Copy from somewhere,i feel this is quite interesting:
Phobia﹐ 即係恐懼症咁解。 如果你對某D o野恐懼﹐ 就會﹕
Acrophobia 畏高症 --------i have
Agoraphobia 廣場恐懼症-------not really but sometimes dizzy feeling the centre swirling
Ailurophobia 驚貓 ------no la,i beat them when little
Arachnophobia 驚蜘蛛 ----死開
Astrapophobia 驚行雷閃電-------depends on who around and the day(if in ghost festival)
Aviophobia 驚飛機------don't know,in the past i even enjoy it when in typhoon 8
Hematophobia 驚血--------毛管動
Monophobia 驚孤獨------opposite
Phobophobia 恐懼會有恐懼症-------maybe
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看到討論區discussing about lip balm
so click in cos recently want to buy a new one
yesterday in school chatted with Trista about this while we were doing hw
she said Neutrogena that one is v. gd ga...好潤,但係又唔係油,anyway is gd la,don't know how to describe.
I: have u ever tried Blistex,that blue one which is water. when u put on it ,u can at once feel that water penetrate.
now i 'm using gei mentholatum, ma ma dei,it is jelly like gloss.. hate gloss.in fact i seldom use lip balm
cos don't need to and troublesome. but in recent yrs it's really too dry,even bleed.
大家都真是殘得很快
just by looking the pic in F1
we'll see how fresh we are when just 11,12
like a baby
and then now just like ar sim.
so poor..
the difference is terrible
esp. my look in pic is always different after a short time
always changing
sometimes really feel that the girl in the pic is not me.
my octopus card has my f1 pic printed
when Anita saw it: wa, ur look so 細 in F1
=_= that means u say i'm v. old now jel...
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life is just....
let u know that u are still alive.
don't need to compare with the others.
no need to be upset
make some wishes,give some effort
then that's already enough
whether u have archieved the goal or not
is already not important at all
ppl just never try to imagin those even worser than themselves
so that they always feel upset,hoping somebody to give them a hand
but in the practical world,
if u don't come up and get through it
nobody helps u
knowing the fact that:
1,before u are going to get into troubles,
no one will know and care about it,even ourselves ignore it;
2when u really in the trough,
no one will visit u;
3when u get through it,and tell ppl about it
no one will understand ur past
or may just sigh with u and no more.
only in the 3rd stage. ppl are staying around u
if u want somebody with u
then u need to try ur best to come to the 3rd stage
although among them there maybe no one really understand u
it's already better than avoiding u
this is the fact
oh I trust the belief of practical
if u follow it,
at least u won't lose too much.
and drive u to achieve certain level.
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huh
i've lived in this world for 6811 days
點解lei...
they like tiffany so much lei....
so difficult to find out the reason
those pic u let me see really... :P
next time u bring me there.
let me have a look
ha
如果我膝下有黃金
不止跪啦
趴到地上掃啦
話明古人就真是蠢人
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不知道為何夜晚又很熱
我都已經穿背心了
不是太涼快
可能真是肥不能勝熱
今天上BIO in lab,but teach things on text bk,not experiment
有點耳水不平衡
我脫掉spectacles 提一提神
dim ji 我再想拿起時候
好像被鬼吸掉soul
成個拿不穩跌翻到bench 上
我知道嚇親了Vienna
因為佢不停問我有沒有事
又掃掃my back,ask me if i want to drink H2O
Yannie 都在我睡覺時同樣地很關心的啪啪my back
其實沒有事
只是懶病
本人實在不知所謂
recess took a nap and then continue for 2 more bio lessons again then left school
just feel like nearly fell into asleep,loss feeling in lab for a short while
but the others seemed sleepy too
when they woke up
their look even more 呆
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[滿足]
in these days ,
i feel i should be responsible for my own self's satisfaction
i think i'm a person who can feel happy easily.
like even know about any amazing news...
take an e.g.
in the past someone may feel happy if he can have a book,
maybe actually he wants a gameboy;
but afterall if u have give him a gameboy as present,
he may want a pc........
really....wants are unlimited
but...it seems that wants are unlimited ,
PLUS the wants are becoming bigger and bigger in value.
his happiness is +ve ly related to the satisfied wants
once they are satisfied,he will be happy
the bigger the want satisfied, and he will be happier, relative to the size and value of the wants satisfied.
so,
如果你以往讓他人不斷的滿足你
要再可以讓你happy 的話,
就要再滿足你present and future更大的want
無止境---------
你想快樂就會變得好難
因為你要求高
每天想一些得不到的事物
是很難過
隨住年齡的增長
wants 一定會更大
想控制就會更難
如果你今天發覺你正在被寵壞的話
就要快點自拔了
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yesterday chat with u
actually it was out of my expectation.
i always think what u both do just like what innocent children doing
finally ,i made a conclusion is that i'm the most childish one.
u both have already gone so far
then it should be developed well.
in my mind u must feel i'm too conservative or outdated.
but i never concern so much about what other ppl doing
u like it then u do it.
i just like myself to be conservative,but won't make it on other ppl.
i'm not man
and i'm not ur bf
so i won't care about it.
u just say out sth secret to me
i'll feel u are honest and thankful to u.
u are so calm ar har..kee kee
can inhale and exhale so well
but i've got many questions in mind.
and feel weird for what u said
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from true heart i like black,dark colour
it is even more preferable in recent yrs.
v.elegant.
sometimes evil picture is more attractive that those with only angels ,heavens..etc.
in previous time,fds always say that oh don't use dark colour la
so dark...no gd
but plz let me choose what i like ba.
don't know how to explain..
some pic can give ppl a sense of pure,innocent..graceful..
i like it too ,but not as much feeling as the dark one.
don't know if anyone what i mean
suen ba.
let's change background constantly.
新鮮的東西才是最attractive,regardless of whether dark or light in colour.
我不是不喜歡staying in a group of fd.
也不是喜歡孤僻
but when u are staying with a group of ppl
it is v. easy to 冷落了一兩個身邊的人
I 've lot of this kind of experience
不是很好受
so in order not to hurt any fd u like
i won't stay with a group of fd.
but only one or two
that i can 應付得來
that everyone can happy and enjoy
that makes ppl involved know that they are really involved in.
being alone is not the worst option
the worst is that staying alone in a group
that's really called alone.
it is dervied from the comparison,
while others are sharing
u get nth
that's alone.
有時候是很煩擾的
我都知道是自找無謂
但是我都無辦法控制
今天放學首先Anita 走入來班房:wei,一齊走lor
I was doing news cut:um,你走先la...我想做埋3rd one,有排.
after she 'd gone for 3 mins,
ti ti came, 你走未,不如一齊走
I was still writing: oh,i'm doing news cut....um...i write faster d ba....
then Anita returned: 我都係決定等埋你先走(樣子很堅決,不知她幹嘛)
哦, i wrote faster...wait wait. then she sat on teacher's chair and using pc
finally,Karen packed all her things(always the last one,funny)
由後面走上前,打個眼色,走未?
大家都未吃飯
所以after i finished the 3rd one quickly i left with them
我會怕忽略了任何一個
所以還是獨處好
中秋節快到了
為何不說人月一家親
but 人月兩團圓
因為只有兩個才可以perfect
and produce the greatest happiness
Karen: um i don't know..
anyway ,to have some familiar ppl with me to study must be better.
that is 壯膽
罵人一句都響d
philosophy ?! dull dull dull.
和清談mo mud 分別
like師姑啊.......
but si dan la...u just treat it as cushion
清一式女班
任君選擇
if u don't like A..
索性嫁俾我
I'm AK ,just 多了個K
不過不是18K 那個
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Hei:
怕且勁俾人揪就有份
我無冒犯City U
don't be confused
分分鐘我教育學院都入唔到
你最近o甘閒幹嘛
好幾個月前你還說要四圍風流一番
現在又不是死死地氣回來
清一式女班
上面已經有個
姐姐我算勁offer 優惠給你
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sigh... yesterday ate crab
Dad likes crab so much
that whenever he is there i may eat crab.
but the problem was that yesterday i was rushing for Econ
sigh,just about 7 chapters read over 18
let Mr. CM Wong inch..
haha,nvm la.just hope this time my test can pass.
come back to the topic .
crab so many 'crust' ar..so difficult to eat.
I: no time eat,don't want to eat crab today ar......
D: eat ar! um eat 學人讀mud書
then pass many crab to me....
but of course he open it for me.haha.
i don't like food with so many bones..etc. that cannot be eaten.
so usually when i go to to have meal
i won't choose those with many bones. like chickens wings,fish..
i'll eat them at home
還有那個鋸扒
我最怕
吃到成個裝修工人
渣住拳頭鋸到死唔斷氣
4,5,6,7 成熟,野人食
叫10成熟個waiter個樣又show俾你睇,
wonder u are chi chi dei sin唔識食
ok ,then 8,9 成la,...永遠achieve唔到
都是血
不如我叫杯血來嘆好過
究竟是我不懂得鋸扒技巧
or not enough energy...
today PE.
fittness test,oh god,but luckily no need to run for 9 mins.
there's one seemed call hand grip..
即是用力煉住一個手握的儀器
my right palm just 22.5 kg
left palm was 18.5kg..
result so bad.
Miss Shiu she is so thin dou can grip for 38kg
度高磅重
oh...so strange
我明明
nearly day day ice-cream
見到脂肪滿佈
怎麼磅數下降了3個kilo
如果個磅不是壞的
那麼就要再吃多點choco,chips,ice-cream,candy,biscuit...etc了
真是爽快
Miss.Shiu 送了我0.5 cm height..
本來度了between 156.5-157.
因為我不斷話:高d 高d
so she said: 俾你157 la!
(laughing)
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u should know the cost of being lazy!!!
訓都無得訓簡直自己攞來衰
7個chapters 都夠膽死
下次再o甘樣你就知死!!!
你今次真是不知所謂到出汁
送得飯
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長毛哥
你得勝了......
今天morning 上學碰見fanny
本來rush for econ in mtr
she told me that long hair won..
想不到你是大熱勝出
already lost mood to study
she said :one day long hair taking a banana
吊住田北辰條尾大罵:
你一隻蕉都唔知幾多錢呀,你話親民?!!!
oh god...laughed me to death
well,u even had been a prisoner before,
but u can get into the legislative council
great great great!!!!!
how will u look like when wearing 西裝?
i always think ppl wearing suit looks gd.
but for u i need to add some imagination
or u still want to wear that...某某人俏像t-shirt?!
你真是抵死
當選後即刻又去示威
>>September 13, 2004 at 10:52:56 AM GMT+8
2004 年 9 月 10 日 星期五 【晴】
Karen: haha,nvm la...
ur look not out mic duck lor,
我鍾意靚女
wa,$300 ar?不如同我share 一齊出去吃還好(kee)
firepot....so boring ar.but 稻香seem gd ga wor...
in my mind i just 以為it is the best 茶樓...i don't know
we one yr later?um,tell u ,same faculty then still have fdship,
if not then v. soon we 'll not close la.
i think...one yr later i'm 打雜in some where.
maybe meet ur dad's fd 's HKU son who also 打雜
or not then selling orange on st. or cleaning st..
so i may meet ur brother who dream to sell orange and clean st.
hahaha,u see. i'm in ur network
what u are doing ...um...
maybe u no need study already .
just get married with a rich man ba,好唔好?
Uncle Tommy oppose u ?sigh...nvm la
have ppl oppose is gd la ,don't be upset
my dad he even don't know i'm F.7
if i tell him,maybe he think there are f.8,9,10,not yet U.
he always think i'm P6. the girl who always like to talk on phone.
Me?有你有我 !(暫定)
u should know which U i like ga some yrs ago.
god bless me.
and u(nearly forgot,cos never think u will um dim haha...)
u know i want to take nursing as cushion sub
but..haha
i don't want to see a 四煞with whole body 被劈過
or some 左青龍右白虎threat to 劈me if i treat bad to them
many imagination
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days get cooler.
my hands and legs are gd at sensing the weather change
when hot ,they are cool
when cold they are warm
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Diablo
this game..
much recollection
about 7 yrs ago i was playing it's version I
today my brother brought it from fd that was version II
and me 2 from Tracey when little
i miss the day i enjoy with her
>>September 11, 2004 at 11:22:44 AM GMT+8
2004 年 9 月 9 日 星期四 【晴】
Hei:sigh,bio is really...
but it's still my interest la.
City U has open day wor
i've got leaflet
but
not plan to go
hahaa...
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poly and city U gei leaflet for open day were given to us
plus
the one from 'education學院'
haha,when ti ti come to find me in class
i chatted with her.
she just said this leaflet(education學院) can be torn la
and then city u that one can be use for rough paper to write
poly use 2 sides have things printed,just can look
hahaha,laughed to death
but i want to see see that 3 Us..
not sure...if feel bored then just go to see one of them.
sigh...nurse?!
Alice Kwok is a nurse?!
never think so ......
mum scolded: u study hard d mic no need think nurse lor!!!
always so lazy!!
how come don't study harder
not lazy is not ur daughter la.
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up to F7
feeling v. strange.
the new f.6 look so young and small
or we are too old?!
i think the new f.6 quite gd girls bor..
generally quite polite in my mind.
but some of course quite inch la...
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Autumn comes
She rises with the sunset
She wonders when will this end
The world is full of money, full of money ahh
She goes out unprotected
She doesnt listen to her best friend
Its only for the money, for the money, for the money
She doesnt wanna be respected
Realities her best friend
She needs the extra money, extra money ahh
In the city look down in the households
So many things go unafforded
So many things her eyes have seen, eyes have seen, eyes have seen
Meet me in the hotel lobby
Everybodies looking lonely ahh ahh
Watch me as I walk in slowly
When your eyes meet mine its in the mirrors of the hotel lobby
This is not what she expected
Her hopes they stretch and they bend
They go like paper money, paper money ahh
In the city look down in the households
So many things can be stolen
So if you want a real life story bring the money, bring the money
Meet me in the hotel lobby
Everybodies looking lonely ahh ahh
Watch me as I walk in slowly
When your eyes meet mine its in the mirrors of the hotel lobby
Meet me in the hotel lobby
Everybodies looking lonely ahh ahh
Watch me as I walk in slowly
When your eyes meet mine its in the mirrors of the hotel lobby
Meet me in the hotel lobby
Everybodies looking lonely ahh ahh
Watch me as I walk in slowly
When your eyes meet mine its in the mirrors of the hotel lobby
Meet me in the hotel lobby
Everybodies looking lonely ahh ahh
Catch me coz I think Im falling
Ill be waiting in the mirrors of the hotel lobby
matched.
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1. hikki's becomes ugly in the cover
2. some songs...terrible.
3.but of course some are still v. gd.
haha,it's my comments.
>>September 10, 2004 at 11:05:32 AM GMT+8
2004 年 9 月 7 日 星期二 【晴】
Karen: this background...nearly half yr already
u are too outdated
laugh
song..don't know i don't have cut cut ha.
no,i didn't say ur dream is too unrealistic
i dont' mean that.
i feel gd,so i'll support u
and v. important thing is that ...it is not a dream
cos it will come true later for u.
I think everyone want to do that
walking around there..
freely,
no worries.
and don't need to consider so much
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BIO lessons finished
直踩4lessons,terrible
but luckily no need do experiment in laboratory,just use text bk this time.
if not need 5 lessons,the last one for washing tools
so i came out ,wanted to find Mrs.Ma to hand in my composition..
sigh 500 words in 50 mins?! help
i just wrote about 350 in first 2 lessons
some others just wrote 2xx words..so i'm in average rate la this time
then in bio lesson,as we have rest during lessons,
i finish writing it up to 486
no pt la...just can blow water finally
i stood outside the lab,in the corridor of 5th floor
that means outside the staff room also la.
a small girl.standing somewhere near me.
suddenly touched me said: 姐姐,叫老師這個摯點gum ?點樣叫到老師出來?
I: 哦,你想揾邊個?我幫你按
She: Miss Shiu ,my class teacher
I: oic...(then walked to press the button : miss shiu,please),in fact
it is very simple ga jar,just press this button ,and speak to the mic there and called out the teacher name will be okay,remember to say "PLEASE" at last. haha.
this girl must be F.1 student....looked v. nervous...
standing still,真是陰公
after i taught her.
then i stood aside to proof read my composition,and wait mrs. ma.
some mins later she find me again: 師姐,你知不知道平時上堂果D英文ga?
I:huh?怎麼了?
S:我聽唔明
I: Announcement 果d?
S:唔係ar...上堂時先生講英文..我聽唔明
I: eng lesson ar? 哦,i remember when i was little i just said: can i speak in cantonese? then 中文繼續
S: no ar...is history lesson ,i don't understand my teacher 's word
I :唔使驚la,我細果eng 超jar. always don't know what it means,finally send to eng 輔導班 in F.2. don't be worried. It's v. normal..later u'll adapt to it( I saw she is already 眼有淚光,so poor)
I:唔好擔心啦,我都是這樣大,過多排就會好d ....
S: (silent)...
then Miss. Shiu come...and 'dick' her away..
i think she need to meet her class teacher to have a talk..on that problem
看見佢,我是很有衝動想安慰下佢
成個樣喊樣gum...sigh..long sigh.
she made me remember myself when i was in F.1
a v. harsh yr.
announcement...teacher..question...text bk..
all have problems,difficulties.but no one helped me
v. nervous for everything in school.
but i didn't cry...just felt full of pressure.
I get through it myself.
so when i was promoted to F3...
all problems were solved.
in fact i want to help her.
but 我也是愛莫能助,cos 我現在都自身難保,hee.
if i'm free i'll teach her.
my only advise is WAIT & TOLERATE la...
聽聽下真是會習慣
no one believe,but it's my true experience.
her look is so impressive in my mind.
i understand how depressed she is.....
imagining how i looked in that period
i think i should take a mirror
and see how i look in difficulties.........
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Some ppl feel strange that how come i can easily get annoyed on some minor things.
but not serious thing.
the reason is v. simple
for serious thing,there is no time for u to have so much emotions already....
while minor things....show lot.
小事才最能反映一些重要的現象
or like somebody's personality.
the things underneath make us angry
but not the thing itself.
ha...just a rectangular paper..
shows how weak I am.
yea,hikki's song released.
just listened
later go to buy it.
>>September 8, 2004 at 8:39:39 AM GMT+8
2004 年 9 月 5 日 星期日 【晴】
um,soon will have hand over for different clubs and societies.
hope the new f.6 can do better than us ba.
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dealing with hateful hw.
he又走音了
the poland students...laughed..
that i couldn't tolerate .....
in fact i've tolerated for 2 times...just coughed seriously
but at the last time,
he read' fatigue' ...the 'tigue'走得太利害...
我又坐在1 place
首當其衝啊...救命
今次狂cough 都沒有用
becos i heard many ppl laugh.
so i cough cough 下都笑埋..
but within 3 sec i stopped myself and cough 多兩下就頂到了
真是很辛苦
其實真是很尷尬
鄧佢可憐
in fact he asked what will happened if our heat beat rate just keep pumping continuously
i murmured fatigue.
another girl also said fatigue
he said,correct, it's fatigue..走音here.
oh god..
早知i said tired or exhaust la..........
cos when i know he is going to say fatigue
i was already quite worried
最後真是出事
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how many time left..
i'm v. afraid of times up
but at the same time........
i'm waiting for the day come.
always contradicted
everything will change after 1 more yr.
wait & see.
>>September 17, 2004 at 8:07:27 AM GMT+8
2004 年 9 月 4 日 星期六 【晴】
headache
it's true
there is really nth to fall back on.
non-living matters are sometimes more preferrable than anythings with lives.
I'll remember what u did today
u won't be forgiven.
i don't understand ,y
in the hell i can't find u there.
u aren't dead.
then where are u
do u know how evils treat me here
u won't be forgiven too.
18 surely doesn't mean adult.
we are just children.
who set this rule?!
nonsense government,ha.
>>September 5, 2004 at 8:21:17 AM GMT+8
2004 年 9 月 3 日 星期五 【晴】
Terrible
so many kids died
foreigners 實在很贱格
學校都搞
又要人脫衣又盛
搞到小朋友要喝urine
簡直不知所謂
普京我支持你
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今天煲粥
king 了over an hr...nearly 2
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sigh .............long sigh
2 days ago miss chan said:
this yr our school broke the record
that....11 girls couldn't get a degree course
oh my god.
over the past yrs..it had been just about 6 girls in average.
how about the coming yr?
everyone feel nervous.
我信你有一天可以做到
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[變態]
以前聽到很多為情自殺
但近期流行為情殺伴侶,but not themselves.so selfish.
拍拖其實可以是一件很危險的事
最怕拖正一個會發癲的人
那麼真是怕拖了
Amen.
有否想過自己會變態
大致上
我們可以check check ourselves.
1.u'll just cannot forgot someone,always imagining.
2.u'll get to know someone's information,habit...concern someone's everything related
3.u'll phone someone repeatedly without speaking....becos u want to listen someone's voice.
4.u'll go to find someone or ever follow someone to home.
5.u'll not give up and set someone free.
if u get 3 pts from the above.
u are regarded as 'terrorist'
好自為之
以後任誰敢做這些事
就是跟我絕交
無情講
別以為我不知道你是誰
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today went downstairs.
just wanted to buy some rubber ring ...扎辮的,for school
becos the current one dropped to somewhere.
but actually i want to buy some new too.
also bought one which is blue,this blue is called Alice blue,
haha ,a gd name,i like this colour now
cos it has my name.
and this colour becomes mine now
介於淡藍和灰藍之間的顏色
just lighter than the bear on right hand side
and bought a black one,this for school
then saw another one feel special ,also bought it but this one not gd when i put on,regret.
but suen ba,all are cheap.cos just elastic rings.
sometimes bought a v. beautiful shiny 夾
i'll put on head,feel gd
but everytime before i go out.
i put it off.......
cos feel exaggerated,but actually it really not exaggerated
so ...these kinds of accessories accumulated.
maybe i just like to collect shiny things...
not really want to put on hair,
like that butterfly clip...
v. beautiful and shiny..
but i just clip it on jacket in winter
it seems put on there even better than on my head
Copy from somewhere,i feel this is quite interesting:
Karen: 今天SCMP 1st page 有
Karen: um i don't know..
http://www.schsa