2006 年 11 月 1 日 星期三 【晴】

I was depressed these days.
I am not good at writing... I am not capable to write correct Chinese.
This point really upsets me...

When I read my past dairy, I reconginzed my chinese writing ability is deterioting.
In terms of content and wording....

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>>November 1, 2006 at 5:44:40 PM GMT+8

2006 年 10 月 20 日 星期五 【晴】

My dear, we have been together for 2 years, thx for all ur love and support ^^

>>October 20, 2006 at 6:33:36 PM GMT+8

2006 年 9 月 20 日 星期三 【晴】

now listening to Fish leung.

Fish again, her voice is so speical and recall all my feelings and memories in Singapore.

I love the Sg, it's a long vaction in your life.

being fresh and try out everything that you wanna but havnt tried before^^

I love tt kind of feeling, full of exposure and excitment~!

>>September 21, 2006 at 4:54:39 AM GMT+8

2006 年 9 月 12 日 星期二 【晴】

it is a long that I havn't written blog.

I am too induged into the world of Blythe, haha~

They are so cuite and lovely^^, yesterday I dined with my PE babies and all of them said tt my Riza is so sweet^^

The life of Year 4 is a bit boring and lonely, the feeling is like, you are a vampire =.=", I love my year mates so so much, however they are no longer there to have class with me.

I am a bit worried about my future, I am not sure what should I take. Sall I be a journalist and just go to the business field? I have to balance between financial interest and hobby. It is really a tough moment for me.

>>September 13, 2006 at 4:27:00 AM GMT+8

2006 年 8 月 18 日 星期五 【晴】

不知不覺,在二台己經一個多月了.
星期五最後一天做晨光, 很捨不得呢.
可敬的曾志華, 可愛的鶻仔,可笑的cuson,可親的彭晴. 都是很專業的播音人.
鵬仔是個很棒的supervisior, 很肯給我們學習的機會.
在入職前, 總覺得政府的暑期工一定是頹的,
大概淨是做些斟茶遞水買飯盒的工作,
結果卻得到開咪的機會.多得鵬仔給的機會.

彭晴是個超超超好的前輩,
每當我們吃羅絲,口窒窒時總是會幫我們cover.
也肯給我機會嘗試不同的工作.
上次帶我到教育電視配音,
短短數句對白, 體驗到的卻像另一個世界的般.
彭晴的聲音演釋只可以用'專業'來形容.

cuson雖然話不多(很難想像)
但卻言之有物, 細心聽會聽出不少人生哲理.

和luke sir工作的壓力很大, 永遠不知道下一句會不會被他名.
不過他的確是很出色的播音人.
為人雖然嚴厲,但並非刻薄.
第一次做sms, 一進c3a 他就問我: 你以前做開dramma?
不溫不火的, 我聽不出他是褒是貶, 心中忐忑,
隨口答了一句: 冇呀....
他倒沒說甚麼, 只說: 我聽你講野有少少做戲既腔.
我問他: 係唔係太誇張? 自然d好d?
他只答到: 唔係! 只要聽得舒服就得, 冇問題呀.
得到他的肯定, 那一刻我的確如釋重負.
接著, 他又和我談起政政系.

還有一次, 在介紹電影時我看貓紙,
luke sir毫不客氣的在咪前說: 有稿講野係唔同d!
雖然言氣不算嚴厲, 但那一刻我真是一額泙.
幸好, 熄咪後他說了句: 做得唔錯呀.

luke sir放假後, 李燦榮代班.
第一次見李燦榮,並沒有認出他,
我還心想: 李燦榮係邊個? (幸好沒問出口)
李燦榮很親切,而且很文雅.
說話有板有眼,一派學者.
不過和晨光的風格不太像就是了.
李燦榮有次問我: 小花,而家d年青人鐘意d咩?
我心想, 你問甚麼.
接著他又問, 你們看甚麼雜誌?
然後他突然淘淘不絕的數以前的雜誌鈅量...
果然現在是教書的...

做晨光比做思潮作動有趣得多.
思潮太多research... =.="幸好上個星期可以跟邵家臻出去錄音.
亞邵很有趣, 他說的東西和我學的很像,
和他傾天非常有趣.
雖那個星期因為思潮,基本法,晨光三個節目搞到天天番十至十二個鐘,
ot o到晚上十二點, 但是的確很有趣!
在電台工作見到的人和事不是一般暑期工見得到.

我會記住和懷念這兩個月.

>>August 19, 2006 at 12:13:47 PM GMT+8

2006 年 7 月 22 日 星期六 【晴】

My job depresses me.
I mean it.

No, i should say taht, my collegues frustrated me.
Nobody wants to work with somebody who liked gossip behind others,
but smiled to you everyday.

the feeling is just suck

>>July 22, 2006 at 5:40:21 PM GMT+8

2006 年 7 月 8 日 星期六 【晴】

i am having tution again tmr, it is a good ncew tt i can have some revenue,
it is bad news tt i need to work.

the life of having intern is not as interesting as others think, though i have to take part in writing script and recording, even my voice will be aired, however, most time, i just keep daydreaming as nothing to do.

for a radio programme, it is insperealbe with the DJ, You can learn aobut the operatoin, but never too much involovement in the production of the programme. And it is impossible for your supervisior to shift too much work to you as they are inseperable with the programme. that's why both me and chi keep reading newspaper and daydreaming everyday.

and the life of working is not as pure as studying, maybe i am too navie to strive in the real world, but i think i prefer working at press instead of radio as i am not the type of ppl is aggressive and know how to show off theirselves. Radio production desire the passionate of showing off yourself, at least you must have some personal particulars, which can impress the audience. Definitly , i m this kind of person. I love writing and i think writing can achieve something. But i am not sure if i should or can work there, i cant see the carrer path of being a journalist, at least dad always tell me the life of journalist is not such interesting and it is really harsh, and told me that I didnt really suitable for tt job. On the other hand, most people(including the appitude test-=") told me I did suitalbe for that job.

I am confused not only by the comments form otehrs, but also my own intersting, I am not sure what do i want and what should I do. what is my ultimate goal> what is my career objective? as long as I cant answe this questions, I can t get rid of the confusion.

prephas i should set myself a short term goal:
improve English standard to prepare for the written tests.

ah, that's life

>>July 9, 2006 at 11:03:21 AM GMT+8

2006 年 7 月 8 日 星期六 【晴】

everybody starts working,
i miss the days that everyone was having summer intern,
so everyday after work, we can chat and go shoping around.
however now, everybody needs to ot.

it seems tt everyone has planned for their future and move toward it,
however, i m sitll thinking what should i do after garduate,
ppl siad that' you sitll have time to consider!',
i am not sure if it is the case.
i mean, sometimes, think longer means suffering more.

anyway, i wish everybody all the best,
hope tt i can find my way soon

>>July 9, 2006 at 10:42:46 AM GMT+8

2006 年 6 月 10 日 星期六 【晴】

I am still waiting for the summer internship offer.
I did pass the interview,
while I dont think I can pass the HR as I will not be available at the commence day.
Well, start to find an new job.
I wanna be the PR Trainee of JPC, but not interview is offered to me yet...
Probobaly seeking a job of tuition is more realistic.
There are more than 10 posts at labor department recruiting mandarin tutor,
the one impress me most is teaching of story telling.
wow I love of story telling when i was in primary school!
and the payment is so attrictive tt ranges from 100 to 300...

today mrs louie called me out to take the book for preparation.
however, she forgot to bring it eventually...=.=
she siad tt we may have 3 sessions per week in summer holiday.
I would like to be, as the remunication package is really attractive.
however, if I receive a offer from radio,
I won't be able to arrive before 530.
it causes a big problem.
that's why I really desire the offer of police force--the office locates at wanchai,
which just take me 15mins to causeway, plus the 15 mins of min bus,
I can arrive on time!

fate is uncontrollable,
I can just stay positive but can do nothing to make a chnage.....

>>June 11, 2006 at 6:28:42 AM GMT+8

2006 年 5 月 30 日 星期二 【晴】

I hate the feeling of being forced to write sth here.
Originally I want to write down some feeling here,
as this web page contains the most pure and remarkable time of my life.

while they just keep warming me that the accont is going to be deleted.
I will write down soemting,
the thing that means something to me here.

such as my memorable japan trip.
2 remarkable things:
1) the first time in my life to have a birthday outside country
2) miss a plane and come back one day late.

aha
it is full of fun
i had oishi sushi and have firework here!
great trip!

>>May 31, 2006 at 8:27:26 AM GMT+8