2003 年 12 月 3 日 星期三 【綿綿細雨】

今日好好 Mood，哈哈，無人整嬲我o麻！今日我幫手 Xmas decoration here, I take part in Xmas tree. 但係呢度o既 Lunch 好鬼貴，我用o既錢只係買食物，仲未 Shopping 過 ，Of coz I will Shopping later, it's time to start.................hehehe.

唔知點解我好想去 Cinema to watch Scary Movie 3, 好似好攪笑o甘, 我只係想令自己開開心心，人o地對自己差，我就梗加要對自己好o的！我想睇終極無間, 忘不了同 Miss 杜十娘！！！

o係呢度好難 Create o個 password ，第一個要係 Upper case, 最尾要係一個符號, no duplicated, total 9 letters to combine as my password，之后我o既 Password 變成~ Vancroyw$.

Sorry again, I dun wanna call u, just dun want u unhappy jei ~ I think I can check my e~mail on Sun, if u want something to say to me, send me b4 Sun, take care of everything.

買o左好多 souvenir to my friends in David Jones ( Just like another Myer). 大大大 presents to Ronice and Rachel T. 希望佢o地鐘意啦！下次 Julique, Handcream 至上！

Suddenly, I miss my 仔仔 very much, 想咀佢一o野！

Then, U forced me to call u, ok, fine, I dun care lor. What's yr promise? u cant remember, can u? u dun wanna see her and see her again and go to her home, right? Bull Shit.

But no more feeling for me, really. What the IDIOT written is meaningless for me now. I can study........hardly,even chat with u, haha !!! u said u feel sad since I got no feeling about this...............I dun care , I just want me happy.

Stacie Orrico ~ Stuck

Say you want me back but you never do I feel like such a fool
There's nothing I can do
I'm such a fool
for you

I can't take it
What am I waiting for ?
I'd still break it
I miss you even more
and I can't fake it
The way I could before
I hate you but I love you
I can't stop thinking of you
It's true
Im stuck on you........

>>January 1, 2004 at 10:37:03 AM GMT+8

2003 年 12 月 2 日 星期二 【微雨】

Hurry day..........wake up at 7:30, 乜都唔夠時間食，只係飲o左杯奶，好彩準時返到公司！其實呢幾日用o左好多 Spare time 溫我o既 enemy, Econ.！通常我會用坐 Tram 前前後後o個 40 分鐘o黎讀Suprisingly, 我可以好專心o甘温！

今日個 Lunch 係 Turkey & Cranberry Sauce Sandwich, o甘細細份根本就唔飽，都唔明o的鬼佬食o甘細份 Lunch 又可以o甘肥大？好彩我醒，o係 Myer 買o左 Full butter biscuit 做下午茶o者，唔係餓死都似！

超多 Excel working 要做，但係 Broadness of my vision，原來 Excel 可以o甘樣玩！ Learn more. 而今晚 Asta 會陪我訓，好呀！

我尋日又打唔到俾你，你或者又同佢一齊啦！不過算啦，我都心淡到無乜感覺，你鐘意做乜就做，我唔理你，你識開心，我都識搵開心！！！

>>January 3, 2004 at 8:18:52 AM GMT+8

2003 年 12 月 1 日 星期一 【晴】

Happy Birthday, my Babe!!!

今日係 Sunny day 亦係 Busy day，有大多 Excel working 要做！而我只想忙忙忙，不過就 Slow moving，呢度做o野慢吞吞，我鐘意呀，Comfortable.

今日搭o岩 Tram 去 St Kilda Road， 即係我公司條路 600 St Kilda Road，Excellent, but a little bit hurry at the morning！！今次條裙又係窄o左，仲好難 Breathe，What 's happen?? 而 Lunch 就係 Chicken Kebab with Tomato and Lettuce, 都幾好味但要 $4.20.

對我o黎講，英文係容易聽同講o左！有時仲偷聽佢o地講電話，而佢o地o翁乜我係聽到，但係我始終 Get 唔到 Detail of what they say， just the meaning, while but I have already improved a lot during these few days.

Dont waver our Love, Roy, dont make me waver again, u force me to do so. I already told u it is easy for me to say break up with u. I dun wanna to do so, OK??

>>January 3, 2004 at 8:30:52 AM GMT+8

2003 年 11 月 30 日 星期日 【微雨】

Aker Kvaerner E&C Australia 即係呢度好多o野做，幸好時間過得幾快，但係 Working Hour 係由 8:30am 到 5:00pm，長呀！

又要煮飯，希望今晚可以早o的訓，聽日要 6:30am 起身，即係你o地o既 3:30am！搭車要成半個鐘，太遠！！而架 Tram 係~~~~~~new challenge！！！

都唔知做乜條裙勁窄o羅，o係香港都唔係o甘o既 ~ 今晚又要 washing， washing，washing，cooking，cooking，cooking！！！

I told u that I dun wanna call u, see, agrue again.

>>January 3, 2004 at 8:40:17 AM GMT+8

2003 年 11 月 29 日 星期六 【綿綿細雨】

由姑姐屋企到 Mel. City ~

又由 Mel. city 到姑姐屋企 ~

想去 Philip's Island...........但 Rainning 兼且 Uncle Sam 要返 Office ~

返 Apartment and cooked to Asta and Lilian ~

The END ~

Car and Bus today.

>>January 3, 2004 at 8:45:15 AM GMT+8

2003 年 11 月 28 日 星期五 【酷熱】

訓呀！訓呀！訓呀！Comfortable.

出o左去食 Indo food, Yummy.

繼續訓呀！訓呀！(強項，一訓就十幾個鐘！)

And I rec. yr email...........one thing I wanna say : I dunno, nothing wanna say.

>>January 3, 2004 at 8:48:08 AM GMT+8

2003 年 11 月 27 日 星期四 【酷熱】

今日返 CPA Aust 學識o左用 EFTPOS，有一種碌人張咭過戶俾自己o既感覺，好開心，又學多o左樣o野。做o左半日又上下網， William 好勁呀，IT 人，無佢我一定悶死。Thx！之后返去我亂七八糟o既 Apartment 食 Lunch。可能尋日同亞 Roy 糟完一輪，今朝唔想食o野晏晝食埋佢，兩餐當一餐食！再返公司又係上網同幫佢o地 Pack o野，之后去開 Party！

到 19 th floor 永遠最開心，ha，亞肥 John o麻，重有 Ross，Camela o個 Honey 叫 Romeo，我記得以前有個男仔約我睇 Romeo and Juliet 時話我o米 Romeo 你o米 Juliet，攪笑！不過 Romeo 好似太細過，但只要對 Camela 好o米得o羅！我 drink o左 Rum and Lemon，愛上o左，哈！仲做埋澳洲酒鬼！！！下次去 Coles Express 掃打返 Apartment 同 Asta 互對！

今晚又去姑姐度.......係 Sleep！

MY FEELING TODAY:
我無 Disclose 我 diary，因為我 Care of your feeling，但係我好委屈o羅
我俾你見佢因為你話返香港會同我一齊，但係我又唔知係咪o咼
我喊但係唔想你知，因為我唔想俾麻煩你，但係由我自己煩承全你開心
I did everything because of U!!

但係你只會令我唔開心....................因為你同佢一齊你好開心呀！ Why I need to care about U?

Well, I got nothing to say. 唔該唔好再𠱁我o勒，夠o勒，如果你仲想同我一齊你快o的叫佢彈開，快o的分手！！不過你唔分唔理我感受，我估我讀完o個 Degree 會去 Melbourne 搵工，橫掂o個邊搵鬼仔男朋友太容易，順便 Forget U and heal my mind here！其實我都幾鐘意呢邊，明白到我應該為自己做多o的o野，我唔明做乜都要為你o羅，值o羊？唔好成日話： 我唔想見佢但係我唔知點解會去見佢, PLEASE！I am not stupid as her！俾o左太多機會你你都係o甘！失望！！

I dont understand is why I still do all stuff for you and dont care my sadness? SHIT ~ ~

>>January 3, 2004 at 9:06:46 AM GMT+8

2003 年 11 月 26 日 星期三 【酷熱】

第一日去 CPA Aust.做o舒，但係呢度仲無o野過 AIBFo羅，只不過行下o個 Library 同 Printing o野出o黎仲要唔知o個o的係乜東東？？？

到 Lunch 約o左 Ross and Carmela o係 19th floor 等，o係樓下仲有佢o地兩個 Friends，Laura and unknown ( I forget her name). Laura 好靚超似 Britney Spears！我仲成日望住佢！！原來佢o地帶我去 Little Brouke St 食o野o個邊！What a wonderful place there, a lot of people, very warm and happy that u can feel, of coz, 去o左 Italian restaurant，仲要有靚仔 waiter 服待， Ross and Carmela 都係o甘話，我仲同佢o地影相仲勁想同靚仔 waiter 影，haha...........dreaming.食完又返 CPA Aust. 只o係打日記無做o野，等等等到五點放工。Asta o係 Apartment 等我，我o地要出發去 Crown Casino，o個度有個 Big Mall， 我o地仲係 took photo，excellent. 之后就 Tea 一 tea，兩件超靚 Cheese cake + Mocca + Expresso ，我o地好似 Austrialian o羅，always coffee coffee and coffee.

返 Apartment 前識o左個男仔叫 Omar，佢係o甘約我去街街，又俾電話號碼我o咼！兩日有兩個男仔係電話我！！勁，亞 Van 努力！！！佢仲成日話我 Beautiful，佢行行仲執到包煙，然后同我講佢好 lucky，一來識o左我，二來又執到包煙，攪到我對佢超有好感，he always make me happy, 佢又係問例牌問題 ~ if I have a bf in HK, I said yes, he said just forget about him and have fun with him.............

No dinner tonite with me and Asta since the 2 big cakes, so sleepy, just have a call with Dad then.

>>January 4, 2004 at 1:55:18 PM GMT+8

2003 年 11 月 25 日 星期二 【晴】

今日係 Last day 返 AIBF, 因為 David 下幾個禮拜會放 Leave，我將會去 CPA Aust. 做 2 日o野，而下個禮拜會都 Aker Kvanrner 做兩星期。o甘即係我唔再有自己一間房，有間房 Powerful o的 ~

同 Rose，Camela， John，Alan and Angela 影相， very nice people there. Actually, 我真係鐘意o係度做o野，因為我識到倆個 Italian best friends there, Rose and Camela, I love them very much, they are nice. 佢o地仲好 Surprise 我識講 Good and fluent English, 使乜講，唔係做乜 Oral 我會有支火箭！而 Friday 仲會同佢o地 Lunch + party ........yeah, looking for these function.

放工行返 Apartment，有條仔揸波子叫我俾電話佢，仲叫我上佢車，o華！Porsche，可惜亞洲人唔係鬼仔，之后佢俾電話我，我好上坐o架，但係陌生人......我唔信，又唔係無知少女，但有機打俾佢o既 ~ Porsche Guy ~ ~ ~ I think he is not come from HK since his accent is a litte bit strange, maybe Japanese.

好 Tire，但又要 Washing 同 Cooking for myself..............those are not done over HK. 之后睇After Channel 7 and 10 就訓！I like these channel, always make me laugh.

I dunno why when i have a call with u, then I will talk about her and cry. I dun want to make u trouble and I dun want to make trouble myself either, I need time and relax.

Photo from AIBF
http://www.imagestation.com/album/?id=4288290737&code=7766021&mode=invite

>>January 4, 2004 at 1:00:22 PM GMT+8

2003 年 11 月 24 日 星期一 【晴】

My boss, David, 只係俾o的 simple job 我做，例如開 Safe，係o咼係 Safe， 用一條好攪笑o既 Key 開, 仲有數錢同計 Depreciation rate of the assets from different branches.

放工亞 Asta 同個 Friend 探我，之后梗係 Shopping 啦！不過無o野好買，只係去 Delifrance tea 一tea，但貴o羅...............AU$3.00 一個 tart，救命！

返到 Apartment 就同爺爺同亞 Roy 傾電話，但係我知佢同隻o野尋日一齊，唔開心，不過o係呢一邊我可以做係無o野 ~ 佢只係識話會同o個八婆會分手，o甘又見佢，分分分，o厄鬼食豆腐o羊，分分鐘我返香港佢咪又分唔到，我唔想o係呢度喊呀！唔該！

Have a good result of yr safegraud examination, try yr best then.

>>January 1, 2004 at 11:21:19 AM GMT+8