2006 年 9 月 11 日 星期一 【晴】

continued:
最近ging 多jobs offers
fds ring me to go for a tutorial group.
可惜我d時間有限
and leisure is always in the first priority
so I'm sorry :P

well, pretty good for today's interview,
and actually no need performance even
then contract was signed...too fast than I ever thought.
surprised that he didn't asked me anything.

it's so challenging that I also feel worried.
I would take this as my most challenging task at the moment.
of course, the LPATE poem reading too. eat poo.

um.
I feel I'm quite lucky.
sth I want is in control.
thank God.
will be very busy in the coming 2 weeks. too much hw.
goodnight

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我要大白兔, bear later sin.
心理不平衡,暫時prefer rabbit more than bear
recently I'm not zZ well.
so when I hanged out with winky and avis
and I saw it.
good shape good feel
quite a suitable size that I think I can have a good zZ with it hee hee :-*

I want it. talk abt this later.
exhausted.
my lips cracked. painful.

>>September 11, 2006 at 5:44:42 PM GMT+8

2006 年 9 月 8 日 星期五 【晴】

yesterday just said I feel Autumn comes,
it 's really coming la
:)

受冷峰影響明氣溫降至23度
天文台表示，位於華南沿岸地區的一道冷鋒正緩慢向南移動，隨後的東北季候風會在未來兩三日為該區帶來較涼的天氣。預料一道低壓槽會在下周中期影響南海北部。
本港地區今晚及明日天氣預測，多雲，有雨及幾陣狂風雷暴。明日天氣較涼，氣溫介乎23至26度。吹和緩至清勁偏北風。

好開心
因為Autumn comes
秋高氣爽耶
bird bird everywhere
即刻叫班野一齊去濕地!

Ah...body has changes too
whenever summer my 4 limbs is quite cool
when cold days come
they turn to be warm

又可以買3....
其實我係好鍾意中袖3
哈哈
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Today I feel So SWEET~ :)
今日朝早番去幫手....
sigh, 唔係佢打jor 5個電話叫我去, 我真係唔想去
so exhausted after school started.
next week I won't go there anymore on Sat.

星期六班細路個個都問我last week去o左邊度
有d仲話問過我師姐where had I gone.
they told me she answer I wouldn't come back on Sat...and some told me she answered I had sick leave.
So funny my colleague is.

跟住就有好多小朋友要我同佢o地讀書,
所以I was so exhausted today, and also it's embarrassed cuz my colleagues were sitting just next to me.
管家又依然衰衰地,凡係d細路話我等你呀, 你快d教埋佢呀
then 管家will not let her be the next intentionally.
正衰人

the kids there are generally quite gd and funny
I remember a boy called me as "mammy" before
oh my god.
好懷念
coz when I was P1, I also called my class teacher as Mammy in front of the whole class
Super Embarrassment so I 'll never forget.

another girl asked me, do u know y I always choose u to study with?
I asked y
she said because U and I have the same SURNAME~! HAHA

actually I really didn't realise that I had not come on Sat, if they had not asked me.
Thank you for these little ppl
Today I'm quite glad to see some of them
I can feel their passion :-*
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Halloween na
Ocean Park

I wish I would visit there when within these 3 yrs
cos I would scream and get sore throat

秋天好dry
when I get up feel I can't speak

but before Halloween, there should be a Mid-Autumn fes.

chat with a new fd for an hr, classmate
wow, she's so different
coz she's quite ......雜

she's so nice to me that I 'm confused.
she wanna introduces me to her fds...help me to 埋堆with the other classmates.
seem like even want to change me into another person and I refused.

feel grateful to the things she did.
she said she hate 小人G and wanted me to leave her.

but I'm not sure if it's gd to stay with this new fd and on the other hand I would like to change the present situation.
wait and see then

hair still not dried yet oh god

>>September 9, 2006 at 6:44:17 PM GMT+8

2006 年 9 月 7 日 星期四 【晴】

What a surprise
so happy.
though i did sth so stupid so silly...really so eat poo when I think of again and again.

but so worried
have to get well prepared
wait.
next week 續.
哎呀..好驚ar

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break right now
yesterday night i zZ late so I'm exhaust again
i want to see moon eat ga
yesterday can't 'catch' it.
sigh

couldn't see the moon and feel like I was so white chi yesterday, waste time
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[Innocent Friendship]

today mui mui is very 乖, finished her work very quickly BY HERSELF.
今日另外一樣o野好開心
I saw mui mui 主動拖另外一個妹妹手隻
they looked so happy
I seldom saw that girl looked delighted.she's a quiet girl

cuz mui mui is a v. 霸道 girl...very 大小姐.
everytime I just heard she said: I hate this girl, that girl (probably due to envy of somebody's dress or accessories)
uh ha ...she's changed!

then they said "Good Morning" loudly and happily to me together.
and I greet them too.
then the two little things walking together to story corner to listen stories.
ha, funny. I witnessed this innocent friendship.

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wow Ling u're really 玄
haha
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confronting with those situations, I'm calm enough now
with grateful thanks to ppl who support me
and especially I'm myself, totally feel like myself.
more freedom , understanding more about my life and direction.

and most importantly I won't return back anymore.
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oh. Autumn comes.
why?
cuz U will think that sitting on the toilet bowl is unfavourable lor
the feeling will be even more obvious when winter comes haha

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goodnight
exhausted

>>September 8, 2006 at 5:38:36 PM GMT+8

2006 年 9 月 7 日 星期四 【晴】

Today I'm so tired.
choir audition is boring for me cos it's not me ma.
just standing outside and call those members to do the application form.
so boring.
fault of chairman, booked rooms which were early booked by another society already.
eat poo.
and that's y I've to stand outside.
chi sin.

but I made quite a number of new fds.
chat quite much.
I think they'll know me more later.
cos I'm in charge of them
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學校d lesson 好忙
好忙
一開始就好忙下
afraid I can't catch up with
因為暑假無溫書,
一開始生疏好多
人o地好似mud 都識
自己 =_=.

加上society
一定要小心d planning.
otherwise will drop into 萬劫不復之地

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遭綁架八年的奧地利女孩上電視現身說法,表示從未放棄逃亡念頭

一名被綁架長達八年的奧地利(相關新聞 - 網站)女孩週三表示，逃亡的念頭使得她得以存活下來，但她擔心逃跑可能會激怒綁匪，進而殺害她甚至對其他人大開殺戒。
這是現年18歲的娜塔莎坎普西(Natascha Kampusch)在兩週前重獲自由後首度現身說法，她提到這些年被困在普里克羅皮爾(Wolfgang Priklopil)鄰近維也納住宅車庫底下的寂寞、飢餓和極度痛苦。
「我向自己承諾，我會長大，變得更強壯，終有一天將能奔向自由。」娜塔莎坎普西在她的第一次電視專訪中說，她外表顯得脆弱，但神色自若，對答如流，顯得信心滿滿。
娜塔莎坎普西1998年在徒步上學途中被普里克羅皮爾綁架，當時年僅10歲的她被鎖在六米見方的地下室。
娜塔莎坎普西回憶起拘禁她的地下室，形容那裡空間狹小，感覺非常封閉，她也曾用水瓶和拳頭敲擊牆壁，希望有人能前來搭救。


好佩服
挑戰耐性極限
唔知道佢有無感受過絕望?
becos she's too young, or she's too different?

>>September 7, 2006 at 6:08:52 PM GMT+8

2006 年 9 月 4 日 星期一 【晴】

Pling: 可能整定 with Mizzy Chan little pig
cuz if u had not the camping, then we might have learnt it in Kln.

我都無銀兩, 罷買reference books. 廢到爆炸
what is circle?
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Feel so exhausted
right back to home I zZ till dinner comes

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school's silly mailing system causes me troubles.

Have to send email to over 60 members ONE BY ONE

mei 時代呀?!
I'm weak in microsoft excel bor.
hateful.
things learnt from last sem isn't applicable
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I have to zZ earlier tonight
I found that if I don't have enough sleep I'll have skin allergy more easily in day time.

of course, everyone looks better if there's enough zZ

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feel like I can't catch up with Grammar lesson cuz I haven't studied 100 pages yet

tmr lesson till 130
really good
but I 've to get up at 645 eat poo

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[回歸]

感覺上今年覺得香港真係好似回歸了
因為我已經覺得自己似個真正gei 鄉下人

feel so relax when going out with simple things...short pants ,sandles.
walking like if I was walking on the street in mainland.
always feel like this recently
but I like it...except it 's really too hot I cant stand for it.

feeling always changes but at this moment I feel like HK 's really getting closer to the mother land.
cos I feel I'm

I like the exchange students from mainland too
almost are hardworking, nice, friendly and polite.
some are quite sweet really, not just the face ,but the voice too
it's good to make fds with them.

mainlander are not that bad...just depends.

>>September 7, 2006 at 4:59:59 PM GMT+8

2006 年 9 月 3 日 星期日 【晴】

oh
a tired day.

zZ but my hair's wet

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from 7/9 night goes to 8/9 mid-night
有月蝕

I really want to see it
the time is 2am 5 mins 3 sec...starts...till 2:51 will be "eaten" most

but Fri have to get up early
so ....oh
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好緊張
好似一步一步去緊....
I heard that next sem everyweek 都要去school 實習observe lesson.
I wonder if we have to try teaching some lessons.

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ha 我有手信

today a classmate said I was thinner than before summer
actually not cuz I know my weight.
just clothing caused illusion.
I now quite prefer black white grey

so I ate 半打chicken wings
食完I just thought, .... u said such thing made me 狂食.....
然後撐起肚子 go go go.
好飽

學校canteen 無啖好食......
E+每日去到canteen....好悶啊,everything the same......
甚麼西西里意粉..........or AAB, or CDD 意粉, 名字so 騎呢....
but when I read the eng name of that 西西里 or CDD, EFG 意粉......
=_=.....原來the same thing....cos eng name 's the same thing.
seem pork ..sth...
I want to vomit
the food there not v. bad taste.
but if having meals in there for consecutive days will lose appetite
that is 無啖好食

I feel like I buy sth and put inside the stomach to make it full.
otherwise I can't go on those lessons in the afternoon.

sigh,有時間真係想跑去大埔centre 食下糖水好過
cuz there's famous.
when I was in hall I always had it with mates
and then it forms habit.
as in past I didn't have that habit
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覺得每個身處的環境總有一個討厭的男人......任何時候
the man who works in campus cafe is so hateful
if he's not here
then I think I'll always eat sandwich during lunch time.
and in the past my sec school there're two ....

.........I'm trying to connect those characteristics of the men I feel so annoyed......always want to know y.
found that:
these ppl or guys often like doing sth to arouse ur attention, but what they do is particularly disgusting and hateful
so hateful...from true heart.

some guys maybe always doing sth hateful, but u may not really hate him

the these ppl I'm annoyed with ...is that even they did nth I still feel they are so hateful.
..
some with v.exaggerated posture.
oh my god.
in my memories I found around 4 guys like this I'm so hate with!!!! Oh oh oh!!!!

and one of them is a classmate......really unable to describe ....but i think all ppl may understand that in a group of ppl, there usually must be someone..only one or two's behaviour's a bit strange...

never know how to scold these weird person.
I always dream about one day I'm so brave and call him at the back: Hey! u're so childish , can u stop doing those postures plz?.........u feel u're very cool..?......probably yes. But I really feel so disgusting that I cannot control myself to offense u....no, I really want to scold u....
finally, please......can u stay away and out of my sight?.....help. I dont want to kill u but I do hope u're not existed. Don't always feel that I'm looking at how 'cool' u re. it's just u're always sitting in front of me and block me to see the blackboard....feel so tired when u're in front of me pretending to be 'goo'.

ai ya.................I hate u from true heart without reason......although u have never done anything offense me....maybe u look like colour wolf...
I'm a human.
sorry.
I really hate u without reason.

suddenly scold him that much is becos this sem I found that I'm often studying in the same group with this guy. .......he's so bothering...cos of his ....strange action...always pretend to be 'goo' no one understand how I am annoyed with.
and very often I always attract these "sick" ppl, no matter males or females

and now I think of.......still have to see him, or seen by him in the following days...I want to faint.
I wish next semester I'll not see him so often.
佢好煩啊妖, low B! 白痴!

今日仲用弱能人士聲調turned back 叫我'there there'(姐姐), 你知唔知道呢part 點解ar?
E........好黑人憎呀!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sigh
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hair's abt alright
so exhausted goodnight

>>September 4, 2006 at 4:37:06 PM GMT+8

2006 年 9 月 3 日 星期日 【晴】

Today I had the last lesson of the elementary level tarot class
she cheated us an hr cos she's late for 30 mins and a silly Q&A section for 30 mins.
seem no ppl asking questions so I asked about 3 Qs.....(that made me feel it's not that wasteful)

um.
learnt sth, but less than what I expected.
just made concepts clearer.

I am happy with 3 things today.
1. I got a tarot cloth with just 60 dollars cuz I suppose it 's $80. It's pretty and special. butterflies pattern. In fact I want the star-like pattern. but it doesnt matter. cos it seems her online shop doesnt have the butterfly one. so the one I have is special ,haha

2.$610. ever tried paying $600 EPS but with a 10 dollar cash note? sounds so silly but I feel so funny even when I was bathing, I laughed several times.
the ppl were feeling so strange with us. I said: I don't want to 'move' my 7th $100 note,sorry,haha

3. I drank pudding milk tea!!!
oh It was so interesting
$5 in MK.
cuz I like pudding
when both of us were thirsty after eating noodles and "oily pig large intestine", then bought drinks and I just chose this one.
actually I'm worried about the hygiene of pudding.
but right now I'm still fine.
and it tasted good really.

btw, $7 for 4 small pieces of pig large intestine.
feel like eat poo
cuz so expensive for each cheap piece, isn't it?!
but tasted not bad.

the one thing I 'm not happy with is my EPS didn't work today. =_=
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actually feel quite cheated from the course.
but I applied the advanced one.
then I've used up more than a thousand for sum up

in fact, if u say u don't want it, then I'll not apply it for sure ha
but if u like it and want somebody accompany with
it's fine.


after the 3rd lesson I back to home and consider about it seriously
cos too commercial
and I'm practical somehow.
but remember ppl say, nth's not commercial in Hong Kong.
yea.

maybe u're worth more than $600 which I can offer too.
and sharing same interest is precious
so u can see I'm a good friend.

in a conclusion my main point is: I want 利賓na + lemon next time :P

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基準試
我要考
煩到嘔泡
at the moment I just read out prose and poem loudly and record it, hee hee :)
it's a hw.

there're 3 Yr3 students failed it.
and have to repeat!
too harsh..the institute.

為了避免交多次$42100
我保證我會pass LPATE 的四份卷!!!!
我發誓!
奸爸爹!!!!

>>September 4, 2006 at 3:46:59 PM GMT+8

2006 年 9 月 1 日 星期五 【晴】

I'm not talking about the living
and I don't want'to change your life
but there's a warm wind blowing
and stars around

and I really love to see you tonight.

....feel like brokeback Mt.

not sure if I missed out any words when listening.
I'm unable to understand a cartoon of 小飛俠 !!!!
what a shame.
and that's why I 'm afraid to be a teacher.
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I finally think of a way to watch 小丸子真人版
just type 小丸子 then it's ok.

昨晚看了很多小丸子till nearly 4am
the girl's so lovely
her hair style is same with me when I was P3 too
小丸子 was released when I was P3 and she 's a P3 character too.
but that time I didn't really like her.
cos I like Sailormoon more. ha

the 10min film I played here is quite sad
I watched more than once.
if wants to watch this whole chapter2
just type 小丸子 and click 小丸子2-1 ....till 2-4
then will know what's happening

it made me think sth so familiar in the past
but I couldn't think of what was the incident.
I don't know, and not relate to sister.
but I 'm sure I had the same feeling with 小丸子 in the past.
watching her on desk just like watching myself.
it often happened
crying on the desk, destroying others' things like her when small........

maybe it's really common for children.
children also have emotional feeling which 's not childish i think.
ppl should treat them with serious attitude, as if 小丸子's sis apologized seriously.

difficult to do this.
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busy with society things.
I'm in charge with the choir team

happy!
not including me and the other soc members, there're 63 members at the moment.
but I think turn out may be about 50 ppl cos some ppl may not be able to come for practice.
(me too=_=)

but the male to female ratio is rather low.
last yr I found out the voice of males was hidden cause too many females.
females' voice 's usually more outstanding.
so if like this,
i can say it doesnt matter whether the males are here or not, if the ratio is that low.

probably this yr the performance will be held in Tai Koo plaza
I hope I can be exempted from the performance
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我想睇草蜢concert 啊....
佢o地好妖好姣
我鍾意啊
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eat poo
when I woke up at 12 sth
I switched on mobile
and it shakes for nearly one min cuz of 7 SMSs
eat poo.
all from 2 days ago.

eat poo 3.
service cheaper than free!!!

I got one very special msg from my most respected teacher.
I'm not kind of person who always like to gather with teachers
but she's different
I won't forget how she's care about me.

so I'll always remember it.
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I'm calculating my expenses and income.
I'm afraid I've to use much this month
my god.

want to buy a number of things and need to buy a number of things
can't make a balance ar.

I want to buy a schedule, a small cushion for zZ in school, a new tarot deck, a tarot cloth and pocket-size bag, a pencil case (bag)
I need to pay for a reference bk, an advanced tarot course fee, mobile bill from new world, I still owe it cos I'm lazy to go there.

but some days ago I just bought several t-shirts.
and many snacks.

oh. need to cal cal it.
otherwise a few thoudsands again
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Avis 's back.
she even play tricks on me in the phone.
crazy wild gal.

btw, someone plays my cell phone and home tele. recently
I know the incoming tel. number from my cell phone already.
I don't want to find out who it's
and don't wanna ring to this number.
it doesnt mean anything to me even I know who it is

home tele not sure if it's related to me.
but I just want to say, in recent few yrs, I'm no longer 'manage' my home tele already.
ppl 're not easy to find me via that phone.

simply find me via my cell phone.
and if wanna play...
think clear if it's really necessary and effective
coz home tele can't bother me much
and from my cell phone
it's limited too.

>>September 2, 2006 at 11:31:53 AM GMT+8

2006 年 8 月 31 日 星期四 【晴】

school has been started for a week already.
and the days when I go to school,
I feel like I'm changing.....
cos I'm becoming a bit more aggressive, not very passive anymore.

I don't know if it's due to the environment or ppl around me.
found out they are so passive, then environment's so passive to me.
feel like I want to move, but they're not at the same pace with me.

yesterday I found out sth, understood that y those outstanding ppl are usualy looks like to be quite aggressive. they are not popular ppl.
somehow they're isolated in a particular community
despite of some of their bad characters,
I think they're not inborn to be like that, aggressive.
just the conditions made them to be like this.


hopefully I'm still as "original" as before, and no do harm to others of course.
I do it in my way and trying to find out a new living style which suits me.
I just want to get hold of the things I have and I want.
up till the moment I just have feeling warns me to do sth, otherwise I can't change anything.

difficult to describe what I'm feeling now anyway.
I just know the conditions asking me to do sth, if I dont like the environment.
and I dont know if the change is gd or bad for me.
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真人版小丸子is so lovely~

>>September 1, 2006 at 6:23:16 PM GMT+8

2006 年 8 月 28 日 星期一 【晴】

圾戇
竟然早了30 hrs 站在門口等上堂
唔怪得知一條友都無.
我還要站了十分鐘先發現自己看錯時間!!!!
classroom 入面有人見到我o係出面騰黎騰去.好瘀..
我今日應該不是很清醒.............

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這樣白癡地一來一回後feel tired.
have 1 hr lesson then have 2 hrs free time..
........
let me zZ here a while first.
print out my updated timetable
and I took away some plain papers, good good, arm 晒.
cos I need it,gum arm 無紙係身for 因間抄notes in the coming grammar lesson,dont' know who's left them on the printer so wasteful

oh shit, I'll see Stone again!!!!!
this guy always gives me low mark!

12:37 now
finished lunch in pc lab.
so sleepy
wanna zZ
otherwise 130-330 lesson will die with Stone
yea, tmr no need school
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30/8 feeling ill, my body really quite knows to choose the time to get sick. so my holiday was wasted again
I was very 乖,
becos 我溫書溫quite long time.
this is 10 世以來難得發生的一件事---我突然想溫書
所以我覺得自己好乖.

31/8 early morning back to school for silly meeting with soc member.
otherwise i can zZ till 1130!!!
but i woke at 740
eat poo

I feel so tired..
nearly zZ during lesson 130-630............

一肚氣back to school ,quarrel with Henry.
useless guy.
I look down on him.

dont' know y,
I wonder if "president"/ "chairman" all these posts are remained for the one who's the most useless person in the community.

president should be able to command fairly.

>>September 1, 2006 at 4:46:09 AM GMT+8