2005 年 9 月 7 日 星期三 【晴】

quote 2 main pts, feel quite gd:
懊悔錯失　不如珍惜機會

　　如果丈夫懂得及早珍惜這段感情，當初不會去搞婚外情，到鬧翻了才覺得自己的太太好。如果妻子珍惜這段感情，當丈夫要求重拾舊歡，就會及時把握這修好的機會，而不是等到丈夫跳樓明志後，才懊悔內疚，共赴黃泉。

　　可惜，夫婦倆因為種種原因，也許包括外在的誘惑和內在的矜持，最後未能妥善處理彼此的珍貴感情關係，選擇了錯誤的解脫。


自毀生命 是對父母絕情

　　這對殉情的教師，不但不懂互相珍惜，待失去對方才懊悔莫及，又選擇了令自己父母親人悲痛莫名的方式，結束自己的生命。也許他們對另一半很長情，但是自殺之舉，對生養自己的父母又是多麼絕情﹗對自己學生，又立下了多麼壞和不負責任的榜樣﹗


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1外在的誘惑和2內在的矜持
are very very terrible

then should ppl still remain their own 矜持?
and is it easy to do so..?

actually the teacher's wife love him v. much.
so that she died after him.
before this man died,he must never think of his wife would follow him

He is really a troublemaker.

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back on fri.
i'll take some pic here,maybe

>>September 8, 2005 at 2:57:13 PM GMT+8

2005 年 9 月 4 日 星期日 【晴】

Karen: Then come to me here...
反正我不null 都唔恨 living in hall
also v. near to u.
:)

here has many different ball courts.
任你玩
落樓下即是

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today got the new timetable.
so my time in hall and at home change again.
My expected plan in hall should be:

Mon, Wed and Thur will be in hall overnight.
Fri back to home.
Tue may back to home. should be. but i can change at anytime.

actually I Tue-Fri need to have lessons in early morning.
so if winter. I may stay in hall for 4 days. not sure. just see if I can get up so early in cold days.................
but...八仙嶺會否更加凍?

today had some 'autumn feeling' ...
cooler here.

I feel dizzy today
type to here.
goodnight

>>September 5, 2005 at 4:07:46 PM GMT+8

2005 年 9 月 4 日 星期日 【晴】

Today feel a bit dizzy.
Really tired.
becos ...do u know why?
Nowadays have u ever heard that use cloth to clean the floor ....
sqaure feet by square feet????????!!!!!
I have to bend down my legs and then just roll on floor to clean it.

So tired!

why not allow to use 地拖?
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esp. today is my turn to clean home.
=_=.bad
I think I really v. seldom doing housework.
too bad.
i hate it
i really dont like it. becos my hand is painful

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later sin continue type.
these days not feel v. well
when i become strong then type more la

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>>September 4, 2005 at 5:37:58 PM GMT+8

2005 年 9 月 2 日 星期五 【晴】

Hei: 似乎ur interest is on 背心熱褲..........
不如順便試下100 rolls of tissues

這裡自動送上門的人何其多!
怪不得u said happy.
我是你我也蛤皮
作為一個小人
你這樣說就適合不過了.

講真,住hall 得過悶字
見不到roommate 就爽
二人房你霸晒
得閒lock 間房門
狂跳roommate 's bed.
it's a kind of joy
isn't it a gd idea?

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today i had a gd news.
is that my BEd(Primary) English was approved to change to BEd(Languages) English.

actually I needed to wrote 500 engish words
and then they need to check my result
my interview result
my extra-curricular activities performance(that's poor)
and my $50 fee =_=

at the beginning someone rang me and said it is extrememly difficult to change a Programme.
becos this is a Programme.
but finally it did.
so, it's nice to hear it.
becos i've asked some senior here that this programme can say to be the best already in here........


and so. i need to change for a new timetable next week and need to take a new picture for my ID card again.
and everything
everything everything everything...................
it seems that the path i have it's a bit like a U-shape curve.
walk more to achieve same thing. tiring.
do u feel that it's a wastage of time?
I do.

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Got cold today. not feeling well.

>>September 2, 2005 at 6:58:39 PM GMT+8

2005 年 9 月 1 日 星期四 【晴】

[宿舍風雲]

I like 李克勤 sing that song.
v. clear for what he sing.
no need read lyrics even.

when in hall there
我覺得氣氛不是很好
and not v. healthy.

my 'housemate'
she just know a guy for not more than 2 weeks.
then already bring to her room and locked inside...for a period of time...on wed
......
it's quite terrible.
and she wear 背心,熱褲

and then when i finished my lesson i come back
she then come out to see who.
and then lock the guy in room.

I just pretend nth and go back to my room
actually i always stay room since i move in.

這是avis 以前常說的: 外表斯文,內裡open.

and when I go to 露台 watching the view and see others playing tennis in the tennis court downstair.
(i also want to play)
then she sent the guy out of the house.
actually i dont know she's sending out the guy.
just gum arm i feel outside so hot and return to house hear she close door.
so i go back to my room and wash face(yes. also wash in room,hahaaa)

就算甚麼東西都沒有發生
one girl one guy lock in a room.
in ancient time. already no 名節 la
awful.

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still wed
at 3 pm
I finishall all thing and ready to have lunch

then after lunch still have 15 mins
and I slept.
...then sleep to 4:35.
run downstair to do sth as i 'm the house representitive

then i need to move 100 rolls of tissues to room.
50 rubbish plastic bags...
iron
mail box key
BB 叫水'煲'
booklets of intruction for all electrical appliance

and i can just pull 50 rolls to house.
the others is the guy take it
a girl take plastic bags.

some girls there are quite bad.
call some stupid guys and then call them 做苦工
that guy is not our housemate
but he was ordered to take my another 50 rolls.
really poor.
that bitch still call me to give my 50 rolls to him.
I refuse becos I think he is quite poor already.

I think gentleman is different from stupid guy.
boys should really think clearly what means gentleman
and what means stupid.
becos i saw he was ordered to take all the things from wellcome supermarket for dinner.
and then order to help cook
and then pay for part of these food
and then be a slave for our house.

but he is not the boyfd of that bitch.
becos she is quite ugly(haha)

gentleman or stupid
really need to think clear.
being a gentleman will be attractive to girls
being a fool...will only be tease by girls.

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My throat is painful.
that's probably becos of season change

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making ppl angry is much more easier to make someone happy.

if everynight before u sleep u are angry.
then u will have a bad mood tmr.
if everynight before u sleep u are happy
then u will have feel happy tmr lor.

although it actually just angry for a short period of time, it feel like u've been angry for 2 days!
isn't it interesting?

so, a happy end at night is gd
goodnight

>>September 1, 2005 at 6:03:58 PM GMT+8

2005 年 8 月 30 日 星期二 【晴】

hei: oh. how come u also stay in hall.
for what?

for me, ur place just make me think of delicious food only
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tmr back to home
probably arrived at dinner time.

wait for long

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out of control

u cannot avoid disappointment.
becos it has happened before.
and it's true, from what it is expected, it happen again
and know that will happen again

I see it
and nobody can see that i'm seeing

Promise worth zero in nowadays
ppl have no credit at all.


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If u looks like li ka yan
probably u don't need to study and work
It's true
It's unfair

no method.

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today actually i should have had a dinner with a girl . or the other one girl.
but both of them need to have dinner with boyfriends.
so no method la. i don't really mind that becos not familiar to these new fds.
bf is sky. or even bigger,haha. same as what CLC text book describe.

so i just went to 711 and bought food and use microwave to heat it at home.
sat on sofa,watching tv.silly programme.
and then saw pinki back
she sat with me and chat

on the screen we saw Lam 曉峰
then pinki said that he and his wife were both scolded as dog male female in the past.
long ago Lam had a gf.
but she was burnt in a fire accident.
and then esp. the face was seriously burnt.
at that moment. Lam promise that he would look after her and love her for the rest of her life.

but finally he married a pretty girl
and now even has a son

that is Promise.
Don't make it if u Wonder u'll break it.

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I saw a cute thing.v. cute. when i saw it i think of winky.
as she favour this.
I saw an awful thing too. a promise was broken.

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oh. have to sleep
sleepy.
goodnight

tmr is elective: introduction to management.
I wish to be specialized in counselling.

just chat and see how poor kids' lives are in the world......it's quite nice.
u'll know to cherish everything around u.
so if u got sth u feel v. gd,
then never let it go.
becos there are still many ppl will surelycompete for it.


don't always be proud of anything.
in here, some guys are quite proud of themselves.
a little of them even did sth v. disgusting and childish in my mind.terrible.
U'll also feel they are mad when u hear it.
i really don't know what they are proud of.

goodnight
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>>August 30, 2005 at 5:39:40 PM GMT+8

2005 年 8 月 28 日 星期日 【晴】

Karen: I'm now in hall ar.
um. but i'll go back to home from Wed to Sun(afternoon).
so u can find me from Mon to Wed(before noon) if u are free.

here my mobile connection not gd ar..
just my hall is like that.
other halls A-C no this problem
I'm v. angry.
so I'll change the mobile network soon,though i have a person telephone in the room
but that's not convenient.
wait me!>>>
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today first lesson.
ok la.
but.
i want to say.
there's a handsome guy.
he is a foreigner from aust.
SUPER SUN SHINE lor...when he open the door.

but
foreigner is not my cup of tea, I only prefer chinese.=_=
I know avis and vivien would be mad with him
so. come on
巴结下我
我介绍给你

in the class. those ppl's english is quite well.
oh my god....................out of my expectation.
they can speak quite fluently ar...

also that 2 exchange students from china.
i think they must be v. hardworking.

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In here.
my role is a bit different . quite new .
as new fd think that I'm independent, have some leadership and maybe a bit cool.
they said this to me.
really opp. to my old fd 's feeling


I think probably becos they 'hup' me lor..
see i'm only one person come in.
and 0m费都想屈我
苦工又想推给我做
go die la.
no way.

呢d 人
你o吾cool d d.
真是最后lost 那x�0N是自己
我每天都记住：一定要企硬！
但是有时候有些~M笨事很难推的

u know.
that bitch 竟然曾0r想过要屈我出0m费 X 2 lor
u save la.

u know u know.
last time i inch d
then the next day she 180degree change her attitude wor.

and last time i scold her at the back with other ppl.
but shocked me she seemed there.
maybe listen what i said la. so change attitude.

don't know it's gd or not.
but anyway.
don't give me bad things to do


only this bitch is bad.
other quite nice
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maybe near8仙岭/ 吐露港 la.
always have breeze.
quite cool

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I next week bring dc.
then take some pictures of my room ba.
my room is v. simple and tidy.
it doesnt look like other's room
has many many many dolls and colourful decoration.
becos i feel that ...mic 盏lor黎搬....

I also want a big doll.

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开始适应new bed.

I want to join squash.
反正it's free and have coach downstair in sport centre
but lesson is on mon and thur. i'm at home on thur.
so didn't join finally

but i'm going to join some activities later.
before it is ....actually close to a MUST,for a teacher.


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>>August 29, 2005 at 5:26:32 PM GMT+8

2005 年 8 月 26 日 星期五 【乍寒還暖】

A mysterious dream in the past
indoor basketball court


25/8 night.......it becomes a real scene ...
i was shocked.

I hope I remember it wrongly
as it's long time ago .

but that night. I stand that
A v. strong feeling come back
and I 're-see' the dream scene in my brain
that means the dream come again in mind.

seem match with the real place I'm standing!
terrible
I never think I have any dream that is a predictable!

but not sure. long time ago
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>>August 29, 2005 at 4:46:20 PM GMT+8

2005 年 8 月 23 日 星期二 【晴】

there's a bitch

v. bad taste woman
always pretend to be the room representative

so black luck

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so now. just come out walk walk
and go to pc room surfing web.

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tmr need 730 wake up
really bad.

but i 'm quite sure i can't sleep . as the bed is new and not v. comfortable to me.

also.
there's spider.
although there's a girl who study sec PE who is brave and will catch for roommate,
at night when i sleep,i may see insects probably.
so really not want to sleep.

dont' know if anything climb on me when sleeping.

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I'm now a bit regret to live in this hall as there are many responsibilities.

much more than halls A to C.

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ppl there are quite different.

some are rude.
some are inch(up till now only one)

one is quite funny. look like lousie and the characters too!~

some are talkative
some are funny
some are quiet
some are nice.

and I'm a bit bored.
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hope I can discover some ways to 治her!!!

>>August 23, 2005 at 5:45:32 PM GMT+8

2005 年 8 月 22 日 星期一 【晴】

well.
看到電視片那些富豪被敗家仔氣得握住個心口劇痛

我也試過
不過我不是富豪

大概不應該有孩子
我已經預計到我heart stroke 那種痛苦至休克的感覺

因為我試過minor 的感覺
真是只可以唯有握住個心等痛完
if u've treid then u'll know it's really painful.

心臟是靠左的
左邊痛那麼你就要小心心臟

不過有人看過c lai 節目
說這些痛反而代表不容易有心臟病

so,do u believe this?

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我做了一件錯事
我預知的事情
我竟然沒有阻止
I'm really so angry about myself.
到現在我仍然覺得很不開心

有時候.
說是預知這麼神奇
不如說是了解
我了解到結果的情形

痛哭了整晚. that was angry to cry.

其實我也很不喜歡說哭這回事
cry is not gd.
更何況,I'm even more ugly when crying
有些人,喊都喊得靚過人
我就像豬頭炳
你說,sometimes it's really not fair.


但是我發覺我的右眼角已經出緊皺紋
這很老
所以我才想說.....
很想說........
誰有SKII 眼部精華素???????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

快脆送給我
不要等我生日了
就中秋吧


我明天還要入camp at night,sigh.
死人lump 樓的話
留言to mobile.
or sms
or by email.

I'll check outside my flat at lunch or dinner or rest.
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I lost her heart
completely.

the body for me is no use.

there's really no more from now on.
luckily I'm used to be oneself.


fdship is like that.

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我想我現在喜歡craig david more than usher lu.
the album < the story goes >
I like it.

and his voice is sexy.
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今天碰見一位朋友 auntie
in supermarket
quite happy to see her.
差不多5,6年沒有碰見
確實是:這麼近,那麼遠
she asked me if i'm on diet.
well,really first time to hear ppl ask that.
我細個時候是比較圓
她這樣問也不出奇


其實我一直覺得她可以做得更好
一定可以

或許只是她不願意....

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我的床
......sigh

之前聽過很多大學都有宿舍風化事情發生
我想到我的床........
if......

then i'll be v. unhappy.
不過我已經用了plastic cloth to wrap it
再cover 床單
我要和這張床完全隔絕!

my room dou quite pretty gei.
but have a mirror..long and big.
會見鬼
風水學上是很不好
我要攞野搞搞 it.
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比較

有比較
有競爭
別人說那可能是良性的競爭
那你何時真的見過那是良性的?


所以
就索性讓我無法比較
我不喜歡比較.
傷和氣的事情已經沒完沒了
再加上這種無聊的事
就好像你媽媽是否女人一樣

就當我甚麼都沒有吧
距離太遠就不會有人跟你比較
like 李嘉欣和我

如果說林志玲和李嘉欣
那就是比較要開始了
難道這是良性嗎
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bear: should I bring u to my new room.
really want to know what's ur thought.

>>August 22, 2005 at 6:53:59 PM GMT+8