this is not a forum.
I dont need messengers.
I dont know what and who's wrong.
唔好再多管閒事
連自己對自己發個脾氣都沒自由
I'm extremely annoyed at the moment
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you're selfish
i dont make accusation without reasons.
>>June 9, 2010 at 6:12:07 PM GMT+8
2010 年 6 月 8 日 星期二 【晴】
slept right after dinner.
just felt too tired.
couldn't do anything
and woke and bathed
and stayed late again.
trying to change this kind of lifestyle..
and it comes to the final week before the kids' exam
A debt repayment from colleague triggers off a series of flirtation
which makes me suddenly realise the tiny changes of the colleague's attitude
let's call it a night
>>June 8, 2010 at 6:38:44 PM GMT+8
2010 年 6 月 5 日 星期六 【晴】
finally I got a little time
actually i felt a bit sick.
maybe the day before I slept at 5am due to some works.
I dont like multi-tasking
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on Friday it was such a busy day.
didn't expect that.
cuz it was my favourite Day F.
but then I almost couldn't have lunch freely.
cuz students ask me to have lunch together
so I took my lunch box with them.
we had a silly but fun chat.
then I had another meeting with the litter prefects.
Recently i've been working on different exam and pre-exam papers.
ah it was so tiring.
i had done writing, dictation and listening.
and burnt lots of CDs for listening.
it's really fussy to make a listening paper.
and I need to made both exam and pre-exam listening papers!!!
and lots of pre-tasks for writing.
ah, it's so fussy.
I'm the only one who can promise to myself.
從此以後, 那種狀況不會再發生在我身上了
不會再擔驚受怕
也不會胡思亂想
won't be left alone.
每天帶著一種陰影生活.
it feels extremely horrible.
我終於都可以過新生活 :)
>>June 7, 2010 at 1:22:38 AM GMT+8
2010 年 6 月 2 日 星期三 【晴】
the new hair style has already been admired by sts and colleagues for a few days.
and it made me feel a bit shy.
cuz my face doesnt change,
just the hair shape changes.
to accept sudden praises on sth v. familiar and old is a kind of embarrassment,
cuz I looked the same on the first day I came.
so I just reply student that : so you mean I look ugly when I have curly hair?!
and colleagues..just simply said I couldn't manage the mess on my head.
I just can't think of what other reasons as a response.
but is it really necessary to provide a reason for the things I've done?
I feel tired of being a 0.3 celebrity
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there must be somebody who is v. stubborn around.
and what can I do????
suddenly I feel so helpless....
in the first term...I was too helpless to deal with it.
but what about the 2nd term?
uncle said: 'do sth!'
it comes to my mind suddenly when I come to the worst situation
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How many ppl can I trust...
all of a sudden, I realise that I have been cheated for quite a long while....
I feel bad of not trusting ppl
and feel even worse for the time I had trusted ppl.
I try to pursue this virtue...
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today is a special day.
a confident day but exhausted.
gdnight.
>>June 2, 2010 at 4:43:36 PM GMT+8
2010 年 5 月 29 日 星期六 【晴】
dont know y
after I've finished my education,
I strongly desire for freedom..
how can I get rid of all the fussy stuff and free myself.
is it becos I'm under the curse of Aquarius spell.
aquarians always wants freedom, i think it's becos they can never feel free
'can I be alone for a while?'
sounds like moody,
but actually I really need to be alone, for just a while
to keep myself in a calm mood.
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a student asked me,
how can I get 4 marks out of 5 in organization?
ah, this is a gd question.
in fact i dont know how to answer him.
but I can't say u just deserve to have 3 at that moment.
it depends on the styles and see if the expression are beautifully written.
and if the meaning is clearly conveyed
that's my feeling.
it includes lots of things, like paragraphing, indentation,etc.
even the handwriting counts!
i think it's just an impression mark..to see if i can read the thing comfortably.
it's a gd question,
I'll find it out later.
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I recently know somebody whose moon is in Cancer.
a little white dog approached me :D
seems like I always have gd relationship with little white dogs
If I were home alone, I would like to have one
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ho, finally, had some time and straightened hair.
and the hairdresser was a woman
the first time I met a woman.
I like that....
it's the first time i asked a hairdresser for a namecard
but today there were also 3 bad things happened
thundered and rained suddenly
when I read magazines, I saw a big page of frogs
the heat from the hair dryer burned my left ear, it was painful!
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it's happier to shift back from reality to dreams & illusions
quite surely I wont turn back anymore until dreams come true.
by the time i end this, a moth stayed on my lap!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AH!
>>May 29, 2010 at 7:15:19 PM GMT+8
2010 年 5 月 28 日 星期五 【晴】
Happy Birthday, Winky!
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[Bygone is bygone]
several hrs ago it was still 28th.
today I woke at around 0630
and then arrived at 08:00'59"..ha.
almost late again
i dont know y i'm so brave.
late for 5 times already in this yr.
actually more than 5 i guess.
anyway,
i'll try my best
but if I can't..
I made a big mistake. I feel sad.
cuz I shouldn't be so careless.
I think i am too busy and tired.
this time i really have to blame myself..cuz I have the responsiblities..
I put a wrong timing on the writing exam paper.
god.
why could I spot at colleagues' mistakes, but couldn't spot out mine.
colleagues also had made the same mistake but I spot it out before printing the paper.
sigh.
another colleague asked : might have consequences.
I said: I know, but it's unavoidable...for such an accident. I didn't want this happen.
and then he said sth else i didn't remember, sth like remind be to be careful of the consequences.
and then before I left I said: bygone is bygone.
so I'll really really try my best
but if I can't,
I'll just say : bygone is bygone
my favourite econ quote
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today I worked from 0800am-09xxpm..
cuz sch speech day.
really really tired.
and then I had midnight snack with colleague who's home alone.
I jealous him cuz I also wanna be home alone, somehow..
I really desire for freedom in every way.
and after we went back home,
and then.......i saw sth really bad
so I went to park and had a walk at 11pm.
其實夜深去行公園是有危險性,
i dont know y, i always like to put myself in danger.
anyway, I think I'm fine and it's safe.
有問題我就會扮打電話
I didn't let family know I had a walk alone in park at midnight.
this's the first time.
recently i really love to have a walk along seaside regularly
cuz it's really suffocating to work for long hrs......
I need some fresh air.
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econ and bio are always my favourites.
番了工後竟然可以運用到in my daily life
互利共生 Mutualism
finally recall my memories of my poor biology knowledge.
as a positive companion, to stay at my side, it's mutualism.
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choir and orchestra are really really gd .......
today ..in the speech day..
their performance was really excellent.
Wish you well and lucky
for the coming new yr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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[先苦後甜]
finally the public holiday comes.
由細到大我都會把不好吃的東西先吃下
然後慢慢品嘗好吃的.
到現在還是有這個preference.
想想將來.......
仔細計劃一下後
竟然發現....
未來這幾年我還要繼續捱窮下去
真想死去.
我一定要發奮向上.
我必須缩短這種日子........
then I hope the dessert won't be expired too soon.
我開始都想去遊行
professor said: 我們這樣都是政府的錯.
當時我不太明
現在我明
and I agree now.
回歸後這個政府讓我們這班80s' 太無securities..
搞呢搞lo
搞到我們流離浪蕩
點解唔幫下我o地
銀紙貶值!
學歷貶值!!
合約貶值!!!
點解唔可以suggest d 好d policies
等大家安居樂業一點!?
>>May 22, 2010 at 9:29:33 AM GMT+8
2010 年 5 月 20 日 星期四 【晴】
badly bitten by mosquito
the whole limbs have lots of bites.
the working environment is really bad..
comparative to air-con office.
it's the 2nd term right now.
what a physical challenge to me
can't even manage myself recently.
just imagine after work u got home got changed and had dinner.
............
checked emails
take out the clothing for the next day
and then............throw myself to bed
and till the next day ..4,5 o'clock
and probably won't sleep well.
cuz didn't feel natural and comfortable when zZ.
couldn't bath feel bad
it happens again and again recently.
I think I need a way out for that.
this kind of life sucks.
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ah..i finished my duties yesterday
i got on the top floor.
and saw the sun
a typical picture.
a hill and a sun
a sea underneath.
some ppl, roads, vehicles and buildings
with trees around.
it wasn't like the day before
thundering and lightning
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if i were not that soft-hearted,
would i have a smoother life
我的事
slept right after dinner.
finally I got a little time
HAPPY BIRTHDAY Corn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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