早上到Yau Ma Tei.
真是很eat poo
可能在mtr too crowded and 我沒心裝載
突然好像聽到Yau Ma Tei.
看看玻璃窗...這個灰色是不是Yau Ma Tei?好像是.....
但是我沒有意欲出去.可能覺得不是Yau Ma Tei
then i heard next station is Jordon.
I thought....oh it is Jordon now, Next should be Yau Ma Tei.
then arrive Jordon.
and I still inside the car.
then I heard next station is Tsim Sha Tsui............
so eat poo. I notice I've traveled 2 stations more.
late
這次是一個很失敗的經驗
這次世貿
just feel grateful to HK police
only this time i don't look down on police.
自67暴動以來
this is another riot in HK.
也是我第一次出世以來的riot
so, it is really lucky.
I feel i 'm living in peace.
Sometimes i would think about why i 'm born in hk but not mainland, Israel, Iraq...etc
becos we all blessed
:)
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The magic of crystal only happens under light.
I love it
今天例牌返工
其實today feel gd.
morning 8xx woke up in cold days then get there at 9
till lunch time back home, So headache.
want to sleep a while
but not much time left already.
took a lunch.
brush my teeth becos i still haven't brushed it
then change comfortable trousers then sleep just not more than TEN mins
then i wake up and continue.
So So headache.
in the afternoon so sleepy. yawned many times..even going to fell asleep
whenever my head is going to nod actomatically.........then i can suddenly see a pic of a bed in a dim room---then suddenly a light blue pillow ZOOM large. 個角度正正好是告訴我:是時候放你的頭上去了!
就像人死的時候起死回生的時候看見最想見到的人/物
我想見到床呀....我個頭差點立即掉下來
going on the several hrs... So So So headache.
becos the kids come and go, come and go
in and out , in and out
old and new , old and new
2-3yawning
4..hope the time run faster
5 hope 6pm come
挨到6pm..happy 7 would come soon
7happy happy time.
7:10 left
wa then i 出來之後行一步後腦頂一下痛
幸好i think just around 幾十步就arrrive home already.
i didn't want to have dinner and want to go sleep
but mum always dont like i don't take the dinner then sleep
so i must finishit first before sleep
then i eat fast and sleep
from 8-11xx
when wake up.
feel 靚 jor,kaka
可惜keep 不久又沒有了
becos i go to bath at 40degree again
after that then luck皮again.
um...=_=痕痕地
don't know y.
when ppl can 熟睡
就可以靚d.
so if u want to be pretty then u need to find a method to make urself sleep...long and deep.
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after bath i can't sleep
if i go to sleep i must sweat
so need to come out and cool down
so i just online and do nth
just listen songs and surfing web
will sleep again soon
睡完之後就沒有headache.
so gd. that 's why i feel prettier.
心情幾好,
後來就別提,
看到d白癡低智o野
激到心口都陣痛了一陣
送了張mini card 俾返個mui mui
oh she's so happy
of course la.
i have put on so many stickers in such a small cards.
是時候入點貨了
我真是很多年都沒有再點買過stickers
e 家就好像其他girls 一樣
有錢都花在3fu鞋mud
我記得自己最高峰買單一張貼紙都只是25,6蚊
果陣也很肉痛,因為成個餐都可以買到
e家我見到的sticker可以去到28,30蚊
太過分了
有個canadian stickers.
box set,inside over thoudsand of stickers
so terrrible
so beautiful
haha
I want to buy. but near a hundred,seem
白白痴痴gum
但是我又想要wor! -_-
不過我是買不到的
becos HK here can't find
will call ppl help buy, if i know such a person.
I only know someone in USA,but not Can.
oh when she left she gave me a candy. so funny
so i ate it after work ka.
peach flavour
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不過,
明天Sat會有快樂的事發生
becos 有靚野出現
我一個,你一個,她一個
看看還有沒有人要一個
我就整多個翻o黎 :O
totally become expansive
afterall need to start look at my hw guidelines
so fan.
星期天特備節目
then Mon to Thur do hw
慢慢do.
23 hand in and have lunch with professor
天寒地凍
又唔係特別好吃,
staff canteen d 中國菜
其中一樣我都識整la,希望靚仔鬼佬don't call that dish
話明是canteen
就真是canteen 的水準.
我真係無mud 興趣去
if not gum arm hand in hw need to go to school dou 費事去
我ling願自己煮個doll noodle在家吃
that day 本來need to work
but becos of this group meeting
so lunch with them and will absent for the work next fri.
(moved up from 12/12)
last Fri.
i got a christmas card from my student!!
my first Xmas card from STUDENT!!
so surprised and glad to received.
我說"喔,多謝妳啊,我下次送翻張俾你"
不過我一定要記得buy card
becos 我終於發現如果你對他們說過一句話,他們都聽得很清楚的
so never forget the promises.
她是很有心思的
雖然只是利用一張 price tag white card to draw.
不過真是看到很用心的
用了一些tiny閃片
have star,heart,bear,
in the colours of blue red green yellow.
and wrote
Happy new year
and Marry Christmas
she originally wrote merry christmas
but she crossed out the word!
and changed to Marry.
oh..
anyway it was v. happy ga
becos i never thought she would give me a card so early.
esp. she just meets me about 4 times.
she is my student.
我真是看到她的心意
所以和其他人給我的是很不同(=_= if anybody, my fd dare use price tag card draw me a christmas card i'll kill u up and hang on the shelf of meat shop! I want Super Xmas present !!kaka)
不過我身邊的另外兩位missi 似乎有點不喜歡
they are yr 2 girls. Have been working here for over a yr.
so, if just i have. they won't like it
所以說得罪人這東西並非是你可以控制的對嗎?
sigh
suddenly it made me thought of Gigi Leung's words, she said one day her fan wrote her a card to marry him. but he wrote merry me! ....
=_=
so gigi said he even wrote the wrong word, how can she marry him.
yes.
so, if u need to write sth v. important
u really need to have a double check
if not it is really ridiculous.
and I would also look down on this kind of man.
ho, that's all, Goodnight!
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[失敗的人生]
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[退散記憶]
我已經買了Mcdonald 那兩隻公仔
one is snoopy another is the boy
I like the boy. It's cute.
Snoopy normal only.
but if u don't buy the snoopy,
feel like lack of sth.
that's why main character is always so important
What so shocked to me is that
I saw a girl, she's from holy. quite sure.
but i cannot remember her name, that make me headache becos i always able to remember at least sth of the ppl i know.
but i really don't have any idea.
she is now working in mcdonald.
she cannot remember me when i'm buying things
I feel so shocked. I hope she's just a part time worker,but seem not
I never have ppl i know working that.. i mean career for whole life.
如果在那種環境做一世,你會甘心嗎?
I wish she's not.
今天回到學校電腦centre.
搞點東西準備交功課
對面聽到有把女聲似乎quite angry becos she's scolding somebody on the phone
yea, she feel so angry
and i feel her voice so familiar to me
i stood up, and had a glimpse at her.
i saw her becos she's also standing opp. to me scolding.
I looked at her face. even had glasses. I can't recognize if it is May.
terrible
I feel myself so terrible.
lost all my memories.
我在想似乎是我從來沒有認真過,清清楚楚地望著一個人才會發生這種事情
待了好久
幾乎hw 都遲交(會死的)
我伸手wave once in front of her face.
I just: 唔該...
luckily she recognized me. turn to happy face from her angry face.
'啊!係你呀,揾過你好幾次' that's what she said to me.
then chat a while.
It finally proved I recognize other ppl by their voices.
So dont make me deaf,otherwise i'll forget all ppl.
May is a yr 2 girl.quite pretty, takes visual art.
不過脾氣好像跟我差不多...
我跟她是很偶遇之下認識becos one day i waited for bus and don't know which
bus so ask her. but she didn't know it either.
then we start our conversation. v. smooth,surprisingly.
and found that we are neighbour in hall.
and we exchange our tel number in the bus stop
the bus stop make me exchange my tel number twice already.
she said she even found me several times by trying to press the bell of my house(hall)
to asked the bitches if i were there.
so i think the bitches must hate me more.
I haven't been to hall for 3 weeks already.
感覺真好
just becos of her action.
that's the right feeling i need
that make me think if we can be a gd fds.
某方面我是極度霸道的人
I only need a fd who just have me.
no more than one.
if not that's impossible to be best fd.
becos my loyalty have values, ppl have to sacrifice sth to exchange for it.
quite fair.
that's my v. personal definition.
之前i live in hall
one day she called me to have dinner at her home(hall)
she cooked 米粉 for me.
sometimes call me to come to her room to sit a while and chat ,but i didn't visit her becos i need to do hw at night
or she even call me sleep with her...but i dont like sleeping with others becos i afraid i'll kick ppl at night.
Ok. If u want to get that from me
動動你的腦筋去討好我吧
I feel like never happy before in this xyz year
我開心了你便有益處
dear fd,聖誕佳節,我比較實際,紅色的物體裡面有金色的物體,你識做la.
haha, all the time it is mutual becos u should know i angry u won't feel happy too.
HAHA
walked in festival walk.
becos i met Angel and return back the disc to her.
then she went to have her exam
and i walk in there a while.
go to Mango.
I like the bags there.
I mean those leather bag
everytime when i take it up.
I finally put it down
it is becos.......they are really too old for me. they style not suit me.
I can only imagine a woman ...wearing like a bitch.
but i really love them.
How fast will I be a 24,5 yrs old lady?
Will it be too odd if i really go to buy that small leather bag?
quite cool
eLing:
sigh...in fact i over a yr haven't been there....
i even forgot it is 1 or 2 yr
later i'll use the quota.
I really afraid they will expire!!!
busy for hw.
exam finished lu,just 2
but in fact in here hw just like exam.
becos it counts marks like exam.
I still have one project
23/12 deadline.
then really holiday.
then we can go out!!
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早早起來
for this eat poo hw.
還可以吧
不過字數不足
有d擔心
有rubbish 的感覺
終於都過去了
我是樂觀的人
心裡遇到困難總是會跟自己說會pass gei.(過去的意思,不是合格,當然也要合格,if not i'll die)
那就是船到橋頭自然直..
雖然今次好險
就像跳樓沒有死一樣險
降り続いた長い雨が上がる
I have waited longtime... yeah
苛立ちを隠して
今日も鈍い頭痛のように響く
Noisy sound
out of my head phone
almost hw done.
I have waited longtime... yeah
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很感謝Angel 的幫忙
if not I think I would have much troubles on my projects
很久沒有見面了
第一次見番面就要她在city幫忙
真是很不好意思
所以I bought a small box of chocolate crackers
就當是 little Xmas present ba.
無見一排
Angel 越來越靚了
可能生活愉快 :)
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fifth times
not yet known
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lack of sth
but I can't make it myself
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[人生的遺憾]
我還未到20歲
但是我也有一人生的遺憾
遺憾可以有past, present and future.
每種都有產物:
past 的遺憾會有後悔的傷痛和" If..."的imagination
present的遺憾是力不從心/無能為力的無助感
future 的遺憾是害怕和擔心
別跟我提起人生的遺憾這些字
因為我那個已經過去了
而遠望去也看到接踵而來的遺憾
留下的產物就像是堆田區裡的積物
集體發臭
所以在未曾處理好底層的渣滓別提遺憾
我討厭聞到臭味
我要聘請xyz to clear the field.
that 2 students, both stupid
the girl get pregnant then go to committed suicide.
the boy pretend to be a v. Great person and die with her.
我在想既然成績這樣優異
如果他們的婚前性行為延遲發生在他們的大學時代
那麼他們至少一定不會自殺
時間的配合
是要靠自己的意志
忍一時其實已經可以海闊天空
我下個Sem 的extra-curricular act. 一定要爭取Sex education!
這個Sem too busy..busy for silly things, busy for many things i don't get used to.
but after one sem,it seems better
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這個星期將會有一個私人約會
a farewell.
I dont like saying goodbye.
>>December 13, 2005 at 6:05:18 PM GMT+8
2005 年 12 月 11 日 星期日 【乍雨乍晴】
偶爾忙碌,忙到瘋了便是發脾氣
忙得很沒有意義
很少的忙碌讓我覺得有意義
in my memories,there's only one experience
i love it so much. such kind of busy.
busy for ur own interest.
常處身在這種生活中的人不禁輕輕嘆息
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電話
這個R先生又來電
我以為他已經知難而退
我不接他的電話
心裡其實覺得很衰
所以我後悔給他電話
以後要醒目一點
有興趣做朋友才給電話
becos i even have no interest to make fd with him.
我討厭懶醒目的人
然後就是美容院的來電
sigh........很久以前的quota
我還未用完
還有好幾個
i think, if elaine knows this.
don't know she will be surprised or shocked.
其實美容院的treatment 究竟有沒有成效呢
對我來說還是一個謎
不過介紹給我的這間美容院實在是不錯
隔了2,3年還phone me to remind me to come.
又不會promote 我or逼我buy things.
到我真正work 的時候我就會定期去
現在我只是超級得閒先去
始終我覺得做facial 呢樣o野是適合返工人士
我那種只是part time worker, full time student only :P
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one project
9am -7pm........
10000,5 ppl group project
each of us 2000 jel..................
esp we did the draft the day before already
why used up so so so so sooooooo much time........
why this girl .....so sosooooo...inefficient........
y......I'm in this group.
I like ppl 爽快一點
becos another project i did i only talk to ppl 3 times only, never come out and meet.
the outcome is fine.
so why
never work with such kind of girl again. i won't.
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this xmas 我打算返工only
人未到
不會玩很多住
好彩!我這個sem 唯一選擇的extra curricular act.
就是校園危機workshop
v. useful.
i like it.
sigh.
but before 31/12 need to hand in 1000 words to get a cert.
>>December 8, 2005 at 4:43:56 PM GMT+8
2005 年 12 月 6 日 星期二 【乍雨乍晴】
今天做好了我的個人第一篇學術論文
好好好好好silly....................................................................................
becos the topic i choose is about inner beauty or outer beauty which is more important
選擇這種topic無非都是討好那位Filippino professor..........
正經的topic like bird flu,someone do this topic. she said this topic is boring!
那麼我就知道她是hoho 的人了,hoho
她喜歡mic 做lor
費事低分
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today 我要發脾氣了!!
this 700 words paper so silly ,so time consuming
I used about 2 hrs for editing
then...............TWO HRS for CITATION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I was so so so angry.
I nearly lost my temper becos I was v. dizzy when facing the monitor for a long time
the APA format 樣樣要跟足
少個Full stop 都唔得,打d 符號我眼都flower blooming
好煩好討厭!!!!!!
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冬天來了
已經luck皮
face,nose,lips.
個嘴才是重災區
爆拆就像剛剛有個炸彈在我的嘴上
炸到......
血加皮
有時我加了點水
黏黏的又很disgusting.
Vaseline lip balm
good
好香,是我喜歡的Jasmine 味
雖然它說是Aloe vera.
但是我還是覺得聞上去像Jasmine.
今天好像好翻lu
2 months ago 我已經想買
不過那時候自己還有2,3支.=_=
我沒有用
因為我懶
幾潤又好抵
i just put much on it before sleep when it bleeds
我在想我是不是老化了
所以我爆嘴
以前我不會有這個問題.
所以也不太需要用lip balm.
>>December 8, 2005 at 4:22:53 PM GMT+8
2005 年 12 月 5 日 星期一 【乍雨乍晴】
crazy
back to school sin know it was just 9 degrees.
i really dont' know
重感冒
今晚趕功課
oh,she also said red helmet Chicken Little is the best one
Chicken Little is cute.
>>December 6, 2005 at 1:19:58 PM GMT+8
2005 年 12 月 4 日 星期日 【寒冷】
今天1st exam.
finished.
so far so gd
but headache
becos study late.
actually there's not much to learn in only one semster...
becos of this. as i saw the pile of notes..are not much.
so i study slowly...slowly.......v. slow.
so ......just sleep not much
and the next day study+read the remaining pages on schoolbus
時間剛剛好
不從不容(對我來說已經是了)
去個廁所
慢慢行到lecture hall
坐好考試
很好,relax,calm
最重要是沒有那種考試緊張到想vomit 的極度難受感覺
回家,我要買snack
走到711 buy,nth to buy.
but I suddenly saw Chicken Little!!!!四眼雞丁!!!
it is v. cute
我今天真是好運
我很少扭蛋的
因為見到Chicken Little
所以暢了4個$5餅想扭它出來
不過我1st time扭就是2nd best 雞丁,it has a red helmet ga.
那麼我便算了
不再追1st best 雞丁,因為其他都quite ugly.
一共有8個,只有2個cute
so i dare not 抽again
my best said my 雞丁 look best
but i want the first one too ma.
我有個雞丁file
是因為這個file 上面的雞丁is cute
so i like Disney Chicken Little
haha
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ready for the exam tmr
phonology
媽的那個台灣professor 是很不濟的
只是他比較有問題
even his pronounciation has problem.
我唔知點讀
hope tmr i won't fail.
good luck
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sigh..after these exams still have 2 big projects in the same week
i haven't touched it yet ....Gee..........
haha,Gee 是那個恐怖鬼佬professor 發抆睜時候所發出的低哮
Gee...........
haha,he's really so white chi.
我還是第一次聽到這麼有趣的咆哮
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Park n shop has jelly bean wor
that' jelly bean ar........quite famous.
many flavour
but u can't choose it.
too bad.
quite expansive
some yrs ago i saw it in Tai Koo and Tsuen Wan.
a bubble gum flavour is funny. in pink colour,the bean.
quite gd taste
i like orange, grape, bubble gum,lemon.......etc.
no strawberry plz
i never eat red (strawberry) candies. I hate it.
supermarkets all playing christmas songs...
it is like that: O christmas tree, O christmas tree,The candles shine out brightly!
but don't know y
this yr i don't have the xmas feeling.
so strange.
maybe the cold weather comes too late.
so don't have a sense the festival is coming.
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今天有位女同學跟我說: 我一直留意了你很久
我死,上次我覺得自己做得太出位...我到現在還很後悔
上次夜晚8pm had a special lesson.
Video conferencing with Southern Geogia University students
因為種種black luck
我被選中做開波說話那位
represent the class to say TWO mins script
現在人人都識我
但是我只是認識少數的同學
當我問她你叫甚麼名字我也覺得很尷尬
總之我到現在還很後悔當日我說得太多
太出位
我死
sigh, need to study now.
but i really want to sleep
>>December 5, 2005 at 9:20:36 AM GMT+8
2005 年 12 月 2 日 星期五 【晴】
他打了兩次電話來
不過我正在返工沒有聽
但我也不想回覆他
很懶
很多電話我其實都唔覆的
except urgent things...or I have nth to do.
否則很多朋友都試過有Alice Kwok 不回覆的經驗
衰衰地.
但是如果你說我中了頭獎,
我會覆的.
Mon and Tue exam
Wed HW deadline
Thur another HW done and take it to canteen discuss & edit ,then handin on Fri (deadline)
13/12 deadline.
last one 23/12 deadline.
eat poo.
so many
so busy
eat poo
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幾天前...
in the mtr,
in prince edward.
heard a ..around 30-year-old woman talking on phone.
she just standing next to me.
the single dialog from the woman:
"你係邊?"
"你同緊邊個一齊?"
"我唔信,你好蠱惑gei 你!"
"睇VCD?你會有gum 乖睇VCD?mei VCD? 你好蠱惑gei 你!.."
"邊個做主角?故事講mud?"
....突然,
"OR! 你死,你話你睇VCD,我聽到你拉廁所聲!"
"我明明聽到你拉廁所聲!"
"我唔會再信你!"
"我唔聽!"
"你夜晚唔洗返工mei?gum 仲唔訓?!"
"我唔知你,我唔聽!"
too bad
深夜
今天1st exam.
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