2007 年 8 月 13 日 星期一 【晴】

::::::::::: 願我可以學會放低你 :::::::::::::::::

今日係中大時諗起呢首歌，送畀自己先~

願我可以學會放低妳 何韻詩

其實你有多好　到別處碰不到 (哈~真係得HKU先有wor)
至令我重返這條路
臨近晚節不保　卻行到這一步 (四年既願望，埋門一腳入唔到wor......)
難道天空海闊再無芳草

＊願我可以學會放低你
　就讓我重頭來過物色新知已 (我知道我可以做到gei，只是需要多一點決絕同勇氣)　
望著你的臉如山水一般優美
　要走的我　總企在原地

　願我可以絕到踢走你
　但是我如何能拒絕張開的臂 (這是一個好問題!:p 要努力~M答案lor~)
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排schedule排到凌晨2:30am，破晒紀錄!
But today, I still have to get up at 9:00.

Practising flute after browsing the Internet and had a final check of my timetable.
Then went back to CU.
Thanks 組爸and Grace組媽! ^^

In ITSC area, I saw a boy whose 側面is 100% resembles Daydrew!! :o
Come across 小如and mike as well.

Lunch at Coffee Corner, it was my first time to be there.
I should start making the map of CU in my mind.
Thanks阿雞and浩然 accompanied me to CC to hand in the hostel application form.

On my way to father's store, I searched my heart.
It was less painful than before but the painfulness is still there.
I am learning to let go, I really am.
Or at least I am telling myself to try to let go. This assignment is daunting.
And no model answers that I can find to help solve the problem.
It's my OWN problem and I have to face it by myself.
Face to face....

Meanwhile, I really want to have a shoulder to cry on.
Holding tears back is just too difficult to me. I am not sure how many more times I can calm myself down.
It has been a hard time to me.... And when my parents and relatives told me that I MUST not be involved in any activities in university and only study hard to keep up with my secondary school's friends' progress, it hurts much!

The time for recovery takes longer than I have expected.
I still have a long way to go. But I am sure I will not regret. That's the way I choose.

Tears keeps falling down when I am typing this entry no matter how hard I tried to calm myself down....

>>August 14, 2007 at 3:18:39 PM GMT+8

2007 年 8 月 12 日 星期日 【陰】

:::::::: Timetable, Timetable, Timetable.... ::::::::::

After 3-hour-non-stop-work, I FINALLY finished making my sem 1 and 2 timetable la!!!!
It's exhausting.....

And for sem 2 timetable, it is TERRIBLE!!!
For 2 out of 5 school days, I have to attend classes until 6:15 and one day until 5:15.... :(
It is much harsh than matriculation life....Ohoo

Sem 1 is slightly better, I only have to attend class from Mon to Sat(morning section).

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昨晚對着本磚頭同網上timetable plannar好忟，因為乜唔知點砌d時間好!><
煩爆呀!!!!!><
中小學有人幫我地set晒時間表安排好晒d野原來真係好幸運ga~~~~~ ^^

今朝9:00就起身，但hea到10點幾先練笛......................=.=''
執齊晒d野就落鋪頭喇。
兩點幾先食午飯，好肚餓呀~~
原來干炒沙嗲雞絲同干炒牛河既分別只在於雞同牛lor~哈哈

6:30前就去到CU la，估唔到Grace畀我早~hee
組爸教reg科野，又問左好多野。
Pizza黎左就食野先，以每人18元既價錢，真係好味又抵食! ^^

食完野又諗reg科既野，在minor英文還是translation兩邊掙扎……
兩樣我都有興趣，但英文感覺上又好似pro d wor……
(最後回家睇晒磚頭介紹d course後，揀左translation)

11:30返到屋企，洗完白白立刻對住電腦排timetable。
真係超級極度麻煩!!!!我想死呀~~~
不過我要學會長大，唔可以樣樣都靠人幫，有些決定還是要自己去下。

最後用左3個鐘排左一個個人應為頗變態既timetable出黎……
(邊個話預科係最辛苦ga!?)

Sem 1—20 credits
返學日子----星期一至六! (無錯，星期六都要返……上晝要上Intro to Interpreting)

一定要reg到游水呀，我唔想佢畀其他野我，timetable full晒la!

Sem 2—21 credits
終於正堂返星期一至五喇!
一星期2日做lab(core course)做到6:15；
另一日上到5:15(大通既醫學科學觀)
幸好只有一日要直落無得食lunch jei……

不過真係無乜空檔，仲要~M時間出黎做assignments、温書、練笛同part-time wor!(如果~M到補習的話)

大學原來好忙ga!!!
(好在我唔諗住上莊jei~不過有FEG呢支莊都夠晒lor……)

>>August 14, 2007 at 1:53:13 AM GMT+8

2007 年 8 月 11 日 星期六 【雨】

:::::::::::: Simple day ::::::::::::::::

Really happy to have Eling with us in my church today! ^^
Still feeling very sleepy....

My voice turns better today but still not very clear. Meanwhile, headaches attack. I guess I have caught a cold lu.

完左崇拜，mark哥問我話聽日會唔會係city u canteen撞到我wor~
哈哈~我聽晚去CU! kee

Choir practice in the afternoon.
Shoran led us as Ms Chung was on her holiday. Singing a two-part hymn <我的負擔> feels gooooood!
Another one was one of Ms Chung's favorites—誰曾應許~hahaaa
They pitch is quite high which makes it challenging to boys.

I left as soon as possible after the practice. Part of it was because I didn't feel well and the other reason is that I was really sleepy and wanted a bed so much!

Back home and took a nap. Had an adventure dream, wow~

>>August 12, 2007 at 12:34:46 PM GMT+8

2007 年 8 月 10 日 星期五 【雨】

:::::::::: Sleepy ada :::::::::::::

Sleepy ada went to bed at 1:00am(=.='') and got up at 9:00 this morning.... Not enough time to repay the accumulated sleeping debts.... :(

I have nearly lost my voice!!
I don't know why. I didn't shout during the ocamp. It was strange.
I can still speak but the volume was small and seems I don't have much氣....
Hope the situation will improve tomorrow.

Practise flute. Okay la, of course can't say to be good. (as I haven't practised for two weeks!)
Take a nap. When I woke up, I realized that it was already 12:45!
I gonna be late!!

Come across 浩然at where I got off the mini bus. Go to super sandwich to buy his lunch.
Most volunteers were late! :o(Applause to Marginal!! ^^ He was on time!)

Leave at 4:00 something. A group of ppl form Accountancy (I don't know they're from which university), luckily, I could still get on the mini bus though I was the last one~:P

Flute lesson. I was really tired.

Get my new spectacles; finally I can see everything clearly after a month of blurred vision! Great! ^^
Dinner@新天地
Delicious food and very full. Satisfied!

My trip to Ocean Park has to be postponed! I am disappointed!:(

>>August 11, 2007 at 3:32:28 PM GMT+8

2007 年 8 月 9 日 星期四 【驟雨】

Just back from 'small' O camp, totally EXHAUSTED!!

We have out-doored treasure hunt today. My group went to Central and I had to leave them coz I need to attend airport service.
No sooner had I sat down in the gathering venue of airport service than my cell phone rang. It was K's calling telling me that the service had been cancelled...
Mum was right, typhoon signal was hoisted at 1:00pm and our service had to be cancelled. So disappointing....
Eight of us 白行一趟 la~><
Calling Fanny組媽to see where I can join them. However, they also have to wait for the P and VPs instructions first to fish out what to do next (due to the typhoon)
Later, Fanny told me that typhoon no.8 signal was hoisted and they had to go back to CU, so do I !

There was no traffic jams at first, I thought I could arrive Shatin within 45mins.
But when the bus came to Chuan Wan, there was a looooooooooooong queue of cars, mainly trunks la.
Not after an hour could I arrive Shatin.
Back to CU, my group mates are really kind!
They packed my bag and brought it to the KCR station for me!

Before they came, many other departments also left lu.
Come across Ivy, Simon and Dickson.

So disappointed that the typhoon ruined our campfire and 宵夜 tonight....

(o camp日記容後補返la~打呢篇diary時係咁恰眼瞓....今晚要早d瞓先得!)

>>August 10, 2007 at 1:22:23 PM GMT+8

2007 年 8 月 6 日 星期一 【乍寒還暖】

:::::::::::::: Simple day (revised):::::::::::::::::

New background Music: 張敬軒--放榜
To all F.5ers~:)

Don't give up. Don't be stressed.
Feel down or depressed.
Man I've also had those bad days,
when I just wanna give up like the rest,
and let me tell you somethin' yo.
You know yourself best.
Stay strong. Right wrongs.
That's the key to success. Let's go.

當失去信念 　如何再去接受挑戰
放榜坎坷的一天　眼眶沾濕的一天
我似給添上污點

輕生這意念　不經意膨脹　沒法被認同
沒法再尋覓我位置　沒法可走近一點

為應試　我發力拚盡每一次
我豁盡我鬥志　汗也滴過淚也灑了多次
為進步撐幾多通宵總不會遲疑
但這次　我卻沒法面對失意
再已沒有鬥志　再努力也沒法改變天意
朋友和我遠多一點　不得已

同伴失去了　重讀只給取笑
留在家半秒　如像喘息不了
前途像末路不知怎算
困惑了　厭倦了　註定了
路是 沒法走過

如若這世要　長恨只得苦笑
情願短痛了　毋用漆黑尖叫
求原諒做逆子的不肖
戰敗了　跌下了　告別了
現實是我輸了就輸了

今天我發現　原來要我接受挑戰
渡過漆黑的深淵　撐過多載的辛酸
我最終爭氣一點

彷彿這世上　不經過磨折　沒法被認同　
沒挫折難道會合意　沒創傷怎算經典　

自那次　我已學會面對失意
我奮力再去試　汗再滴過淚再灑了多次
沒有捷徑可給登天不必去懷疑
敗了戰　我更學會預計波折
我再拾我鬥志　若再敗了便奮起再一次
遇上運氣再差一點 　不緊要
曾是輸透了　承受千夫恥笑
無用多怨了　如若珍惜分秒
頑強盡力是不該多算
算盡了 　計盡了　怨盡了
就是付上不夠

明白今世要　人若不甘輕藐
無用多怨了　期待一天開竅
全無止境付出不緊要
去盡了　撐盡了　搏盡了
日後在那高處會心笑

so keep ya head up high,
and just take it one step at a time.
Your story's just begun. Believe me,
I ain't tellin you no lie,
but hey, dreams can come true.
This goes for me and you.
The rest? I leave that up to you...

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今日早左少少起身。
練左個幾鐘笛，因為之後四日都無機會練啦(入左o camp)，一出camp就去上堂wor，當然練多d打定底先la!
(不過阿sir咁聰明，一定知我呢個星期練得兩日la……)

等d衫乾真係好漫長既過程………等等下恰着左tim!
摺好d乾左既晾埋"�"甯~好o個d就出門口喇。

一去到就有203E lu，好好彩。
更好彩既係聽到其他乘客既電話對談中得知大部分人最少等左30分鐘先等到o個班車!:o

食完野又redundant左la!
5點幾被指派去街市買R。(鐘點延長她的假期，因為佢個女聽日放榜wor…)
到而家都係學唔識揀魚。我知道係睇隻睇同gills既色澤是否新鮮，但睇落去好似條條都差唔多咁……

6:00返到屋企。
用左一個鐘去整好dR，還可以接受吧!
D雞翼調味好像很不錯，嗅落就好香喇，唔好成家食完肚痛就好la~:p

我入左CC ar!
唔知今屆仲有冇民生人同我同college 呢?得自己一個好慘wor……

聽日要入o camp返唔到學校tim! :(
好唔開心ar……希望大家都考得好la!

>>August 7, 2007 at 12:42:28 PM GMT+8

2007 年 8 月 5 日 星期日 【颱風】

:::::::::::::::: Simple day :::::::::::::::::

Life is much better when mum is here!
Finally I could get up late today. Time to practise flute, not very good...:(

Buy congee and fired noodles for lunch for mum and me.
When I am tired I can take a nap as mum is here~so good~hee

All of a sudden(arould 6:00pm), it rained so hard and the wind was very very strong!
Our display 'cars' on the street blew away!!
I promptly ran out and hold them. Within half a minute, half of my trousers went wet! Wow~

Meeting of FEG.
It was a short one. Come across Mark哥when we left.(呢排成日撞到佢tim....)
Dinner@南山, nice chat.

今日無流過眼淚呀!算有少少進步la~

>>August 6, 2007 at 4:14:04 PM GMT+8

2007 年 8 月 4 日 星期六 【晴】

::::::::::::::: Shopping :::::::::::::::::::

I was reluctant to get up this morning.
芷慧said, ‘你個樣真係好攰wor,琴晚做過d乜呀?’

It is because in consecutively 2-week-time I have been in lack rest. Too tired!
Dozed-off about 2 times during sermon and at Sunday school.... :(

Recognize a very familiar shape on the way to get the 詩袍. But she was going out and had a cell phone in hand so that I was unable to see her front.
I followed her out and called a name, I was right! Hahaaa
She was Jasmine. I was just a bit surprised to meet her. How absent-mined am I!
How come I forgot she is 恩沛's classmates? :p

Lunch finally not at 「飯堂」~hahaaa
After my trip to Szechuan, I am capable of eating spicy food!kakaaaa

Shopping with mum at Plaza Hollywood, we spent a lot of $$$
Coz I have to 配眼鏡 as the previous one has broken a moth ago. So expensive!! >$1000!!><
They bought a pair of new sports shoes. Mine 爛得好嚴重啦!!
They accompanied me to 青島、濟南、Osaka and Szechuan! Wow~~
I hope the new one can bring me to Europe, Australia and Beijing. Of course, more places is always preferred!kee

>>August 5, 2007 at 2:19:15 PM GMT+8

2007 年 8 月 3 日 星期五 【晴】

::::::::::: Simple day ::::::::::::::::::

Dad keeps complaining I go to bed late every night. Usually I just ignore him~:p
Get up on time at 8:30 but went out a bit late. It is because I suddenly remembered that I had to 晾衫.

My breakfast today is 炸兩and soya milk, nice~:)

Nothing special to do in father's store, just feel very sleepy.
My aunt came so grandpa can leave.

Night, dinner with 大、細表哥@TST
好多地方都整路呀，我又唔熟路wor，搞到兜大圈，多謝大表哥黎接我~^^

The food was delicious, I love the shushi and 'cold' noodles most!!
So surprise to receive Chip and Dale graduation dolls from my cousins!! =]
Thanks soooooooooooo much! Kiss~~
(少少怕羞既大表哥同型仔細表哥暫時放下形象，攞住公仔同我影相~kee)


Mum arrived home at ten something.
Receive two gifts from her. She said they were from my group mates.
One of them is a Hello Kitty cup; another is a traditional Chinese handicraft.
They are not useful to me, but their regards mean a lot to me!!

>>August 4, 2007 at 3:18:57 PM GMT+8

2007 年 8 月 2 日 星期四 【晴】

::::::::::::::: Recovery phrase ::::::::::::::::::::

I try to look positive before others; and maybe I thought I was optimistic, too.
But actually I am not....
I am learning to really let go, however, it is really hard.
From the training as a science student, I should be more rational. Disappointingly, I fail to apply that in the reality.

Ada wake up early today and went to father's store again.
Boring day and I dozed off sometimes.

I am now a bit calm down since 31/7.
I should try to embrace my new life starting from next week!!
Had better make many friends in the 'small' O camp la, coz I know none of my classmates in the department at the moment!:p

>>August 3, 2007 at 3:29:09 PM GMT+8

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