2005 年 5 月 12 日 星期四 【晴】

First of all.....i'm sorry to those who read my diary.....as my computer got some problem.... i lost my progrmme..." nine square"...that's why i just can type english here.....just forgive me~ Let me first say Happy Birthday to Gigi and Hang~~~~~~~ Recently really busy to death.....-.-"......oh..my god..... saturday after work then went to celebrate Tsing Birthday~~~ in Lai Chung BBQ~ wow......so many ppl....i think there were almost more than 20 ppl...some from Stephanie some from PizzaPizza...and some from Lsing,Sa and Gigi...and so happy ..really... but a bit disappointed with Bon....what a disgusting guy...always blow water.. he was hated by almost all the driver in Pizza Pizza!!!Eric also knew that!!how popular he was!! then about drank quite a lot ....red wine...beer....having fun with the cards~Tsing.... -.-"...........he got drunk...i dun mind actually~ Then Wedneday and thursday .......holy shit........MGTO +MARK final exam........ i was so lazy before that why i had to study almost overnight.. two days altogether i just slept for 2 hours!!!! i was so proud of myself!!!!!! Thx god~~ i can finsih studying all the chapters at least~ but...MGTO..MC is so easy..but essay.. how come almost every question required us to give some examples...... Blow water again..... then after that....MARK.......i was so sleepy during the exam.... m.....i have to guess 15 questions out of 52..... oh my god......unforgivable.......but try my best anyway... After that, have dinner with Kuen ...how come..i have to wait u for 45 mins..... ok.....fine.....then go to sing k to celebrate with Gigi's birthday~~~~ Sa, Kin, Hong, Kuen, Wa and me~~~~~although not so many ppl...we really had a great time~~ Wa must be very happy about that~~right??~ dice, "short gun" but after short gun...i was a bit wing... dunno what clearly.just have some blurred memory~~~t seemed that i had a "xxxx" with Sa... not sure....~wow.......4:10am leave...and Gigi vomitted.... and i slept in Sa's home...thank you so much~~~~have a nice chat with Sa..knew many secrets~ and 6:30am fell asleep...3:30pm woke up........wow......sorry to bring any inconvenience to U AND UR FAMILY...but thanks for ur care~having tea with Sa and i went home~~ m....haven't studyied...a bit regretful.....so now....i soon read some ismt 101....to much reading..... help!!!!!!!3 final exams to go!!!!!!add oil girl~~and everyone!!!!!!!!! after that, i will have a nice trip with myfriends~loooking forward~~~ God bless~~~~ Glorify God~ P.S. Sorry for you all that u have to read so many english .....waha~ Sorry to Hang that i can't celebrate with U birthday....Please forgive me...

>>May 21, 2005 at 2:56:45 AM GMT+8

2005 年 5 月 5 日 星期四 【晴】

是你故意欺騙 怪在我太過心軟 你的真話就 等於夢囈 與謊言 無奈你說得太自然 令我聽了也能熱暖 甜言蜜語 原來又一次食言 是你對我改變 你別說世界轉變 解釋得混亂 千絲萬段 太多糾纏 誰沒興緻守這諾言 但卻對我再全心詐騙 胡言亂語 任你講足半天 為何永遠放不低 為何錯愛這一位 但求仍然維繫 不惜一切 我為你執迷 為何永遠放不低 任情愛控制身體 任誰關心 仍未可把你代替 (是明知的 仍願將心意白費) 聽完後有點感觸.....愛真的令人失去理智......真的令我糊塗了....

>>May 6, 2005 at 1:55:33 AM GMT+8

2005 年 5 月 4 日 星期三 【晴】

噚日終於完成左呢個sem最後一次gei Presentation a~~就係lang gei Avon case 我今次嘗試唔read個cue card la...但係始終有D nervous law... 最後Edward俾我地team full mark law!!!!!!!!!!!!! 完全好out of expectation law~~~~coz我地只係用jo 3 days 黎搞呢個present.... Really Thank god~~~~~ 之後同Edward同我班groupmate影相~~~~what a professional team~~~ 之後上埋mgto+ lab~ 再同阿奶係LG1食lunch ya~~有點了解呢位groupmate了~之後再上fina 111+tutorial~ 晚上係媽咪度拎pizza eat~~~Yummy~ 再出去搵Eric同阿恆食飯~ 都係打下機吹下水gum la~~~~ 平凡但開心的一晚~~relax下都好.......later開始final exam就....... 努力吧....... 我願意相信你.....但係傷害了就是傷害了..... 我也希望能消除自己對你既疑慮.... 下面係我last PAvon Presentation gei photo~ Thank you Ferris, Karin, 虧Roy and阿奶 soooooooooo much~~~ 媽咪病了.......god bless.......快D好番就好la.........

>>May 5, 2005 at 1:38:23 PM GMT+8

2005 年 5 月 2 日 星期一 【晴】

噚晚係new hall都屈蛇.....訓Karin間房.... 首先晚上同班langmate係seafront坐足3 hours....爆笑同爆gap.... 其中見到Elaine+ Zoe+Fandy~~好掛住你ya Fandy!!!!!!!!! 跟住番房然後沖涼繼續個lang......... 一搞搞到3am sin sleep...... 今朝8:35am wake up...繼續我個Avon history..... 然後仆出去整Grant/loan...god bless....總算D野都齊晒...希望可以apply到la.... 之後捱住眼訓上161+mark.....救命....... 突然好想見您.......好怕你拒絕我.....我竟然說了個大話.... 我真的很傻.....看見你這樣.....不知我的預感又....... 是的.....其實我應該放開..... 只是我心軟.....不捨得....... 我應該一早明白我同你是屬於兩個世界....請給我些時間.... God.......plz help.....

>>May 3, 2005 at 3:46:40 PM GMT+8

2005 年 4 月 30 日 星期六 【晴】

噚晚出去搵埋Sa同Kuen佢地出去傾Trip D野..... ng.....都幾難就wow.....仲要ok貴........唉..... 但係自己又真係好想去law.....無計........ 一傾就傾到2:15am....wow.....真係好熱ya.........Kuen車我番去~D風吹埋黎~~~好舒服law~ 今朝起身hea jo陣就整grant loan+ lang .. 爆想死...grant/loan都整得七七八八....不過份lang.......不如殺死我la........ 之後番工........gigi唔番.........明白......... 我要頂佢放11pm.......今日仲要有個新人黎........ Carry轉達Eric gei意思........唉........唯有自己辛苦D la........ 讀夜D.....玩少D.....我唔要無工番....... 好窮ya而家真係.........要俾心機讀書同搵$$ ya........ 今日忙到ya.......搞到我都好"mun"law....... 我同Wensy可以handle到幾多條線ya.......gum夜就咪食pizza la........ 總之........唉.......好彩仲有車番屋企jei.......Thank god~ 有Ｄ餓....>.<"

>>May 1, 2005 at 4:16:46 PM GMT+8

2005 年 4 月 29 日 星期五 【晴】

噚日諗住等埋Jessica 一齊去整passport la....點知無晒D quota wow.... 仲要俾我知道成25/5先拎到本野........我26/5出發law wow..... 不禁發脾氣.....爆晒燥.....總之就好mun la...即刻call Kuen同沙發泄law.... 之後諗番冷靜下之後就好好多..... 盡情同Jessica 行Festival Walk~~~同佢行街真係幾開心~~~夠晒敏捷law~~~ 佢終於買jo Agnes B gei袋~~~我都幾buy ga~~but我無$$.......... 因為trip+keeping fit+普通話course...搞到我勁窮law.......... but我會撐落去law....之後去jo Jordon M記呆坐45 mins.....見到D Mcdonald..好想食.... 好彩Mickey細佬黎到扯走jo我~~hehe~~佢陪多我一陣就上去搵Felix law~~ fat percentage少jo~~~好開心..but頭先我係gum食野.....又shake又包又麵.....肥番晒la.... 又要繼續努力!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 晚上同Elaine+Eliza+Carmen仲有其他科大同學仔去文化中心睇"駒歌" 「無論去到多遠，你與我也要記著你與我的起點，不會變。」 我好鐘意呢一句.......整套drama個意念都好好~~ 理想......我真的曾經遺忘了.....是它將我的理想喚醒....... 我還記得Miss Cheung同小思個一番說話..... 我希望實現我的理想........好impressive!!!!!!! 真的.....你地做得好好~~~~~good show!!!!!!!!!!多謝Eliza gei 介紹~~~~ 沙同Fion不斷追魂call...讓你們擔心了... 晚上睡得好好..thank god~ 今朝晨早起身出去拎籌整passport...等jo 2 hours先整到....shit.......... 好tired law........跟住番屋企整grant /loan la~~ 今晚出去搵沙佢地傾trip D野~~~~~ Glorify God~~~~

>>April 30, 2005 at 8:28:34 AM GMT+8

2005 年 4 月 27 日 星期三 【陰】

噚日終於完成整個gei MGTO present lor..... 被rehearsal個時差.......可能阿星同Arthur都比較nervour la... 搞到我剩番2 mins 講.....我唯有執生飛slides la..... Q & A session係gum比Cubie 加兩個學生插.....駛唔駛gum Q死多問題ya....... 叫到thomas答得都唔錯都算係gum ga la.... anyway, 辛晒Pure, Thomas, Sing, Arthur and Jessica~~~ 之後即刻仆出去同Mickey 慶祝生日+ finish AL!! 好耐無見佢ya~~~~好耐無試過gum健康唱k la~~~ 好開心~~~仲要俾我見到Lui Lui....ng.......心情不是太好.... 唔通我仲未放得低.....?forget it la~~ 之後玩完搵Eric~餓屎我la.......晚飯都無食....... 救命.........唔方唔減肥law......... 今日病情嚴重.......係gum cough....... 想死law........要襯呢個holiday 休息下ya........ 聽日要覆磅+ passport+ 睇drama~~~~ 當係relax下~~~之後又要俾心機搞個lang present+fina+mgto and mark final ya!!!! God Bless~

>>April 28, 2005 at 2:41:09 PM GMT+8

2005 年 4 月 25 日 星期一 【暴雨】

今日心情也不是太好.....可能擔心自己成績吧.......又擔心自己減肥成果吧.... 突然覺得這不是自己....我不是很樂觀的嗎.......? 我不是常常應同希望在明天嗎.....?為什麼我會為這事那事而擔憂..... 我真的成長了吧.....或許在這間大學開始.....也不錯吧.... 是時候要準備面對這個社會了.....不過我始終還想小孩子一點.... 向朋友們,你.....撒撒嬌~神會看顧....我清楚知道的....... 只要我盡力做好自己.....神一定會安排祂認為最適合我的路讓我走~ 今天是最後一天.....明天不要再那麼沉!!!!! 我要開朗!!!!!!!我要迎接所有挑戰~~~~包括明天mgto present!!!!!!! god bless~~~ 今天放棄無同stephanie補習去 help Jerry補Physics!!!!!!! 突然覺得自己好偉大~~wahaha~欠我餐飯ya~~~~死仔~~~ 明天Mickey細佬B-day,佢又考完AL~ 做姐姐就陪你癲一晚gum 多la~~~~Happy birthday~~~~~ Glorify God~

>>April 26, 2005 at 4:07:32 PM GMT+8

2005 年 4 月 24 日 星期日 【暴雨】

噚晚番完pizza pizza心情有點兒低落....... 連我自己也不清楚原因.....so決定夜晚去搵Eric... 同阿恆佢地兩個吹水打機.....真係有D眼訓..... 今朝我都都唔知醒...10:45am sin起身........走左lang+ mgto....mgto 有用PRS..... 唔得下堂唔走la.....唔係我點double major wow~ 之後搵Fandy 借件suit jacket ~thx soooooooooo mcuh~然後係LT d錄VIDEO~ 好叻~~~NG 3 次就完成~不過都係覺得唔太滿意..mo mud action.....但groupmate話ok wow~ 之後上埋fina lesson就即刻仆去搵Kuen 一齊去金鐘整台證...so troublesome ya....... luckily 終於整好.....剩係欠特區護照..friday同 Jessica go ~ Kuen 車我番黎.....臨尾係樓下整到隻鞋..... 個頭爛jo.......有D down.......成日都覺得自己最近好黑gum........ 呢種感覺我不喜歡.......神ya.....請看顧我....... 今晚會努力prepare Mgto Script and 個 grant/loan form + lang hw 加油~~~final is coming~之後就有得玩ga la~~~~ glorify God~~~

>>April 25, 2005 at 12:00:54 PM GMT+8

2005 年 4 月 22 日 星期五 【晴】

呢個禮拜都ok busy la.......唉........星期二晚搞個mgto project搞到3am..... 第二朝仲要番早.......上lang....仲要著suit tim.......coz 我要help Elaine做MSA Inaug gei OC~ 成日都被人問同一個問題.......而我就答同一個ans...我唔係做present ga... 鬼咩.....個日mgto project有present ya ma...我地好lucky下星期三先到~ 可以睇下D人gei performance la~~~都幾好gei~~Except...個個聽完令人"心動"gei人.. 之後係Inaug到做reception ....really a mess.......好彩我都好盡責完成~ 再入LT B企1.5 hour....不過聽到steven naison gei speech~仍然gum impressive~ 真係好想上佢個堂negotiation law....之後個日fina tutorial....唉.......都唔識做....... 聽到一頭煙law........好concentrate gum 上埋101,161+112....救命law.........101....你想點ya..... 我唔想考試肥你ya.......個professor gum搞......滴汗...-.-"........ 161....出jo test 2....below.......都預jo.......我唔可以俾呢科整低我個CGA ga!!!!!!!! 唔係我dim major wow!!!!!!!!!!最近都係玩少D sin!!!!!!! 不過之後tutor 再食飯出去shatin find Eric~ 陪佢去整電話同吹水........又俾我發現.......... 唔想知唔想提唔想問..........我需要時間........ 之後噚晚又再次argue.....是你的錯吧........但係我開始見唔到你....開始恐慌.... 腳受不到控制........我就是這麼軟弱..... 當我倆沉默.......當我望向夜空....心突然平靜下來....是您嗎....? 或許我也太過份吧.......我是非常了解你的....我明白你感受.... 對不起.....感謝您....... 晚上與一班好同事玩樂~~~算是一種發泄吧........ 這幾天又要閉關了.....mgto present+ fina case+ lang AVON case+ final is coming....... 努力!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! P.S. 感謝主.....個D 錢無唔見.....~

>>April 23, 2005 at 3:50:08 AM GMT+8