2009 年 4 月 26 日 星期日 【微雨】

:::::::::::: Physiology 之死 ::::::::::::

從來未試過咁唔熟就走入去考Physi，所有notes叫做睇左1次半ja!
(啱啱個mid-term我都温左7次la，加埋睇書wor，今次淨notes….)
琴晚一直大叫到入試場o個陣，真係二個不安呀!

凌晨兩點先瞓，今朝六點半又起身再睇過。
Glycogenesis, glycolysis, gluconeogenesis, gluconeolysis…
望到d字頭都暈，多謝victor解答左，救我一命。

頭痛得很(不過抵死ga wor，鬼叫自己咁夜瞓!)，食左panadol先去reading ga la，不過入到試場都仲係頭暈暈……
都唔知係份卷頭o個兩版我完。全。唔。識 (無誇張，o個度大約8,9條我全部係按心情撞ge，唔係唔想估ar，但無從入手)嚇到我暈暈地定我真係痛到有d暈la。
最nor既事係─　考左無幾耐，有個男仔走黎同我講：「你係咪坐錯位?」
我係NM07 ga wor，跟住有staff走埋黎同我對，我真係坐錯左，我應該係NM02 呀!要搬位，好醜怪呀!!!><

Simon Au既題目真係好難呀!
條條都黎analysis，畀個case我地，叫我地揾返o個個「病人」既病因/用乜野藥去醫。
頭都大埋……
返而PS Leung既GI出黎勁淺，balance返掛。
都唔會考得好ga la，如果有個B我都心滿意足了。

考完勁肚餓，同JC, ceci & victor去NA can食tea。
返到五高收到postcard 呀!!! 好鍾意幅圖畫哩!!! =]
Thanks a lot!

Ana & Physi 兩科major都告一段落了，好的壞的都成定局，希望自己唔好再多諗啦。
好好努力physi (sigh~又係Simon Au出題……)同埋human biology，唯一一科有機會搏到好grade ga la!

不過而家都係去瞓一陣先，個頭真係好用(連panadol都無效…..)

>>April 27, 2009 at 9:09:58 AM GMT+8

2009 年 4 月 21 日 星期二 【晴】

::::::::::: Dead end? ::::::::::::::

Remove the counting in MSN lu, I need not count the days, when I count, it just acts as a positive reinforcement of remembering.

Have insomnia last night.
Not that I don’t want to sleep, just that when my eyes closed, the image of the brain, brainstem appear….:><
What a torture!!

I hate histology soooooooooooooooo much!!
The cells of all glands are more or less the same, how do I recognize them under microscopic within 45 seconds?
So many slides with various magnifications….我好想死呀!

And I am now forgetting everything about embryology which I have studied before, can my memory be a little be longer? Just for 2 days please.
Anatomy is interesting and straight forward, however, when comes to examination, it is the most terrifying, frightening and torturing!
Always writing essays and talks about pathways and the pathways are so similar and yet with distinguish functions.

SIGH

>>April 22, 2009 at 5:33:44 AM GMT+8

2009 年 4 月 20 日 星期一 【晴】

::::::::::: 以有涯隨無涯，殆已！ :::::::::::

最重要唔係上面呢句，係下句「已而為知者，殆而已矣」
温Anatomy exam真係好有呢種感覺!
細細個腦但坌Jpathways同functions實在太太太太偉大! Limbic system (believe related to emotion)到而家都仲未好清楚坌Jfunctions。
對住一堆咁灝大既野，明知讀完又唔記得，但都要死死地去讀(炒一科就要留班la!!><)，唔係殆而已矣係乜…..灰

Talk about something that is less frustrating.
This morning have PTH oral exam. Mr. Yau didn’t ask me how to go from one place to another, feeling sort of relief.~hahaa
Actually it is like chit-chat. He asked whether I like my major or not (a little bit la) and if I had chance to choose again, what would I choose.
After that, he asked something which is really not related to PTH exam la. He said PGT is having programs in summer again and see if I would help this time.
I said if I have time and can take leave from professor I would like to be helper la.
(可以賺下零用嘛，不過都係無乜希望ga la)

Have Prof. Jiang sign my pre-reg form and hand it in.
Then back to hostel surfing on web.... why I am still wasting time in this critical moment?!
As I realize that I am just wasting time, I decide to practise flute instead.
Not good this time. Still the fingering problem and I still can’t find m tone!!><

Fanny (a friend who I knew in Japanese class, nursing student from OU la) comes around 4p.m. and I show her the way to dissect lab.
Actually it is like I am having one more round revision.
I really think it is a pity that they don’t have their own dissect lab. It is hard to imagine the specimen and location without seeing the real one ar.

Tonight have to finish 9 sets of notes, all are histology!!! Sigh......

>>April 21, 2009 at 11:02:15 AM GMT+8

2009 年 4 月 19 日 星期日 【晴】

:::::::::: Revision day :::::::::::

難得的晴天，把衣服都攞落去晒，乾得好快哩!而且很喜歡d衫畀太陽曬完後那種暖暖的感覺。
11:00 interview，10:45到左，有得早d in~hee
正如Rebecca咁講，岏縝h過我講，哈哈。
夆搷琱冗�/大學上過乜野莊同做乜野，睇黎FEG既宣傳及出版幾有用。
希望入到la，咁多人報淨係揀10-15個，競爭都好激烈下。
除左為左第日報scholarship之外，都真係好想考到精神健康急救證書，幫下自己都好嘛。

温書，温得好慢好慢……明明好趕唔夠時間，仲係hea住黎温，真係好唔得。
五點去左食tea，係victor度知道Grows同histology既題目(我未analyze呢part嘛)，正如帊暕縑A温ana真係好想死。
D disease既名勁多同埋勁似，雖然都係mc先出，但到時認唔到都死，每條mc佔overall grade 1%!!><

夜晚睇新聞，有一段係關於一個十歲既女仔Sally，因為有genetic disease，唔夠growth hormoes，所以唔會高，要靠拉架拉高，痛到有時要打麻醉藥，每次都只係高得1mm……
睇到又眼濕濕…..
小妹妹話︰「痛苦都會過去」
好感動，呢句說話出自一個小妹妹既口真係好難得。

我都應該相信任何既痛苦都會過去，再放不下既人和事，有一日終於都會忘記。
小妹妹年紀小小都咁堅強去面對，無理由我大�11年咁小既事都做唔到。
衷心希望小妹妹快高長大，有152cm!!

>>April 20, 2009 at 10:35:13 AM GMT+8

2009 年 4 月 18 日 星期六 【雨】

:::::::::::: FEG聚 ::::::::::::::

I guess I am in really good mood when studying in midnight last night. Coz I happen to delete all his SMS to me. It is such an improvement!
醫生都讚!kee

Day dreamed during sermon but didn’t doze off la~hee
We have several new comers today and one of them is 阿強’s primary classmate.
He is very tall and mascular! I thought he is also a police as 阿強 does.
But he is actually a soldier working in Iraq!!! :o
He is not in front line but the maintain troop which fix tank.
The word soldier and Iraq is so far away from my real life, they are just terms on news and now it comes to me face to face. Very interesting feeling indeed.

Back home and only able to read some pages of endocrine ja (how come I lost all my memory on it even I have studied it 2 times before?! Is there any problem with my hippocampus??)

Dinner @常滿
It is a Chinese buffet restaurant.
The food is okay but the environment is not that good la. First time to have dim sum as dinner, I really love dim sum! ^^
And good to see you guys. Thanks Step for your B-day gift, the packing is really lovely!
樹蛙’s panadol is really useful and a very non-typical B-day gift lei!hahaa

Back to hostel early and revise till late night.
When I read your sms, feel sort of sad. It shouldn’t be you who feel sorry, pal. And I don’t want my doctor to be unhappy la.
I just wonder, if he feels a bit sorry to me, I would feel better.
Things are the reverse now.
But I would take your advice; we should learn to love ourselves, shouldn’t we?
However, at this moment, I think I should love anatomy much much more than myself in order to survive in the exam la.

>>April 20, 2009 at 6:08:08 AM GMT+8

2009 年 4 月 16 日 星期四 【晴】

::::::::::::: 終於有太陽lu :::::::::::::::

琴晚傅盃完左之後又係食宵既時間，
如果黎緊無宿住，今次就係最後一次食宵lu。今次係第一次我地三個人齊齊坐埋同一張枱食 ^^
食到好夜(因為好夜先去嘛)，其實我地三個係第一批走ga la，不過返到宿都成一點幾三點先瞓。

今朝起身見到好好陽光ar，好快樂!
不過估唔到最後一日上堂都恰足全堂…..好內疚。

去ULib借返embryology的書書，然後吃了個豐富的早嚏A跟住就落左dissect lab做一round既revision。
不過>200支針，錯7題不算很過份吧! (真係搞錯左有3條，其他都係串錯字，真係要小心d先得)
不過答啱同係lab既時間真係好開心，一個可以好專心、好有安全感同埋我揾到自己既地方。

十二點幾返到宿，昏迷左兩個幾鐘，又係度浪費時間la!!><
睇多陣utube就要温ana la，得返5日ja，乜都無掂過，死得!

>>April 17, 2009 at 9:24:49 AM GMT+8

2009 年 4 月 15 日 星期三 【乍寒還暖】

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Showhappy can’t upload diary ar!!!><

It is sooooooooooooooo touching! When it is 12:00AM, panda’s phone rings and I don’t realize it is 16th already.
I receive a very very cute Forever Friend’s doll, love it soooooooooooooooooo much!!
And alice’s mickey’s 多用筆is very nice too! Love you guys so much!

Thanks for the long distance SMS from Poland ^^
Don’t expect Jenny would send me a SMS at around 12:00A.M., a little warm surprise.
Also, thanks vivien, serena, sing, Ceci, JC, Feli and 小玉 for your b-day msg.
And all those messages in facebook.
Wow~and my mum learnt to send SMS, she send a B-day SMS to me lei!!! This is the most surprising SMS of all la.

Having nightmare the whole night, people say dream is the opposite of reality. Hope this is true~:p
Go to dissect lab for half round revision before attending the FYP seminar.
Anatomy’s topics are all about microsurgery, sounds interesting.
After listening to the intro of Prof. Ke Ya and Prof. Yung, I am so interested in their lab. It is related to Parkinson disease and memory respectively.
好苦惱，唔知應該點揀…..好鍾意Ana有得做microsurgery，做隻眼攞成塊retina出黎好好玩，而且講腦既axon點regenerate係好有effect既topic，但我自己又好鍾意講pathology o個d野wor…..點揀好呀!><

Lunch對住張topic list成個鐘都唔知點算……

2:00 back to dissect lab to finish the remaining half of the lab.
Back to hostel and take a nap then practise flute. Today performance sounds nice but don’t know why….

Dinner with Panda and Alice =]
Tonight will have late night dinner ar, the last one in this semester after傅盃closing.
Hope won’t be back too late, coz we 3 all have 8:30 classes tomorrow!!

I am turning 21. The number changed, but did I become more mature? I don’t know.
Too many things happen last month and I still not able to get through them.
So perhaps the change in no. at least imply a good start.

>>April 17, 2009 at 4:42:45 AM GMT+8

2009 年 4 月 14 日 星期二 【雷雨】

::::::::::: Touching moment ::::::::::::

Really nervous about legal translation exam and yet not much I can prepared for it.
Get up at 9:00, flip through the notes after practicing flute.

Wanna go to dissect lab and have 1 round revision before taking legal translation exam but when I arrive, the door is locked.
I guess all the staff left for lunch la.

Having an ‘extra’ hour, go to NA can to have lunch and go through the notes and examples once.

Human biology FYP topics have been released.
Not interested for most of the topic.
I guess birth defects would be attractive to most of us, really worry about if there are more than one student favoring the same topic, what is the criteria to distribute the topic?
我從來乜野都唔鍾意爭，爭的話大家傷和氣就唔好，但我又好驚唔爭的話，結果我要對住我完全無興趣同唔鍾意既lab成年有多…….點算?!
希望聽日既briefing session 完左之後有d希望。

Legal translation exam, not as difficult as assignment. Have to translate a legal correspondence of defamation.
We have done a similar one in class so it is pretty okay la. I guess I can at least get a B in this course ge. Hopefully I would.

On my way back to CU after private tutorial, tears nearly fall of my eyes.
It is really touching.
A little boy made his mom angry (I don’t know what is the incident), and his mom doesn’t 睬? and he immediately say, ‘媽媽，對唔住呀!’
I can see that his mom 即刻忍住笑，問清楚尪黵乜之後就一家人好開心。
唔知點解o個刻好感動!
小朋友既爸爸同坁敕i手，小朋友好開心ar，快樂其實可以好簡單。

Showhappy finally fixed but can’t upload diary and several entries have been lost….

>>April 27, 2009 at 9:10:29 AM GMT+8

2009 年 4 月 13 日 星期一 【雷雨】

:::::::::: 我 ::::::::::::

Made two mistakes in writing 聲調, hope this didn’t push an A away from me. I really need in to compensate my loss in physi and ana labs ar!!

Today is revision day of anatomy. Whole day staying in dissect lab facing those specimens and memorizing their names.

First round is soooooooooooooooooo FRUSTRATING!!
I barely remember those names and locations with the pins pointing on it. However, it is the easiest abdomen and its corresponding vessels, more to come in reproduction, brain and nervous system.

Lunch@snack bar with hu bio-ers.
Victor, Ceci and JC’s 富貴午壑j計fails~hahaaa
(coz all of us stayed in snack bar and refuse to move to pool side~:p)

After lunch, back to face the most horrifying part—BRAIN!
So hard to recognize the locations….><

Spent 3 rounds there and before I left, I finally able to recognize >90% of the names and write down the correct names of the pins correctly. Satisfied! =]

It is tiring standing in the lab and spending every second remembering all the names and point out their locations in different specimens correctly.
Have to be very concentrated. And I find myself when I am working hard.
It is hard to describe, just feel that I did achieve something and this gives credit or value to me.
And it should be what Ada is like.

Have to visit dissect lab and specimens more times in order to turn my instant ‘photo-copied’ memory to long term one until exam.
And I have only finish half of the lab exam since their more disaster part is HISTOLOYG— recognizing cells and parts from different slides!!

Work hard!

>>April 17, 2009 at 4:41:04 AM GMT+8

2009 年 4 月 8 日 星期三 【陰】

::::::::: A Professor is to Profess :::::::::::

I really like Prof. David Yew. He is such an experienced and enthusiastic teacher in teaching.
Today he helps us revise on the 12 cranial nerves. And at the end of the lesson, he told us to work hard on these basic things.
Coz there are now in the world <50 people know how to teach these basic stuffs as most people/scientists shifted to do molecular research.
And yet, being able to teach these basic concepts easily and clearly are essential for a doctor / nurse’s training.

He said, ‘Of course anyone can teach students by reading from books directly; just that you have to read it faster than the students do.’ ‘However, a PROFESSOR is PROFESS, and profess is more than just reading from books.’
It is really touching!!

I am blissful that in my life, I come across such a good teacher!
It’s a pity that he said he was too old and he would retire soon and so he is not going to admit any student for FYP this year….

>>April 17, 2009 at 4:45:11 AM GMT+8

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