[新年新願望嗎?!]
Happy New Year for Two Thousands and Six.
新的一年你有沒有新的願望?
這種問題都常常會有人問我
我竟然答不出
I said I don't know...
可能我有太多願望
又或者我知道所有願望都無可能實現所以我沒有願望
又或者個個願望都一樣的重要,變成不知道應該首先說那個出來好
又或者我失去了目標和信念,so i cannot figure out anything.
我覺得有清晰目標和信念的人才會有明確的wish, isn't it?
but anyway, if i don't have wishes
I can wish all the other ppl enjoy their lives....as if this melody's playing, called 人生的旋轉木馬 (The Merry-go-round of Life), the theme song of Howl's moving castle, that
full of fun, excitement and happiness.
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[一級電影的魔力]
都是繼續租一級電影,
我超過70% 看的電影都是Level One.
其實任何電影都不夠cartoon 那樣精采
充滿imagination,characters can be pretty or lovely,場景又magnificent
確實美好.
就像現在我看comic 看到凌晨3am 都可以就知道我是多沉迷
因為我一看就不像放手...till the story end.
之後返學我就必須停手.
comics 無益
不過就好像snacks....
我記得我第一套自己擁有的comic 是美少女戰士Sailormoon
當時覺得成套好貴
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well, it will be so nice if my bedroom would look like this.
看到那張照片我差點哭出來
收到那些forward email
利用滑鼠中間那個推按的杆...
out of control it scrolls down too quickly.............................
a large pic of a baby shown on the screen.
too real
a bit scary
too shocked
over 60% of its face burnt
and its whole body is severely burnt
I just saw the baby head.
I found the right side of his face.....how come there's a hole...
--------one of its ear is cut, the outer ear.....only a hole left.
never seen such a small innocent thing make me so shocked
those scars.........是燒到皮開肉綻而結疤
像幾何圖....一個一個在臉上.....
全身也不用說了
email title 是forward to one person then its parents will receive 30cents
I delete it after read it
no method,那是我對forward email/ msg 一貫的作風
太多spam 會傷害internet world.
比起我那些monsuito scars,pk on stair scars.......
So sorry to the little thing
so sorry to myself.
好好珍惜你還擁有.
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>>December 29, 2005 at 7:05:15 PM GMT+8
2005 年 12 月 28 日 星期三 【颳風】
snowy canopy.
beautiful but it's so weak.
Under strong sun light,
water runs down
then only bare branch trees left.
ppl invent cosmetics just aim to have a snowy effect
add sth
cover sth;
u got sth
and u lose sth
最近發的夢都幾刺激..
竟然已經在夢中完過了站立式過山車
還要倒轉180degree.
我只是發夢自己super 緊緊hold住左右各一條黑膠
其實我不是想玩的,是我本來take escalator,踏步它變成過山車
效果不比harry potter 特技差
so i said it's so so so excited.
夢中我到地了便蹲下來,cos feel dizzy.
林文龍和郭可盈問我有沒有事
我話無事
然後他們去吃快餐
sigh...我想我看"本草藥王"太多了.......
my dreams are really quite funny
but so bad that dreams are not transferable.
ppl cannot try the experience i have.
still have quite a number of strange dreams...
i think that the more tv programmes i watch then my dreams become more creative.
but anyway. 我真的試過了那種站立式過山車
如take escalator 一樣速度,慢慢的
...幾恐怖
so 下次o米搞我
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the next day i dream with her to go for a swim
it was terrible at night
but i forgot to bring my swimming spectacles
climb up to a place where it was an old district.
seemed dangerous.
but still move on.
so strange.
all the time it was so strange but isn't harmful.
probably i guess those frequent dreaming are due to my 3 blankets
when heavy things are on ur body when zZ
pressure on ur heart
then u'll have strange or bad dreams more easily.
goodnight
>>December 25, 2005 at 6:28:38 PM GMT+8
2005 年 12 月 23 日 星期五 【乍雨乍晴】
Merry Christmas ..........Eve
I forgot to say the last word.
not yet not yet.
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薛凱琪 's new album "ME"
我已經聽過了
隻隻都幾好聽
她是唱公主,小妹妹,仙子去找幸福,充滿希望,或會遇到挫折那種格調
我覺得都幾fresh
quite gd.
不過上次我聽到她的其中一首歌喘氣,仔細聽很是恐怖
this time seems no more.
看看測字遊戲
玩測小人
玩完之後心裡有不安
因為有個不好的預感
以前我玩是不會have such feeling.
我所chose 的字內容是: 小人,female,會幹一點事.........
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我想殺死她
GRACE!!!!......I want to kill this girl
真是非常angry.
I have one bad record in library now, becos of her.
I'm really so angry.
這本書是我用來做一份7/12 deadline 的project
然後她見到我用此書
她說:我也要這本書,你儘快借給我
我想了想.....心裡對她感覺不好.
我說我after handin my project then give u ....
she then replied : 你唔好玩我wor,記得俾我
wa 當時我真是有點生氣,我想我說過的o野幾時會欠你
我又從來無負過你
又同你唔熟,
功課都抄我我已經唔同你計了.
she really gone crazy.
she said such thing becos another Alice said lend her one book, but finally that Alice didn't lend her.
(probably Alice also think this girl has problem)
sigh.
IE problem
scolded many things even gone
but i would never type out the same thing once more. it is silly to type sth not happy again and again
if the angry limit is 100
it was out of 100 already long ago
just like outside the earth it still has the space..........................................
I can only say
I AM SO BLACK LUCK!
I think my black luck call me SHUT UP!
>>December 24, 2005 at 6:51:15 PM GMT+8
2005 年 12 月 22 日 星期四 【乍雨乍晴】
2ling2: um,其實我看過她的篇章不多
not more than 10.
我也不記得1st time read her thing is from where.
好似F.6時候返學那些都市日報
初頭看她just 以為她是剛死的人
pic 次次都black and white so terrible
最近又見翻her article in TVB magazine.
不過我也沒有特別追佢每期的篇章
很多時候覺得看下topic 覺得arm feeling 先看
至憎看書
我想她一定是很等錢洗所以先周度寫o野!
無所謂,你地鍾意,I'm at home
won't back to hall at the moment.
不過karen 那邊過來好像比較遠
要不要去尖東就翻佢?
but TST..........那裡都 逼人=_=
tmr電聯吧.
but tmr is christmas eve.
hee hee. if 你佳人有約,
better u phone me after u 've done them all ba.
see u :)
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Mango: thx,
想起你那些圖案便覺得很好笑
becos 我從來也不會draw 那些圖案
or even forward it.
merry christmas la.
功課做完了
after lunch with professor then back to home already 3pm
回到家裡立即bath
then sleep till dinner time
昨天做到nearly 4am.
morning get up ,spent 1 hr more.
1000 words in English,
我慢慢做
好慢好慢做.....
四四正正地做
開始覺得越少字數的功課
認為這是容易的事
自己便更想做得好
當然做完之後,我認為還是ma ma tei.
becos reference too little, example too little.
不過我覺得已經很過得去了
我最討厭別人只會人身攻擊
10個有9個是這套.
有失風度之餘, too cheap.
這種人太失敗
如果不是有這種人在世上
怎會有pork chop 的美名出現
口太賤確實失禮
今天lunch
我們這group跟personal tutor 一起 eat dim sum.
這個鬼佬實在是很靚仔,silvery shiny hair and blue pupils
he is the head of Eng department.
很瀟灑,跟他溝通會覺得他說話很淡定,不從不容
PLUS!
風度翩翩, just v. 紳士feel.
可惜foreigner is not my cup of tea and his 2 sons are same age with us.
他不斷替我們添茶,開門,(我話唔知道where should hand in my work, then he連功課都幫我交埋,ho)
我地吃得不很多becos already take breakfast before coming.
埋單$172 for 4.
最煞食還要說thx for coming here to share this tutorial lunch with me X2
oh my god! oh my god!! Extinct creature!!!
of course we thank him X3
他應該是British.
only british would have such manner.
today's lunch
normal.....v. normal.
其實他是professor,真的無須請我們食飯
應該是我們學生去請他eat.
sigh,現在的世界就是the status of teacher is lower than student.
I found that only the tea 香片好飲
飲了好幾杯
他又不停fill up my cup.
so...tonight i cannot sleep.
opps! i mean due to the tea.
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it's my design
it's so lovely
今年12月特別奇怪
竟然覺得沒有Xmas 的感覺
don't know why.
but i know it's not good :(
it seems lack of sth.
but i don't know.
is it a beautiful dressing
or a party
or celebration
or christmas songs
I want it come back but dont know how to.
if i lose it then it would be more boring.
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oh. it seems today even colder.
i have 3 blankets at night. haha
>>December 23, 2005 at 7:15:25 PM GMT+8
2005 年 12 月 21 日 星期三 【乍雨乍晴】
食家ling: 你話事,我無所謂.
你介紹得也不會差得去邊
Why not introduce me some dishes from the Cow which is on the Car but drinking Water!
haha.
記得試過有一次Xmas 就站在MK鬧市中hold住一大包rubbish eating.
有煎釀三寶,章魚丸,餃子,另一手hold飲料..etc.
像沒有家教的人在街上混
人人經過也會望望我們幹甚麼
是jealous?是look down on us?
我心裡只有 '吹mei' 的愉悅感覺.
celebrating Xmas in this way was special.
excitement and happiness come from new experience
但求有新意
但求試一次
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冬至到了
想儲錢
for the immersion programme in Yr3
of course save as much as I can.
好幾萬
現在save 也差不多時候了.
但是總覺得錢一到手就俾我fing 掉
不是買給祂他,就是買給她它
我常常在想究竟幾時輪到自己
年復年,日復日, 節日浪接浪
時間一到,心裡總覺得欠了別人甚麼
便成就了一大張清單
想利用part time 儲錢是無可能的
所以Sem 2 finish I plan to find a PRE-summer job.
今年summer財運不俗
希望會好像今年summer 一樣ba,拜託!
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別怪我孤寒
越來越喜歡講錢是因為我發覺賺錢不容易
我喜歡光明正大的跟人講錢數錢
記得一個talk, talking about financial matters.
講者說:
一名正式教師,assume primary teacher the lowest have $12000,
時薪大約是$6x
我坐在演講廳心裡即時想吐: 陰公..
那麼中學教師around $80 ba.
不如我呢世替人補習算了
然後他繼續說
for example u want to watch one film.
then u need to work around 2/3 hr;
...many examples.
then if u want to buy one mobile ,$3000
u need around 50 hrs.
聽到我頭都暈
我只是得到一個訊息: 要work many hrs to trade for one thing.
人的勞力就是那麼賤
物價跟打工仔的勞力 ratio 永遠超標
$3000換我50小時
想起也心痛
以後我要好好保護我的付出,我的收穫
I like her.
在我看的magazine 上面看到她的一篇article.
我不喜歡閱讀一大篇文字
但是因為我喜歡她
我看了它
很delight她的題目跟我上次所說的關於劇集"隨時候命"的三角關係上面
她也覺得這個劇情值得討論一番吧?
當然她寫得更好
而我看完也感覺更好
她在分析how come 一個男人為甚麼會喜歡好管閒事
過分關心女友以外的異性朋友.
she talks about the reason and consequence.
由此始終我覺得找e 麵此賤男拍這個角色就最fit it.
anyway,我更加喜歡她了
>>December 21, 2005 at 6:02:11 PM GMT+8
2005 年 12 月 19 日 星期一 【晴】
ling2: 殺妳!
初時我還在想together happy 是不是'齊歡笑'?
我還想叫你唔好去高檔o野我無錢
is it 大家樂?
I don't know the advertisement wor
戴埋d cam影相
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Winky: Fine!
24,5,6人多,usually i dont' go out on those special days,too crowded
28 ok?
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Fault
no ways to go
the only way is u have to apologize Formally.
state out what u did wrong
and ur improvement.
I only accept formal apology.
有錯便要認
越遲認錯我越反感
以前聽過校園危機講座
遇到突發事情
身為高層
面對傳媒必須以迅速及冷靜的態度面對
反應夠快
傳媒便沒有乘虛而入的機會
大眾才會淡忘
失敗的人只會一直拖
it's the same if bad condition stays longer,
ppl's impression on the incident turns worsers
別等到我連道歉也失效
the chance i offer is valid.
once it expires, u wont find it again anymore.
自己犯錯自己要自動自覺搞點
別要我提你: 噢,你犯錯了
這並不是噢,你賴尿了
not a kid already.
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個樣好殘
最近深夜想看多點english drama
我發覺我的英文好像已經失去了進步的空間
我知道自己有必要逼自己做點甚麼
I really worried if the eng level is still that low how to teach ppl,sigh.
一邊看鬼片,一邊跟她chat
說很恐怖叫她一起看
真沒義氣她叫我不要看因為她不看
最後我自己一口氣看完
勇!
大勇!!
becos quite terrible
so i like it.
ghost film must be terrible
if not terrible.
then it's not worth to watch it.
我最鍾意深宵看eng drama.
好enjoy.
我在想我做人有幾可可以這麼豪有空在深宵sit on sofa 看TV?
how many midnight i can still have?
after 3.5 yrs then need to work.
maybe 跟鬼佬溝通多了
感覺良好了
我現在覺得看english drama可以掌握了around 70% what they are talking about.
我的目標是聽得明ATV 那個8公講甚麼
i dont know what the programme is
just seem making jokes on stars and celebrities.
ppl always laughing when he is speaking.
I can't hear anything from him
i don't know what he is talking about!!!!!!!!
but after Sem 1.
I feel 我的vocab 是那麼多就是那麼多.
個quantity 沒有增加到
覺得這半年完全沒有improvement
terrible
好懊惱
我從來都沒有看過english book
我真的不想看書
我討厭看書
why i need to study english?!
those professors day day say u must read read read
i received many emails or what sort of things reminding me to study and read readreadreadread
they are crazy
they typed over 30 'read'
in power pt notes, from their mouth, in email
are they professor?
they are metally sick!
I hate books
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hw eat poo
or eat poo hw
are the same thing
>>December 20, 2005 at 7:24:41 PM GMT+8
2005 年 12 月 18 日 星期日 【晴】
[美麗再會]
yesterday
isn't it a farewell?
when I met her
just felt v. happy.
gave a big hug to each other in the shopping mall. Yelled with joy.
I never hug with ppl
but when i see her
we know what's our action next unconsciously.
feel so excited then give a hug and just said haven't seen for long really.
then walk to jellewery shops in mk.
actually come out to buy accessories to her fd.
of course i helped choose
I found one big heart (hollow) silver bracelet feel v. special
so just put it on her wrist and see if match.
turnout it's really so niceeeee...
then she bought that simple design 925 silver big heart bracelet as her fd's present.
$150. quite reasonable.
VERY PRETTY!!!!Really.
I think her fd would be happy if see it.
The accessories inside the small shop are really nice.
I asked if there's one more but the owner said all their products only have one.
so no method ba.
on the way we saw many things.
becos she still have to buy another presents.
but when found many beautiful things
she just said better buy for myself.
therefore,It would really be a GOOD present if u buy sth u also want it to ur fd,
that means u really treat the fd as ur gd fd.
then feel dizzy.
go somewhere had small tea.
finally made a gd significance.
take one gd cute pic.
but one pic among four was gone error.
no image shown in the part.
so
I ask for a pen
wrote sth on: Wait For 31/3, 18/12
and she followed
on the card, written: Miz U Alwayz!
An American English.
these days feel sick.
minor
holiday will cure it.
holiday is the best medicine in the world.
Somehow I would think i'm really not v. healthy.
when my classmates ask u sick again?
I just thought: I'm not familar with u how come u could say such thing "again".
So I realise I'm not v. strong.
I want to do sth to improve it.
want to do hw. but i feel dizzy.
when i dont' feel gd
I DIY at home
go on i 'll stay at home for a week i think.
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if everybody can think like u do then my world would be better.
[新年新願望嗎?!]
全身筋痛
snowy canopy.
Show a smile here, although i'm still angry with so many things.
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