我成日都托手肘 (應該就是托手 月爭)....no matter use pc to read things or attend lesson
even not thinking,day dreaming also used to this posture.
原來這個姿勢is v. bad ga
第日老jor the ring finger can't bend
so 我要改下個壞習慣
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today mum bought me yoghurt, strawberry.
in fact i want yoghurt ice cream.
not yoghurt......
but nvm..反正食得就算
just a small cup, its usual size,
打開看看.
................幹嗎好像之前music soc 拿回來的strawberry yoghurt mask...
suddenly don't want to eat =_=....
最後還是eat 了 ...not bad. much calcium which i need a lot.
just always think of the mask jel...
next time i remind mum not to buy strawberry yoghurt.
but other favour is preferred..
我呀, 九龍塘,日日經過那個ice cream ....is it papalolo.. or what pilipala ice cream shop...
i really can't remember the name.
我想食果D 雪糕蛋糕!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
次次經過,首先經過出面架ice cream car, 然後就雪糕店, eat poo.
i just thought, if i bought it...where to eat...? mtr area...
so strange.
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mum said I'm thinner and my face too.
多了點骨感
for body i don't think so, cos i feel my legs seems fatter much
when talking abt face,
it seems so
and I'm a bit sad.
cos it implies I'm older.
so in fact I dont like to be too thin.
do too much things will turn to be like that I suppose.
it depends v. personally.
once it's over ur limits, u work too much, then u'll look old,ugly.
cos thin = old in my theory.
骨感的女人會讓我覺得她們很滄桑.
而且唔夠福氣.
bad.
最近也有師姐說我沒有之前像剛入U那樣fresh.
其實佢想話我老我都知道.
對我,
"青春真係好易過........
青春真係好難過..............."
對於這兩個情況,
I can't do anything.
and can't avoid it.
and don't know how to make it valuable.
好易過,好難過.....no contradiction here.....
easy or difficult to understand?
山火is terrible.
the mountain top burnt into nth.
lot of living things dead, including 大樹蛙(抵死)
但是最心痛還是這些矜貴的吊鐘花all dead.
I like them much since small.
至於喜歡tulips and daffodils 已經是後期耐好多的事了.
cos I have this stamp :P
in that collection,totally there're 6 stamps , here's the link:
http://www.hknature.net/chi/naturestamps/stamp_06.htm
among them, i like 吊鐘花most. (not becos it's the most expensive one .\_/. )
just becos it looks so elegant and special.
as if it comes from fairyland.
>>November 5, 2006 at 4:49:05 PM GMT+8
2006 年 11 月 3 日 星期五 【晴】
EF: I used 2 mins to finish ur interview
but sorry that for number 8. 你曾否瀏覽別人的網上日記?
I wonder if I read it too quickly and click wrong ?
I wonder if that only ONE who said No is me=_=
sorry.
but for ur academic research, i think it won't affect much, right? hee hee.....Good luck for ur work!
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[Dogs are little babies]
neighbour has a doggie.
white and v. lovely
but always always barking at home
for a yr at least..........keep barking.
I dont understand y.
somedays ago ,
i suddenly know y
dogs are just like small kids small babies......
when mother's not here, they cry.
dogs are the same.
when masters gone.
and it was kept or locked inside a room
it feels scared.
it barks as if baby cries, crying "where are you?"
你也明白小狗的心情嗎?
suddenly i feel my neighbour's really cruel........
and suddenly...i feel keeping pet really takes me much responsilities.....
cos dogs dont know cry, but their barking is just functioning in the same way.
we know dogs dont have tears, but their heart may have.
if u remember how ur small-age feel like when mother's lost
then u'll love ur pet, as well as ur dearest ppl.
here just tell a story which shows love comes from understanding.
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我對於那個日子並不是視若無睹
>>November 3, 2006 at 7:10:47 PM GMT+8
2006 年 11 月 1 日 星期三 【晴】
[幸福要鬥快爭取]
well, 搶o野我是很有一手的
I just say o野, which means dead things only.
on Wed module registration
我完全是備戰狀態
策劃好everything,如何逃堂
I know, it's bad to run out of the classroom in the middle of the lesson.
and I just do it.
of course, with 小人G.
1030 computer system start the reg. process.
and we just 1015 rushed out to library.
then count down....even use the clock of HK observatory.
really really very exaggerated.
I really feel like I'm in a war
mouse is my weapon.
but look like a silly girl.
最好笑還是小人G跟我一起做這個練習..............sometimes 我們還是很合拍...在沒有利益衝突下擁有共同目標---搶某個module timeslot
我心裡想: 我一定要到手,星期四的module CUI-2009 Group2
因為我被編了Group1, which is on Friday.
Friday I can't ,要番工,
而且no ppl so silly. 有Day off 唔搶
Day off 就是我大學人生的幸福啊....
26759....就是我熟練的數字=_=.
然後時間一到
即刻按鍵
搞點
無人夠我鬥搶
因為空餘可以改的place just 5 quota
but we have 68 ppl in this programme.
half of them in the group 2 already, so no need to compete
but I have to ,cos I'm the other half in group 1
everybody (34ppl)just focus on this.
u know, after I've done it.
I click to check the how many places left.
it's none already.
all were occupied
terriblie
cos with my super fast action, which jsut use up a few sec
and after 2 mins i check again,
no lu...
terrible.
they all so fast too.
and then I reg. the other one. which have 34 places left, among 68
then I reg it too,not super fast, just fast only
but after 2 mins again.
all were occupied!!!!
34 ppl !!...
terrible
everybody just like 投胎!
shocked me..luckily I'm fast enough
if not, then really eat poo.
I dont' know they're so fast on this too.
next time i have to be more careful.
其實中途走堂我是深感罪惡
but i hate that lecturer
....so suen ba
I ask 小人G: u don't afraid of it?
She was so determined: 我唔驚! 呢個係我下個Sem o既幸福!
對,幸福你唔爭取,next sec somebody will replace u
and u just regret and so sad.
and always think y I didn't go ahead?others got it already.....they're so happy now.
後悔的感覺是最討厭
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同個另外一個八婆G上車聊on the way to home.
她經常跟我說Mars and Venus.
I wonder if my forehead shows 愛情顧問 4 words
recently lot of ppl find me talk abt their problems.
原來男人都是這樣:
when gf's angry
he just goes into a cave
and stay for quite a long while
then comes out again.
presume that gf has forgotten everything already
and then pretends as nth.
but actually the problem is not solved yet.
there's a splinter there inside her heart!
and finally just angry once more, but more seriously and vigorously.
...............in fact it's a small matter and so easy to be solved.
but man's that lack of IQ.
沒有解決就是沒有解決
男人就是那樣喜歡逃避
useless.
>>November 2, 2006 at 4:40:18 PM GMT+8
2006 年 11 月 1 日 星期三 【驟雨】
[親密的牆]
waiting for my hair to dry
the campus was so windy that everywhere sounded.
and I just looked like witch =_=
I hate the fussy hair which I'm gonna to cut it when I'm free and have mood
A v. tiring day cos I feel a bit ill today near the end of the morning lessons.
so rushed out after dismissal
really a harsh day.
so long so bored
luckily had 2 assemblies
used up 2 hrs.
and stayed in 小人G's hall room for abt 1.5 hr
and feel better (at least it's a shelter better than library or ITS)
廁所也好得多...warmer.
因為我其實真係好憎campus 內的公廁
at the same time just played tarot
期間聊天
同女仔玩得tarot
就一定問開老問題
我都遇jor
but today I didn't feel v. gd, so the interpretation seem couldn't think much
and headache as well.
說到her bf中秋帶她見過了家長
我對佢又了解多了
會發覺原來小人G是那種有意見也是放在心裡面的人
也真意外
因為她一向的做事作風剛好相反.
tarot 後,i told her 妳有好多心事
she said yes,
就連情信寫了幾封放在drawer 底都沒有交俾男友
I asked y don't u give him all.
she said the things mentioned already solved/ passed long already.
我說那就當笑話一齊看啊...what's wrong.
feel so tired
luckily Sat no need to teach
only Fri.
Let's see what'll happen on that day.
1 hr is easy, cos I teach 3 hrs also feel that the time passes so quickly
but I really want to help the youngster.......
though I might need help for myself too.
...........
suddenly I may change my choice.
today had a briefing abt the immersion.
$12500, which is only 18% of the total cos. but the govn't sudsidize the remaining part
for 15 weeks.
I saw Durham ................so rural area........will there be any small animals running on my bed?!
I have to ask professor,
and then professor will kill me.
but there're castles
I like castles.
cos Dracula may be there,HAHA
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參加埋今年Choir我就收山
so totally nearly 14 yrs since I'm 6
in fact I'm not an addict.....
可能真是有不解緣.....
I'm glad and proud of it
but the coming 2 yrs i won't join it anymore.
.....大個了...要準備下個時代要做的事.
otherwise I can't move forwards
I know the venue and time for the performance.
so eat poo so early
I'm of course angry abt this.
really a shit dont' know what the chairman's doing.
bad bad bad ar!
useless guy
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sleep 0228
I'm really exhausted..from 645 woke up till now
I've been staying awake for nearly 20 hrs already.
I'll die
I'll die
>>November 1, 2006 at 6:28:48 PM GMT+8
2006 年 10 月 30 日 星期一 【晴】
just a short while of rest,
realization of pain urges me to focus more on working stuff.
But unluckily I found I cannot concentrate on my study.
I really lost mood to study right now.
seem all retarded.
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got a funny sms from my new fd Irene.
at mid-night I got : 萬勝節到了...
looked so scary but funny to me.
I reply: 萬聖節........=_=. tmr 一齊食lunch?
she's my new fd who always has lunch with me.
now I got a fd who share her lunch time with me.
otherwise, I day day eat myself.
.........=_=有mud 分別jel.
if both need to pray ancestors......
I remember
清明is really 拜山
重陽just 登山, maybe remove grass from graves.
now seems no difference.
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timing 真是tune 得很好
希望其他也是
最近好鍾意silver.
crystal 淡了
though I still like shiny things
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I draw a card for my Grammar
It's Death
今次真係食屎了
我都知道.
因為無溫書...就算唔玩塔羅我都知道
sigh.
I really dont' want to study Grammar..
it's not sth abt the usage of tense.......
but instead they are all theories abt structure and characteristics of a sentence/ phrase.
I didn't study any even in Grammar I
so Grammar II all feaces.
ai ya.
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今年初三求籤的籤真是很準
荷包仔要漲漲喔..呵呵
我應該會買部PSP俾個衰仔......if he 乖
來年再求過
感受完畢,
我終於明白上同中的差距有多大
上就是always happy
中: happiness and unhappiness......how much u dont' know
just not completely unhappy nor completely happy.....
至於下就更加不用說........
希望我會求得上籤
如果要我幫求籤
早d出聲
cos I dont' know when I'll go.
and whom I'll go with
我出街好怕定日子時間
cos it never come true.
there must be some 'accident' anyway
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3 of swords in one heart
10 of swords in one body.
for swords X,
it means the incident ended.
cos the whole person dead.
no feeling at all, no matter how any more swords there.
but for swords III,
cos just the heart is hurt.
feeling hasn't gone.
the person 's not yet died
then it's a kind of pain and suffer
>>October 29, 2006 at 6:52:34 PM GMT+8
2006 年 10 月 27 日 星期五 【晴】
I have 3 stickers..haha. of course I want all.
becos ppl ate 711 ice cream cone gave me
ah ha!
ppl ask, u like cats?
I said:
I dont like cats
but I like stickers.
no change!
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最近工作上有改變
yesterday got a msg left from the eng panel.
asking me to teach f.2/3 class on Fri.
I'm really happy abt that when I got the msg.
cos it's a v. gd experience for me to have more practices.
to teach them the way to communicate with NET teacher.
I don't have to prepare anything but I think it's even more difficult.
so in centre, I change the working time too.
everything changed.
and now I have 3 different job functions.
so challenging.
I'll still help the centre,
actually I don't earn much from there.
but I"ll keep on working there till this semester ends.
the kids there like me and I love them too.
just the boss I dont like v. much.
but it's common for everybody
in fact I know centre there sometime 's lack of tutors.
actually I can quit it
I just really want to help them : $ = 4 : 6
我也算有情義ba? they'll never know.
and won't understand y they dont like me.
another thing is I feel embarrassed to quit job.
so someone teases me: 你只係識得揾工唔識得辭工
yea I'm so cheap.
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突然想起我下年這個時候就不在香港.....(if in UK/CAN)
I'm thinking how much $ I need in there.
if really UK
if I bring $10000
去到o個邊,$1000都無.
所以都係等我儲夠幾皮先好去
對人太失望
$才變得越來越實在.
only this is stable and promising.
如果今個sem 我Grammar 可以大步檻過
我下個sem 就會接jobs...as possible as I can on Mon ,Fri and Sat;
if the Grammar really so shit,
I'll quit one job and study.
cos this yr is really busy and first time try doing so many things.
I have to look into my situation.
and adjust it
btw, I won't let any modules failed.
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ah, how to teach f.2/3 students on communcation with foreigners.......
>>October 28, 2006 at 5:25:35 PM GMT+8
2006 年 10 月 23 日 星期一 【晴】
eat poo.
今個sem唯一一堂走jor for assignment jel
即刻俾professor 發現
今日...都nearly back to home......suddenly a bitch...c lai.. with lots of cans in her plastic bags..
and HIT on my knee. Ouch! so painful! you bitch...........said my heart. =_=
tmr is a harsh day for me...
830 am wake till ..............................11pm sin can arrive home.
........I'll be mad
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[過千的塔羅]
I've been here in the pc lab since 5 pm. it's v. boring.
just waiting for 830 choir practice
shit them. go to musical concert then we all have to wait for them and change to tue.
and this is the chairman?
so tired of course
but this time not as zZ as last 2 weeks.
cos today i just had two lessons.
quiite relaxing.
just totally 3 hrs lesson as 1 lesson was canceled.
but most of the time I had other meeting with groupmates and professor, who is my personal tutor.
we just chatted abt the immersion.
Canada isn't that bad...? cos he just back from canada and gave us a sharing.
I played tarot before.
England seem not as gd as I expected.
of course...I can't just all rely on tarot
otherwise I miss the chance of where I would like to go.
just so confusing but will recosider it again next semester.
just eat a 2pieces of big sandwiches.
and drink one call...Rose and Wild Dates Drink.
i think it's 玫瑰紅棗茶la.
quite a sweet thing. and feel gd.
also bought the pear and apple tea
塔羅學完了
學了甚麼呢?
學了表達感覺...bravely.
if I don't take the advanced.
the previous $4xx beginner course will be wasted.
actually the course , to be complete, should be both the elementary and the advanced one in whole one
the ppl just tactically split it into 2 halves.
really clever.
學了追求價值
學了男女大不同
學了人心表裡不一
and learn to think more abt one question......
oh. it seems I didn't learn much abt tarot
but instead some other things.
this is what I feel my brain percept.
maybe becos i feel like it's a bit cheating $. so I didn't focus on tarot anymore.
but instead think of sth more deeply.
so overall, it compensates my loss.
I don't feel the thousand dollar is wasted gei.
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[精采的人生]
I'm waiting for 830 really ........so xyz
I'm regret to lead the choir ga.
but already decided then have to keep forwards.
it's cooler today.
I just have a walk right after professor's meeting.
Ied is really beautiful
everywhere is so peaceful...feel like.
many flowers around and breeze from ToLo Harbour.
i don't feel hot but just at the right temperature.
the question left from the tarot course is that
what is 精采的人生?
actually , a few days before the course, I had been always thinking abt it when I was bathing.....
How to make my life fantastic?.....
this is a very difficult question.
but I really hope my life have lot of excitements and adventures.
unforgettable
special and different from others.
someone told me I'll have a fantastic life in future abt 2 yrs ago.
afterall, I've been always thinking abt it.
am I really coming close to this or he just cheated me.
but no matter I'm cheated or not.
my goal in life is to reach that quality..a fantastic one, with a value.
I'm heading to that point.
but don't know by what means I can achieve....
very ideally, a fantastic one should be with :
-a challenging job...can't be too easy
-a close relationship with family members.
-love with strong passion (at least once in life)
-a few trust-worthy true friends
-learn DIFFERENT knowledge...cos dont want to specialise in one thing.....
as if expect is sth but idiot in other things.
-appreciate arts and nature,
etc.
and additionally,an adventure.
maybe I watched cartoons too mcuh.
I really want an adventure to make my life special.
ppl always say he/she has a meaningful life becos...the most common e.g. is to Africa or whatever saw the ppl v. cham. and they serve the ppl there. and that's it!
for me i don't think it's v. meaningful actually.
yesterday I dreamt.
I found an underground empire with a fd.
the dream was so excited :)
so impressive na.
I hope before I die I can experience such thing once.
.....any kind of adventure. (in here travelling doesn't mean adventure)
gum 條命就真係值回票價la.
too much imagination, now back to reality
um, Ayumi 進步了, but of course Hikki's still a bit better
ready to go
tmr exam.
need to practise oral presentation at mid-night.
wish me goodluck
>>October 24, 2006 at 12:06:11 PM GMT+8
2006 年 10 月 20 日 星期五 【晴】
Thur:
Sports day
Go to school/back to school
run like shortrun 100 metres
whole day just run
crazy day.
even I returned the piano key to office also need to run from Block D to Block B.
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Programme 1: F.5 enhancement course
Date: One of the weekdays (could be negotiated)
Time: 2 hours per session
Hourly rate: around $150
Class size: 15 students
Tutors needed: 1
Commencing date: as soon as possible
Programme 2: F.1 enhancement course
Date: 4th,11th,18th,25th NOV & 16th, 23rd DEC & 6th,16th JAN (8 Saturdays)
Time: 9:30am -11:30am
Hourly rate: around $180
Class size: 15-20 students
Tutors needed: 2
Programme 3: F.2 enhancement course
Date: 4th,11th,18th,25th NOV & 16th, 23rd DEC & 6th,16th JAN (8 Saturdays)
Time: 9:30am -11:30am
Hourly rate: around $180
Class size: 15-20 students
Tutors needed: 2
Programme 4: F.3 enhancement course
Date: 4th,11th,18th,25th NOV & 16th, 23rd DEC & 6th,16th JAN (8 Saturdays)
Time: 9:30am -11:30am
Hourly rate: around $180
Class size: 15-20 students
Tutors needed: 2
真好賺,不過我無福消受
all of my days are occupied.
Sunday I rest for saving my live.
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Don't know what the hell is doing
呢幾日都係green 痰
a bit headache.
I just thought that passed two weeks this week will be better
but seem just a little bit better
I still zZ abt 5-6 hrs a day
hope next week can be better
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the magazine said
Cow 農曆Dec born...and also some other ppl.
will 遭逢橫禍 when the農曆 Sep come
tmr Sun will be the start of Chin. Calendar Sep.....
it said: 上述人士in Sep 最容易受傷害,可會出現的問題計有: 破大財,見血光, 手腳刑傷, 感情鬧翻, 主觀累事等.
.....it's v. bad anyway.
but I feel I was suffered almost already last month.
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Fri:
I feel really sad
a kid in centre got hurt............
just abt 7 yrs old
while I was busy for making some records
the kid I'm "looking after" was playing. just sat in front of me
playing with stationeries
these recent few times with him I was quite pleasant.
cos he was used to be the most naughty boy
I do put much effort
and he changed to be a v. gd boy.
suddenly, "o卡嚓"...as if taking picture by an old carmera.
Feeling alert,I stopped.
Sitting still, I stared at him.
He just at once put his hand in the drawer and staring at me with big eyes too.
he looked shocked.
I asked.....Did u stapled your finger...?
he slowly raise his thumb to me.........................with the nail fully inserted in his thumb.
I was too shocked.
Sit still for a second with no response.
I felt like I was a little bit lost in control and just yelled for colleagues for help.
He didn't cry he was so brave.
panel asked: hey, u don't feel painful?Brave wor, no crying.
then she 's gone to find plasters
He just kept silent
I tried to massage his little thumb softly asked if feeling painful.
he then said, shakingly: actually I feel painful........then tears running in eyes...
and just kept saying: I'm sorry....next time I won't be so naughty.....
我覺得好心痛.
I felt so sorry cuz I didn't take gd care of him when during coaching.
In fact I did want to cry.
but if I cried, the kid would think it's so serious as if he's gonna died. This would scare him.
and then after a v. short while, he begged me: 求下你,你快d同我Mon 走佢.
I was really scared cuz I was worried if he would feel more painful.
luckily thank god, a colleage (filipino).......pulled it away.
In fact I should have taken the stapler away from him.
he's too small. didn't understand the risk even I'd explained to many times to him before.
番jor 都有成年工,都係第一次have such accident happened.
it's kind of experience but I don't want it anymore.
回家我有好好反省..and I was really sad, just cried a little.
這次我真是責無旁貸, it's my fault.
and I learnt sth:
next time, I must remember to take reaction before any crisis.
cos I can't bear any consequences...
>>October 23, 2006 at 5:03:09 PM GMT+8
2006 年 10 月 17 日 星期二 【晴】
so bad.......
now just on the internet and surf, kill time.
so bored, esp. on the way to school
such a long journey kills me.
return again,totally 3 hrs.
in my life.....the most meaningless time is the traveling time
on the way in between destinations........nth u can do but worrying if the car will crash.
I just met Stone.
He looks nice but actually he's so strict
yesterday he scolded me a little bit.
shit.
I said: tmr meet u and tonight I'll finish the task.
he said I suppose u should have done in the reading week!
I said I'm sorry I have an assignment to rush for
but so shit he said u failed that one doesnt matter,
but if u fail this one u'll be expelled.
I nearly want to spell on him and change him into a real stone.
All module I'll get passed. 我又唔係無交hw, 都係見你果陣先帶of course do my thesis first.
chi chi dei sin.
just a speaking paper.
I swear I won't fail in 基準speaking paper!!!
so crazy.
If I fail, I'll quit from the ed. field forever!
today I had individual consultation with him.
the play my recording of prose and poem to him.
then he said I may reach bench mark 4.
I feel so delighted of course and said I really hope so.
but after listening to my long-turn speech,speak a topic for 2 mins
found I have a problem of grammar in speech.
I have to becareful on this.
and I'll start to focus on it
If I got 2, then I fail.
3 is a pass mark
I'm trying hard to get a 4 and show him: I'll spell on u first before I 'm expelled!!
I hate him!!!!!!!! Ghost!
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Don't want to type
finger cracked. painful
gonna choir.
last week 有幾天咳血
so i start to use mic when teaching.
it's terrible
now my throat still has some problem
so may not sing much today.
19:02
我成日都托手肘 (應該就是托手 月爭)....no matter use pc to read things or attend lesson
EF: I used 2 mins to finish ur interview
Thur:
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