完頭髮
都蠻不爽的
他們會跟我說很不靚仔(hee...其實不用那麼介懷,cos it's the same no matter how much they cut,except they follow 長毛哥)
然後就常常按住個頭
maybe dont like hair豎起that 薯頭look
但是我跟他們剛剛相反
cut hair,go to consult dentists
都是令我心情好的事
只是今天不算.
>>August 20, 2004 at 11:06:20 AM GMT+8
2004 年 8 月 18 日 星期三 【晴】
RIse and Fall
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unable to describe
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昨天跟mum去街時
落到mtr,saw a boy,about 10 yrs old
穿住對roller wor!
人仔細細,扮的蠻型
也流得不錯
我看到真是有點jealous.
因為我不可以再像他那樣隨街流
那小子見到我望住他好像很jealous him.
便飄飄然的,特登兜回來在我面前流幾轉show quali
地鐵就好像戰場
步步為營....
那些離心力夢的background 永遠都是mtr stair
然後90degree vertically fall down.just like 跳樓
總是很不爽
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take care
see u
>>August 19, 2004 at 11:18:36 AM GMT+8
2004 年 8 月 17 日 星期二 【晴】
還是跟Reebok 投契
原本應該是Puma 的,不過要成600大元
另一對就是in green colour,but my size that one was stock out.
sigh.
so i gave up.
但是this one is not sportshoes.but casual shoes.
si dan then.....
very light,in weight.
之前也是覺得Reebok 比較好看
反而addidas 仍是那3 lines.
本身是去Royal
後尾覺得no one feel gd
then 見到馬拉松and got in
那店員問:你穿大約幾號碼..
I:36-37 la..
but she took 38 to me
she thought that i told lies,crazy.
我一穿上去already can put 2 fingers
然後她還是不信,拿了細半碼給我
還是不行啊,搞鬼我試了3次她才信
攞翻對36 給我
我實在不明白他們的心理是甚麼
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korean film [花與愛麗絲]
愛情片,maybe bored i think.
but it called alice so i may 捧場
但是我從來不看這類片
如果說[鬼與愛麗絲]
我會跑去看
seem will be released soon.
one girl called flower and another called alice
是2 girls 爭1 boy,
哼!我那有so low level.
曾經跟一位較好的朋友說過:
要我們爭仔是絕對沒可能
世界上那麼多男人,
和別人爭a particular one,nonsense!
gun 係人o地爭我o地 la
找死!
情願甚麼都不要,都不會爭
>>August 24, 2004 at 11:18:04 AM GMT+8
2004 年 8 月 16 日 星期一 【晴】
[承諾]
these days i suddenly remember a promise at 8 yrs old in primary school
with 3 girls,and I in the playground under the sun
were chatting about wha would we do in the yr of 18
forgot who suggested already ,maybe me or another girl
said that we 'll bring our bf to come to the front gate of school and went out on 14/2 when we 18 that yr.
actually, 18 for me at that time was very important,just imagined for many things.
(but now..hee.........just broke many dreams,crazy thoughts)
on 14/2 that day i suddenly remember this promise.
i just struggled if i should go back to P school
but finally i didn't .......cos surely 101% no one so silly and go.
and that time was very cold,dont want to move.....
am i too serious?
but it is not a fault.
it is NOT a fault........i believe
but next time i won't be so silly and make promise easily
so everyone shouldn't make so many promises
if u don't really going to finish it.
sigh.
細路就真是細路
白白痴痴的
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y it is more valuable for friends who are met at small.
it is becos when at the moment u know them ,they are still innocent,
Oh my god.
mum received 2 修身堂宣傳單張 on street
on the cover there is a 美女wearing 和服 ,in red
I just picked up and looked at the girl.....
wanted to shiver,.........nearly got faint in the kitchen
欣宜.................
明明see newspaper she is still quite fat.
how come now look like 徐子珊(Miss HK this yr)
之前人人跟我說:俾佢thin 翻都係ugly la
I said : no...should be quite beautiful
now I see it....really got beautiful..and i'm bingo
but much beautiful than i expected
oh my god T_T
很難接受
ho..T_T..ho.....
還要穿的是我想穿的和服
前一兩個月d girls still talked to me that:
sigh,以前有個欣宜頂住
家陣我們真是岌岌可危.......(sweat).
對,真是很risky.
今天終於明白為甚麼d女人為纖體瘋狂
為纖體淪亡
說翻正題,
確實,人的美麗是70%靠打扮而來
所以別說人醜了
打扮和不打扮的分別可以很大
長毛哥,欣宜都可以,你也有潛質做型男 :)
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arm arm switch on tv and watch 到 TVnews
何偉途.......
你真是自己攞來賤的
等妻離子散吧
不會有人投你票的,抵死
>>August 17, 2004 at 10:51:38 AM GMT+8
2004 年 8 月 15 日 星期日 【晴】
[等]
ho....
local scientists got great prizes overseas.
their inventions are really great ba, i like bronze prize that :
銅 獎 得 主 葉 天 葆 研 製 的 多 功 能 電 子 水 晶 球 ， 有 別 於 傳 統 的 水 晶 球 ， 內 公 仔 可 以 靈 活 旋 轉 ， 而 且 配 備 多 種 閃 燈 ， 美 輪 美 奐 。
but...有甚麼特別?
和我like 那個閃電水晶燈好像都是差不多吧..
鄧 虹 (64 yrs old already lu)發 明 了 防 火 、 防 水 、 防 蟲 的 無 機 木 材
聽說becos he just concern about his invention
he ignored his family, and put his main work aside.
so, his earning is not enough for his family.
and then his wife brought 4 children and left him.
after he got a gold medal for his invention
his wife and children came back to him
and the children claimed that would support him
outsiders may think : oh .....they are so bad.
but that 's extremely difficult to judge.
Although more or less i have same view like others
i know i can't judge like that, too subjective
每個人的耐性有限
叫你等他10年8載
根本percentage ～ 0%
我最高紀錄都是在mtr 等人for an hr
at that moment 我也wonder if I can wait any longer at that moment.
just kept in mind that: she will come
but finally she was still busy and i left.
I didn’t feel angry
等人對我來說不是很難
1hr..2 hrs..3 hrs,still okay to wait outside
or like i wait for fd to be back to hk
1 day 2 days 3 days..even a yr ,2 yrs,i still can wait for.
but say if......several yrs.
i think i can't
I always train myself to be patient,on everything
I hope i can achieve this.
還是少理別人的家事
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yesterday just switched on mobile....
long time no switched on already except for the clock function
i don't use clock although have clock there
in fact a little sound can wake me up
eps i'm sensitive to the sound of ring and clock if not too sleepy
so when i switched on it..
i just like got an electric shock.
cos received 6 mess. in one time.
but ha,it was from Sharon,but there's nth shown in the mess.
so i phoned to sharon
I: wei,sharon?
S: Alice? u call me?
I: yes ar,i received a number of mess from u in mobile. u have things to find me??
S: (a bit shocked) har?...no wor
I: I think u must have press wrong button and sent me mess. without notice ar.
S: oh...maybe i forgot to press the lock key of the mobile
I:then u need to check,becos u'll lose $ if send much.
It is very funny that my phone contact is always appeared at the top of others mobile contact list
haha,so happy,want to laugh(crazy)
so la...really need to remind u that take care of ur mobile
and not to lose $ accidentally
i won't pay back u and don't blame me.haa
說起mobile ,最近我對3G 很有興趣
揸住佢then can see u in live,
I see u ,u see me
GREAT!!!
but i don't know what 3G actually is ..just know can see video ...sth like that.
another new level.wow.excited.
a couple broke up
and the girl had fallen in love with another man
and then got married
so,those man who was left by this girl felt v. upset
one day he met a priest,he asked the priest y his gf left him
the priest replied:
in the last life ,this girl died in nake on a grassland near a river
u, was a man at that time ,discovered a dead body there,ur gf.
and u took off one of ur cloth and put on her body to cover it.
then left ...
another man came ,he saw this dead body with cloth covering on.
he then placed her body in the graveyard ,under the soil. and did everything properly for this dead lady.
this man ur gf's husband in present life.
她是來報恩的
雖然你當時為她蓋上衣服
she then be ur gf for a period of them
但是對她更有恩的就是那位替她安葬好的人
所以最後她嫁了給這男人
算了吧,她跟你已經緣盡
when talking about 輪迴
i really believe in it.
anyway ,i think this story teaches us to do more gd things.
>>August 16, 2004 at 6:02:22 PM GMT+8
2004 年 8 月 13 日 星期五 【酷熱】
Hair traps heat
hot.
if not in air con. environment.
留長髮的人真是好偉大哦
so
dear 長毛哥哥,
if i live in NT east ,i give u a vote!
昨天見到你在TV news 講話
是最正經的一次
你型了
如果你當選,
我送你一把梳和一塊梘
我認為你打扮一下應該可以娶到老婆
olympic so boring ar.........
i won't watch TV
i've no PE talent.
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nth special today
dull
but better than too busy and rush
>>August 19, 2004 at 4:26:56 AM GMT+8
2004 年 8 月 12 日 星期四 【晴】
[師奶]
oh my god,C Lai !
in my mind,
C lai is not a gd word
usually means 醜樣,走樣, and just like a 8 po.
if married woman who has a gd manner
they should be called 太太,女士, and not c lai.
today my mum just back to home from market,
she told me that she saw 3 c lais
哼!名副其實的C lais !
隻隻都是哥斯拉!
追住我媽問我AL 怎樣,chi sin
Mum: arm arm met 3 c lai on street,when they saw me then at once come up to me,asking about u
I: Who c lai
M: u primary 等搭校車o個d
I: crazy,10 世mo 見,講我做咩
M:they know u studied in Holy ma..recently CE result release,think u already F7 AL
I: (heartbeat rate increase,most afraid and hate ppl mention about al and ask my result dim,able to go to U or not) 多事到死,我同佢o地唔係好熟,直頭可以話唔識
M:那又真的唔知點解佢o地o甘記得你..
I:入holy gwa...唔通掛住果d 讀地利亞mei..仲有佢o地成班o野好似mo 個仔女同我係同級小學同學wor.懶親o甘,X c lai's 2 naught sons 當年我做風紀還dick 了them 出來罵,還有Y c lai 's son and older daughter 有口問人,mo 口話自己.考了CE AL 幾廿百次還好意思問我成績?!怎麼你不問問他們是不是還在中學階段?! Z c lai 邊個來ga....don't know. 識我mei?!
o甘8 的C lai ,你下次見到她們即走,如果我入唔到U,mic fish 死你?! so cheap.你話我未AL,佢o地下年一定唔會放過你
M:佢o地還說: xxx(my fd who studied in holy but left after CE) 都是跟你同年F6 la..and one C lai said: but xxx dou left already...(meant she left holy)
I : 真討厭,在背後笑人,xxx 都left already one yr ,still gossip about her.eat feaces la.我第日入唔到U一定俾佢o地唱通街,笑到look 地,佢o地真係好討厭!!!!!!!非常之黑人憎!!!
M:係啊,xxx 一走即刻全部人知道........
I:ar....har.........T_T ,help . 下次見到佢o地記得話我成績好差,唔好再煩我
M:我有講你嘛嘛地...佢o地信先得Ga...佢o地以為Holy then all not bad at least
I:(long sigh)....................
當CE的時候,我已經發覺壓力並不是from family,而是外界,esp. C Lais,8 po,relatives,etc.
they like to gossip,teasing others.
It is one of my pressure during CE exam period
family members will feel sad if u feel sad
but 8 po won't feel sad.
this is what so-called C LAI
雖則我一向有大人緣,d 大人通常都like me,even seniors who i don't know .
但是對於C Lai.
還是避之則吉..................
if my result bad,fish me still okay
fish my mum 你欠打!
當年XXX left 後.......mum & I v. seldom see her and her mum again.
i think they avoid us,really.
其實那是很難說的
讀另一間中學不代表weak.
就算你入到U,成就也不是一定好
人人都知道這個道理wor
但是沒有多少人會去想一想,apply it to encourage fds,juniors...
作為C lai,就是已為人母la
好歹都是長輩
都是如此失敗
C Lai你不要叫我respect 你
save 點
做人真是不可以那麼low level
既然看得見別人有難色
你苦苦追問,
那麼絕,幹啥
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Today Account again,sigh
今天很煩複
搞到全班陀陀擰
confusing equations...
totally over 20 equations.
all are very similiar in their titles.
the first Q made everyone annoyed...haha.
after i've taken account as my major lei
discovered sth interesting:
1. waste time,nearly one hr one question for financial statement and bal. sheet.
2.waste paper,wasted a lot my B5 paper already
3. waste correction tape ,一定要買改錯帶,是帶,不是liquid,唔買你真的會瘋
4.account is a subject of language,hehee,u don't know eng ,u don't know account; u know account,u must know english. So that only ppl who got credit in CE eng sin can take account in school.
5.just like a game putting things on right position then u'll win,BUT, seem never has a girl able to balance items in balance sheet. and I'm one of the representatives.hahaha,is really no one,terrible.挫敗感最重的一科,but if u can balance it when doing hw or sth like that,u feel successful.
i'll just can't control myself in the lesson and shouted :yoy ! yes yes!!(but just once only,i still need to 顧儀態 :P)
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人問: 你幾時揾翻個
Or
sometimes when i'm talking on phone then ppl may wonder if the one in my phone there is a guy or bf: ur bf phone u ar?
really no. I don't have bf really,even male fd.
don't ask me about that kind of question again.
don't use that kind of attitude which shows u are wondering on me.
even it is,none of ur business.
if u like then u find bf urself.
don't be so gossipy
once i'm still being called teenager ,i'm still single.
that means i'll start earliest dou hai 20
I'm still very childish,not suitable to date yet
eps. i don't have any extra energy or ability to deal with ppl,even a normal fd.
I can't stand ppl who are too naive and too weak.This is true.
and don't hope to often have quarrels with bf
A girl,due to her
i suppose i 've learnt patience.
心靜
自然涼
人有我有
too standardize
I won't follow any trends.
>>August 13, 2004 at 4:23:24 PM GMT+8
2004 年 8 月 11 日 星期三 【晴】
[發夢機]
ha,yesterday saw it in newspaper.
v. interesting and it's true.
it is made in Japan and will come to hk soon
in JC or JV shop,forgot.
$2000 each and there are just 100 machines will be transported to hk
so if u are interested in then need to pay attention.
steps:
1. find sth or some ppl u like and take a picture of it,then put onto that device.
2. find a background music for the theme song of ur dream
3.so,when u are going to sleep then switch on that dream machine, it seems have a light on there too, and it'll emit some ...香薰 which can 催眠 u ,make u feel sleepy
then ur dream will come after u've felt asleep! ha.
日本仔果然好勁
but i still wonder how come that dream machine can do such thing.
for e.g. I want to have a bad dream,then i cut a pic of a very disgusting sharp green frog from the magazine and then put on the machine,then record a song from a ghost film and send to that machine.
when i dream i think i can see many frogs chasing me ,hahaa...
but expert warns ppl that dream machines may mislead ppl and make them have illusions
in a more serious case, patients maybe unable to separate dreams and reality wor.
so ,看你的定力夠不夠了
我就不行
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Account lesson was ended earlier.
just went out with a girl
becos she has to 'in un' and '撐table leg' with her bf in kwai fong after an hr.
as not too far from mei foo
那我便陪陪她咯
at first she planed to go to kwai fong with me.
but as i didn't want to see her bad manner bf
so she and I just went to lai king and turn to olympic to spend this hr.
she bought a pen that.... 小玩意la
is that the front part of the pen is for writing 'invisible'words. and the latter part is to scan on the areas which u've written words on ,and then u can see the words appear.
for me i think it's useless.kee.
I:oh ! like those magic pens i had when in Primarch school
She: u buy um buy ar?
I: seem all the pens here are already tried by customers......
she:then i buy ga la
I: i give u my membership card ba,5% off.
s: ok ,thx
I: um......y want to buy it?
S: can write something secret.
I: then u need buy one more la.
S: y
I: u just have one pen,u write words,dou hai u urself check the secret back jar bor,(want to laugh)
or gum la,u give ur latter part of the pen to ur bf, and u write secret and let him check it back,funny.
S:(smile)
I: for what's more funny is that....
after u wrote some words on paper....and give it to ur bf. and then when ur bf want to check it out,he needs to use his latter part of the pen scan whole paper to locate ur words...
i think the ink of his pen will run off much sooner than u...hahaaa!!!(laugh crazily)
u better buy one more.
S: (ignore me),smile.
I: (keep on ha ha)....for e.g. if u give him a large paper,he needs to use it to scan whole paper and finally discover ur words on the corner. 那真是很蠢(laughing)....大整蠱
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fussy hair,so much,hot.
going to cut.
just annoyed about whether i should keep the 劉海 or cut it shorter to make young.
be tidy before lesson starts
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630正在看魯迅--吶喊,邊聽old song----Yumiko's,one of my favourite song some yrs ago
oh my god i really need to 喊,
i heard ppl said some words are difficult to understand
hope i can get his meaning
today morning 本小姐9 10 woke up
那時候我已經發了個dream
saw u can remain stay in ur school
and u run to tell me.
but see u didn't phone me and i was still so sleepy
then continue zZ,but i've switched on mobile already and put it next to my pillow
and dream u again ...similar dream
then heard phone rang in dinning room.
but i was still sleeping,just realise sth ringing in reality
then after some mins,mobile rang
so i heard ur gd news.kee kee..
and chatted on bed
everythings is fine.
so i was just lying till noon.
然後我很8 po地phoned to avis wong
me:wei,winky promote to F6,know it?
avis:wa,yea yea ,she dim ,i nearly forgot.then very gd la :)
me:yea,i dream her twice already at night
dim ji avis said E! i also dream winky wor..and saw her buy uniform
i said: =_= seem no need buy what uniform wor. chi sin.
then just congra..and then talk about the sub u 've taken
and v. soon we stopped our talk.
hahaha..funny
winky ,everyone dream u ba. so jealous :P
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[電話問卷調查]
tonight just received phone call
in fact somehow i was bit afraid to hear that annoying ringing sound.
i picked it up: wei.
a guy there: 你好,we are xxxx co. and we would like to ask u a few question about ppl's attutide towards investment. i would like to know how many family members in ur home are over 20 yrs old.
i just..dont' know how to answer..and told mum: it's 問卷調查
mum: say um duck 閒la
I : 哦
I: wei,唔好意思,我依家um 係好得閒....
guy:ok,goodbye.
真是有點embarrassed..but a bit surprised that he is so 順攤 and stop keep on asking.
whenever ppl phone in .......i always have difficulties in refusing others.
i'm too weak to cut the line.
don't know how to say goodbye.
esp. in the above situation.
in fact i want to help them to finished their survey. cos i know they 正在揾食,want to help help them.
but due to privacy...can't answer them so much.
if they just ask my details i don't mind to tell some which not too private,but for things relevant to my family members or whoever.
not so repect to tell ba...
電話裡頭跟人說byebye 真的好難
類似的電話不要搞我
我想我有些少電話恐懼症
那是......因為某些外在原因
還有記得一個都很搞笑的
that time i was on the way back to home from school when F4
I:wei
guy:we are xxxx.u just need to answer some questions then we'll give u some coupons as an offer.
I:i'm....a bit busy...(just want to cut line),maybe next time......ok..
guy: very quick ga jar....do u like buffet??
I: umm,ma ma la.......(i like bor,but don't like to tell u)
guy:how often do u go for buffet?
I: never(just want to laugh)
guy:(a bit shocked)...really?
I:um. (um duck ga,chi sin)
guy:u don't dine out at night?how often u go out at night?
I:no,ex. seldom. no go out (u seem already out of topic!)(want to cut line,figuring how to say byebye)
guy:are u a student?
I: yes.(out of topic again!)
guy: are u over 18?
I: no (去你的,females' secret)
guy: har?!!(shocked)then nth la,our survey just for ppl over 18,thx for ur help ,byebye
I: =_= no, bye
這一種是死唔斷氣型,比tonight that kind 難搞很多
還要最後來個age discrimination.
hateful.
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做account, 12:40
聽說The Bells 是一對父女singers .
a bit surprised
An old song-----> Stay a while.
未聽過others songs from them
but not plan to search their songs.
this song 是無意中聽到 from a site a yr ago.
如果你準備要發脾氣的話,
聽這類歌可能可以減低破壞力
我以前試過,
呵呵..........
>>August 11, 2004 at 4:50:09 PM GMT+8
2004 年 8 月 9 日 星期一 【酷熱】
Hei:i know i'm always changing
just don't realise it until someone tells me each time.
for those who have pay attention on should be able to discover that.
esp. after each school yr.
I have much time for day dreaming in long vacation.
surely things shown in here will continue to change while my thought is changing.
or i 'll stop all the things here in one day,not sure.
originally i've opened the diary here is due to a fd
but she's left. I 'm not sure if it is meaningless to keep it.
不過這類的寫法
在我F2時候已經開始了
尤其是F3open day後更衡
只是沒有打出來
hee hee...你還是know little
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confused
miracles will just happened in novel
I don't expect it will happen on me.
還是那個樣子
RIse and Fall
還是跟Reebok 投契
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