2004 年 5 月 28 日 星期五 【晴】

AVRIL LAVIGNE

[Take Me Away]

I cannot find a way to describe it
It's there inside; all I do is hide
I wish that it would just go away
What would you do, you do, if you knew
What would you do

CHORUS
All the pain I thought I knew
All my thoughts lead back to you
Back to what was never said
Back and forth inside my head
I can't handle this confusion
I'm unable; come and take me away

I feel like I am all alone
All by myself I need to get around it
My words are cold, I don't want them to hurt you
If I show you, I don't think you'd understand
Cause no one understands

CHORUS

I'm going nowhere [on and on and]
I'm getting nowhere [on and on and on]
Take me away
I'm going nowhere [on and off and off and on]
[and off and on]

CHORUS

Take me away
Take me away
Take me away
Take me away


Strong feeling with AVRIL LAVIGNE
whom the 4th singer i like

u like someone because
u can get her route of thought

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Different ppl have different characteristics.
表裡不一是很常見的

like Avril Lavigne & Britney Spear
one just like a boy
but yesterday i read newspaper,
she said she was very girlish
i believe.

Britney..
she always claims that she is so innocent
but everyone knows the fact

so,表裡不一未必是不好的
在不同性格上會產生不同效果

>>June 21, 2004 at 6:08:00 PM GMT+8

2004 年 5 月 27 日 星期四 【晴】

My leg.......
just like got serious poisonous.

a palm size for the infected area

no one knows that originally itchi is a kind of pain..

want to cry ,just like a monster
i'm so angry for that

行一步,痕一步
&*(@&#*(^)(^#@&*@#!&^*)#%!!!

i wonder if i was a frog 1000 years ago.
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>>June 1, 2004 at 8:33:35 AM GMT+8

2004 年 5 月 26 日 星期三 【晴】

肥
走一步都辛苦
依然狂吃
準備爆磅

this summer唔好叫我出街
冇冷氣咪約我
怕熱多過怕凍

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today 很氣頂
PE play tennis
中午12 點行上山頂網球場
熱都我死
打唔夠15 mins 投降
跑到附近遮陰
一D 都唔涼
但好過頭頂燒焦

點知一直都覺得條腳痕痕地
直到有人話有蚊咬
我摸下條腳
先發現中招
真是好唔開心

o甘都算啦
跟住越摸越多
嚇到我猛柑跳
開始覺得成身痕(心理作用)
真是很想爆粗的
周身不爽
又猛流汗
人人都係o甘標汗
我見到都覺得熱
真是很眼冤

返到classroom
成間房臭晒
but still need to have UE lesson

黏that that gum
hateful

back home bath
妳mo 話,bath dou take much energy

exhausted.

sigh,anyway,skating is still the best
never feel too hot.

>>May 27, 2004 at 9:16:29 AM GMT+8

2004 年 5 月 25 日 星期二 【晴】

Today is Buddha 's birthday
Happy Birthday

I suppose no one has ever said it to You ba
let me be the first one

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next week i need to dissect
excited + frightened.

我不殺老鼠,老鼠卻為我而死
very sorry.

hope today can help u 超渡
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recently very strange
while i 'm walking on the street...
ppl may turn their heads and look at me with confused look
they even dare turn several times.

last time was a near 30 years old
this time about 13,4 years old

i went back to home to check if anything on my face
if not my problem
then it should be their problem in brains.

>>May 26, 2004 at 9:48:28 AM GMT+8

2004 年 5 月 25 日 星期二 【晴】

[My Beloved]

today i took out my fake accessories..(haha)
then i discovered the one received from u
Don't know if u still remember
it should be 6 years ago.
but i'm still keeping it.

a star necklace with fluorescence substance inside
so at night it glows....
i got it from the letter u sent to her
one for her,that was moon shape
and one for me, star.

at that moment i was quite surprised and very happy
i still remember it clearly

suddenly i realised.....
gifts are not only valued norminally
but it has the power to recall ur happy memories

it is now getting rust u know
but i'm still keep it as treasure.

next time,hope that i can bring some impressive memories
through these tiny presents to u,my beloved.

不知不覺間,我想起妳給我的很多小禮物
儲埋已經有一大堆+一大撘信

finally , don't know if i have told u before
my most happiest time was the time i spent with u at ur home
esp. watching VCD.

去妳家的感覺是極close feel
我好鍾意
although sometimes we did many silly things ,
i like spend time in this way.
becos no one is able to follow it.
can u get it?

下次Xmas 妳回來時
希望我們還可以as close as before.
this is my only expectation on us.

>>May 25, 2004 at 6:20:49 PM GMT+8

2004 年 5 月 23 日 星期日 【晴】

for the real unhappiness
it is too difficult to eliminate it.

u ignore it
it still exists

u face it
eventuall u find that u can't do anythings on it.

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a week again

yesterday had confusion with classmates
that i scold in phone angrily

sorry about that , i lost temper.

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今天想祝福妳
一位我的舊朋友
希望妳幸福

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i'm going to take the final course in summer vacation.

sigh,so tired
today i didn't take the nap
then how will i be tonight.

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To one of my fd,

i understand it. In fact do u want them to separate apart? u don't like ur dad,but can u accept living in the single -parent family in the future?
i have no comment on the incident,but u can try to think in this way.
if u can accept,then u support her
if u feel unhappy,don't let them separate. it's ur right

they have to concern about ur feeling because it's their responsibility
not only they want to divorce then they can do so easily
ur permit is important

best wishes

>>May 28, 2004 at 9:11:43 AM GMT+8

2004 年 5 月 20 日 星期四 【晴】

生活是很苦悶的
當然有人會覺得十分充實

人家叫我快樂
有,我會
我都不是一面倒那類型

人生哲理常有教訓我們不要常常跟別人比較
可是,當你發現普通人都可以擁有的
而你自己怎樣做都得不到
那一刻,你就會很絕望了

不很快樂人人都有
而這也不能叫不開心
但...

to be continuous

>>May 21, 2004 at 11:11:38 AM GMT+8

2004 年 5 月 17 日 星期一 【晴】

I don't know what is my extreme tolerance
what is that level i don't know.

I can sacrifice anything for whom i care
have u ever thought of losing ur dearest like parents?

i have an increasing pressure that still not meet the peak.

people around me always talking about things that are depressing.
but is it really that worse?!

like.....many fds are frustrated by their lovers
in their mind ,is that really the true source of saddness?

I am not demand for love,really
i even don't want it too.

i have no time to deal with so many nonsense and exhausting things.
Back to my practical life,
don't stay in dreams.

However it is so ridiculous that my hopes for a bright future can never be faded away.

No one would understand me,
don't ask me to introduce myself to waste time.

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Dull life
challenges cannot awake people

maybe it was better if i didn't come to the world

>>May 18, 2004 at 11:08:59 AM GMT+8

2004 年 5 月 13 日 星期四 【晴】

A week again

see someone every day

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I'm too easy to have feelings with people.
or let ppl feel different on me.
the worst thing is , i'm able to detect it
by senses or whatever

that's the reason I don't like to get close to men.

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>>May 14, 2004 at 10:35:33 AM GMT+8

2004 年 5 月 7 日 星期五 【晴】

水滴形的紫金沙~
我覺得好靚wor
how come some ppl say my taste like Ar 婆


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if he gum dou can angry with u
it really shows that he is very low b

u can ignore him
until he find u

or if not,fly 了也罷

以妳條件
他再排隊也要十條街

>>May 8, 2004 at 1:04:59 PM GMT+8