today mum told me abt the news that someone died in IEd....
i dont know him.
but he's one of the lecturers in IEd
my classmate said he's a v. nice guy..
50 yrs old still young but died so early.........due to heart stroke.
我突然覺得好驚....
if you die.....without leaving a word. I think it's horrible.
u disappear from this world without a trace...can u imagine?
碰見dr. lee.....她說她跟他是1x年朋友...
她說唯一覺得感覺好一點是他的離去是比較安詳
而且他只有太太沒有子女,....
我話咁仲慘....50就死..剩低老婆自己一個渡過新年...真的好悽慘.
所以我突然覺得將來結婚還是會生番個....
女人老來從子是對的.
起碼個心沒有那麼孤寂.
研究動物情緒的樸茨茅斯大學（University of Portsmouth）心理學家莫瑞斯（Paul Morris）告訴「星期泰晤士報」（Sunday Times），「我們發現，狗與馬以及或許更多其他物種，擁有遠較我們所認知的更複雜情緒。牠們也有我們一度以為只有靈長類動物才擁有的簡單形式諸多情緒。」
匆忙間我買了份Xmas gift for myself.
係枝熱槍for melting plastics
actually 是用來melt crystals and fix them on fabrics, wood, paper,etc.
但這件"玩具"有危險性...cuz it's v. hot. it needs to be careful.
我都未有時間玩..
maybe 新年啦~
this new yr 好想去廣州aunt 度玩...cuz mum wants to go..and so I have a chance to go too.
其實aunt 好幾年前已經叫了我們去..
但總是時間不對..其實隨時我也可以pack 包包上去玩. 只是覺得怎麼我一直都這麼忙.
上年lum 過去..但又要去加拿大...一走成4個月所以不想再離港
或者今年看看一月中後可不可以去.
如果去到一定會有很好的招待jel~~~~
mum can 聚舊with her and then they will ask 司機載我周圍去,我想去邊度玩都得 :D
到時候我就去書城買一堆無謂書
又或者買野食.
昨日5pm 出門番學去Sarah hall 做功課
7pm 到IEd
開始錄影....每人錄了兩次..
10pm 才完..
大埔真的冷多! 覺得頭痛..一來沒有吃dinner, 而來counselling 確實是一個很用brain 的process
臨走我們到711...只有711開..
i bought hot 維他奶+sandwiches 便拿著邊吃邊匆匆忙忙回家
12才到家.
v. bad mood cuz i didn't have time to have dinner.
but thanks so much to Sarah特地從Shenzhen提早趕回來...otherwise it would be so damn.
poor boxing day.
dinner
>>December 27, 2008 at 11:22:14 AM GMT+8
2008 年 12 月 23 日 星期二 【晴】
what a special Xmas Eve.
needed to go to library and borrow books.....
and also borrow Dcam for my 30th Dec assignment..
so ma fan ........
they were so heavy...1x books and Dcam + elec. charger...
這個聖誕....讓我許一個願....
我希望過埋大四以後..
我永遠都不用再搬搬抬抬....永遠都不用拿重東西.
我不是介意拿東西.....
可是拿得多真的很厭倦......
每份功課都要借書...看ref. list, 然後做screening..然後找書..最後再做多一次screening..才拿去counter..整個過程都要一個下午....因為整個過程通常會repeat 兩三次..
所以我很多時候會胃痛(如果那天要上課)
ocean park 我就都算regularly 去......
其實真的很悶很悶...
last time it was Halloween.
next time....我也想不到找甚麼藉口去.
或者這次甚麼冰上嘉年華...可以看性感女郎skating...
但其實最catch 到我的..是ocean park 說有成超過2000隻bears.
信唔信??????????????
>>December 24, 2008 at 7:32:16 PM GMT+8
2008 年 12 月 22 日 星期一 【晴】
I love trees~ ESPECIALLY XMAS TREE~~
this is decorated by me, isn't it pretty?
Say Merry Xmas to Everybody first~
今日party..1pm 放學..
我去f.3班...很悶..沒有東西吃...
..然後碰見f.4班boys,他們問我做mud 無去佢地班,有好多野食wor
我話你地又無邀請我我又唔識你o地班主任 !
佢地其中有一個請我食棉花糖..
我話: 唉,得呢個乖d.....
跟住我就慘了..
個個輪住給我棉花糖
我話乖啦乖啦....然後夠喇夠喇!!....最後要鬧唔好再塞俾我!! .\_/.
成手都是蝦條棉花糖好尷尬..因為我已經出到校門..
然後他們剛巧也是要出去食飯
差不多8,9個男孩個子都高過我在我後面..我感覺怪怪....
而且他們不斷說粗口..
令我覺得好想扮唔識佢地..
我話你望下你自己件冷3! 成個學校標誌印係度..小心你自己O既言行!
唉..所以..我覺得如果成班野係街上講不文數字粗口..然後轉頭叫我做MIZZY! MiZZY!
d 街坊見到....覺得我教人教到咁,就算我係實習的
....都真係好無面
i hate this.
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現在找不到人做功課,
煩惱憂心中..
不過我還是sleep first.....
cuz I'm damn tired.
>>December 22, 2008 at 2:08:11 PM GMT+8
2008 年 12 月 20 日 星期六 【晴】
worried.
v. afraid to hear bad news on/after Monday
pressure is just like the sea waves.
sometimes it helps push us far and forward..
but sometimes it's too big and swallows us.
>>December 20, 2008 at 4:51:48 PM GMT+8
2008 年 12 月 19 日 星期五 【晴】
this week i zZ v. early..10xx or 11xx then zZ
otherwise i feel dead the next morning.
everything was fine.
Xmas 's coming,
every year when Xmas's coming I wanna have a Xmas tree at my home.
I wanna have a big tall Xmas tree......as tall as I tiptoe and my arm can reach its top
that will be perfect....and I'll put a silvery glittering star on it..and gifts underneath
today after school I went to MUJI to buy some Xmas gifts for f.3 class.
I bought 8 packs of candies.
and I felt like i went bankrupt.
cuz TP really costs me so much..
and I was blackmailed by students to buy flags for GREENPEACE and raffle tickets for GIRLGUIDES..
sigh.
v. poor
no shopping in this Xmas..i still have to buy some stuff..and they will cost me much again..
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Monday is Xmas party in school
but I have to hand in 4000 words assignment at 5pm.
this Xmas holiday is all abt hw...this is v. shit.
really many hw in this holiday.
v. tired...gdnight.
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任何事情都要看緣分.
>>December 19, 2008 at 5:07:53 PM GMT+8
2008 年 12 月 14 日 星期日 【晴】
tired to type..
just feel annoyed today.
I wanna get rid of 翻版側田HELP!! .........
sigh......i really feel so bothered....
in the morning,
he said: Alice, 有無興趣借電腦
我話: 吓?無..
他緊接說你等我講埋先...我之前部腦攞去整,e+整好..你可以用我呢部(IEd 現在每人借一部腦,v. tiny white lenovo..i forgot the model no#).
我話:唔洗啦..我怕整爛, 你可以攞去還...
跟住個bitch C lai 不停說就算爛都係IEd 賠...
佢兩個不停逼我用
點解wor....好討厭呀
我特登唔用因為這樣才可以去電腦室離開他們.
現在呢個栗子頭格硬要人用佢部腦想我走唔到癡線GA!!!!!!!!!!
我點都拒絕...
一共拒絕了5次才靜止..氣氛尷尬
但我不尷尬.因為點解我要用你部電腦?
我自己夠有電腦不過不帶回學校
我唔明,我話"你反而帶自己部電腦又重又大?"然後把IEd 借來的給我?
雖然我都借了IEd 那個and i'm on waiting list,
不過好好彩我借不到,否則真係日對夜對他們.
就是因為借不到我才可以解脫走上上面pantry 用電腦.
佢個cheap 精竟然連呢招都lum 到. shit.
佢excuse 說因為他是電腦人IEd 那部mini 對他無用.
我差d 都想講無用你就還俾IEd, I dont want to use yr pc, got it?!
很多時候都是出於禮貌才說不出口去鬧..或者很直接地說我的不滿..
但唯有說些藉口推搪,說了兩三次,你還是get 不到的話
那麼尷尬難堪是你自找.
我說不,你就別再煩.
我真係好憎你X煩.
然後尷尬氣氛..但我堅持不要就是不要.
我還是說怕整爛,你如果不用就還了它.
C lai 說mei ar, 整爛都係IEd 賠
我還是說怕整爛,都係唔好..
她跟他仍要說他的電腦整好了,這個IEd notebook無用
我還是說我怕整爛,你還了它吧
她跟他說點會整爛呀?
我話我都係on waiting list for the notebook, 不過實習日子都過了一半,所以我都不需要了,你可以還
C lai 靜了不出聲
我也不出聲,接著很不情願也沒有甚麼感情的向栗子頭說一句"唔該晒你先"
大家才靜了..像是剛剛吵架完了. (其實跟吵架分別不大..)
lunch 我帶spaghette
我自提早食,食完便lunch time
lunch time i went back to library zZ
他早大半粒鐘便回來.
還要大大聲放下his water bottle on the table
我俾佢整醒
我真係好想說: 我知你返黎la, 妖...
我望他一眼然後繼續訓
別以為我會跟你說話,我情願訓也不要見到你個樣.
Happy 2009~
v. busy .....my Xmas holiday 's gone...
朋友問我點解佢男友唔會呷醋..就算有人追佢也是一樣等等.
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