2004 年 8 月 1 日 星期日 【晴】

To 乳豬細佬~

hi, brother. Your birthday is coming very soon, this Friday, it's your big day.
我同你唔係識左好耐，自從我地變左姊弟之後，我地就ｉＣＱ多左，
因為大家都覺得對方係好人，想有多個俾到新鮮感自己ＧＥｉ　ｆｒｄ。　＝）

我覺得，人與人0既關係，好多時都係靠熱情去維持。
你係0個Ｄ好容易 tart 得著0既人，好純真，有一股勁去識朋友或者去幫人。
I can feel the security in u, since u told me u WON'T lie to me, probably.

你係一個幾依賴0既細佬，太想要人關心你，注意你感受，
咁0岩我又有0個種鐘意照顧人0既性格，所以我真係好鍾意你呢個細佬。 ^^+
有一個肯聽、肯講0既細佬係幸福0既事。

我地似，係因為大家對自己都冇乜信心；
我地似，係因為大家都有喜歡的人但猶豫不決，擔心。

我地0既熱情係來自不了解，不了解才有新鮮感。

你初初問我覺得你點我都覺得有Ｄ怪，唔知點答好。因為我唔識你。
好表面地答了這些：
有腦GEi 人 (clever)
正常人‥
喜歡笑的
需要朋友的人‥他們給你的支持很重要
有目標的 (*我覺得)

Ng G lar...

之後有一日我就做左你家姐喇　＝）係二家姐先0岩。
Time builds Friendship.
我相信熱情係一種好易退減0既野，
但係當根基打得好，時間一長，友誼就會穩固。

～ｔｏｂｅｃｏｎｔｉｎｕｅ～

ＰＳ．７月３１號放工後見了Ｊａｃｋｉｅ　＝）
發現左D野～
原來Jackie GEi 笑容真係好可愛＆靚 GA～＊　ｈｅｅ

>>August 1, 2004 at 6:49:49 PM GMT+8

2004 年 7 月 31 日 星期六 【晴】

　　　　　　　　Disgusting!
dunno why i hv such feeling. it's 00:22 2/8 now.

Today, 1st August~
i woke at 11am, after hving breakfast, i organised and tidied up the files in the 3 different computers,
i got back those files which belong to me.
In the afternoon, i took back the commemorative album to MEi E at MTR station.
After that, i went to Chai Wan Public Library to return the bks,
books that i've 續借 for 5 times, up to the limit and can't continue any more,
they're, in fact, the 3 English books i mentioned before.
Once I arrived there, i met C+Yuk ^____^ again, he's going to leave~
He applied for half day off today, so lucky that i could still meet him =)
He had a hair cut, good looking ^^+
I returned 2 of the bks and took one upstairs to read.
I met Derek there~ =D the second time i met him in that library.
around 4:15pm i left, stayed there for more than an hour.

Before going home, i bought Tea for my mum and myself.
Maxim, it's so slow! .\____/. how could it be!

Back home, then do nth but iCQ. the whole night.
~END~

>>August 1, 2004 at 5:43:14 PM GMT+8

2004 年 7 月 31 日 星期六 【晴】

Today is 1.8.04 (Sunday) and it's 1:38am now.


Review of July 2004::: here we go*
A month which was full of busy days and happiness, full of datings. A colourful month.
1st July, started from buying clothes for the Graduation Dinner (03-04) in Mongkok.
then work... sing K, talk phone... work for the class magazine... watch films... meetings wif primary schoolmates, shopping, iCQ+ing, working... birthday celebrating, reading bks, cycling, watching EVA, meeting old frds, hving the awaiting typhoon signals, staying late on bed, going to church once, hving tea in my beloved Peony, Pizzahut, sea sides, Meow meow meow, YOSHINIYA, went to a frd's home, Book Fair, playing badminton, Haagen-Dazs, working... , meeting my lovely cousins at dinner.

Only 5-6 days stayed at home (for the whole day) out of 31 days.
a good record for myself.

Feeling?
i always felt happi and sweet in July. I felt like ppl surround me were all supporting frdz.
I got more reach wif my female frdz, i finally could feet they were here (although.. not so often).
I went out wif Yan and she dated me to go out togther next time.
I realised i souldn't finish those thg i decided to do in the summer holiday.
I met Eugene on 14th July, and he becomes my brother on 22nd.
It's the second month i worked in Kumon, I loved the little child even more now =)
but sometimes they're not listening to me.. as im too friendly to them -____-"
I thought, on the last day of my job, i must take photos wif them!　>>well.. of coz there will be some difficulties.
I, at last, couldn't finish the 3 English bks... i better read Chinese bks next time... will be much faster.
I did make butter cookies in this month.
I watched a lot of films.
Sometimes i felt unhappie, but i knew the problems were all little thgs.
I wanted to cry several times in the later days.
***Relationship changes very quickly, like winds.
Honest ppl doesn't mean the best.
I met my dearest cousins on the last day of the month, mizzin' them & loving them.
I become more 主動 and im not afraid of using phone now. (*not afraid doesn't mean i like)
First time to visit 牛展's home.
Lovely seasides... comfortable.
im not dare to talk wif FElix already.
I often wore dress in this month.... being dressed like a girl?

Most of the time i felt happy coz i knew im not alone.

sth not very good is that, i seldom contact wif Lauren this month =((
a bit guity.... plx forgive me.

this month is the most 充實 holidays i've ever hv.
~END~

>>August 1, 2004 at 4:21:26 PM GMT+8

2004 年 7 月 30 日 星期五 【晴】

你瞧你所留下的餘溫正一點一滴溶化中
等它全部消失了這個身體到底還有什麼意義

一陣接一陣的衝動陷入在沒有出口的迷宮裡
突然襲來的現實群在尋覓著可以逃避的路徑
但是卻很不可思議地竟無法離開這裡

到了明天這時候就可以笑得很自然
就彷彿什麼都不曾發生過
過去我一直都是這樣一路走來
但是這場遊戲卻無法操控得很順利

似乎一旦把話說出口的那一瞬間裡
一切都會化作塵土從指縫間滑落
於是只能啞然等待時間若無其事的過去
只為到明天這時候可以把一切都忘記
那種為撐過一時的場面話我並不需要
比起往常是拖得太久了一點
不要緊遊戲只要再找就有

到了明天這時候就可以笑得很自然
就彷彿什麼都不曾發生過
過去我一直都是這樣一路走來
但是這場遊戲卻無法操控得很順利

只為到明天這時候可以把一切都忘記
那種為撐過一時的場面話我並不需要
比起往常是拖得太久了一點
不要緊遊戲只要再找就有

請告訴我這些痛苦都只是幻想
請告訴我這樣的我一點都不像我
請告訴我否則我將再度去追尋溫暖

the lyrics u sent me*

>>July 31, 2004 at 3:35:21 PM GMT+8

2004 年 7 月 29 日 星期四 【晴】

im going to express those on my own view.


- theory about clothings
衣服–用來穿的，還是用來看的？
一天，我正在掠衣服，其中一件是近期我最喜歡的。
它看起來比新買的時候闊了‥
我叫媽媽下次別把它放進洗衣機洗，我怕洗衣機把它洗壞‥”
她對我說：「衣服穿得多就是這樣的，和洗衣機無關。」

首先Ｆeｌiｘ　ｔhｅ　ｃaｔ件紅白長袖衫‥
ｉnｔeｌ　黑色背心‥
白色　Ｄ　ＫＳ短袖衫衫‥
（仲有冇？　三件咋‥最鍾意。）
Ｆeｌiｘ　ｔhｅ　ｃaｔ　0個件就洗到灰左（著得太多）
ｉnｔeｌ0個件就鬆左‥闊左長左
Ｄ　ＫＳ0個件只係著左一次，唔敢再用機洗喇‥怕怕。

咁我就諗喇‥
鍾意ＧＥｉ衫著得多洗得多就會變樣‥到最後唔想再著‥
但係鍾意ＧＥｉ無理由唔著ＪＥｉ‥
咁衫係用黎著定係用黎睇0架？
著我又心痛，唔著又要著Ｄ冇咁鍾意ＧＥｉ‥

- my own family life　
- great hit diary reading interest
我的日記閱讀症。
我很喜歡胡亂找一些新聞台或網上日記閱讀，
只要有感覺對和有意思便可以，我會boomark 它們。

↓↓這個是最近開始亦最少篇幅的↓
http://www.xanga.com/skin.asp?user=simsim_luvuya
↓↓這兩個是一直有看開的↓
http://mypaper.pchome.com.tw/news/wingyee/
http://diary.sitelala.com/?id=22015

You may take a look if u're interested in.

- about my own. and relationships.

>>August 1, 2004 at 4:55:53 PM GMT+8

2004 年 7 月 28 日 星期三 【晴】

HO~ Well~ HI~~~~~~ everybody++
(hv i gone crazy? didn't~ i was used to be like this.)
Anyway im writing my diary again. Once a day, such a hard-working gal ^^+ keee

Today i was HaPpI becoz i watched the film "I, Robot" wif Coach~ YEAH~
we met at 9am (=.= im sorry abt.... that i was late again...)
And then went to Tai Koo Plaza together, had breakfast in the food court --- KFC
++ met Carmen & Kelvin on the mid-way
++ and met 馬仔 on the way to the mTR station

It was a GOOD film, i really thk it is!
Although i was so sleepy due to my early woke up in the morning,
i kept my eyes open up wide for watching it. attractive.
NS-5 wif soul*** and the main male character.
___________________________________________________________________________________

00:01 30/7/04
Hey, sth to say here. b4 i go to bed. Nth important indeed.
My right hand and right leg are painful throughout the whole day,
so poor me =.=... i walked so weired (although u guys may not notice it)
i walked slowly then b4.. yes... i stopped and change my speed several times today.. oh no...
since i used to walk fast but i feel the pain of my leg... so i changed the speed 刻意地....
they're getting okay, i thk, after today.

Yup! and the second thg
i went to HaagenDazs (Tai Koo) in the afternoon.
i drank a cup of Cafe Latte, wow, the taste i always miz** the taste of COffee!
but it's not very good in my mind, just okay/fair.
I love the one i, myself, made more~ wif a gd brand of milk and 豐富 expresso favour (beans).
thz u** the one who share the ice-cream wif me, for no reason.

the third thg?
um... i know why i love 李子桓 so much finally** (a student from the classroom i work for)
well... can u guess so? u guyz will never know, but it's ok~~~ >^___^<

FOURTH thg~~~
July is going to end~ and i gotta review wt i've done in this month,
the ppl i met throughout the whole month and how i feel in this most free and real holiday.
- 細佬 & Charles 生日就到 LAR~~
- 就黎換手機 lar~~
- Kelvin is going to leave =((((((((((((((

Wt does the end of a month mean?
___________________________________________________________________________________

FRIENDS that i met today::::
- Coach, 馬仔, Kelvin & Carmen, Derek ^^
- 淇淇 (fake name), 阿木 & his brother, Ringo, Danny
- Polly, Milk

Chatroom & iCQ:::
- 細佬 (Eugene), Jackie, John, Felix, Lishan, Stephen, Foon E
- Toby, Jack K, Coach, Kevin, 馬仔, Jackie, Eugene, Stephen

Phone:::
who did call me?~ HEY!
oops i can remeber lar, only one.

>>July 29, 2004 at 4:26:28 PM GMT+8