phantom of the opera.
I just think, in the ending, the black rose appeared in the graveyard really made me feel so sad.
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today I feel so tired.
babies all the time.
time passed slowly
I dont' like teach so small things,
it doesnt help me for my course.
I want some more experience.
but I'm not confident enough to teach a group of youngsters,
though many schoolmates are doing this.
今天吃了隻死貓,sigh.
又俾人當我很低能吧?
但係完全唔關我事,
don't know who's so GREAT help me marks all the things.........but all wrong.
我都費事駁嘴,講句唔好意思就算
但係心裡面當然咒罵是誰那麼多事幫我份野劃多了很多筆.
eat poo.
例牌最遲o個個放工走人
唔係我hard working
只是我番工經常是最後那個 In.
so 唔好意思之下我會留多d d.
今日放工後我唔想番屋企.
不過最後都番 la of course.
這是正常的人人的宿命.
印象中我都有成個月無行街
講真我無野買..so i don't want to go out.
I just will buy a watch next week
and that's all.
19/7還要扑在家裡的PC面前
等module registration.
eat poo.
我決定了,
我要搶閘把Thur 的一個module change to Monday.
我不要再有3 hr free time in between any modules.....
I'll die.
記得上個sem 最慘.
那個時候幸有hall zZ下
but the weather was still v. cold.
I would get sick v. easily whenever I zZ there.
可能我適應力奇差
所以有時候我都只是stay in library 乾等
I just feel like I'm a beggar...
有時候到4/f library 閱讀newspaper 室sofa 挨埋一邊zZ
有時候覺得唔好意思就到2/f or 3/f 自修table 呢埋zZ.
and hand holding the mobile phone just like a bomb cos I'd set the alarm.
醒來週身骨痛, 太硬, 喉嚨都乾涸, 妖.
跟住去個廁所wash face又上堂........
my life was so cheap in sem 2.
食飯其實I don't really mind eating alone in canteen.
不過有陣時係悶d so I went to pc lab
佢o地真係好慳ga, 帶晒飯.., 其他fd 時間又唔arm.
in fact it's not allowed to eat things in pc lab.
不過都覺得.......算啦......反正都衰慣,
so it now becomes a habit.
記得超級白痴地一邊illegally 地online聽歌
一邊eat a BIG BIG sandwich ,好食, 不過都頗貴
and then surf web
check school email........
其中一日就係聽呢首歌, I feel the same with it ...
and then do some research for hw.
but actually I did nth........
it's just so silly.
I still remember how my Yr 1 was like.
so no more Yr1 life in my Yr 2.
It was so terrible.
I really don't know how I got through from last yr.
好似過街老鼠..
唯一覺得物超所值是我開始懂得use reference 了(其實quote reference 是好白痴ga,believe it or not, haha,)
and 慢慢學會 write thesis 了,確實比人慢成拍...
really faeces, 還以為我這4 年真的會因為唔識些論文玩完.
遲d 會更好, 因為我有目標.
I don't want to live like a BEGGAR anymore!!!!!!!!
所以19/7邊個同我搶time slot 我一定必殺!
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eat poo, big thundering!!! goodnight!!!
尋晚發夢dont know who so eat poo 整跌我舊cake
+發夢無做功課,驚俾professor 鬧死!!
i hate all these
tonight i have to dream i eat 番舊cake 補數
>>July 14, 2006 at 5:19:39 PM GMT+8
2006 年 7 月 12 日 星期三 【晴】
I bought the Brown one today.
I know ...what what what brick, forgot the name, seems quite a popular trendy collections in HK...for people who like to collect figures.
but I dont' know much about this. I just seen what what what brick before ....introduced by the pccw gift catalogue.
If i see them again, i can recognize it.
in this series the 3 colours I like most are: pink, brown and grey.
不過今天看看,dark purple & light blue is okay too. light blue just match with the pink one.
如果要特別的話,屎色,黑銅色,銀色,白色也可以,...but white one somehow a bit meaningless for me..........the lowest cost one i can say,haha.
其他色....免問
特別鍾情grey.
唔知點解.....
我自己現在都有一隻灰色Mcdonald kitty 毛key ring...with so-called '水晶' la.
there are many colours too, but i just like the grey one.
maybe grey is like ppl's shadow, soul..
brown just becos kitty just as if it was baked ha!
pink.........唯一一隻看似正常的東西
brick 就是積木
很多cartoon can be made into brick ga~
brick 給我的感覺想機械人,soldier.
其實我也不是很喜歡這個kitty brick....買o黎我睇幾眼就準備pack 埋一邊
不過..我就是樣樣都好.
我一見到多款顏色的東西一定會覺得煩惱;
我一見到多款顏色的東西總會想想那個最靚;
我一見到多款顏色的東西就會貪心起來...................
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[魔B]
最近做耐了
我已經轉去湊仔,我就覺得好慘.
cos I don't want it.
但是無辦法...湊仔通常都要係centre 入面做得比較耐的人去湊
sigh.
雖然說做耐了
但我並不是湊仔很有經驗
just recent months only.
基本上我次次番工都做錯步驟.......
mei ...level 7A-5A 要陪讀,4A...我也不記得是串字or 自己讀.....gum 多level, 鬼知呀?!煩!!!
不過算la...頂多俾人覺得我有d無用jel...
自覺跟小朋友真是很有緣分
actually not all are cute.
不過如果個baby 特別醒目, 或者眼仔look look @@
或者把聲特別baby
那就是很可愛了.
而我就會突然變得很有愛心哈!哈!
今天回家,
開 lift 門就見到個豆釘mon 豬眼. like monkey baby, with his father who was holding 2 packs of 紙尿片; 然後that 3 yr-old thing was taking a small pack of BB爽身粉 on hand.
開門我gum arm 望到佢對eyes.
佢就俾我吸了出lift 門, 哈哈,嚇死his dad, pulled the thing back to lift.
正傻仔
即刻覺得他很可愛
我入lift, 偷望佢幾眼and 側笑下hello.
跟住佢竟然成包爽身粉伸手遞上要送給我
I'm so surprised, so I said 你要啦,u look, there's a baby face on the cover, just suitable for babies like u !
佢老爸好驚,驚死我會食jor 佢包爽身粉,連忙說姐姐唔arm ga....
=_=...............................
然後the kid 還傻下傻下出lift 另轉頭還要把爽身粉送給我,
我說byebye la~關門大吉我繼續上.
我下次應該說多謝你wor... 我E+突然回想起覺得自己無mud 禮貌
哈!原來有個little boy 住係我2 floors down!
funny! I like him.
不過他不是第一個送東西給我的B
第一個3唔識7細路送出的是bubble gum
我怕有毒,拒絕了
現在的細路好大方ga,
如果是當年那個我, 別人問我要東西...............我已經喊了出來.
I remember I cried for one 扭蛋槍 :P
a boy who took it away from me, I still remember him. hate him, 我記仇.
或者可能kid boy 比較大方啦 (that means 不是我小氣,我是正常的小孩子)
cos everytime the kids who are willing to give me things voluntarily are boys.
唔知道係mic 對得細路耐了
我的小孩人氣提高了,
比中學時代更強!
我準備封自己做魔B
吸晒d 細路過來,ha ha ha....it's funny.
it's true. ppl cannot live without stress.
every person has it.
dealing with it can make ppl be tough
can't deal with it then let it be.
cos I've said ppl could not live without stress.
I learnt this last yr.
and I know I'm not gd at regulating all these things
so I just let it be and zZ
goodnight
痴筋, 尋晚 I dreamed I 'm preparing a bath in the tub.
and then I welcome 20 little kids (all boys) in bathroom..to have a sth like private meeting.
I'm not yet bath of course.
just the bathroom became a conference room for us. and played with them a while,
so strange..I never do this. and I dont' fill in the tub with water.
then I wanted to bath. then i called them get out.
but then a girl, fd, not fd. cos I hate her. came in.
and just directly jump into my tub with swimming suit which I've already prepared for long!!!
so angry.
then I clean the tub after she's gone
and ready another one.
and then another girl came in and directly jump into it again
I felt so ANGRY.
THEY 'VE BEEN BOTHERING ME FOR SO LONG !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so I pull her up and nearly kick her out of the room
then i woke up.
so silly
good night.
>>July 13, 2006 at 5:26:33 PM GMT+8
2006 年 7 月 11 日 星期二 【清涼】
醒來心翳
我透唔到氣
我在想,我這麼後生都這樣
我個心臟可以捱到幾時
但係我又無心臟病先奇怪.
可能我發惡夢促住到氣
in dream I want to scold many many many ppl.
but they all came to me ..bothering me one by one with no pause.
it's so terrible
and finally I shouted and my own voice brought me back to the reality.
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ohoh.
have to work from Thur to Sat.
thur...just a sudden call.
>>July 12, 2006 at 5:53:24 PM GMT+8
2006 年 7 月 9 日 星期日 【晴】
7/7 原來result released.
如果不是識得個8婆同事兼同學告訴我,
我也不知道..
點解次次我都如此後知後覺?
連28/8開學我都不知道?
why??????????????????????????????
she asked 你有沒有偷看IED xanga community 的diary?
我說沒有...for what?
(mainly I hate my University classmates actually. None of them I really like)
she said, there 's so much updated news!!
then she told me much. so I should really thank her?
這幾天心情有點down,
even though my 2nd Sem result is really quite good,
I know I'm really happy about it...
but after balanced all my feelings,
I still feel quite down
keep a distance from me is better for all people.
sorry
天水圍集體自殺
其中一個死者的日記.......
會發覺人其實真是很矛盾
想這又想那.
看到她這樣說,我想起宇多田光的歌.... you make me wanna be a man.
這首歌是她所有歌之中最難聽的一首歌.
但是我現在也慢慢發現要唱出那種心情真是很困難.
唱出來東西也很難讓人入耳........
today morning was so so so bad.
Germany lost to Italy.
Feel really so bad
but the match was so.............傳奇 ....都可以話好看gei...just sad jel.
Help
臨到 last last last 1.5 mins 竟然射入
我眼睛望住個ball 入籠
我呆了兩秒才清醒知道意大利入jor
Oh GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!
因為我一直以為捱過1.5 mins then 進入十二碼階段,
gum 就一定Germany Win.
cos Germany 出名守籠o力
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最近感覺全方位膨脹
feel 'fatting' in everywhere.
首當其衝是臉
很難想像別人用八月十五來形容我塊臉
現在,
八月十五=pat pat 也=臉....
oh,月餅由推出了
我希望今年chinese calendar 8.15有搞作
同埋我一定要吃到奶黃月餅,
上年吃不到真是很不爽.
my mind can just associate with meat, fat, sugar, ice cream, lazy, "all-rounded", wide , ball...etc
but I do really like junk food, and meat
yeah.
標準potential obese 兒
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今年world cup 特別令人失望.
Brazil 's gone
卡路士 quits from the national team too.
>>July 5, 2006 at 7:25:49 PM GMT+8
2006 年 7 月 4 日 星期二 【酷熱】
還好
不過是太懶太懶...
懶開就好像有條路...一路去
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神鵰俠侶重播7次
I want to die
記得當年我第一次看神鵰俠侶gei 時候係古天樂
真是有晒童年陰影
.....我就o黎識背對白了
姑姑!
神鵰俠侶我並不喜愛
我最最最討厭的情節是姑姑俾個道士rape jor
就係因為呢個咸濕佬搞到佢地兩個之間gum 多波折
I hate it !
sth strange.............
what's happened.
Honestly I'm really afraid of computer and internet.
I mean even if the pc shuts off suddenly I would feel nervous.
maybe u dont' understand it much.
as if u don't understand somebody will u also feel nervous of him or her?
it's not 100% a matter of time
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oh.....so tired again, what's wrong? I'd zZ for 15 hrs yesterday
have to zZ now...
希望明天收到her good news
我好支持佢ga
因為佢好有毅力
CE 再讀我絕對做唔到.
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everyday I just see an eye
but why?
war of endurance?
I can't think of other ways to solve this
------vanish. 01:22
at the moment I just want to stay home.
cos I know after the summer, everything starts again
and I will be very very busy, for study, for work, for fds, and for rest.
>>July 3, 2006 at 4:41:10 PM GMT+8
2006 年 6 月 28 日 星期三 【清涼】
激死.
原來tarot courses are already full ....仲要long time ago!
我想學整western cake / chinese dim sum
n 年前已經想學
不過有這種"細藝" & 閒情嗎?
btw, 真係好想eat cheeze cake.
Like blueberry cheeze cake
tiramisu also ok!!
買個大gei 大家一齊食 :)
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俾KFC 請食lemon
許留山個甚麼叫Jacky 都還好
起碼就我send him 個proposal.
but coca cola...?
我懷疑coca cola 已經全自動化, 竟然無manual 接聽電話
全飛到留言
我打jor 3 個coka 電話都無人應!!!
sigh
need to do proposal.....
不如贊助下我食野 :P
知道呢...有間hotel 的tea
好精緻
就是好似有1x件小西餅, 全部唔同款
and 2cups of tea
v. nice wor!
我記得不是太貴
but I dont' remember 邊間了,eat poo.
otherwise 叫下d fd 去靜靜地傾下計都唔錯.
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今日回去了
真是有點沉重
memorial hall...........
永遠懷念您
個"光"叔還在那裡
I hate him.
行為太似猥瑣佬
Oh my god
Baby is Coming!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
我還未買禮物!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!AR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tmr Night 放工後must have to go out buy presents!!!
otherwise 真是趕不及
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開始狂玩sms
尋晚狂send sms to elaine.
可是中文始終好麻煩, 最衰我部機無PTH拼音
sms just like a v. tiny gift.
cos it brings tiny surprises.
funny
但是我不沉迷
我自我控制力覺得越來越高 -_-V
呢種therapy 起初我一點都不在意
cos I don't believe it
but maybe the trend attracts me
Just try to view different colours...........physically it doesnt help me much.
e.g. I wear dark blue in summer doesnt make me feel cooler.
cos dark-coloured materials absorb heat energy.
so I don't feel cooler
This is physics, scientifically proved.
The colour therapy, ......though many cases show that it's 'useful'
maybe it is just effective in controlling emotions
some days ago,
I changed a new towel,
there were 5 colours for me to choose and I hate too many choices.
time-consuming to think , and
throwing away the blue towel I picked up a new yellow one.
It's amazing.
cos I was refreshed
then I think I really need some yellow, orange products around me.
I'm lack of that
red can gives u warmth;
blue can calm u down;
still have many,
不過我是外行
u know, many girls favour the pink colour.
pink can regulate our hormones
it means love at the same time.
好可惜小學打後我就沒有再鍾情粉紅色了
我記得超小時候第一次喜歡的顏色是粉紅色搭青色
this represented the princess and the prince in my mind, ha ha ,super imagination.
since f.4 有好多時候我會覺得好奇怪
為甚麼我會對全身粉紅色的女孩反感;
why I don't like pink anymore,
我覺得可愛的女孩子都應該喜歡粉紅色.
所以我覺得我應該要喜歡粉紅色, so as to be a lovely girl
and that's why I feel I'm a bit strange on this.
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hope tmr 番工 will be better
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相對無言太幼稚
我不想再讓自己失望
>>June 29, 2006 at 4:45:30 PM GMT+8
2006 年 6 月 27 日 星期二 【驟雨】
弊!
yesterday night I was holding a big 1.25 litre cold soft drank
seemed drank too much
now I have minor throat pain.
the programme coordinator had transfer a Yr 4's email to us. It's amazing...
i think it's a gd news for Yr 3 and 4 only :(
a few ppl even have 6 offers!!!! :O
so so so jealous
Dear Stella,
I have been very busy for interviews this week. I went to two/three schools
each days. My schedule of the coming days is full of interviews. That is a
good thing.
Now I have realized that we BEd(L) English Major students really are the
best trained local students English teachers. During individual interviews
and group discussions, my knowledge learnt in IEd made me shine. I can tell
from their facial expressions that panel chairs and principals are impressed
by my performances. Some principals called me immediately after the first
interview to offer me a post.
Within one week, now I have three offers.
the market is really quite gd now...(for teachers only)
but might not be promising in 2009-2010.
I hope I can write sth like that when I graduate.
otherwise I'll work in other fields
it doesnt matter.
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噢,我今天才發覺Xanga 是有 photo album 功能
200mb.
速度唔差過webshots.
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身體話wor: I'm tired ar...
心心話wor: I'm not tired ar...
body said: 我要訓!
heart said: 唔准訓!
然後主人AK 話: 兩個都同我shut up! 我要攤係度~
即刻聽話晒 :)
然後就聽歌a while
聽到無聊就拎部手機出o黎玩
影jor 10張 pictures.....其他就放在一個新的photo book,hee hee
已經好耐無影相...又費時 jiu 部相機出來..winter 再影過
好耐無見到我呢?其實今次剪個頭不算是Good.
不過是但 la !
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還是唔多敢 ring those companies......
明天要鼓起勇氣!
攞野!!!
今晚繼續 boil "宮"!
So tired.
醒來心翳
http://www.schsa