2005 年 8 月 4 日 星期四 【清涼】

我確實是有個這麼打算

delete sth no longer suitable for me
next week then
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Don't know y.
my left eye just feel painful when wake up.
seem swollen

滴了一滴安寧
但是我一點都不安寧

最近聽說用眼藥水不好
無法啦
甚麼剛剛不好時,
我就碰正需要它
一d 差o既野就係晒我身上

你說黑不黑?

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oh,很感謝你啊 :)
遲一些探望你好嗎

請你邀請我

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颱風你在那兒
冬天快點來

這兩年我都好珍惜冬天的

因為我怕global warming effect will destroy winter.

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真是笑話

nth to say
then should end it

continue to say ..
that means all the following stuff are all rubbish
goodnight!

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so many lies.
I know it anyway.

don't need to challenge me for that.
the more u say, the more silly u are in my mind
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當聽到一個mother
break all limbs of a baby boy,
ankle 90degree bent.
and hurt his eyes..

blind..phy. handicapped...
...............
....
這不是全面殘廢嗎?
when think of only one main pt : that kid is v.healthy when born
我忍不住說了一句很俗的粗口


Baby,I'm not sure if u have memories when so small
你會不會記得你媽媽這樣做

不記得的話....
如果你痛完後,
又再這個人笑起來,innocently.

那就是世界上超可憐的事情


so,最緊要是--要長大!
大人有自主權
懂得自己保護自己


假如我見到這個瘋婦做這些事
我想我真的會打這個婆娘
至少也會扯掉她半邊頭的頭髮
反正我最近很不爽
最好有些什麼讓我伸張正義,維持世界和平!
有錢唔出錢, 有力狂出力!
人神共憤之,宰也!
(所以不要得罪我,kee kee)

Hooohoooo..........

>>August 4, 2005 at 7:20:19 PM GMT+8

2005 年 8 月 3 日 星期三 【晴】

at night

昨夜喝得太多vita soy.
不停去廁所
睡覺...去廁所......again and again.
最後差不多天亮才睡

so today my black eye circles are even bigger
really bad. next time won't drink so much.

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Then I can know ur intention.

never be serious. I'm not interested in.

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[Fresh & New]

Do u like fresh food?
Do u like new food?

no one will say 'I don't'


Do u like 'fresh' fd?
Do u like new fd?

some ppl will say 'i don't'


Do u like 'fresh' girl/boy?
Do u like new girl/boy?

Does anyone dare say ' I don't '?


I think i can just say: I'll try my very best.

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今天有人走了
希望再來
goodluck and take care

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甚麼都別說 我真的不想懂
終於明白 該放手

>>August 3, 2005 at 6:12:06 PM GMT+8

2005 年 8 月 2 日 星期二 【酷熱】

Today is fine.
no angry no happy.
a quiet day

and this is what i want

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真是奇怪
titi 問我的東西
...我找不到?!

還是根本我沒有買過

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Karen: 你一定是知道我的stomach too big so u give me such a GD suggestion~
not horrible ma...怎會呢.
不過我以前以為這個是24,5歲玩意
so if u know there has younger o靚妹 there! remember 擧報給我!!
等我都去看個甚麼光景!
Mei Foo has PHYSICAL only. Which better?

gym 最怕是什麼?
最怕是去到求其玩其中一種machine,而不知道那是甚麼作用,e.g. pat pat 健美器
那麼我可能只坐在它上以為是Tum Tum 轉玩.
然後那些所謂"教練"的物體,龐然大物走過來懶熱心再大大聲當眾說:
哎唷,你個pat gum 大,唔好玩呢個啦. 哥哥教你玩呢個收肚腩器....
我會憎到佢死 .\_/.

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今天我收到隻水晶髮夾
只是一粒1cm diameter 的 pink 水晶
當然不是特別漂亮(因為不是本人精心挑選)

不過閃閃下
都頗樂

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現在的機動遊戲很不安全

真是不多敢去玩
太激了
上了去
一旦扣上了腰帶
便不能後悔吵著下來了

in fact, 我最鍾意是纜車
hahahaaaa...............
非常鍾意
but this is not a game.
just on the top and move slowly.

go to ocean park. I enjoy this most.
then 超動感電影
last time i said to tweety...好正!!! Let's try once more??!!

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多了人結婚
多了人離婚
多了人再婚


以上三種婚姻
有甚麼感覺?


我記得以前答CLC 一條問題
about whether marriage still has its place or not in society.

I answer it has, firmly
that was the only questino i got full mark.
很經典啊

希望人類可以從一而終.
沒有這個信念的就請不要結婚.
不要再製造麻煩了.
搞那麼多事出來...
只會有更多社會問題
真是好自私.

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Is this background pretty?
really gd..

oh. if i can float in the space at a short moment just before i die.
to see how mavellous the world is.
that's so gd.

第十個恆星被發現了
Great.
可能其實還有100個恆星 circling around the Sun.
一定有這個可能

then astrology 怎算命?
所以算命有很多未知之素
其實是因為我們有太多的都不知道.

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甚麼都別說 我不想懂
至少我還擁有 美麗的夢

>>August 3, 2005 at 11:16:52 AM GMT+8

2005 年 8 月 2 日 星期二 【酷熱】

1-5
but today already no feeling of anger
just changed to saddness.

so it's a gd news.
becos angry uses up more energy

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don't know y
today's 6th sense quite gd

before i type ,already think that Internet Explorer will hang.
after i typed a long long one,IE suddenly hang.
just before i clicked saved
so all the things gone,nvm ba.
don't know is it so black luck again or not.

but this time i have 呢個心理準備
so, i don't feel angry again

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Today also v. disappointed
but no method la.

this i also have 心理準備


我需要的是心理準備
這個就很足夠了
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have one song.

usually whenever i was in bad mood
i'll just replay particular or just one song for many many times
then i'll feel v. calm.

It is so good.
So, I consider to be a choir again ...
if it has such chance in future


actually i feel that is sth only waste ur time.
and i really don't want waste future time on that
but it seems not.
no bad memories there.


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If u do think me in this way,
then go ahead

u can relate anything practical to me
I don't mind.
cos actually i'm not too far from what u think ba, I suppose

no method.
it is funny.
whenever u are Just in the trough for Only several days.
ppl suddenly all disappeared.
ha

becos people are only at around the peak
so I have only one thing to do.

to get achieved to the peak asap.
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I'm finding a reliable person who are worthy trust.

that's generally what i want to say for today.



P.S. 那些似乎很微不足道的話,別以為我是生氣時候胡亂說

>>August 2, 2005 at 7:12:51 PM GMT+8

2005 年 8 月 1 日 星期一 【酷熱】

1,2,3,4.
plz stop!

剛剛bath.
and then ate an orange.
不夠一會兒就胃痛了
大概是bath use hot water
then at once put a cold cold orange into stomach.
我現在捽緊my stomach.
更甚的是...
我的肚好大.......=_=
所以不要學我這樣吃了

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今天幫人拿預約了的書
6pm去到圖書館
仍然好熱啊........hateful.

然後一會兒
我身旁有個男人
沒有看他的臉
只是知道一個男人
blue shirt,西褲,with a bag.
經過我這邊
所以我讓開一些給他通過.

然後就恐怖了
接著再我遠一點的是一位伯伯
都頗高大肥壯
在看書

我好像見到這個要走過的人撞上了伯伯
但是他在寧靜的library 竟然大大聲罵伯伯
好像被踩痛了腳
說: 做mud 撞我?!!!!
非常的大聲

然後伯伯否認
之後伯伯想走,便想行出來.
怎料這個人不讓他走
還說:你仲行過黎?!!!你仲行過黎?!
伯伯說:我要出去嘛..
這個人之後跟伯伯發生激烈的罵戰
似乎準備fight 過
我只是在他們很近的地方jar.....
為何如此陰公.....................
我由細到大都覺得library 是斯文人場所嘛
至少本來我大大步在街上行路
入到library 突然三吋金蓮
就知道圖書館的威力了!

之後好多人望,看看發生甚麼事
而我就在他們的罵戰聲中
偷偷摸摸的閃出來了
嚇死

我最驚的是: 走避不及,罵戰之中有人一拳向我打過來

最近我很焚
之後我一定會把整個圖書館拆掉!
老的活埋!!!
嫩的生煎!!!!!


對老人家如此不敬
撞到了別人,不是應該看下他有沒有事
就算被撞到了,一個男人,高高大大,gum 小氣

你說:孝義何在?

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[你又不是我]

今晚
我非常之後悔我說了一些真實的說話
想說出來很久了
起碼這算是訴苦吧?
確實是不吐不快!!!
怎料找錯對象說話.
更加焚!怎麼香港癡了那條線?no typhoon?why?
真是怎麼這樣黑的??????????????????????????????
whywhywhywhy whywhywhywhy??????????
WHY??


人確實需要虛假一點
要不然一定會自討沒趣


還是這一句:
同是天涯淪落人,相逢何必曾相識
其他的都不必考慮
AK 很少這樣文雅吧?
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my god.
那個orange 還在stomach 裡面酸
如同汪明荃在我胃裡唱了一首走音歌一樣
我個胃要攣了

我只是吃了半個jar
這是又是好彩還是不好彩呀?

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好心一點的
行不行?

:) 我忍
我忍
我忍忍忍

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>>August 1, 2005 at 6:28:35 PM GMT+8

2005 年 7 月 30 日 星期六 【酷熱】

1,2,3
這三天很焚

that means i was quite angry in almost time.
非常不暢快
然後夜晚就下個雨爽一點

becos so angry.
I swore " If XXXXXXX,Then I'm not Alice Kwok!!"
after finished
then rain.
想起來有點邪&驚
but anyway.
Already done.


你真是好命...

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我都習慣了這樣

別的像風一樣
只有她比較固定

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I've given up .
no way,goodbye.

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哎喲
今天發現
我懷疑自己.........有思覺失調

哈哈,anyone dare talk to me now?
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我覺得現在的青少年真的好利害啊
很會賺錢
自問沒有他們50%本事

但是他們都很會花錢
幸好未至於像他們

再過多幾個月我就會脫離Teenager this identity lu.
so bad.

趁現在還勉強可以
我應該要把最低B的東西放在身上
例如塑膠手錶,cartoon bag.
將來到了24,5後你想再懶cutie...
別人看到只會:這個人真嘔心哦.............
你說對不對?

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finally know how to describe this kind of person

just like 那些所謂大慈善家
對
他們是慈善的

在街上的一個場合
他們穿的好好的
戴金戴銀
說是為了甚麼poor children in third world...etc..東東的
記者拍照時候
就把手上的大鈔票懸吊在籌款箱的頂頂上
務必人人見到,拍照得到

但是好明顯地
隔離有一個乞丐
他們總會彈開10 呎遠
但視線必定不會離開乞丐
因為他們害怕乞丐會突然走過來扯他們漂亮的衣服
使他們出醜

如此在意這個乞丐
卻從沒想過給予施捨


在一個簡短的發表演說裡面
他們說:噢,這些小孩子是多麼可憐,他們面對的困境令我多麼憂慮
..........@#@UQ@#(
還要一副濟世為懷的模樣


而同一時間
那位乞丐還是不停地上下搖動一個...可能是別人刷牙用舊了的紅色塑膠杯


一副濟世為懷的模樣
他們究竟想關心甚麼?

然後,誰最慘


人就是這樣了
很多也是
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>>July 31, 2005 at 6:42:03 PM GMT+8

2005 年 7 月 29 日 星期五 【晴】

人比人
比死人

太多比較
太多歧視

才有太多仇恨
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That is a joke.

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>>July 31, 2005 at 8:58:13 AM GMT+8

2005 年 7 月 28 日 星期四 【乍寒還暖】

Karen:
你可以喝多點豆奶
:)
我想起藥丸,haha


對我來說,
當指甲長過我的手指肉時
我就開始在意了
尤其是,想起指甲刮在沒有牆紙的牆上
全身毛管動動動..........!!!!
好難頂

見人彩繒好靚
所以要玩我都只會買假甲

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噢,身體好像好了
真快!

明天便有"鋼之"
等到頸都長
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真是...............如此的黑黑黑黑黑黑仔
whywhywhy???????!!!??

突然好想買mark six.
我不敢去imagin what numbers i'll choose
becos if i didn't buy it.
and then these numbers appear on TV.
i'll go to kitchen and use knief to end my life.

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don't know what will happen in the coming 3 days.
sigh
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我試了Angel Mak 711那隻木瓜奶
even in supermarket that one also gd
好香口+潤
but i think too much sugar?


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熱到死
其實熱都還可以撐
焗先難頂
真怕asthma 復發

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其實我鍾意Bosco!
哈哈哈
he is funny!
現在要看野蠻奶奶了

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頭髮今天束起來
覺得長了很多
Late August cut it.

我想留劉海
只差少少便可掃後
爽!

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不會再這樣了
因為還有我

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Dearest Health & Happiness,
How are u. I'm so sorry.everytime when i'm going to leave u,fortune comes.
I feel so sorry for that.
plz excuse me.


when i was innocent, I choose u without thinking.
但是我覺得我選得非常正確
真有福啊
比著現在,我真的未必會這樣選
所以提醒了我don't be crazy.

So I hope I'll be with u both forever.

>>July 29, 2005 at 5:44:36 PM GMT+8

2005 年 7 月 27 日 星期三 【晴】

最近無病無痛
但是覺得身體不很好
總之就不很好,don't know what's wrong..
sigh

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看過很多電視
開心賓館&
野蠻奶奶幾好

反而仁心仁術悶
遲早和壹號皇庭一樣收場
常常做到d professionals 很偉大
覺得很嘔心

或者無國界那個比較好
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the days seem going slowly.
still not yet August.
how come so slow

but the season changes fast.
mid autumn is coming.
just the weather don't let u feel it comes.
September 有人開學了
在那裡就不知道
以甚麼身分都不知道: F.7?Uni?
或是有人要投身工作?
都不知道
then how come so fast

really contradicted

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Fiona 的公仔 Fileee
幾可愛
最近才推出
是小克的手筆
我都幾鍾意小克畫的畫



這樣一看好像不是那麼cute
but 我從newspaper 看見它們(女的,one long hair,one short hair)
就很不錯

somedays ago suddenly want to draw picture!!!
quite surprised that i have such mood.
我素描也不差的,heehee
but no such mood now.

I want to draw pictures becos suddenly afraid i'll forget them in one day.

我的記憶也算是很不錯了
很多年前的東西和情景還記得
所以想畫起來
以前沒有dc.
有 film cam.
但是通常在你腦海中最有印象的畫面,
都很不幸地沒有用到甚麼capture 下來
我這樣說對吧?

很多時候
讓你最懷念的
是不會再相簿裡面找到

但是畫下來
意義在那裡
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I understand u
trust me and dont be worried.


男人總是這樣
來來去去都是那幾個藉口
究竟是cheap 到爛,
還是爛到cheap,
是那類
還是一個謎

就好像在堆田區的垃圾
cheap 的東西,
例如爛紙巾一張

even 是多高貴的東西
在堆田區裡面
最後都會變成"爛到cheap"

又爛又cheap 就成了這類人的標誌
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[下次選擇別只看包裝
看埋過期日子]

記得上home economics lessons.
怎樣都不明白why it is called "home" plus " economics"
和'家政'點都無法扯上關係
原來home 搭上 economics 果然是對的

上home economices
唯一還記得的東西是:
放在雪柜架上的東西
在越後的位置
越遲過期

最近才終於明白 home economics these words.
原來家政都很符合經濟效益!

東西未必是最快到手最好
花多一點時間找
再來多一次吧
這次記得要往後找哦
then I can sure that u'll got sth which can last longer......

:)

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真喪
It would be so grateful and mavellous if it can be shared.

waitwaitwait
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>>July 29, 2005 at 5:45:52 PM GMT+8

2005 年 7 月 25 日 星期一 【晴】

Karen: oh,so 可憐.
我之前不是send 了一個關於指甲保養的msg to u mei?
becos i know u keep long nail.
u didn't see it?
but that was over a week ago.
真是邪.一說即崩
If u didn't receive it.
then i post it here:

指甲斷裂

指甲容易斷裂往往也是不當減肥的副作用，若蛋白質攝取不足很容易就發生這種問題，甚至腳跟容易破皮、皮膚如鱗狀、掉頭髮等等。

要注意的事：

◆指甲修剪後，要以同方向修整光滑，由指甲邊緣銼向中央，不要來回銼甲。

◆睡前可用護手霜或凡士林滋潤一下手指。

◆接觸清潔劑要帶手套。

◆要注意攝取足夠的蛋白質，喝牛奶、吃低脂起士、鮪魚罐頭都很好。

不過可能沒有甚麼用
好!謝謝!
其實我是打算13/8後出去
最近通常都是在樓下買下野吃
just walk walk.
sometimes went out with mum.
又有小丸子了
相信那裡沒有這樣經典的東西吃吧,heee.

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>>July 27, 2005 at 8:57:02 AM GMT+8